Since Xu Yuwen came to see Ah Feng, he came to the hospital every three or five days. °C∮8°C∮8°C∮ read °C∮ books, .⌒.o≈ Not only Ah Feng's parents always ask me about my relationship with Xu Yuwen, even nurses like to joke about me and ask me, did your boyfriend come, when did he come, what did your boyfriend do, is he local?

In fact, I don't know much about Xu Yuwen, I only know that he is a Hong Kong person and does business, so I smile vaguely and perfunctory every time, and everyone thinks I'm embarrassed, I'm shy or something.

It's hard to stay in the hospital, but time will pass. Chinese New Year's Eve is coming, Shenzhen is full of outsiders, the New Year, almost an empty city. If the patients in the hospital can be discharged, they will naturally be discharged, who wants to stay in the hospital for the Chinese New Year?

I walked in the empty corridor, there was a strong sadness in my heart, if I didn't do much, if I got to the bottom of it, now I should go back to my hometown, although the distant relatives are not familiar, but at least I can go to the reunion dinner, but I really don't know what I want to figure out what I really want, what is wrong with getting justice for myself, it may be that I am too self-conscious, too self-righteous, which led to such a bleak end.

I shook my head, walked quickly back to the ward, opened the door, and found that the coffee table was full of sumptuous dishes, no wonder I hadn't seen Vivi all afternoon, it turned out that she had gone back to prepare dinner.

The old man saw me and politely shouted, "Shuangshuang, Weiwei made a lot of delicious food today, you can also come and eat together!"

The old man only knew that Ah Feng and I were friends, but he didn't know that Ah Feng was because I had an accident, and he didn't know that Wei Wei and I were young ladies. They didn't even know about Ah Feng's resignation, and naively thought that their son was a journalist. We only need to verbally agree that Ah Feng went to chase the news and was plotted, and the old man believed it.

Wei Wei glanced at me coldly and said unceremoniously, "I have prepared the amount of three people, auntie, uncle, Lu Shuangshuang has many friends, and her family is also in this city, and later, she will go home for a reunion dinner!"

As the wait went on, Vivi's temperament became more and more mean, and the resentment she gathered deepened, and she took all her resentment out on me as a way to relieve her stress and worries.

I can understand how she feels, in such a situation, no one can be calm and rational, because resentment becomes the backbone of the spirit, the belief of survival. Why don't I resent it? I hate Brother Ming, and I hate the team behind him even more, and I hate Li Yi too!

I tried to avoid conflict with Vivi, and said to the old man with a smile, "Yes, I'll go home later." ”

The old man sighed, took Weiwei's arm and persuaded, "Weiwei, after Ah Feng's accident, both of them guarded day and night, even if there is no merit, there is hard work, don't be so fierce to others." ”

Wei Wei was angry, pointed at me and mocked......., "If it weren't for him, would something happen to Ah Feng?"

"Ahem," Uncle coughed and persuaded, "Weiwei, don't say it, you can't blame both sides for this." Before the accident, Ah Feng called me and said that he was tracking a prostitution syndicate, and when the news came out, he could become famous overnight. My son, I know, he wants to be famous, and I want him to get ahead. I knew that that kind of thing threatened, but I didn't dissuade it, and I couldn't slap it in the face. ”

I didn't expect an authentic old farmer to say such a thing, and I was a little stunned. Vivi stopped, her eyes still staring at me viciously, motioning for me to leave.

I found an excuse to walk out of the ward, out of the hospital, aimlessly on the side of the road, where it was all empty, and loneliness and loneliness gradually consumed me, leaving me hopeless about the world and hopeless for myself.

I had a strong desire to go home, and when my stepfather's ugly face came to mind, I shook my head and dismissed the thought. I went back to the hotel, soaked the noodles, turned on the TV, and ate instant noodles while watching TV.

I thought I was going to spend a long night alone in a humble hotel when the bell rang, it was Xu Yuwen's phone, and he smiled on the other end of the phone and said, "Happy New Year!"

I wasn't happy at all, but I pretended to be happy and responded "Happy New Year!"

"Where do you guess I'm now?" Xu Yuwen's tone was full of smiles.

I opened the window in disbelief and looked down, trying to find Xu Yuwen, but I lived on the 13th floor and couldn't see below, so I shifted my gaze to the door again, and asked suspiciously, "You won't come to my door!"

"Are you back at the hotel?" I thought you'd be in the hospital!" Xu Yuwen's tone was a little sullen, and then he added, "I'll go over and pick you up right away." ”

"No need, I'll rush over, the road here is very remote, I'm afraid you won't be able to find it, I'll go over for ten minutes, you wait!" I hung up the phone, put on my coat, and rushed out like a gust of wind.

On a night like this, at a time like this, I don't want to be alone, even if I eat instant noodles, two people eat instant noodles, it's much more delicious than one person. After all, I was afraid of loneliness, and I lost to loneliness.

When I rushed to the hospital, I found Xu Yuwen standing at the gate stupidly, lest I not see him, and waved continuously. I didn't think that on Chinese New Year's Eve, I could still see Xu Yuwen, and asked in surprise, "Didn't you go to Shanghai? Why did you come back again?"

"I'll go to dinner and come back, are you hungry? You shouldn't have eaten anything, I'll take you to eat something delicious." Xu Yuwen said lightly, without even blinking his eyes.

He handed me his hand and asked me to hold it, and at this moment, I was timid and overwhelmed. I admit that I have no potential, since I want to be Xu Yuwen's "qingren", and because he is a married man, although Xu Yuwen told me that he doesn't love his wife, and his wife doesn't love him, they are just a cooperative relationship, and I still can't let go.

I can't wait to slap myself twice, you want to be "biaozi", what else to pretend? What kind of archway to erect, I didn't put my hand over after all, I casually put my hand in my pocket and said, "It's so cold, isn't it!"

Xu Yuwen didn't pick on me, calmly opened the car door for me and asked, "Yes, what do you want to eat?"

"Let's take you to eat grilled fish, I will introduce you to a particularly authentic shop, Defu food stall, professional grilled fish for more than 20 years, especially delicious, you must have an endless aftertaste after eating." I babbled on to hide my panic and uneasiness.

I am hovering on the edge of morality, on the one hand, there is a voice reminding me, what about your morality? What about your bottom line? The other voice tells me that I need a lot of money, if I don't throw myself into Xu Yuwen's arms, then I have to throw myself into the arms of all kinds of men, sleeping with a man, it is much better than sleeping with countless men, those men may also be married, and they also have wives and children, you are a young lady, do you think you are the Virgin?

Xu Yuwen started the car and drove forward slowly, even if it was a narrow alleyway, it was not that someone drove a car, and the person sitting in it was like getting into the car.

I don't know when the trend of going to the hotel on Chinese New Year's Eve started. Said that it was not big, but it was not small that the car was parked in front of the Defu Hotel, and it took more than ten minutes to find a parking space.

After we put the car, we walked into the Telford Hotel, I couldn't find an empty table at all, so I had to share the table with a couple, I remembered the identity of Xu Yuwen, a little embarrassed to say "There are quite a lot of people!"

Xu Yuwen sat down generously, "There are many people, which means that the food here is delicious!"

Xu Yuwen didn't mind anymore, and I didn't feel awkward, so I sat down calmly. But what happened next made me and Xu Yuwen not calm. Everyone knows the awkwardness of sitting across from a couple, especially a couple in love.

The woman feeds the man the vegetables, and the man also leans over to kiss the vegetable juice at the corner of the woman's mouth, and there are 10,000 grass and mud horses galloping past in my heart, almost reminding me that this is a public occasion.

Xu Yuwen and I looked at each other, the atmosphere was a little wrong, and in order to break the embarrassment, I suggested, "Let's play a real adventure!"

Xu Yuwen looked at me suspiciously, can the two of them have a real adventure?

I take out the sprouts one by one and draw a fan shape, divide the area, and whoever turns the spoon to the area will have to answer the question.

Today I was lucky, I switched to Xu Yuwen six times in a row. At the beginning, we also asked some nonsense in a regular manner, such as what you like to eat, what color you like, and then we can play and ask questions.

"When was your first time?" came out of my hooligan temperament.

I don't know if it's because I drank too much, Xu Yuwen's fair cheeks flushed, he picked up the wine glass to punish the wine, I hurriedly stopped it, snatched his wine glass, and said provocatively, "What are you embarrassed to say, you hurry up, don't grind and chirp a big man." ”

"Ha!" Xu Yu Wenlang laughed heartily, supported his head with his hands and said, "16 years old!"

"Oh, mygod" I exclaimed, looking at Xu Yuwen of Si Siwen, I couldn't tell that he was ** at the age of 16, I thought he was a model of three good students during his study.

"It's not what you think, I was in college in the United States, and once my classmate had a birthday, and we were all a little rebellious at that time, and we did whatever the adults didn't let us do. We secretly drank his dad's wine, and as a result, everyone drank too much, and I had sex with my classmate's neighbor. That feeling is ruined, really bad. Xu Yuwen anxiously explained to himself.

I couldn't help but laugh, in fact, having a relationship at the age of 16 is not very difficult to accept, in the countryside, there are many people who get married after graduating from junior high school, and in this city, there are also many girls who come out to sell at the age of 15 or 16.

I exhorted, "This is normal, last time I saw a 16-year-old boy stealing his father's suit and coming to our nightclub "zhaoxiaojie" to have fun. It's normal to have a relationship at the age of 16, not to mention in the United States, even in China!"

"It's not what you think. Xu Yuwen defended again, his eyes stared straight at me, and he looked very affectionate, which made me a little embarrassed. I suspect he's drunk, and the amount of alcohol is really terrible, only half a bottle of liquor!

"Alright, alright, let's get back on with it!" I changed the subject and turned the spoon again, but found a hole for myself and buried myself in it.

Xu Yuwen tried hard to support his head and smiled happily, "It's finally your turn, can I ask you a question? Do you love Li Yi? By the way, I forgot, you said that you don't believe in love, so do you like Li Yi?"

As soon as Xu Yuwen's words came out, the atmosphere immediately became wrong, and he could no longer play happily. Xu Yuwen grabbed my hand and said in a very serious tone, "I know that I am a little strong, but I must know the answer, you have to look me in the eye and tell me honestly, do you like Li Yi?"

"How is that possible?" I blurted out without hesitation, yes, how could I possibly like Li Yi, I hate him, I hate him for being superior, and I hate his self-righteousness, if he had told me the truth earlier, things wouldn't have turned out the way they are.

Xu Yuwen repeated two sentences in a row, he stretched out his hand and gently touched my cheek and repeated, "That's good, that's good." ”

With such a deep gaze and such a gentle movement as if he was caressing "qingren", I knew that Xu Yuwen was mistaking me for someone else, and said with a bitter smile, "Do I really look so similar to her?"

"You don't look very similar, but your demeanor is similar, you are very stubborn in your eyes and don't admit defeat, and she likes to bite her lip as much as you do, and often has two tooth marks on her lower lip. Before I met her, I thought I wouldn't fall in love with someone else, I was someone I couldn't love. Xu Yuwen had a smile on the corner of his mouth, that kind of tender smile, it was really a smile that would only come if he loved someone miserably.

When I listened to Xu Yuwen talk about his lover, my heart was very uncomfortable, he was good to me, but he just used me as a stand-in, I felt that I really had a public face, I looked like Li Yi's first love "qingren", and I looked like Xu Yuwen's first love "qingren", hey, I was really speechless.

In this case, I didn't know what I was talking about, so I had nothing to say, "Then she must be very good!"

Xu Yu Wenming was already drunk, and he poured wine into his mouth and poured a large glass of wine before he continued to smile and recall, "Yes, she is very good." At that time, I was not willing to be bound by my family, and I started a business in Beijing alone, which was a small achievement. At that time, I had a big deal, but the customer was Bengali, and the supplier was Vietnamese, so it was very difficult to communicate, and my friend introduced me to An Yao, she was still a senior in college, but in the face of my suspicions, she stayed up all night for a week to translate thick materials, Bengali translated into Chinese, and Vietnamese also translated into Chinese, which has a lot of professional terms, which are really difficult to translate, but she finished, when she stood proudly in front of me, her eyes were full of stubbornness, I fell in love with her. ”

I listened to Xu Yuwen intermittently talking about the story of his love for another woman, and my heart was surprisingly quiet, I can imagine that the other party must be a very good woman, otherwise how could I impress such an excellent Xu Yuwen?

I raised my head and looked at Xu Yuwen seriously, wanting to ask him what the story would be, but when I met Xu Yuwen's hot eyes, he must have regarded me as the woman named An Yao, I hurriedly stepped back, but it was too late.

Xu Yuwen hugged my waist and buried his head in kissing it, his kiss was not so gentle as himself, but very hurried and domineering, as if he finally grabbed what he couldn't get, and was reluctant to let go.

I pushed Xu Yuwen hard, but there was a huge disparity in strength between men and women, and he was drunk, so he kissed it recklessly, and his teeth hurt my lips.

I don't really dislike Xu Yuwen's kiss, at least it's much better than other guests, he looks white and clean, and it feels clean, but I don't like others as a substitute, I pushed him several times and there was no way, there was really no way to do it, I bit Xu Yuwen hard.

He frowned in pain, opened his eyes, and the chaotic eyes finally cleared, and he let go of the hand that was holding me, and stepped back, and I moved back.

For some reason, I always felt that there was a gloomy gaze staring at me, looking up and down, when I saw Ivannian coming with a big grin, my heart hung up, why are these two goods here?

Yi Wannian walked up to us, raised his hand and put his hand on Xu Yuwen's shoulder and quipped, "Brother Xu, you, the general manager of the famous Xu Group, will be the son-in-law of the Ma family in a short time, and you actually come to share a table, isn't it a shame? ”

Xu Yuwen frowned unhappily, maintained a superficial politeness and said, "Thank you, we're almost done eating." ”

Ivannian continued unrelentingly: "That can, today is Chinese New Year's Eve, the Spring Festival Gala has not been broadcast, you are full, come, everyone is not drunk and will not return!"

Don't look at Xu Yuwen's usual svenness, it doesn't mean that he doesn't have a temper, he stood up and shook off Ivannian's hand, "I said I won't drink if I don't drink." ”

Yi Wannian also drank, Xu Yuwen pushed suddenly, his center of gravity was unstable, he fell down on all fours, the door of the van was opened with a bang, and Li Yi walked out with several sons, and the posture was clearly to find the ballast.

I feel that I am so lacking, why should I come to the Defu Hotel, wherever Li Yi has appeared, I have to stay away, the ghost knows that he Young Master Li, Chinese New Year's Eve does not go to spend all day drinking, nor does he stay at home to accompany the family, come to the Defu Hotel to eat, or very low-grade Defu Hotel.

I was lucky to get home, and I couldn't help but remember that before leaving, he warned me not to be in front of him, or I wouldn't be able to eat and walk around.

Li Yi and his group came over and stood in front of us, clearly wanting to overwhelm us in momentum and bully more with less.

I pulled Xu Yuwen's sleeve, glanced at him, and motioned for him to walk away with me. Men are all dead to save face, Xu Yuwen patted my head and reassured, "It's okay, there is me!"

Li Yi glanced at me coldly, his expression was indifferent, as if we were just strangers, he looked at Xu Yuwen and said with a smile, "Wan Nian, he just saw that we haven't been together for too long, let's have a meal together, do you have such a big temper?"

Xu Yuwen protected me behind him, and also looked at Li Yi indifferently and said with a light smile, "We have finished eating, we still have things to go first, and we will get together again next time we have time." ”

After speaking, Xu Yuwen lowered his head and smiled affectionately at me, took my wrist and walked straight forward, I am also afraid of Li Yi, I am afraid that he is afraid of death, Xu Yuwen wants to take me away, of course I am willing to follow him, and stride closely behind Xu Yuwen.

Suddenly, a cold sarcastic voice came from behind, "Xu Yuwen, do you like to use the things I have used?" She Lu Shuangshuang, how many times have I touched it? How many times have I last time, I can still tell you clearly that there is a red mole at the root of her thigh." ”

I turned my head angrily and looked at Li Yi in shock, he actually said these hurtful words in front of so many people, those words that trampled my self-esteem under my feet.

Xu Yuwen beside me pounced like a fierce tiger, stretched out his hand and gave Li Yi a fist, grabbed Li Yi's collar and scolded, "Do you know what you said?

Li Yi fought back unconvinced, and also gave Xu Yuwen a fist, he gasped and stared at Xu Yuwen angrily, "What the are I going to do? You are the scheming, I don't know what you have about An Yao? ”

"Li Yi, let me tell you that this time I'm in charge. Xu Yuwen rushed forward again and gave Li Yi a fist on the right side of his face.

Li Yi raised his foot and kicked Xu Yuwen's knee, Xu Yuwen fluttered and fell to his knees, but quickly stood up and pounced again, the two big men scuffled together, hit the tabletop, all the food on the table fell to the ground, and everyone else hurriedly ran.

They were like beasts that didn't want to die, tearing each other apart, and I was so frightened that I saw it. Ivannian dragged my hand and shouted, "Lu Shuangshuang, you say something, it's really fatal for them to fight again." ”

Xu Yuwen is sven and thin, naturally he is not Li Yi's opponent from a gangster, Xu Yuwen was pressed to the ground, unable to move at all, and Li Yi's fist smashed at Xu Yuwen with precision.

I shouted several times, Li Yi was simply crazy, and he couldn't stop at all, and other people were also afraid of Li Yi, so they didn't dare to come forward to persuade him. I was afraid that Li Yi would really kill Xu Yuwen, and when I saw a beer bottle on the ground, I scooped up the beer bottle and didn't care about anything, rushed up and hit Li Yi's back fiercely.

Li Yi slowly turned his head and stared at me with those fiery eyes, which looked like he was going to cut me with a thousand knives.

I panicked and took two steps back, letting go of the bottle in my hand, and it fell to the ground with a clatter.