046 Did I have a miscarriage?

Anan's aggressive words were like huge hailstones falling down, accurate and painful.

My eyes were fixed on the embroidery of Anan's wedding dress, so exquisite, and so light, as if it could be torn off with a little force, just like my friendship with Anan, crossing the level, resisting gossip, it looks like such a pure friendship, and at the same time so fragile.

My gaze moved up, to Ah Nan's bright eyes, I swallowed the saliva in my throat several times, raised my hand to stroke the sore temple, and said, "Ah Nan, I don't know how to say, I"

The mobile phone rang, I could only turn around and answer the phone, the call was from Li Yi, I looked back at Anan with a weak heart, she stood on the catwalk and looked at me condescendingly, the light just hit her body, the gold sheet of the wedding dress was shining, the gold was shining, for the first time I felt very clearly that the distance between me and Anan was so far.

I thought about it, but I still connected the phone, if I didn't answer the phone, it would be more suspicious, Li Yi told me that I wouldn't go back to dinner tonight.

I answered vaguely and was about to hang up the phone, Li Yi continued on the other end of the phone, "Tonight, I'm going to Tai'an Hotel for dinner, the cold skin and water chestnut cake over there are quite good, do you want me to bring you supper?"

After I got pregnant, I was very happy, usually I couldn't eat anything at dinner, I often got hungry late at night, and I usually got up late at night to eat supper.

Li Yi and A Nan made an appointment to eat together, even if Li Yi repeatedly explained to me that the two of them were nothing, but everyone thought that the two of them were together, and it was false to say that they were not uncomfortable. Offline, Li Yi told me frankly that he was going to Tai'an for dinner, and he planned to bring me supper. I feel like I'm a little bit small-bellied, and women can't help but have a little bit of a belly.

The sharp gaze behind me stared at me tightly, making me uncomfortable, I answered vaguely, hung up the phone, and then turned around to find Anan sitting on the catwalk, the gorgeous skirt was crumpled by her, and it was not because of the high quality materials and excellent tailoring skills of the wedding dress, and therefore cherished, sure enough, the level of people is different, in my eyes the expensive wedding dress, in the eyes of Anan may be just an ordinary skirt.

Anan's right hand supported her chin, tilted her head to look at me, she faded her cold breath, like a helpless girl, she looked at me and said, "Shuangshuang, I regard you as a real friend." ”

My heart tightened, it was very unpleasant, I clenched my phone, slowly lowered my head, and said helplessly with half-lowered eyes, "Anan, I also regard you as a true friend, if you are really happy, I will bless you." ”

If I hadn't been pregnant, I didn't love Li Yi, and he didn't like me, I would have tried my best to leave, but I couldn't. I understand that I have no position to say such things, which is quite hypocritical, but it is true, I want to fulfill your love.

Anan swooped up from the catwalk, she patted her wedding dress, raised her head, exposed her slender neck, and restored it to reveal her slender white neck, like a proud white swan. She pursed her lips and smiled, "Shuangshuang, you know what? I don't like it when you say that, it sounds so fucking fake." ”

Yes, it's false, I'm also self-aware, my temples are beating suddenly, my heart seems to be crushed by a thousand pounds of stone, I look directly at Anan and squirm my mouth and say, "Anan, whether you believe it or not, I'm telling the truth." But I have to be honest with you, some things are unexpected......"

I really want to tell Anan, say it openly, we have been together for almost 1 year, I didn't expect that the Barron you like is Li Yi, his throat seems to be filled with lead, and he can't move, after all, I can't say a word.

Anan looked at me woodenly, and after a moment, she shook her head and took two steps back, she smiled bleakly and said, "Why don't you tell the truth yet, how long do you still want to deceive me, my mother used to say that we were not suitable to be friends, and now I think her mother is right." We are not people of the same world and are not suited to be friends. Shuangshuang, you must think it's funny to see me so crazy about Li Yi, and you must think it's funny to hear me say that you love him! You pretend to be a stranger in front of me, and you tease me like that, don't you think it's funny? If I hadn't looked at the car with familiar eyes, chased after you relentlessly, and saw your sweet and sweet pictures, how long would you want to tease me?"

Her simple words, like a knife to cut off our thin line of friendship, I was stunned for a while to react and hurriedly walked towards Anan, Anan saw me coming, but hurriedly turned around, I took two steps forward, thought about getting closer, she took several steps forward, stepped on the wedding dress, stumbled and fell to the ground, and rolled down from the catwalk, the wedding dress surrounded her whole person, and her hair was scattered.

She screamed in pain, and the staff and I rushed up to pull her up. Anan took off her head-covered wedding dress and stood up in embarrassment, her forehead was bruised and bleeding. I reminded with concern, "Anan, your forehead is bleeding. ”

Anan shook off my hand, she took two steps forward, she was 1.7 meters tall, she was already taller than me, and now she was wearing heels of almost ten centimeters, giving me a sense of oppression. She stared straight at me, "Shuangshuang, how can you be willing to make me look like an idiot? As long as you make it clear to me, I will let go, and I will bless you." I said that the world wants you to be happy the most, why do you lie to me, even you have to deceive me, Shuangshuang, I won't let you get your wish. I'm going to let you try the pain of it, I will never forgive you, you can go, we will never be friends again. ”

These days, it's not that I haven't imagined what Anan will be like when she knows the truth, she will be angry, she will be angry, but I never thought that she would break off the relationship. I thought we were so good that we could not cut off the relationship for a man, at most she would play with the eldest lady's temper, and in a few days, maybe a little longer, a few months, she would be fine, and then pop out as if nothing happened.

In the past, she also said that she was going to break off the relationship, but I understood that she was joking, but this time I knew she was serious, I wanted to hold her hand and plead, she shrank in suddenly, and took a step back, "Lu Shuangshuang, enough, what do you want to say? Do you say that you are not intentional? Then how can you bear to accompany me to try on the wedding dress, and praise me for looking good in the wedding dress? What do you think?" You will never understand how much your deception and betrayal have hurt me, since I was a child, except for my father, I have never been so kind to a person, I have given so much affection, what did I get later? Do you all think I am a fool? Am I a good deceitful? You get out of here, you get out of me right away. ”

Anan pointed out the door, frowned, with a cold face, and a resolute attitude, and would not listen to me at all.

How can I not be sad? The man I love wants to marry my best friend, and I have to accompany my good friend to pick a wedding dress, my heart will also hurt, I don't want to lose Anan's friend, people's hearts are flesh and blood, three years, we have known each other for three years, quarreled, quarreled, I took Anan's arm, and said sadly, "Anan......"

Ah Nan looked back at her, that innocent and sad gaze, like a hurt little beast, my heart hurt when I saw it, I only felt that my throat was blocked, and I wanted to say it, how could I say it.

Anan hurriedly retracted his gaze, brushed my hand in a panic, and walked straight forward. I was really afraid that she would leave, but I really couldn't be a friend, so I hurriedly stepped forward, grabbed her hand, and shouted "Anan...... in a trembling voice"

Anan turned her head again, her eyes were already full of tears, dripping in her eyes, but she gritted her teeth and endured it, my heart was pinched, Anan's mouth was flattened, and finally choked and said, "Shuangshuang, do you know, he obviously promised to get married, and now he says he won't get married, do you know, is it you, is it you, so he doesn't want me anymore?"

My tears poured up, falling down in a slump, I had only this only friend for so many years, but now she was hurt like this by me, and I didn't know what to say, her throat seemed to be blocked by something, but the tears were like beads with broken threads, and they fell quickly and densely.

Anan looked into my eyes and said word by word, "They all said that Li Yi didn't want to marry me for you, but everyone knew that I was going to marry into the Li family." I can't afford to lose that person, and our Xia family can't afford to lose that person, I will definitely marry her, it's all forced by you. ”

My heart shook slightly, and when I looked up at Anan again, the tears in Anan's eyes had been collected, and his eyes narrowed slightly. The evil aura in Anan's eyes made me shudder, she tried hard to shake off my hand, I was afraid that if I let go, Anan would really leave.

Suddenly, he stretched out his left hand and slapped me hard. I was stunned, she slapped me, and I deserved it, because I did cheat on her.

Anan took advantage of my stunned self, got rid of Tang Yu's shackles, turned around and walked out of the door, I panicked, stunned, and shouted "Anan, Anan......"

I caught up, but my hand hadn't touched Anan, Anan seemed to have sensed it, she waved her hand, I didn't guard her from turning around, staggered back a few steps, hit the steps of the catwalk, stepped 1 step in the air, sprained my foot, the dangerous party stood up, I was so painful that my face was tangled, but I still looked at Anan flatteringly and apologetically, shouting "Anan, you listen to my explanation......"

Anan gritted his teeth, stared at me deadly, looked at me for about a minute, and suddenly reached out and pushed her hard, I was defenseless, screamed lowly, lost my balance, and the whole person fell on the catwalk, I tried to stand up, but as soon as my feet touched the ground, it hurt uncomfortably, and I couldn't stand up at all, I looked at Anan, and pleaded and shouted "Anan, Anan......"

It was the only friend in my life who once gave me food to eat when I was dying of starvation, cared for me when I was dying, took me to the hospital, and stood up when I was being bullied. There are few people in my life who are sincere to me, and even if Anan is one of them, Li Yi is also one of them, so that I became very greedy and wanted to have both, and since I didn't have much, no one knew how afraid she was of losing.

Ah Nan turned his head and looked at me coldly, gritted his teeth, word by word, and his voice was extremely poignant, "Lu Shuangshuang, I will never forgive you, you'd better never let me see it again." ”

She walked away quickly, I endured the pain in my feet, and jumped forward with great difficulty, and when I got out of the bridal shop, I couldn't find Anan anymore, it seemed that she had already left, I held on to the wall in despair, sad and sad, I deserved it!

I leaned my back against the wall, sighed suddenly, suddenly felt a faint pain in my lower abdomen, probably because of the psychological effect, I felt more and more pain in my lower abdomen, and quickly covered my phone, anxiously took out my phone from my bag, I was so panicked, my whole body trembled violently, especially my hands, I pulled the zipper several times and couldn't open the bag, cold sweat kept falling down my forehead, and some tears fell into my eyes, I finally opened the bag, I couldn't care about anything, poured out all the things in the bag, and finally found the phone.

My hands trembled so badly that I almost dropped my phone, my lower abdomen became more and more painful, my lower abdomen contracted suddenly, and it hurt so much that my tears were about to come out, I was scared, I was really scared, I used to say that I didn't want children, and I also threatened Li Yi that even if I had a child, I would have to shed the child.

When I was really pregnant, seeing that Li Yi liked the child so much, I was also influenced by him, and I also liked the child, if the child really had an accident, then what should I do? The more I thought about it, the more panicked my brain became, I endured the pain and called Uncle Ying, and said with an unstoppable stalk, "Uncle Ying, I fell just now, my stomach hurts, you..." ”

Saying that, I shed tears out of nowhere, now I am the same as all mothers in the world, I am afraid that something will happen to the fetus in the womb, I am angry that I am too careless, I always forget the fact that I am pregnant, and I don't pay much attention to it, if something happens to the fetus, I don't know what to do?

In addition, I have watched a lot of palace fighting dramas, where the woman falls and will have a miscarriage, and she may have had a miscarriage herself, I feel that my stomach hurts even more, and I even feel that there is liquid flowing out of it, I suspect that it is blood, and I am even more panicked, and I can't help crying.

Uncle Ying rushed up sweating profusely and hugged me up, I grabbed Uncle Ying's sleeve, cried even louder, my mouth became unfavorable, and I said in confusion, "I'm scared, my stomach hurts, I fell, will I have a miscarriage?"

I was so scared, my mind was full of fetuses, grabbing Uncle Ying was like grasping the only life-saving straw, Uncle Ying coaxed me and said it's okay, I'll send you to the hospital immediately, but his expression is not very good, extraordinarily dignified.