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Lu Yan's eyebrows didn't move, his eyes were as sharp as a blade, with a chilly temperature, he was silent at first, did not speak, just stared at Xu Yingxia with frightening eyes, making her heart slightly hairy, and then, after a while, he said lightly: "Suicide?"

There are only two short notes.

Xu Yingxia's tears slid down the arc of the corners of her eyes, fell into the pillow, and disappeared in an instant: "I'm just afraid, this world makes me afraid, so I can't think about it." ”

The way she chose to commit suicide was to end her life in the bathroom.

Her face was pale, her fingers were cold, her fingertips were white, and she stretched out her hand to hold Lu Yan's hand, but Lu Yan moved her hand silently.

He lowered his eyes and saw the white bandages wrapped around Xu Yingxia's wrists, wrapped layer after layer, layer after layer, tightly wrapped, but there were still red blood stains seeping out.

Lu Yan pursed his lips, it was a cold and temperatureless straight line, with innate indifference.

Xu Yingxia was a little scared, but she had no choice.

"Ah Yan, you came to see me, you want to help me, right? There are many things that I don't have a choice, and there are not many things I have a choice of, such as saving you in the United States a few years ago, for example, being good to you, falling in love with you, and for example, choosing to love you. ”

There was a slight tremor in her voice, her heart was beating fast, and her eyes were moist: "I really love you, I know I was wrong, I want to be with you...... I don't want to live without you, and there is nothing in this world for me to remember. ”

Lu Yan seemed to have listened to her words, and as if he hadn't heard her words at all, all he paid attention to was: "I'm in New York, have you seen me?

When Xu Yingxia heard his words, her pupils dilated slightly, and she nodded seriously.

"Where do you see it? near or far away? Can you see it clearly? Can you tell the difference between me and Cheng Ci?"

Xu Yingxia was very sure, but only answered the last question: "Of course I can tell the difference between you and Cheng Ci, and in the end, you survived, so naturally Cheng Ci was killed by you." ”

Lu Yan's eyes were like an abyss, bottomless, no light, very dark, he narrowed his narrow eyes: "Why did you go to New York?"

Xu Yingxia's eyelids moved slightly, she opened her eyes and stared at Lu Yan, not knowing what she was avoiding, so she didn't answer for a while.

Lu Yan stared at her facial features for a moment, conforming to the curvature of her silhouette, and finally, slowly hooked the corners of her lips, sarcastic and wise: "You don't want to go by yourself, right?Xia Xia?" he said as he bent down slightly and approached Xu Yingxia, bringing her a heavy coercion, almost making her breathless, "Did someone send you a text message, yòu huò you go to New York?"

Xu Yingxia's pupils shrank more and more, she bit her lower lip hard, her lip print was deep, and the corners of her lower lip squirmed, and she couldn't say anything.

Lu Yan had already gotten dá àn from her expression.

Even if he doesn't remember anything that happened to him and Cheng Ci, he naturally doesn't remember what happened in New York, but he knows that it won't be so simple for Xu Yingxia in front of him to appear in New York and save him just right.

Since Cheng Ci did the act of hiding the metaphor and fell in love with the metaphor, but he was deliberately provoked by his own words, Cheng Ci would choose to find a substitute to divert his attention.

Thinking about it this way, Cheng Ci deliberately let Xu Yingxia appear in his Lu Yan's field of vision, which is not a difficult thing to understand.

Lu Yan unconsciously gritted his teeth, tightened his cheeks, and his chest rose and fell, but it was like a heavy backlog of big stones, which was a little difficult.

He straightened up and wanted to turn around and leave, but Xu Yingxia grabbed his hand, very hard, and refused to let go: "Ah Yan, don't go! You said that you would protect me for the rest of your life, you will protect me now, okay?" I know you don't want to say that you don't want to know, and I don't want Yan Yu to know about the killing of Cheng Ci, and I don't want Yan Yu to know......

Before she finished speaking, she was frightened slightly by Lu Yan's terrifying and gloomy eyes, but she still stiffened her head, pulled out a smile, and finished speaking seriously.

"I love you, Ah Yan, I don't want you to love me, I just want you, defend me in front of everyone, give me a name, let everyone know that I, Xu Yingxia, am the person Lu Yan cares for...... Ah Yan, it's not difficult, is it? I don't mind if I take care of you with Yanyu...... Really ......"

Lu Yan's eyebrows condensed frost and snow.

The ward fell silent, and suddenly there was a sound of footsteps outside the corridor, and the faint noise, the voices of Xu Mu and Xu Zhigang were mixed together, Lu Yan twisted his brows, and then loosened and smoothed it, he seemed to hear the sound of words.

He subconsciously looked towards the door of the hospital room.

But after a while, the door of the ward was pushed open forcefully, and at the same time, Xu Yingxia on the hospital bed suddenly used force, hooked Lu Yan's neck, and kissed Lu Yan's cheek.

Lu Yan's face was so gloomy that he pushed Xu Yingxia away without thinking.

But it was too late, the scene of their kiss was seen by Yan Yu, who pushed the door open, Yan Yu's pupils contracted slightly, and he subconsciously clenched the doorknob, and Lu Yan's sudden push away, in the eyes of outsiders, was more like a panic that had done something wrong.

Yan Yu's heart contracted very painfully, she took a deep breath, the breathing sound was a little longer, her eyes were heavy, and after a while, a smile appeared on her lips, a little indifferent, such a smile made Lu Yan nervous.

Behind Yan Yu, followed by Xu Mu and Xu Zhigang, Xu Mu was unhappy: "Yan Yu, Xia Xia is not in good health now, and the doctor said that you can't make noise, why are you so stubborn?! If Xia Xia can't think about it anymore, what should I do?"

Xu Zhigang sighed: "Ah Yu, you let Xia Xia be quiet for a while, Lu Yan goes in, he is measured, and he won't mess with Xia Xia." ”

Yan Yu originally wanted to leave, but the direction of her footsteps turned, let go of the doorknob, and walked in instead, she stood next to Lu Yan, but did not look at Lu Yan, but stared at Xu Yingxia.

Yan Yu's voice was very faint: "Committed suicide?" Her eyes fell on Xu Yingxia's wrist, and she suddenly reached out and grabbed Xu Yingxia's wrist, pinching her wound.

Xu Yingxia screamed in pain: "What are you doing?"

Mother Xu was also taken aback, only thinking that her words were too cruel.

Yan Yu's heart felt comfortable, and the deeper her smile became: "Don't you want to commit suicide? If you want to commit suicide, you can't even bear this pain, why don't you cut deeper if you want to commit suicide, why don't you jump from the window of the ward if you want to commit suicide, why do you want to text others before committing suicide?"

These words sound too vicious.

Mother Xu's face was pale, and her eyes were wide open.

Xu Yingxia snorted, "What are you talking about?"

Yan Yu spit out a few words: "I'm saying that you are shameless, that you have a glass heart, that you have bad acting skills, and that you want to choose suicide like this? Have you ever thought that three years ago, I lost my son because of your gift and was spurned by everyone, should I not have lived in this world for a long time? Say that you are shameless, I am the biological daughter of the Xu family, I haven't said anything, you are like a good play, and your brain has made up a bunch of facts that I want to harm you." She said, at a lightning speed, she slapped Xu Yingxia, "This slap is for you to be shameless, Lu Yan is my man, who allowed you to kiss him?"

When Lu Yan heard this, his dark eyes stared at Yan Yu tightly, motionless.

Mother Xu was stunned by the slap of words.

After the words were finished, the anger still did not dissipate, she looked at Lu Yan's eyes were not very good, slowly, a little cold, she said expressionlessly: "Lu Yan, are you so afraid of her suicide? She said suicide, and you came in a hurry? Suicide is very useful, isn't it? Okay, if you continue to stay here, believe it or not, I will commit suicide." ”

What she said was angry words, saying that she had suffered a lot, she loved life, cherished life, and now her work is going well, and she has two lovely children, how could she choose to end her life.

But Lu Yan, as soon as he heard what she said, the strings of nerves in his mind broke suddenly.

He furrowed his brows, his eyes dark: "You dare?"