I don't know if you have this feeling, that is, when you put on a dress, you feel that your aura has changed, as if you have changed a person.

I'm like this now, looking at myself in the mirror, I'm very surprised.

Black, as expected, is the most domineering color.

The waiter who helped me arrange my wedding dress praised me heartily: "You wear this set, it really feels like a queen in the world." ”

I smiled, noncommittal.

When I walked out of the fitting room, Qiao Jian's eyes lit up obviously, and he immediately took out his mobile phone and slapped me wildly, then gave me a thumbs up and said, "It's too beautiful, it's too domineering." ”

I was a little embarrassed by her compliment, and said to her, "That's as exaggerated as you said." ”

"How exaggerated, I'm telling the truth. She said.

After she finished speaking, she asked me to try those two sets again.

Every time I try something, I feel different, and I am a photographer and I am photographed beautifully. When I had tried them all, she said to the waitress, "Wrap them up, wrap them all." ”

After saying that, she was going to pay the bill.

I stopped her and said, "Don't, we've known each other for so many years, and you're getting married, this is my gift to you." With that, I held her down and handed the card to the waiter.

"Do you wrap these three sets together?" the waiter asked.

"Mine don't need it first, I'll come back when I really need it, I haven't got married yet. I said.

The waiter here is still quite qualified, and when he heard me say this, he forced the sale, went to put the wedding dress of Giortian in a big box, and asked, "Where can we help you?"

Qiao Ji'an said an address, and then said to me: "When He Xiao called me today, he said, let me slaughter the rich woman, but I didn't expect it to be successful." ”

I glanced at the bill and said with a smile: "You are indeed slaughtering, these sets of clothes are really two million small." ”

Qiao Jian glanced at me and asked, "Distressed?"

"In order to marry you off, let alone two million, it is twenty million, I have to spend it, so that no one will take care of you, you always trouble me. I laughed.

Giorgio laughed when he heard my words.

I feel that the relationship between me and her is really back to the past, since He Xiao and her set a wedding date, her personality is much more stable, and she is no longer a yin and yang person.

That's good, at least it's good for kids. And I don't have to worry about it, she will become a perverse little old lady in the future.

We came out of the bridal company, and it was already half past one in the afternoon.

I took Giorgian downstairs for a bite to eat and then sent her home. Now that she is pregnant, she pays attention to her health. I have to take a nap at noon every day, don't eat all kinds of junk food, and then go to bed early and get up early, and take a walk every day, just like an old cadre who is particularly good at health preservation.

When I sent her back, I said to her, "Send me the photos, and I'll be a model for half the day." ”

She promised to come down.

Qiao Ji'an and He Xiao's wedding date is set very close, so there are a lot of things to be busy, she is pregnant with a child, and she can't do too much, He Xiao requisitioned me as a coolie. In his words, where to find such a rich coolie who is willing to spend money on Qiao Jian. Indeed, after I spent some small money for them, I couldn't remember to report the account when I went back, but it was really saved for these two people.

A week later, the business was done, and it was Friday afternoon.

Duan Jingchen called me again and asked me if I had time in the evening, and I said that I would pick up the children first, and I promised to cook for him at home every Friday, so I couldn't go out. As soon as he heard this, he immediately said: "I'm going to pick up the bean buns now, and then go around to the supermarket at the entrance of your community to buy vegetables, what do you need to buy, you send me a message." ”

I laughed and said, "You know how to cook." ”

"A little, but I can get ready and wait for you to come back and take charge. Duan Jingchen said.

"Okay. I hesitated and agreed.

It's a good day and I should have a chance to have a good chat with him.

I sent him a list of what I wanted for dinner, and at the same time called the teacher of the bean bag to inform who was going to pick up the bean bag today.

For the first time, I finally didn't have to rush to pick up the kids, buy groceries, and cook on weekends. Also, I actually had a weekend meeting with the staff.

When they got home, Doubao and Duan Jingchen were having fun. The two of them used the sofa as an obstacle, and one of them was fighting with a pistol.

This is Doubao's favorite game, but I'm not good at playing this with him, and Si Jianlian disdains to play this with him, thinking it's naïve and boring.

I pushed the door in, and the bean bag crept up to me from behind, put a fake gun on my waist and shouted, "Don't move." ”

His voice was full of joy.

I immediately raised my hand and said, "Don't move, do you want your mother to go to the kitchen and cook food for you?"

Doubao asked Duan Jingchen: "Can you let her go?"

"Yes. Duan Jingchen said.

I walked into the kitchen, and Duan Jingchen followed, he pointed to the plates of cleaned dishes on the counter and said, "That's all I can do, what do you think?"

It's really the first time that a man has helped me cook.

"It's already good. I said.

Duan Jingchen washed it very cleanly and cut it neatly, and I was surprised to see it: "Your knife skills are good." ”

"Practiced. He laughs, "I've cut countless apple slices to practice my knife." ”

We all laughed, Beanbag called him outside, and he smiled at me and walked out.

I was cooking in the kitchen and listening to the sound of them playing in the living room, and suddenly hesitated. Duan Jingchen is more mature than Gu Yixiao, he doesn't need me to coax him, and then he is considerate and careful, and his personal situation is much simpler. In every way, he is a suitable person to marry.

However, I just feel unwilling.

No wonder someone has said that the more capable a woman is, the more restless she is.

If I were a person who had nothing, I would not be entangled in front of these two men, and I would definitely give priority to Duan Jingchen. However, now the situation is different.

I was cooking and thinking wildly, and my performance was out of order.

When the food is served, I don't have much appetite when I look at it.

However, the bean buns and Duan Jingchen were still eating as if they hadn't seen them. Especially the bean buns, for this week's cooking, almost praised me to the sky. Moreover, he really ate very happily.

I thought to myself, if I could, I would cook as many bean buns at home as possible.

Doubao was sleepy at half past nine in the evening, and when I wanted to tell him a bedtime story to put him to sleep, Duan Jingchen stood up and said, "I'll come." ”

Doubao is resistant to others falling asleep, but Duan Jingchen smiled slightly and said, "I can tell you the story of our rescue of hostages in the desert, do you want to listen to it?"

A true story is always better than a bedtime story for children in a book, and he immediately defected.

I had a rare ease of tidying up the kitchen downstairs and making myself a cup of flower tea.

Upstairs was quiet, and occasionally there was a little sound, it was the crisp laughter of Doubao, and Duan Jingchen's calm and warm words.

I sighed, and according to his story, it would be at least eleven o'clock for Doubao to fall asleep today.

However, since I asked Duan Jingchen to do it, I naturally won't interfere anymore. Unexpectedly, he came down half an hour later, snapped his fingers at me and said, "I'm asleep, it's very steady, and it looks like I'm sleeping well." ”

"Thank you. I smiled at him.

"Don't be polite to me, come to me for something in the future. Duan Jingchen sat down across from me, looked at me with a smile and said, "How did you think about what I told you that day? I'm about to go on a mission, can you give me a letter of approval, I'm so relieved to go." ”

When I heard this, I wondered, "Where are you going?"

"I also went to peacekeeping from time to time, this time for a longer period of time, about three months. Duan Jingchen stopped here, looked at me and said with a smile, "I went to my home company to get used to it in the past few days, and the work in the city is more trivial, but I don't have to be so nervous, I think I can adapt." ”

I wanted to make it clear to him today, but as soon as he said that he was going out to maintain peace soon, I couldn't say anything. I'm afraid that my words will have a bad effect on him, so let's keep him in a good mood for now.

So I paused, smiled slightly, and said, "I haven't made a decision yet, I'll talk about it when you come back." ”

When he heard what I said, he was not angry, but he looked very happy, and he couldn't help but hold my hand and say, "Are you worried about me, right? So you want to leave me a thought, so that I can come back safely and soundly outside, right?"

Duan Jingchen was not stupid at all, and he said what I thought in two sentences.

"yes, I'm worried about you. I laughed too, "You must come back and bring me bean bags on the weekend when you have time." ”

As I spoke, I quietly brushed his hand away.

Even so, Duan Jingchen was also happy. He smiled and chatted with me for a while, then got up to say goodbye, on the grounds that it was half past ten, you have to go to bed early, women always stay up late is not good for their health, and they age quickly.

This kind of warmth is the first time I have experienced it.

I couldn't help but compare him with Gu Yixiao in my heart.

Gu Yixiao is young and playful, as long as he has the opportunity to pester me, he can't wait to sleep all night, whether it's chatting or nonsense, anyway, the topic is always endless.

"Good night and good dreams. Duan Jingchen stood at the door and said to me.

I watched him leave, locked the door and turned off the lights, and went upstairs with a heavy heart.

According to common sense, love should be sweet, why do I rarely experience the taste of sweetness? Perhaps, as Fang Ya said, I have too many worries and have never completely relaxed myself? However, whether I relax myself or let myself go, this thing is easy to say and difficult to do. Besides, with my character, I may not be able to do it in my lifetime.

After thinking about it for a long time, I finally fell asleep in a daze, and all night in my dreams were Gu Yixiao and Duan Jingchen, the plot was absurd and ridiculous, and it was just bright when I woke up.

I lay in bed for a while, heard someone ring the doorbell, and although I didn't want to get up, I grabbed a coat and put it on my pajamas and walked downstairs.

When I got downstairs, I turned on the curtain switch, and the sunlight was shining in instantly.

In the early winter morning, the air is cold and the sun is much clearer. When I opened the curtains, the sun was jumping out of the horizon, and the golden orange light spread all over the ground.

Gu Yixiao was wearing a beige trench coat and holding an amazingly large bouquet of Diana standing at the door, and when he saw me, he smiled and showed his white teeth, and waved his paws at me like a rabbit.