Chapter 87 Confession of true feelings, parting and re-sending words
I made up my mind, looking at the confinement and looking into her perceptive eyes.
"Because Xue Qi is still young. She has never entered the society, she doesn't know how to speculate on the thoughts of the world, if she does things casually, she will only suffer, I told you, Tang Mengyan...... That's how it used to ruin my life. That's why I'm so opposed to Xueqi going to public. I looked at the confinement and said, "You are different, you are so mature, you understand so much, you have more thoughts than me, you can judge right and wrong by yourself." Of course I'm at ease with you. ”
"But...... I came into maturity because I came into contact with society. Yuezi looked at me and said with a smile.
I was stunned.
"If Xue Qi is not allowed to contact society and communicate with others more, she will never be able to mature. ”
My brain was buzzing, and after swallowing my saliva, I nodded to the confinement: "That's right." You have a point. ”
"And, isn't there any other reason besides this?" Tsukiko squinted and looked at me with a smile.
I was silent.
Confinement is always so sharp-eyed.
I can see some of my thoughts.
Even now, she really doesn't have any secrets from me.
Probably because of a bit of telepathy between siblings.
Confinement can always feel my thoughts.
If you want to talk about the reason why I oppose Xueqi on stage, but support Yuezi in Paris.
The most important thing is because of ...... The confinement is because of my sister.
Compared to 1 month ago, I have now accepted the fact that the confinement child is my sister.
Indeed, I am related to the confinement of the moon.
She and I are destined to be impossible.
Every time Yuezi called me "brother", she reminded me of this fact.
Now I've calmed down.
No longer as impulsive as when I came back from confinement.
Now I don't say crazy things like I'm going to marry Yuezi and then Xueqi be our daughter.
"Yuezi, we're all like this...... Needless to say. I looked at the confinement and smiled wryly. "You are my sister, my sister who is related by blood, and I can't have any other reverie about you. If you stay, I'll only be more confused. ”
Yes, our relationship is getting clearer, isn't it?
"What about Xueqi?" Yuezi asked me with a shake of her eyebrows.
I felt my eyes slide involuntarily.
In the end, I had to face that.
Xueqi.
What is the relationship between me and Xueqi?
Or, at this point, what do I think of Xueqi?
Is it a completely pure father-daughter relationship?
Emotionally, it's really very similar, and even Xueqi basically treats me as a father. But...... Thinking that one day I want to marry Xue Qi, watching this little angel I have raised for more than ten years happy in the arms of others, I feel an inexplicable sadness.
In a way,
But if it's a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, it's too far apart. Xueqi and me, after all, there is a 16-year gap. Moreover, as Xue Qi grows bigger and bigger, the gap between me and her in terms of thought and world view is getting bigger and bigger, when Xue Qi listens to Xu Song's songs, plays Moore Manor, and watches costume dramas, I am watching the reports of the Finance Channel, watching the global video, watching the City Evening News, City Daily, my common hobbies and her have become less and less, and the deviation between me and her has become bigger and bigger.
The bigger the mind, the more difficult it is for two people to get along...... That's what I've learned over the years.
Of course, it's not that it's impossible to be together.
At least...... In my subconscious, I still regard Xueqi as my thing, like an object of mine, or a pet, I have been with Xueqi for more than ten years, inseparable, and I am very used to it. There is no need to deliberately emphasize whether it is a relationship between a man and a woman or a father-daughter relationship.
Because no matter what the relationship is, the first thing I see when I wake up every day is still Xueqi.
Even if we don't deliberately emphasize our relationship, we will always be together. I've been used to it for a long time.
But it's because I'm used to it, so I feel extremely panicked when I think of one day Xue Qi will leave me.
Imagine that a person who has been by your bedside every day for more than ten years, inseparable from you, and smiling at you, suddenly disappears one day, that ...... What will it be like?
Maybe I don't think about it in normal times, but if it did, I think I would be panicked and in great pain.
After all, before the confinement came, before I met Tang Mengyan and Ma Yike, I always only had Xueqi.
I watched her grow up day by day, and I knew her body, her psychology, her habits and hobbies.
I don't want to lose Xueqi.
That's for sure.
At least, if Xueqi leaves me, I will be very unable to adapt to the rest of my life.
I can't imagine life without Xueqi at all.
I looked at the confinement and gave her a final reply:
"I'm not sure what I think of Xueqi...... But I think one thing is still clear, and that is...... I don't want to be separated from her. If she left me one day, I think I'd go crazy. When that day comes, I guess I can really do anything. ”
Hearing my answer, Yuezi smiled.
"Brother, I know what you think. Yuezi smiled sweetly at me, her eyes shining with a sparkling light, "This way, I can finally go to Paris with peace of mind." ”
I took a deep breath and said to the confinement with a smile:
"Congratulations on your admission to the École des Beaux-Arts de Paris, Yuezi. ”
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In the end, I agreed to study at the École des Beaux-Arts in Paris, and at the same time, I said that I would support her life in France at my own expense. That night, we held a small celebration party, Xueqi knew that the confinement was going to France, envious, the little girl is not very old, but she knows a lot about France, a famous romantic capital, and when she heard that the confinement was going to France, she couldn't wait to take a rope and tie it together.
After the celebration that night, Yuezi helped me unravel the contact information that James had left me about the Blue Moon Master. Speaking of which, in addition to art, Yuezi is also a genius in music, and it only took her five minutes to unravel the numbers formed by the notes of "Blue Danube" and "Moonlight Song", and then gave me the numbers. Seeing the long list of numbers on it, I just felt a little fantastical. That phone number, to me, was like opening a door to another world. Of course, unless there are special circumstances, I will never call that number under any circumstances. Because James said that I only had three chances to ask the Blue Moon Master for help.
In this way, the confinement and my parting, which was finally reunited, became a foregone conclusion again.
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The departure of the moon is February 20th, which is the season of spring flowers.
Of course, on the Spring Festival day before the confinement left, Yuezi and I went to my aunt's house for Chinese New Year's Eve dinner.
My cousins, aunts, and uncles are actually confinement cousins, uncles and aunts, but when I went to their house that day, I didn't tell them that the confinement was my own sister.
Before going to the confinement house, I troubled the confinement and asked her to do me a favor.
When I came to my aunt's house with Yuezi, my aunt's eyes lit up when she saw me and Yuezi.
"Yo, Xiaodong...... She was...... Ah, why didn't you say it earlier before you called!" Sure enough, when I saw the confinement for the first time, my aunt's eyes were straight, and she directly regarded the confinement as my girlfriend, and when I appeared with the confinement child, my aunt, uncle, and my cousin were all petrified for a while.
Yuezi also did enough, like a well-behaved daughter-in-law, quietly following me, very obediently and silently.
And my cousin was also very surprised that I was able to find such a talented and beautiful "girlfriend" as Yuezi, and my uncle was even more surprised, saying that I had not moved for a while, and now I suddenly brought such a big surprise to them, which really surprised them.
My uncle and many other relatives were present, and they were all surprised when they saw me and Yuezi.
And when I told my uncle that they were from Japan, they were even more surprised. They said, I didn't expect to find a foreign beauty. And it's still Japanese, so it's no wonder it's so beautiful.
However, because of the Japanese status of the confinement child, my uncle was also a little worried, and he asked me privately if it would be difficult for me and the confinement to get along because of the differences in nationality and language and culture.
I smiled and said to my uncle, "No. Yuezi's parents are both Chinese, she is a Japanese nationality who only transferred later, and Yuezi's Chinese level is very good. And she's also very nice. ”
"That's it. It turned out to be a transferred nationality. Uncle said with a smile.
My uncle asked me about the identity of my confinement parents again, and at that time I knew that my uncle was a little confused about the identity of the confinement child. Of course, I didn't tell my uncle that the confinement was my own sister, I only told my uncle that the confinement parents had a branch in Japan and were also pharmaceutical companies.
After I dealt with it, my uncle dispelled some of his doubts.
Later, there were many uncles and their relatives who came to the scene, and one uncle quietly asked me when I and Yuezi were going to do business.
The so-called doing the right thing means, of course, getting married.
At that time, I seized this opportunity to tell me that I was going to study for a master's degree at the École des Beaux-Arts in Paris. I said that I was going to Paris for 5 years to study for a master's degree, and it might take 5 years before I could come back to do business.
At that time, everyone at the dinner table was suddenly speechless.
"Ahh......h This decision is too casual, isn't it?" "My aunt couldn't hold back at first, since the year before last, she began to urge me to find a partner, and even asked Yuhui to find me, and now I suddenly heard me say that I want to wait for 5 years of confinement before getting married, and I pulled down my face on the spot. "Xiaodong, what are you thinking? You don't want to think about how old you are now, you will be thirty years old in the New Year!" Realizing that her voice was a little loud and impolite, my aunt lowered her voice and curled her eyebrows and said to me.