Chapter 293: Why Am I Here?
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"Ms. Xi, the doctor said that he was looking for you for something, please go to the duty room. ”
The nurse suddenly knocked on the door and came in, and said this to Xi Murong, who was guarding Lin Jinghao's side.
Xi Murong was slightly stunned, glanced at Lin Jing, and agreed, "Okay, I'll go immediately." ”
Tangerine Chan said last night that he would go to Lin Mu instead of her, and he should be almost in Dongcheng by now.
Sighing softly, Xi Murong stroked Lin Jinghao's forehead with her hand: "Mom, go out, you stay by yourself for a while." ”
After saying that, she got up, closed the door and was about to leave, and specially ordered the two little brothers who were guarding the door.
"No matter who comes, even your boss, let him wait outside until I come back, thank you. ”
"Drip, drip, drip", after Xi Murong left, the value of the ECG slowly rose a little.
As if diving into the deep sea, his body was particularly heavy, and Lin Jinghao's eyelashes trembled.
Little by little, consciousness was pouring into the unresponsive body from all directions, as if it had been sleeping for a long time, Lin Jinghao was paralyzed, and the gradual recovery of her five senses made this paralysis even heavier.
With all her strength, she could only move her fingers slightly.
But she wouldn't give up, as if she was struggling to break free from the heavy restraints in the swamp, Lin Jinghao's whole body was stiff, her brows were furrowed, and while she was exerting her strength, fine sweat began to ooze from the corners of her forehead.
The departure of the voice made Lin Jinghao fight alone from then on, although the weight of the soul became lighter, but after the feeling of being weighed down by the boulder disappeared, in fact, she was not very used to the current light and fluttering feeling, as if she would float away from her body at any time. She needs to work harder, desperately grasping her body to fit her body and soul.
"Wake up, wake up quickly, wake up quickly, Lin Jing is good!"
Shouting at herself, Lin Jinghao's eyelids began to beat wildly, struggling, but she couldn't open them for half a day.
"Hahaha, if you come in here, you will never want to go out!" I don't know if it's the memory of the voice or the channel, Yu Jia's cruel smile suddenly appeared in Lin Jinghao's mind, and next to them was a lake.
"I won't let you go!" I heard my own terrible roar, and with a "plop" sound, the next moment my vision was a splash of water.
Lin Jinghao was directly frightened, but the instinct to survive made her flutter in the water on her own.
Yu Jia, who was dragged into the water together, was also struggling, she kept pulling Lin Jinghao's arm, Lin Jinghao was annoyed, and because she couldn't breathe, she simply began to step on each other.
She fluttered wildly, stepping on Yu Jia one by one, and after a while, Yu Jia was trampled under her feet, but she was still in the water.
There was less and less air in the chest, less and less, and the panic of suffocation hit the brain.
At this moment, Lin Jinghao saw the self in her mind, and suddenly her eyes widened in the water, and her expression became calm.
Then, she saw her mouth open and close, as if to say something, and the last bubble slipped from her mouth.
"You must, live. ”
"Wow!" opened his eyes suddenly, and Lin Jinghao sat up directly from the mattress.
I took a big gulp of fresh air, and when I came to my senses, I realized that I was soaking wet, as if I had just come out of the water.
"Drip, drip, drip", the sound of the instrument running gradually became clear from the noisy breathing, Lin Jinghao looked back, only to find that he was in the hospital.
It's not the first time she's entered a room of this size.
After regaining her life, she was scared for a while and broke out in a cold sweat.
subconsciously touched her stomach, at this time, her memory was still stuck in the time when she stepped down before.
"Why am I here?"
There is a fault line in memory, Lin Jing vaguely remembers the voice telling her that she was at the moment of life and death, but why was she at the moment of life and death?
Just when she was in doubt, there was a sudden piercing pain in her lower body.
At that moment, Lin Jinghao's face changed instantly.
She said that when she woke up, she seemed to be missing something, and she felt uncomfortable.
She had a very desperate guess in her mind, a guess that she didn't want to face herself, but it was very likely.
She is not a doctor, so she has no way of knowing what her situation is, but she can make a preliminary judgment based on various factors.
For example, she was receiving an infusion, and the additional medicine pipeline next to it, if she guessed correctly, it should be an antibiotic or something, and she had been hospitalized for a gunshot wound before.
However, this type of drug is not allowed to be infused to pregnant women.
The more I thought about it, the more scared I became, Lin Jinghao's entire scalp began to tingle, what is the situation, what is the situation, could it be that her child is gone?
How is that possible? Everything is fine, but why does she not have the memory of stepping down and coming to the hospital?
And the dream she had before, the black figure of a child, standing in the distance, kept asking her why she didn't want him.
Thinking of this, Lin Jinghao felt as if he had been struck by lightning, and the blood in his body began to cold.
Could it be that the dream was not an ordinary hysterical dream, but a prophetic dream that she feared the most?
The strong uneasiness made Lin Jinghao press the call bell, and she had to know immediately what the situation was.
The abdomen was empty, and there was no longer the fullness that it had before, although judging from the time she was pregnant, it was purely psychological.
But if even this psychological effect is gone, it does not bode well.
At this time, she tried to calm herself down, she didn't have time to think about the picture that came to her mind before she woke up just now, she just wanted to know now how her child was.
After the call bell was pressed, Lin Jinghao didn't lie back immediately, she looked back behind her, not knowing if it was her illusion.
After calming down, it seems to smell a very faint smell of perfume.
Her nose is very sensitive, and she is very familiar with the smell of this perfume, which is the kind that Lin Mu often uses.
In fact, the smell of the potion in the ward is not heavy, but there is still some of it, Lin Jinghao also felt strange, the aroma she smelled was very weak, but it did.
Her first reaction was that Lin Mu had been here, but unless he had just arrived, the aroma would not remain.
Subconsciously leaning towards the position of the pillow, she unexpectedly found that the fragrance had become stronger.
Apparently, there was something under the pillow, stained with the smell of perfume.
No wonder she could smell it so clearly, because it was too close.
Lin Jinghao directly reached under the pillow and groped, if there was anything that could carry Lin Mu's usual taste, she would think that this thing was put by Lin Mu.
I poked left and right, and sure enough, I touched something a little hard.
Lin Jinghao dragged it out and saw that it was a white envelope.
I sighed in my heart, what the hell is this, why is there an envelope under the pillow.
Picked it up and sniffed it lightly on the tip of his nose, that's right, the smell of perfume came from this envelope, and it may be too faint for others to smell, but for Lin Jinghao, it is very strong.
Curious about what was in the envelope, although Lin Jinghao had just woken up and her hands and feet were not at ease, she tried twice and opened the envelope.
Inside was a three-folded piece of paper, and when she took it out, she pulled out a small piece of paper.
Lin Jinghao first picked up the piece of paper, with a few words written on it, and this handwriting was undoubtedly Lin Mu's.
She was confused, and her heart pounded as she tried to determine what was written on the piece of paper.
Wait, if this envelope is really put by Lin Mu, what does it mean, it means that Lin Mu has woken up!
Lin Jinghao was in a complicated mood, but she couldn't stop getting excited.
In her memory, Lin Mu should still be in a coma. She made an agreement with him that if she succeeded in making the cut, Lin Mu would have to wake up.
Could it be that this agreement has already come into effect?
The heart was beating rapidly, and Lin Jinghao's eyes turned red in an instant, but the moistness of her eyes was because of happiness, not sadness.
If Lin Mu had come, the child should be fine.
Although Lin Jinghao's logic is not scientific, it has a strong calming effect.
The uneasiness in her heart miraculously subsided a lot, and she also cheered up to see what Lin Mu had written.
However, just as her eyes came into contact with the few words on the piece of paper, she suddenly felt like someone had poured a basin of cold water on her head, soaking wet inside and out.
"Child, it's gone. ”
This is the first row of words, like a knife wedged into Lin Jinghao's heart.
There is also a row below with only four words, "Document, signed".
What kind of document? Lin Jinghao began to feel uneasy, just now for a moment, his heart stopped beating, and his heart palpitations were terrible at this time.
She unfolded the three-fold paper like crazy, with a faint smell of perfume, and when she opened it, it was the size of a normal contract, and the top row of words was particularly conspicuous - "Divorce Agreement".
"You can't go in. ”
At this time, the voice of the guard brother sounded outside the door.
The nurse was a little anxious: "What do you mean, someone inside has pressed the call bell, please pay attention to the priority, okay?"
"The patient hasn't woken up yet, the caretaker inside has gone to the doctor, you can't go in. ”
"It's unreasonable! Get out of the way!"
The noise outside seemed to be unable to reach Lin Jinghao's ears.
Her mind was blank at this time, knowing that there were not many people who had obtained the certificate from her and Lin Mu, and who else could take out the divorce agreement except Lin Mu.
However, because the child is gone, he feels that it is her responsibility, so he wants to divorce her?
Lin Jing's head was a mess, and she couldn't even tell which news was the most deadly for her.
"Uncle Lin, long time no see. ”
The night before, when Mu Han wanted to meet Lin Yu, he found that he was asleep against the wall, so he didn't wake him up until the next morning, following the maid who delivered breakfast, and walked in.
Lin Yu went on a hunger strike for two days, and he looked a little weak at this time.
He raised his eyes and glanced at Mu Han, a little surprised, but his expression quickly returned to normal.
Don't overdo it, Lin Yu didn't want to talk to Mu Han and silently rejected him.
Mu Han smiled when he saw this, his expression was still the same as before, he seemed gentle, but he couldn't see what emotions were hidden behind the gentle smile.
"I know you're not happy here, don't worry, soon you'll be gone. ”
Hearing this, Lin Yu frowned and looked at him again, staring at him for a long time before asking him in a deep voice: "What are you doing here?"
"What to do?" Mu Han's tone was very pleasant, and he did not shy away from it, "Of course, there is revenge, and there is revenge. ”