Later, Shi Xiaodan's voice became smaller and smaller, so small that I could only occasionally hear "my mother" and "my sister", and the rest of the content was said vaguely with a straight tongue. In the end, he was completely silent and fell asleep quietly, I got up and scrubbed my face and hands, covered the quilt again, and carried the quilt to the sofa downstairs.

I couldn't sleep all night, and all I heard in my ears was Shi Xiaodan's dull gasp, the way he looked when he was angry at night, and the words he said with affection when he was drunk. I knew I was starting to get poisoned by him, but it didn't happen at the right time. All my past ties him, and as long as he gets involved with me, he may never be able to live a peaceful life again.

Qiu Xu said that he was still young, and his father was heartbroken for his affairs.

Ni Yan said that he is still young, and he still has a long way to go, and they all hope that he can find a good girl to marry.

This is an objective factor, and the more subjective factor is that he is not mature enough and unshaped to solve so many problems for me. Even though he has more connections and money than me, how can I, who is 8 years older than him, attach all my problems to him? If this is the case, in the next few decades, will I become a parasitic of Shi Xiaodan again? I want to be reborn, not simply to know the truth of something, or to find a certain relationship.

In the morning, I was woken up by Shi Xiaodan's footsteps going downstairs, and I hurriedly lifted the quilt: "Are you up? Are you better? I'll make a cup of honey water, will you drink it first?"

Shi Xiaodan looked at me obliquely while wearing his clothes and said, "Why are you more verbose than my mother?"

I stood awkwardly next to the couch, "That's... Are you alright?"

"It's okay, I'll go home first, change clothes and go to training in the morning. Shi Xiaodan seemed to have completely forgotten what happened last night, and returned to the same state as before. Before leaving, he told me: "By the way, you're going to go to the interview, right? Don't go out these days, go through those documents at home." ”

"Well, good. ”

"Then I'll go first, you go upstairs and make up for sleep. With that, the door was slammed shut.

I couldn't come back to my senses for a long time, Shi Xiaodan really didn't say a word about last night's incident, and just left?

A few minutes later, Bai Hehe knocked on the door of my house and poked his head into the house: "Is he leaving?"

"Well, let's go. I shrugged, "Didn't you eat breakfast?" ”

"Hurry, starvation. Bai Hehe was not polite, sat on the sofa and said: "I was so hungry in the middle of the night last night, there was nothing empty in the refrigerator, and I wanted to come over to find something but I was afraid of disturbing your good things." ”

"You're thinking too much, aren't you?" I opened the fridge door, took out bread and eggs, and went into the kitchen.

Bai Hehe followed in, leaned against the door and asked mysteriously: "It's really not a good thing?" I don't believe it, look at Shi Xiaodan's anger last night, can he let you go when he comes back?"

"Not really. "I've been with Bai Hehe for a long time, and my speech has become in the same tone as her: "You are the one who has not been let go, right?"

"Come on, what happened last night?" Bai Hehe was still a little scared when he said it: "I came back to Yuetian yesterday and told me that he hadn't seen Xiaoshan so angry, but it scared the two of us." ”

I was silent and heated the bread, threw the eggs into the egg cooker, turned my head and asked very seriously: "He He, do you really think I have a play with Shi Xiaodan?"

"Why are you so serious?" Bai Hehe stuck out his tongue: "Of course there is, I haven't known him for a short time, when he was in school before, there were a lot of girls who liked him, and he chased him to the bar from time to time, and drank too much to make trouble." But I've never seen him so attentive to anyone and you. ”

"Is Captain Tong your first love?"

"Yes, but I'm not his first love. Bai Hehe said again without concealment: "But what does it matter if this first love is not the first love?

"If I were like you, I wouldn't care about anything. I shook my head and looked at her with some envy: "But I'm not you." ”

"What's wrong with you, aren't you a woman? Besides, you're not a few years older than me, why are you pretending to be old-fashioned?" Bai Hehe held my face in order to amuse me and said, "Tut, look at this face, it's so tender that you can pull out the water, and this temperament, this figure, what are you pretending to be old." ”

Bai Hehe seems to have more social experience than me, and she is better at speaking and doing things than me, but in terms of emotional experience, she is still much simpler than me. I put breakfast on the table, "I've had a dead husband and a baby, it's not as simple as you think." ”

"Huh?" Bai Hehe bit down on an egg and held it in his mouth before he could swallow: "The last time I accompanied you in the hospital, he... He's dead?"

I nodded: "He's my ex-boyfriend, dead, and my husband, who was killed by him..."

"No... Oh, I'm sorry Ke'an..."

"Didn't Tong Yuetian tell you about this?"

"No, we don't talk much about anyone else when we're together. Bai Hehe pouted: "He doesn't like women to gossip too much, so I never ask other people's things." ”

I took a sip of the glass full of milk, thinking that I should tell Bai Hehe these things, she and Shi Xiaodan have known each other for a long time and have a good relationship, if she knows, maybe she can talk to Shi Xiaodan on the side. So I told her unreservedly how Shi Xiaodan met me, my past in the Zhang family, how Lei Xi hurt me behind my back, and my father. I trust her, and I need to have a close friend who doesn't talk to anything.

Before I finished speaking, Bai Hehe stopped eating, and tears flowed non-stop. When I finished, she sobbed and said, "Ke An, why did you happen to so many things? I used to think that when Tong Yuetian separated us apart, I would be the most pitiful woman in the world." ”

"It's all in the past. When I go to work, you can teach me more about how to behave in the workplace, and I think now, I have to rely on my own ability to survive. ”

"Yes, you need to be transformed now. Bai Hehe said firmly: "Whether you and Xiaodan get together or not, you have to have the ability to survive in this society on your own." Otherwise, if one day, Xiao Dan's family is the same as Tong Yuetian's mother, and he kicks you out, what will you do then?"

I didn't expect Bai Hehe to know the same as me, I thought she would try her best to persuade me to be with Xiaodan, and then I could rely on Xiaodan for the future. I felt like I had met a confidant, "Yes, I'm 30 years old, I really can't afford to spend it anymore, and I can't let myself have any more accidents, I can't afford to toss..."

"But what are you going to do with that Rahi you are talking about?

"I don't even know what she wants to do now, I can only take one step at a time. ”

"It's okay, as long as you don't provoke such a villain, she won't dare to do anything to you. Besides, what if I live next to you, if anything, just say hello, and I think I'll be able to contain her. Bai Hehe stood up as he spoke, and gestured with a martial arts gesture: "How is it? ”

"Okay, then you will protect me. ”

"A must. Bai Hehe smiled at me: "By the way, the project you are doing now is also related to your father's affairs, right?

"Well, I was wondering about this company the last time you said it. ”

"No problem, I'll take care of that. Bai Hehe cleaned up the plates on the table, "You tell me if there is anything in the future, even if I can't help anything, but I can give you ideas, are you uncomfortable holding it in your heart?"

Then all day, Bai Hehe and I nestled on the sofa, chatting about everything. At the end of the conversation, we also found that we both had the same ideas and opinions on most issues.

For example, about Xu Anzhi last night, Bai Hehe said that she didn't think it was particularly good, Xu Anzhi was like that, beat her again and scolded her, and she would be like that when she bought it next time she had a drug addiction attack. After that, she told me again: "Then you can't tell Shi Xiaodan about Lei Xi now." I had seen his temper last night, and if he knew it, it would be a matter of turning the sky upside down, and maybe his parents would soon be able to come to you, and then you wouldn't have done a good job here, and your previous efforts would be in vain. ”

"yes, I was going to tell him a chance. But after seeing him angry yesterday, I didn't dare..."

"You should be steady first, this matter is not in a hurry. Bai Hehe took out his mobile phone and looked at the time, and jumped up from the sofa: "Oops, I have to go out, Yuetian asked me to watch a concert at night." ”

Indeed, people need to release pressure and confide in their hearts, after Bai Hehe left, I felt a lot relieved, and my heart calmed down. Originally, the matter of Lei Xi, Xu Anzhi, and my father should not be my problem now, and I should be fully prepared for work first.

Later, when I looked at the information of Binhai Phase 2, I had no distractions at all, and I didn't think about whether it had anything to do with me, but concentrated on making the plan first, and then took it to Zhang Xun and handed over a satisfactory answer.