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The room fell into a dull place again, and it was quiet for a while.
Nanbei paused, and suddenly spoke: "Yanyan, what do you think is the best revenge, is it to forget or to ruthlessly let the other party suffer losses?"
Yan Yu's eyes were deep, her eyelashes fluttered, she was silent, and she spit out softly for a long time: "It's to let the other party suffer, sometimes forgetting is too bland, it will only make the other party think that all the wrong things she has done will not be punished." ”
Nanbei looked at Yan Yu: "Then will you take revenge on Zhou Yun?"
Yan Yu didn't answer, Zhou Yun is Lu Yan's mother, if she wants to be with Lu Yan, then she can only wronged herself and endure Zhou Yun, but how should she and Zhou Yun get along.
Nanbei lowered his head slightly: "I also want to take revenge, but my strength is too weak, I can't even keep my own child, what can I do?"
"Xu Yingxia is the daughter of the Xu family, Song Qingran's wife is a famous lady, this world is so unfair, rich and powerful people, what they want to do, it will be extraordinarily smooth, as if the whole world has made way for her. ”
Nanbei hugged Yan Yu and leaned on her: "But what about us, there are too few things we can do." ”
The relationship between the north and the south is very close, and there is a very important reason that they can see each other's shadows in each other's bodies, they are all orphans, no relatives, they are all the same stubborn, the same stubborn, the same insecurity.
"Yanyan, do you know? I don't have a professional qualification certificate, and Song Qingran asked people to cancel my qualification certificate. He wants to break my wings, never to fly out of his cage again, and to be a canary to please him forever. ”
Yan Yu patted Nanbei on the shoulder.
Both of them are now unable to protect themselves, and Yan Yu asked: "Beibei, have you ever thought about finding your own family?"
Nanbei pursed her lips and smiled, of course she thought that when she was very young, she had a bad time in the Song family, she had been ignored by Song Qingran, and when she couldn't feel happy, she would fantasize that her real family would come to take her away and give her real care, but she clearly knew that she wanted her real family, not to crave the love of her family, but to use the love of her family to stimulate Song Qingran, so that Song Qingran would regret losing her.
Nanbei thought quietly for a while, and his heart became heavier and heavier.
She clenched her fists, pursed her lips, took a deep breath, exhaled a depressed breath, laughed, and her eyes curved into crescents: "Ah Yu, I think I have to think about it, it's good to have no children, Song Qingran is a scumbag, the child is innocent, that's right, but as soon as the child is born, he doesn't have a complete home, his mother can't raise him, he wasn't born, maybe he was lucky." ”
Nanbei smiled: "I hope he can have a good baby, and his life will be smooth and smooth, and his family will be happy." ”
Yan Yu also laughed, but she could also see that Nanbei was forcing a smile, she was very unhappy, but she was forcing herself to be happy.
Yan Yu looked around the ward, and felt that Nanbei could no longer live in the ward, she said: "Beibei, I'll go through the discharge procedures for you in two days, I'll rent you a house, and you live in an apartment with me, okay?"
"Good. ”
Nanbei bent the corners of his lips and agreed.
But she knew in her heart that Song Qingran would not let her go so easily, he was possessive, even if he didn't want it, he would do everything he could to destroy her, just like the toy he had when he was a child, if he was touched, he would definitely destroy the toy completely before he threw it away.
Song Qingran has always been paranoid.
Yan Yu accompanied Nanbei for a long time, she was about to go back, and when she arrived at the parking lot, she found that there was a car in front of her that had been flashing double-flashing, and when she came over, the window of the car was lowered, Lu Yan's dark pupils looked at Yan Yu with a smile, and between his slender fingers, there was also a cigarette that was about to burn out.
Lu Yan opened the car door and went down, but sat in the passenger seat of Yan Yu's car, Yan Yu smelled a strong smell of smoke on his body, she frowned: "Why are you smoking again, didn't you say it before, don't smoke like this?"
Lu Yan smiled unmindingly: "Got it." ”
Yan Yu glanced at his Maybach: "Not open?"
"Well, I don't drive, I'm a little dizzy from smoking, I can't drive, I take my wife's car. ”
Yan Yu pulled the corners of his mouth, as if he was smiling: "Who is your wife? Do you want face? You smoke and don't get drunk and can't drive?"
"Well, it can't be opened. Lu Yan repeated the sentence again softly, his narrow eyes smiling.
Yan Yu drove without squinting, her chest rose and fell shallowly, and she also knew that Lu Yan was irritable now, because only when he was irritable, he couldn't help but smoke, and the more he smoked, the more fierce he became.
Yan Yu's eyebrows moved, and his smile was so faint that he could barely see it.
In fact, she and Lu Yan have the same purpose now, she wants to find the real Xu Yingxia, and Lu Yan also wants his life-saving benefactor when he was a child, the goddess he has been thinking about for many years.
When the light was red, Lu Yan's mobile phone suddenly vibrate, he glanced at the screen, he moved calmly, did not avoid the words, and the afterglow of the words also saw the names on the screen.
It's Xu Zhigang.
Lu Yan pinched the bridge of his nose, only to find that he had forgotten to contact Xu Zhigang later.
He pursed his thin lips, his expression was cold, he picked up the phone, looked at Yan Yu with dark eyes, and turned his gaze away.
Xu Zhigang asked, "Ah Yan, you are not in the company in the afternoon." ”
Lu Yanfei's thin lips moved slightly: "Hmm." ”
Xu Zhigang's voice was heavy and he sighed: "Let's meet." ”
Because of the proximity, the carriage was exceptionally quiet, and Yan Yu actually heard every word Xu Zhigang said, and she subconsciously tightened her grip on the steering wheel.
Lu Yan rolled his eyes, looked at Yan Yu, his eyes deepened a little, he narrowed his eyes, and smiled: "Okay, it's the coffee house at the junction of Changping Road and Cuiping Road." ”
Lu Yan hung up the phone: "Yanyan, let's go together." ”
The words didn't move, the red light had turned into a green light, she didn't answer his words, stepped on the accelerator, and blended into the traffic, the problem is, where they are now, is at the coffee house at the junction of Changping Road and Cuiping Road.
Yan Yu has seen the sign of the coffee house.
Lu Yan didn't force Yan Yu, he was quiet, giving Yan Yu the opportunity to choose independently, Yan Yu tightened his grip on the steering wheel, and finally stopped at the door of the coffee house.
Lu Yan smiled lightly in his eyes, and got out of the car first, he went around the front of the car, opened the driver's door for Yan Yu, and propped himself on the roof with one hand, his eyes were focused and profound: "Yanyan, let's go." ”
Walking into the coffee house and sitting down, Lu Yan helped Yan Yu order something, and then poured milk tea into Yan Yu's coffee, but after a while, Yan Yu saw Xu Zhigang coming in hurriedly through the floor-to-ceiling glass window.
When Xu Zhigang saw the words, he was a little surprised.
Lu Yan remained silent, held Yan Yu's hand, and was very affectionate: "If I guessed correctly, Uncle Xu, you entrusted Yan Yu to help you find your biological daughter." ”
Xu Zhigang's eyebrows moved slightly, he sat down and greeted Yan Yu: "Lawyer Yan." ”
Lu Yan: "Regarding Xia Xia's affairs, you don't have to mind being there. ”
Although Xu Zhigang was a little unaccustomed to words, he didn't say anything, not to mention the things he was going to say, the words were already clear, but he couldn't help but sigh in his heart, it seems that words have a very high status in Lu Yan's heart.
Xu Zhigang took a sip of coffee, the bitter taste permeated his mouth, he stared at his eyebrows, covered with coldness, and with endless helplessness: " After you were kidnapped back then, Xia Xia was lost, your aunt had an emotional breakdown, she was not in good health, we have been married for so many years, she finally had her first child, it is such a lovely Xia Xia, Xia Xia is her lifeline, during that time, her mental state has been bad, I had to take back the current Xia Xia, as my own daughter to raise, lie to your aunt, that is the real Xia Xia. ”
"Later, your aunt's condition slowly improved, and I searched for a few more years, but I didn't find the real Xia Xia, and slowly, I gave up. ”
Lu Yan's expression was cold, and his dark pupils were waveless ancient wells, deep and gloomy.
"So, you took the fake Xia Xia to deceive me?"
Xu Zhigang's eyebrows appeared tired: "Ah Yan, you should be clear, I already regret it, because at that time, the current Xia Xia saved you once in the United States, you were already together at that time, and you also regarded her as the real Xia Xia, your aunt is very satisfied with you, what can you let me say? I dare not and cannot risk your aunt to collapse again, and tell you that Xia Xia is not the real Xia Xia." He sighed, "Lies are like that, with one, there will be two, three, just to make that lie more complete." ”
Lu Yan didn't answer, and the atmosphere between the few people became more and more stagnant, and the air stopped flowing.
Xu Zhigang said sullenly: "Your aunt can't stand a little toss now, Ah Yan, Xia Xia I will continue to look for it, I will compensate her, not to mention, for so many years, I have never forgotten her, and I have always felt ashamed of her, but please forgive me for loving my wife." ”
"If you still remember Xia Xia's kindness, whether it is Xia Xia's kindness to you when she was a child, or the current Xia Xia's salvation in the United States, Ah Yan, I just beg you, don't hurt your aunt, if you let her know that Xia Xia she loves is not her own Xia Xia, the consequences will be unimaginable......"
Lu Yan's fingers on the table slowly retracted.
The depression in his chest was like a balloon about to explode.
Xu Zhigang: "I've been looking for Xia Xia for so many years, but I don't have any useful clues...... his voice is difficult, "Perhaps, Xia Xia is no longer there, she is so young, she was thrown on the side of the road, it is difficult to survive......"
The heart is tight.
She never thought that such a possibility, maybe the real Xia Xia, was really gone.
Lu Yan's dark eyes became colder and colder, the ice floes were dyed, and his complex emotions were like silk threads, tightly strangling his heart, almost strangled into flesh and bones.
He has heartache, guilt, anxiety, and longing.
He misses the time he spent playing with Xia Xia when he was a child, and his heart hurts that Xia Xia has been exiled for so many years, and may even have lost his life, feeling guilty that everything Xia Xia suffered was caused by him, and he was disturbed for so many years, and he didn't think that she was suffering.
Xu Zhigang continued: "Ah Yan, the current Xia Xia has shortcomings and a bad personality, but she is your aunt's pistachio and little padded jacket, and for the sake of her saving you in New York, don't do anything to her." ”
Lu Yan's Adam's apple rolled silently.
Yan Yu hooked her lips coldly, and her amber pupils were filled with ironic hatred, her personality had been too depressed in the past few years, and now it seemed to have exploded.
She looked at Xu Zhigang, very disappointed and disappointed, she only saw forbearance and submission on his face, she saw guilt, but she didn't see love, she looked away and fell on Lu Yan's body.
Yan Yu stood up and pinched Lu Yan's wrist, she stared at Lu Yan with a dignified gaze, suppressing her anger, she had never asked so bluntly: "Lu Yan, do you want to promise him?"
Lu Yan's eyes were calm, but he could still see some surprise, probably not expecting that the reaction of the words would be so big.
Yan Yu said: "Lu Yan, the Xu family has been blackmailing you for so long with kindness, if you agree, you are a coward, do you need me to remind you one by one? Now Xu Yingxia, when I was pregnant, she put pressure on me mentally more than once, my induced labor, she will definitely not be able to escape, she hurt your son, even if she saved you in New York, after so many years, you are not good enough to her? You should also pay it off!"
The words were extremely angry: "Xu Yingxia has done so many things wrong, she is not worthy of forgiveness at all." ”
"If you really say yes today, then it's good, with her without me, with me without her. ”
She was persecuting him.
She put everything on the bright side frankly.
Such aggressiveness is actually unlikeable, but the words and emotions of the past are too well hidden, she is an iron wall, making it difficult for Lu Yan to attack, and now she is finally willing to open a small opening.
Lu Yan's dark eyes were full of her reflections, and he could see clearly, the fire in her eyes, her anger, her brightness, and her brilliance.
A starry smile appeared in Lu Yan's eyes.