Chapter 9: Uncontrollable Feelings
When I opened the door, it was Zhao Yaru.
She carried a tray with a bowl of porridge and two plates of side dishes. As soon as I opened the door, she asked me with a pleasant face, "See you have eaten less for dinner, are you hungry?"
She said and went straight to the guest room, and I panicked and followed to the couch.
I didn't dare to look up, hesitating to apologize. It's a fact that I fell in love with Mr. Chong, and let me lie in this situation, I really can't do it.
So I lowered my head and didn't say anything, Zhao Yaru simply pulled me to my side: "My husband said that you cried about your grandmother? Don't worry, the 100,000 yuan he gave you is a deposit, and as long as you can successfully conceive a child, I will give you another 50,000 yuan at that time. ”
Sure enough, she knew about the 100,000 yuan that Mr. Zhuang gave me, was she very disappointed that I didn't ask her at that time?
Did she find out something before, so she asked Mr. Zhuang to give me money and put me alone in that villa in the suburbs?
"Thank you, Sister Yaru. I nodded in horror, not daring to say anything.
I don't know what Mr. Zhuang told her, but after watching me drink the bowl of porridge, she actually offered to let me continue to have sex with Mr. Zhuang for a week.
I was so scared that I couldn't help but glance at her, her eyes were cold and warm, but there was a smile on the corner of her mouth: "What are you so afraid of, can I still eat you?" I have asked the doctor, ovulation can only ensure that you can conceive a child, I hope you must be pregnant these days. ”
I nodded, understanding her mind somewhat.
I'm not sure if she really saw Mr. Zhuang kissing me in the car, but she paid me for the purpose of giving birth to Mr. Zhuang, and if I couldn't conceive, she would have to go to the trouble of finding someone else, and then let Mr. Zhuang have sex with another woman...... My heart panched, obviously I was not qualified to eat it, but it was still uncomfortable, as Mr. Zhuang's wife, she didn't want to see that happen.
So, as long as I successfully conceive a child during this time, then she will no longer have to worry about that kind of thing.
When I walked into the room, Mr. Zhuang was taking a shower in the bathroom.
I fidgeted and waited for him, suddenly becoming nervous, and my mind kept thinking of the madness of that afternoon in the study, and I couldn't help but shudder at the thought of my legs crossed his waist and being slammed against the bookshelf.
When Mr. Zhuang came out and saw me, he was obviously stunned: "You...... Yaru asked you to come?"
I lowered my head and looked at my fingers and repeated Zhao Yaru's words to him.
He didn't speak, and when he walked up to me, droplets of water fell from my wet hair, smashed on my face, and fell into my heart, stirring up a clear spring and causing ripples.
When he kissed him, I didn't dare to respond any more, and even my teeth were clenched, silently refusing his kiss.
"Hee-hee, what are you doing here?" he propped up his upper body to look at me, and I bit my lower lip without answering.
I was sad, I couldn't refuse his closeness at all, and even the cells in my body were craving for a more fitting possession, but I didn't dare to let go of this kind of affection anymore......
But he was suddenly willful like a child, trying his best to see me give him even the slightest response. I was tormented by the clash of intellect and emotion, and it was two hours before I finally surrendered.
It was almost midnight when I got back to my room that night, and I swore to myself that I wouldn't do it again tomorrow night.
Aunt Tian Hua sent her grandmother to the hospital the next day, and the doctor said that she should do a comprehensive examination before determining the time of the operation: "But my mother refuses to be hospitalized, what can I do?"
My grandmother took the phone and said that she was fine, and told me not to waste money: "Xixi, where did you get so much money? It costs a lot of money to stay in the hospital for a day, I feel much better, I don't need to live." ”
She even gasped in her voice when she spoke, and she actually wanted to lie to me!
"Grandma, I made a rich boyfriend, borrowed it from him, and I will return it to him after I graduate. It was the most plausible explanation I could think of at the time, but I didn't expect this excuse to get me in a lot of trouble later on.
In the end, I was so angry that I said something very serious, and my grandmother agreed to be hospitalized, and I said, "If something happens, I don't want to live." ”
Before entering Mr. Zhuang's bedroom that night, I told myself several times that I must not be tempted again. The truth is, I haven't been silent for as long as I did yesterday.
In the next few days, I was able to hold on for less and less, and on the last night, I couldn't help but impulsively hug him as soon as I entered the door.
I admit I shouldn't have been, but I can't help it. It feels like I will be hungry and panic if I don't eat, and Mr. Zhuang is my food.
On the eighth night, I subconsciously walked to Mr. Zhuang's bedroom at nine o'clock, and when I wanted to push the door, I heard Zhao Yaru talking inside, and I was so frightened that I ran back to the guest room, and I broke out in a cold sweat in the dark.
I feel that Mr. Zhuang also likes me a little bit, at least he has feelings for me when he does it with me at night. I wonder if he will think of me when he hugs Zhao Yaru.
I shook my head vigorously, didn't dare to continue thinking about it, and quickly called Aunt Tian Hua's phone.
Now my grandmother is my spiritual support, and every time I think of my grandmother, I can't let myself continue to fall in this shady relationship.
The phone rang for a long time before it was connected, but the person who was talking to me was not Aunt Tian Hua.