Chapter 255: He's Too Lonely
Fu Heng walked very softly, as if he was afraid of disturbing Chu Ci's rest.
Mianmian was held by his little hand, rubbed his red eyes, and cried at Chu Ci lying on the hospital bed: "Mom!"
Chu Ci tugged at the corners of his lips, wanting to laugh but couldn't.
She stared straight at Fu Heng's face with a pair of eyes, trying to read something from his eyes, but Fu Heng's eyes were dark, but she didn't seem to have any emotion at all.
He walked up to Chu Ci and smiled lightly: "The doctor said that you are in temporary shock caused by anemia, just rest more." ”
Chu Ci's lips were pale, and he just wanted to speak, but he said again: "Are you hungry, I'll let Cheng Yuan buy it?"
"It's okay, I'm not hungry!"
Baozi glanced at Chu Ci and then at Fu Heng, and finally his eyes fell on Mianmian: "Sister, are you hungry?"
Mianmian's eyes were no longer red, and there was an unknown meaning flashing in the big black and white eyes, and she said in a low voice: "It's still ...... OK. ”
Baozi touched his stomach, "But I seem to be hungry." ”
It's already past six o'clock, and Baozi only ate some cake when he was in the Science and Technology Museum at noon, and it seems that this uncle seems to have a lot to say to his mother, so it is better for him to go to dinner with Mianmian.
Fu Heng immediately called and asked Cheng Yuan to come over and take the child to dinner.
Soon, there were only two people left in the ward, Chu Ci and Fu Heng.
After many years, the two of them are alone again, and they can still hear each other's faint breathing.
Chu Ci leaned on the pillow with an indescribable tiredness, she stretched out her hand and rested on the pillow and asked, "Do you have something to say to me?"
Fu Heng sat down on the chair next to her bed, stared at her pale face, and pursed her lips: "Do you faint often?"
"It's fine!"
He was answered by a nonchalant voice, even in the same tone: "Anemia only." ”
When I gave birth to buns, my health was very poor, but now I have raised them for four years.
Fu Heng tightened his eyebrows, wanting to ask a few more words, but he was afraid that she would be annoyed, so he suppressed the words in his heart, and he became soft: "In the past four years, it has been very hard to raise two children alone!"
If she hadn't heard it with her own ears, Chu Ci would hardly have thought that Fu Heng would talk to her like this.
Rounding around, there is no momentum of opening and closing.
She sat up strongly, her face was indifferent, and she looked at him coldly: "Actually, you can be more direct." ”
Fu Heng looked at her deeply and said slowly: "I missed them for four years, and I want to make up for it." ”
A faint smile finally appeared on Chu Ci's pale face, and she squinted at Fu Heng: "You seem to intuitively treat them as your children?"
Fu Heng didn't have any expression on his face.
But there was a bit of ridicule in Chu Ci's eyes: "What if I say it's not!"
Fu Heng was still expressionless, but the corners of his lips hooked up a few faint smiles: "Isn't it?"
He didn't seem to care, "I'm not going to rob you." ”
The implication is that he will not fight with her for custody, but simply wants to get along with the child.
He has no parents since he was a child, and it is the first time he is a father, and he usually doesn't deal with children, especially now that he knows that he has children, that feeling is simply indescribable.
Chu Ci looked at the outline of his mature and handsome facial features, and suddenly felt a trance in his heart.
Four years ago, she hated him too much, and now she can still talk to him calmly, I don't know if she let go of her reluctance to put too much emotion on him, or just buried those hatreds deep in her heart, and turned to face him in an indifferent way.
Fu Heng sat on the edge of her bed and said word by word: "The child is still young, and he may not feel it now without his father by his side, but it will have a great impact when he grows up." ”
When he was growing up, he lacked father's love and mother's love too early, so although Fu Mingchuan taught him personally, his personality was always a little less soft and too strong and cold.
Chu Ci was silent, and only after a while did he answer the question: "Chu Xuan is about to be released from prison." ”
Fu Heng's deep eyebrows suddenly froze, and the expression on his face seemed to be about to crack.
Chu Ci didn't look at him, and it happened that the phone rang at this time, it was An Shaoyun's phone.
When she picked it up, she heard An Shaoyun's anxious voice on the other side: "Chu Chu, where are you?"
"I'm in the hospital!"
"What's wrong with you, are you sick, does it matter?"
Chu Ci pursed his lips slightly: "I'm fine!"
"I'm coming to see you?"
"No need, no need!" Chu Ci hurriedly refused: "I'm going to be discharged from the hospital soon." ”
When she answered the phone, Fu Heng kept looking at her with a frown, his eyes were deep, as if he wanted to see something from her face.
In fact, he didn't want to let himself talk so much, or be nosy, but some words still couldn't be held back in his heart, so he simply asked: "Is it An Shaoyun?"
Chu Ci hung up the phone and nodded: "Yes!"
"You're with him?"
Chu Ci was silent for a while, then raised his face and looked at him a little inexplicably, hooked the corners of his lips and smiled: "You still care about this?"
"Do you want to take my child with another man?" the curvature of his lips was soft, but his gaze was deep and cold, "Do you think it's possible?"
"Your child?" Chu Ci also smiled: "When did I say that it was your child!"
The meaning of one sentence is not shallow, either it is really not his child, or Chu Ci feels that he is qualified to be the father of his child.
But no matter which one it is, Fu Heng has already decided in his heart that it is his child.
"It's not my child, then you tell me who it is?" Fu Heng didn't get angry, his tone was very indifferent, and even a little relaxed: "Is there anyone in this world who is more suitable to be their father than me?"
Mr. Fu's skin is getting thicker and thicker.
Chu Ci chuckled, didn't speak, and spoke for a while: "If you want to be their father, I have no opinion, but if I find out that it is not your child in the future, I hope you will not be too embarrassed." ”
Fu Heng's eyes deepened, and his eyes looked at her with inquiry, but seeing that her expression was calm, and she didn't have too many excessive emotions, the corners of her lips couldn't help but curl: "You really look like a stranger when you see me now, I thought you would hate me for the rest of your life." ”
After all, he was also responsible for cheating Chu Xuan and being imprisoned for four years.
Chu Ci's face was still very pale, and she raised her eyes and smiled at Fu Heng: "Hate you for a lifetime?"
She shook her head: "It's too long, I can't do it." ”
It's too tiring to hate people, and of course it's tiring to love someone, so she doesn't want it, she doesn't love or hate, and it's best to have a heart like water.
But it's so difficult, it's not easy to do.
After a pause, Chu Ci spoke again: "I came back this time, firstly because Chu Xuan was about to be released from prison, and secondly because of Lu Xiang's affairs. ”
She stared at Fu Heng's eyes fearlessly, and said directly: "You know, my judgment back then was not wrong, so I have to figure it out, I can't let him pass after the matter has passed, someone has to pay for it." ”
Fu Heng's eyes dimmed for a few seconds.
Chu Ci suddenly remembered that at that time four years ago, the words that Wen Wen said to her were like a thorn piercing into her heart, and the pain was so painful that she couldn't pull it out.
She regained her energy a little, and the corners of her lips hooked up a cool smile: "I heard that she can't shoot a lot of scenes, right, it's a pity that my good future was ruined by me like this, oh yes, hasn't she married into the Mu family yet?"
Fu Heng pressed his eyebrows, and his voice was a little faintly displeased: "I don't know, I don't care." ”
After Wen Wen woke up from his injury, it took almost a year or two to recuperate, and Fu Heng had almost focused on work in recent years, and he didn't pay much attention to their affairs.
Marriage is destined, everyone has their own life, and he has never cared much about it.
I can't solve my own affairs, let alone other people's affairs.
The atmosphere was silent for a few seconds, the door of the ward was opened again, and the soft voice of the little bun floated in: "Mom, I brought you porridge, it's still hot!"
Cheng Yuan led the two little ones in, Baozi put the porridge on the coffee table, and asked, "Mom, how do you eat?"
She has a drip hanging on her hand, which is indeed very inconvenient.
Fu Heng said softly: "I'll come!"
After saying that, he opened the bag and took out the insulated box.
Baozi stared at Fu Heng for a few seconds without blinking, and then blinked a few times, and his black eyes were extraordinarily transparent: "Shu Xiao, you are so good to my mother!"
Tong Yan was unscrupulous, he just felt that Shu Huang was very good to his mother, so he naturally said it.
It's just that when this sentence came out, the atmosphere suddenly calmed down.
Fu Heng smiled faintly when he heard this, patted Baozi's head, looked at the fairy tale book he was holding in his hand, and said, "Let's go read the book with my sister first, and Shu Huang will send you home later." ”
Baozi nodded and stuffed the book into Mianmian's hand: "Sister, come, I'll tell you a story." ”
Chu Ci glanced at the ward, Cheng Yuan had already retreated with interest just now, leaving their family of four to reunite.
So she frowned and looked at Fu Heng's unusually serious face, and said, "I'll do it myself!"
Fu Heng would not let people change their opinions, so he scooped a spoonful of porridge and carefully fed it to her mouth: "Come, open your mouth." ”
Chu Ci didn't know why, frowning and she still asked, "What are you doing here?"
He still can't let go of it after four years, but the moment she sells the ring, it means that everything is over.
And when she came back, she didn't rebuild the old relationship with Fu Heng, but she just had to find out the truth of the matter, and she was in Yicheng, so it was inevitable that she would meet Fu Heng, but she didn't like Fu Heng very much, why could he act as if nothing had happened and perform that set of affectionate styles that belonged to him.
For her, it's just a diaphragm.
"Feed you. ”
Fu Heng fed a spoonful of porridge into her mouth while she was talking: "I don't care what you came back for, but at least you came back." ”
You can't go back when you come back.
He was so lonely.