Chapter 116: My face is not red and my heart is not beating!
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The wind from the balcony was a bit noisy, and the sound of car horns was faintly heard in the distance, and the boiling voices were amplified and reduced in the space, leaving only a warm atmosphere.
But in this corner, there is only eternal peace.
People outside the door, quietly waiting.
The people inside the door struggled to be silent.
A door seems to separate two worlds, but the people in it are hopelessly attracted to each other.
Lin Mu's words made Lin Jing's heart beat up.
That was indeed what he could say, and if he didn't want to see her, why bothered to come here?
Lin Jing hesitated, but it wasn't enough.
Just wanting to see her is not enough!
"What is our relationship, if you want to see me, I have to let you see me?" Lin Jinghao's tone was not very friendly, and he paused and continued, "Mr. Lin, if I'm not mistaken, we've broken off our friendship, right?"
That's right, Lin Jinghao is just angry.
Because if she reconciled with Lin Mu because of her ethereal dreams and intermittent memories, it would seem that her previous drastic behavior of drawing a line between herself and Lin Mu was very funny.
Even if it was just respecting her self-esteem, Lin Jinghao couldn't accept Lin Mu too quickly.
The current situation is very different from before, and Lin Jinghao seems to want to see again where Lin Mu's determination is.
If she couldn't see it, she wouldn't have taken any steps closer.
Especially now, Yu Tian is also in the situation where Lin Mu is concerned.
and what Xi Murong said to her before leaving.
Although Lin Jinghao didn't understand why she had to oppose her and Lin Mu, who to be with, she was the one who made the decision, not anyone else.
Because the door was blocked, and the corridor outside was completely dark, Lin Jinghao couldn't see Lin Mu's expression at all at this time.
Therefore, it is also missed that his silent smile.
Raising the corners of his mouth slightly, Lin Mu didn't seem to be annoyed by Lin Jinghao's aggressiveness, on the contrary, he breathed a sigh of relief.
He was silent for a while, so quiet that Lin Jing thought he was gone.
Just when Lin Jinghao wanted to turn the doorknob to open the door to check, Lin Mu said coldly.
He said calmly, "So, can we start all over again now?"
Suddenly widening his eyes, Lin Jinghao took his hand back in an instant as if he had been electrocuted by a metal doorknob.
The chest cavity became even more noisy, Lin Mu said so normally, but Lin Jinghao's heart beat more powerfully.
"Start over what?"
"I want to sleep with you in my arms. Answering bluntly, Lin Mu's face was not red and his heart was not beating.
“……”
However, this is too exciting for Lin Jinghao, who has been suppressed for quite a while!
Her mind immediately conjured up the picture of the two of them living together in the suite of the Royal Dance Academy.
At that time, Lin Mu suddenly slept in a separate bed with her, and she also had insomnia.
But now, she was used to having a big bed by herself.
For some reason, there was a sudden sour feeling in his chest, and Lin Jinghao's eyes were wet in an instant.
"Is this a fresh start! You're playing hooligan! I'm not going to let you in, you go!"
With her back against the door, after Lin Jing shouted this sentence recklessly, she tried her best to cover her mouth, tears flowing through her fingertips and slowly falling.
She didn't know why she was crying.
Not desperate, nor sad, but can feel a faint light in the dark night, shining into the chaotic heart.
Probably, rebirth is nothing more than that.
Lin Mu was not surprised that Lin Jinghao would say this, he did not try to enter the door again, but raised his hand and gently stroked the door.
"Tomorrow, I will come again. ”
With that, the corridor fell silent for a long time.
Lin Jinghao slowly sat on the ground against the door, she wanted to open the door to check, but she lost her strength.
Before, she had no sense of substance about Lin Mu's participation in the destruction of the Lin family.
Even because of her feelings for him, the anger ignited in her heart was born and extinguished.
It wasn't until she saw Lin Yu today that Lin Jinghao really realized that something really happened to her, separating her from her family, so that she could only stand outside the iron door of the Lin family's house.
She needed an explanation, but Lin Mu didn't say a word about it.
Now they are not a simple uncle and little niece, they have been stuffed with too many things.
Lin Jinghao has no way to think about anything, just as her head is hot, she follows her feelings regardless of it.
Because what she carries on her shoulders is no longer just her own dream.
I don't know how long I sat on the floor, Lin Jing wiped the corners of her eyes that were a little painful, and then stood up.
The tears had dried, and the whole face was tense.
Walking in the night breeze pouring into the living room, Lin Jinghao squinted her eyes slightly.
If she wants to recapture the Lin family, she really can't rely on either side, but at the same time, she must rely on either side.
The next day, Lin Jinghao returned to school and made up for the homework of the previous ten days in just one day.
Because the gunshot wound on her right hand was not yet healed, she wrote with her left hand.
When she returned to school, she seemed taciturn, but she could laugh.
She smiled quietly, as if everything had a quiet and peaceful temperament in her eyes.
It's just that Lin Jinghao didn't know that the experience over this period of time had polished her rough stone to a very dazzling side.
Even the teaching director, who had a lot of opinions about her before, looked at her twice during the inspection, and couldn't find fault with it.
After two days of recuperation at school, Lin Jinghao began to take orders.
Director He knew her situation and didn't agree with her injury at first, but at Lin Jinghao's insistence, he compromised with the model for the first time.
Because there happens to be a list, it is very suitable for Lin Jing in this state to shoot.
Generously exposing the bandages on his waist and arms, an extremely destructive beauty, was vividly displayed in Lin Jing's unpretentious stiff body.
This set of photos, although it was taken smoothly, was unexpectedly taken for a long time.
Even Director He himself didn't expect that by the end of the day, the storage capacity of the SLR was almost full.
On the day of the launch of the finished product, the response was overwhelming compared to the last advertisement.
Lin Jinghao was successfully promoted to the company's first-line model, although she is only a part-time model, and most of the one-month contract has passed.
As a modeling agency, I naturally hope that Lin Jinghao can renew her contract.
But Lin Jinghao has her own ideas, because two days ago, when Du Xian came to see her, he mentioned to her about going to Qingba to work part-time.
He said that independent artists can also take orders, and the remuneration will be more. If she wanted to keep going, he wouldn't mind being her agent or something.
When Du Xian said this, Lin Mu was present, but he didn't say anything.
Speaking of Lin Mu, since Lin Jinghao moved to a new apartment, he really appeared at the door at the same time every night.
Like a spirit bound to the ground, although he was a little terrifying, Lin Jinghao never opened the door.
It wasn't until one night that Du Xian asked Lin Mu to find Lin Jinghao's home, and because of Du Xian's face, Lin Jinghao let him go.
But she was a little strange, Lin Mu shouldn't have so much time, right?
However, Lin Mu didn't say a word after entering the door, just drank tea silently, as if her family's tea was delicious.
But Lin Jing couldn't forget that with the help of the warm yellow light, what could be seen was the slight cyan color in Lin Mu's eyes.
Lin Jinghao would not have known that from the day she was shot to the time she was willing to open the door and let him in, Lin Mu's total sleep time would not exceed five hours.
His body was already in a state of overdraft, and Du Xian was worried about such Lin Mu, so he kept following him.
And what Lin Mu wanted to say was basically asked by Du Xian.
"Jinghao, you are too hard, normal people like you, if you don't lie in the hospital for ten days and half a month, you will suspect that you will suddenly become unconscious when you walk on the road!"
Smiling helplessly, Lin Jing replied lightly: "It's not so exaggerated." ”
"But it still hurts, doesn't it? You stopped taking morphine too early. ”
When Du Xian said this, he glanced at Lin Mu subtly, in fact, he felt very sorry for the strong little girl in front of him.
She had to have a strong belief to get out of the hospital as soon as she woke up, and she tried to pretend that she was fine and fit into her routine as if nothing happened.
Because she is in an abnormal environment, the more she does this, the more distressing it becomes.
She rejected the help she wanted from the outside world, as if only the path she had taken was practical and sustainable.
Du Xian actually felt a little sorry for himself, if he could meet Lin Jing before Lin Mu, he would definitely catch it directly and not let go.
Because Lin Jinghao is really the most special girl he has ever seen.
However, he could see that the two people in front of him, who seemed to have nothing to say, actually pretended to be each other in their hearts.
It's just an obstacle between them, and it seems that there is no way to remove it for a while.
As if to prove that she was very good, Lin Jing moved her arm, but in fact, fine sweat was oozing from her forehead, and she still replied with a smile: "It doesn't hurt much, you can bear it." ”
wanted to divert this topic, Lin Jinghao asked about Yu Tian's state.
At this time, Lin Mu, who had been silent, opened his mouth.
He looked at Lin Jinghao with a blank face, and replied calmly: "She has been discharged from the hospital, and it is fine." ”
"Do you live together now?"
Lin Jinghao was a little concerned, in fact, she just wanted to ask if the original house was unlivable, after all, there were memories between her and Lin Mu.
But when asked, it turned out to be like this.
Du Xian was stunned for a moment, but it was Lin Mu, he just took a deep look at Lin Jing, and then nodded "um".
There is no superfluous explanation, they are now living together.
Because he must ensure Yu Tian's personal safety, and the matter he is investigating will definitely not involve Lin Jinghao.
Her head went blank for a moment, and Lin Jinghao began to feel cold from her fingertips, although she was not surprised to hear this answer.
But "expected" and "actually heard" are two completely different concepts.
If there was no attack, did Lin Mu plan to take her back?
Lin Jinghao didn't ask this question in the end.
It was like a dark night as cool as water, sinking to the bottom of a deep lake.
The secrets in their hearts make the distance between them become farther and farther away.