Chapter 228: If I Don't Want You Anymore

"No, I didn't know before, I met Sister Yu yesterday, I, I only then knew how deeply I hurt you when I left!"

I hurriedly let go of Pei Shaobei and turned his body to face me.

I wanted to explain my own misunderstanding, I wanted to explain, I thought he didn't love me, or rather didn't love me that much.

I was so incoherent that I didn't even know what I was talking about.

Pei Shaobei looked at me coldly, without the slightest emotion, I was suddenly a little scared, afraid of my apology, my confession was too late.

"Pei Shaobei?" I called out to him in a trembling voice.

Pei Shaobei still looked at me, didn't respond, didn't push me away, I was in a panic, but I didn't know what else to do next, I stood in place, my hand was still on his arm, my eyes looked at him, and I slowly gave birth to a strong grievance.

"Pei Shaobei, you don't want me anymore, do you?"

I heard myself say this, crying, thinking of a woman who is entangled in love, so annoying.

Pei Shaobei looked at me, there was no comfort or ridicule, he just asked very calmly, "Gu Wan, I really don't want you anymore, what will you do?"

"Huh?" I was a little stunned, I didn't understand the meaning of Pei Shaobei's words, what do you mean by not wanting me, what should I do, what can I do?

I don't know, or rather, don't want to know.

"I don't want you anymore, what are you going to do?" Pei Shaobei repeated, his expression was still calm, but his body was slightly stiff when he asked.

"Gu Wan, feelings are not a game, let go when you want to let go, leave when you want to leave, when you want to play again, I am not a dead thing, not something you discard and pick up at will, so, I tell you, I don't want you anymore. So tell me, what are you going to do?"

I seem to understand what Pei Shaobei meant, he is asking for an attitude from me.

I understand him, if he really doesn't want me anymore, and really doesn't care about me and Gu Xiao, then he will never give me such a question.

Knowing this, I immediately looked up at him, sniffed and said, "Pei Shaobei, you ask me what I plan to do, well, I answer you, although I have never chased others, but, I can learn, I can try to chase you, we have been separated for a year, then I will use a year to chase you back, if a year later, you still give me such a sentence, say don't want me, then, then I will no longer entangle, and you will be free!"

As if I had sworn an oath, I finished saying this, and my heart was nervous like a little girl who was just beginning to fall in love, and the love impulse that seemed to have disappeared seemed to have revived in the bottom of my heart in an instant, and the blood all over my body burned and boiled, and I longed to get the same response immediately.

Youth, after many years of passing, once again secretly revealed half a shadow in my heart.

Pei Shaobei listened to my words, the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, and his eyes gradually narrowed, like a calculating fox, and like a very lazy raccoon cat.

He pushed my body half a step away, leaned over to look at me, and after a moment said, "Okay, then I'll wait!"

I was stunned, and before I had time to think about how to deal with it, Pei Shaobei had already strode away from me, and when I reacted, where was his shadow.

I looked at the empty corridor, the night breeze blowing in through the cracks in the windows on the side, with the fierceness of winter, I was so cold that I was excited, and I came back to my senses in an instant.

If it weren't for the fact that the heart was still beating violently because of the embarrassing words just now, if it weren't for the open ward door still trembling slightly, I almost still suspected that everything just now was a dream, Pei Shaobei didn't appear at all, and he didn't say such an agreement.

Go to recover Pei Shaobei?

My face gradually burned, and I couldn't control it, which only made me a little unbearable, and I raised my hand to fan it, but I felt extremely stupid.

I hurriedly turned back to the ward, sat on the edge of Gu Xiao's bed, and gasped for breath, but I didn't regret the stupid words I had just sworn to.

Whether it is Pei Shaobei's performance during this time, or the past that Sister Yu and Dong Mei told me, I deeply feel that in the past and now, Pei Shaobei is difficult to let go of me.

In that case, why should I be cowardly and push away the man in front of me who loves me deeply and loves me equally?

I gently grabbed Gu Xiao's arm, as if looking for support, and said softly, "Xiaoxiao, let's get my father back with my mother, okay?"

Gu Xiao was still sleeping very deeply, and his little nose was snoring slightly because of the cold.

I laughed low in the night, and the joy, the impulse, like a spring seedling, could not be restrained.

Pei Shaobei didn't come over again, and I didn't call him again, the next day, I asked my mother to stay and take care of Gu Xiao to continue to teach the students, my mother still had lingering palpitations, but I was so frightened that I forgot what I was worried about.

I didn't give her a chance to nag me, I just gave her a firm hug and told her that I would find my happiness again.

Gu Xiao was hospitalized for five days, and was discharged from the hospital in the afternoon of the fifth day, and when I went to check out, the nurse told me that someone had renewed the deposit, which was 10,000 yuan.

In addition to Gu Xiaohua's loss, the nurse also found a lot.

I don't have to guess to know that it was Pei Shaobei, I was happy in my heart, and told my mother who was waiting at the door about it.

My mother was still extremely worried about my decision, but she also had some confidence at the moment, but what really made her decide to support me was not these things that Pei Shaobei did, nor my firm oath, but Gu Xiao.

Although Pei Shaobei did not appear again, the "father" that Gu Xiao learned will never forget again.

He shouted the term to me, to my mother, and even to the doctor who came to listen to him. Maybe he didn't understand what his father meant, thinking that it was the warm company given by that person.

My mother told me that the child is the purest person in the world, there is no black and white concept of good and evil, and his perception of the outside world comes from the kindness given to him by the outside world, and he can feel the fact that adults dare not face in their hearts more than adults. For example, Pei Shaobei's love for Gu Xiao, the kind of love hidden in the bottom of his heart is the source of Gu Xiao's insistence.

I deeply thought of this, and strengthened my oath to recover Pei Shaobei that night.

I don't know how to pursue a man, but I've always watched some TV dramas, and I've seen a lot of romantic courtship scenes on college campuses.

This is the experience I have summed up from Lin Dong and so many students' relationships, in order to further certify this experience of mine, I hesitated for a long time and called Sister Yu.

Sister Yu listened to my conclusion, and laughed almost out of breath on the other end of the phone.

I was suddenly laughed by her and shouted angrily, "Hey, Sister Yu, you encouraged me to chase it, now I will seriously discuss the guidelines and policies with you, you will give me a smile, if you do this again, I will hang!"

Sister Yu hurriedly suppressed her laughter, but she still couldn't restrain herself, and there was a faint smile in her words, which made my face redder and redder.

"Don't laugh, don't laugh, I just admire Barrister Pei's ability more and more. In the end, you deserve it, the people who hurt you were so miserable at the beginning, now you say that you want to get back together, then you will get back together, that's Pei Shaobei, the eldest son and grandson of the Pei family, do you know how many celebrities and ladies in our city want to marry him? People were hurt so badly by you and waited for you for a year, how could you not pay a price!"

"Sister Yu, are you on my side or on his side! Am I not pitiful when I say that he is so pitiful? Oh, forget it, and I am not going to play any bitter scenes, so I will ask you, the one I said is almost not good!" I waved my hand at the void with some irritation, I didn't want to always think about what had happened in the past year, and the more I thought about it, the deeper the regret in my heart.

Sister Yu heard that I was a little anxious, so she quickly coughed, and added a sentence on my basis, "If you want to capture a man's heart, first grab a man's stomach!"

I pouted, "Isn't it very old-fashioned?" It's not like Pei Shaobei hasn't eaten the dishes I cooked, what's so attractive?"

"Then what do you think you have to be attractive?" Sister Yu's sharp retort made me speechless for a moment, yes, what am I so attractive, a divorced woman, and now she has a child, although she is not out of shape, but it is impossible to compare with the eldest girl. I didn't have much confidence before, but now that Sister Yu asked me so bluntly, I lost my confidence even more.

"Sister Yu, as soon as you say that, I, I don't dare to go to him!"

I was completely wilted, and I sat on a park bench with my ass on my back, and the pink skirt that I had carefully prepared on my body became a little ridiculous.

Sister Yu opened her mouth on the other end of the phone and scolded, "Gu Wan, you are really still like this, you shrank directly into the turtle shell with a word from others, I thought that you had mustered up enough courage to become invincible on the road of pursuing Pei Shaobei, why was it that I was made powerless by an outsider after working for a while? Gu Wan, do you think Pei Shaobei is sitting alone on the street waiting for you to be pampered, or do you think that he is disliked by everyone like the milk powder on the supermarket shelf that is about to expire? Let me tell you Gu Wan, Pei Shaobei is even more eye-catching than the hottest stock now, not to mention whether the women who have been surrounding him and preparing to take the position will tear you alive, you haven't even passed the level of yourself now, and you are still thinking about killing the fox spirit and snatching back your man, Gu Wan, if this is the case, then I advise you, die this heart as soon as possible, obediently raise your children, and wait for Pei Shaobei to get married and have children, you are old and yellow, and you will be lonely for life!"

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