The family is still a small two-bedroom unit divided by his father's unit, a half-tube building built in the late sixties, the toilet and kitchen are shared, there are no heating facilities, Liao's mother put a small coal stove in the living room in winter, and the family usually uses it to boil water, heat and hot rice.

The living room is very small but very clean, the only household appliance in the house is the single player that she saved money to buy the year before last, Liao's mother carefully knitted the wool and hooked the flowers on the top, and the box next to her put the tape that she and her brother saved money to buy, neatly stacked on the side.

The house was empty, empty and there was no sound at all, Liao Qingmei pressed the order machine, listened to Teresa Teng who had not been seen for a long time, and was stunned on the chair.

A few hours ago, she was still worrying about the family's food, drink and Lazar in a small mountain village in northern Shaanxi, beware of Fang Zhuangzhuang's bad and Fang's mother beating and scolding unreasonably...... A few hours later, she sat in her teenage room, not knowing what time it was.

My heart is empty, and everything that has happened since I woke up is like a dream, and there is no sense of reality all of a sudden.

When she fainted, Liao Qingmei didn't know at all, only that she had a long dream.

In the dark night without a trace of light, she ran alone on the road to the hospital with her abdomen covered, cold and tired, the dull pain in her lower abdomen was so real, the road seemed to have no end, and there was only despair in the darkness except tears.

Tears crept up all over her face unconsciously, Liao Qingmei pulled the clothes in her heart, so painful that she couldn't cry, the child in her life who wanted to be with her blood was lost in that dark night.

This is an indelible pain for her whole life!

In the dark and depressing dream, it seemed that someone was calling her, Liao Qingmei didn't dare to listen, but the voice poured into her ears like magic and echoed in her mind.

Liao Qingmei: If you owe Zhicheng and our family, you should be a cow and a horse for the rest of your life!

Liao Qingmei, you dare to fight Zhuangzhuang! He is my son!

Sister-in-law, I want tuition, sister-in-law, I want to marry a daughter-in-law, sister-in-law, I want to buy a house......

Liao Qingmei, sister-in-law......

"Ahh

Looking blankly at the dilapidated and yellowed walls on all sides, the more I looked, the more panicked I became, the village health center seemed to be like this......

"Mom, Mom!" Liao Qingmei's heart instantly fell to the bottom, it turned out that what happened before was a dream! It's a pity that she didn't accompany Liao's mother well, but wasted so much time for Fang Zhicheng's business!

Liao Qingmei murmured unconsciously, her voice was inaudible, and Liao's mother, who was originally leaning against the wall and staring at her, woke up instantly and stepped forward to hold her daughter's hand.

"It's here, it's here!" Liao's mother gently stroked Liao Qingmei's sweaty sideburns and pulled her hair back, "Isn't it uncomfortable? The doctor said that it's okay to sweat, it's okay, Mom is here!"

Yesterday, she was fine before she went out, but when she came home from work, she found that her daughter had fallen to the ground and the ground in the hall was burned to the ground, and she was sent to the hospital for injections and hanging water and tossing all night.

That is, on this night, Liao Qingmei's whole person was thin and out of shape, and her originally full cheeks were sunken, and Liao's mother was so distressed.

Liao Qingmei's eyes were a little clearer, and when she turned her face to look over, Liao's mother's hair was still jet black, and her face still looked very young, but there were two deep folds in the center of her eyebrows, revealing her anxiety and worry.

She really went back to the past, and didn't go back to Fang's house, Liao Qingmei's heart quietly put down, and then she felt as if she had been crushed, and it hurt terribly.

If the fever is gone, there is no major matter, and you can be discharged from the hospital after the infusion.

Liao's mother had to go to work, and Liao's father specially took half a day off to pick her up, and the coal stove was moved to a small room, and the fire was very hot and warm.

It was so warm that Liao Qingmei wanted to cry very much.

She was sorry for many people in her previous life, but the most sorry was her father, who was an unfilial daughter, which broke her father's heart.

even, even almost made him send a white-haired person to a black-haired person.

In her previous life, Liao Qingmei had found death once, the days were too difficult, not to mention the mental and physical torture given to her by the Fang family, Fang Zhicheng's incomprehension, Fang Zhuangzhuang's two-faced and three-faced, and the pain of losing her own child crushed her, so she chose to commit suicide.

It was the father, who was nearly sixty years old, who rushed to northern Shaanxi to wake her up and try to rescue her from the quagmire.

Thinking of the Fang family, Liao Qingmei's eyes were full of hatred.

The Fang family hid her identity documents, the whole Fang family forced each other to die, and Fang Zhuangzhuang even raised a good show of mother's evil son's filial piety in front of others......

Liao Qingmei sneered, her old father didn't even drink a sip of hot water from her "in-laws", so she was kicked out of the house by the Fang family, and where was Fang Zhicheng at that time?

Not daring to think about it anymore, Liao Qingmei closed her eyes and tried to force her tears back.

There are some things that she deliberately ignores and forgets, but that doesn't mean that they haven't happened, and deliberately forgetting them is not because she is weak and incompetent, but because she can't live at all when she remembers those hardships, compared to the brazen Fang family, she is not their opponent at all, in order not to worry her elderly parents, she can only choose to endure.

Her father loved her the most, and among the three children, she was the only one who hurt his heart the most.

Looking at Liao Qingmei's appearance, Liao's father was also distressed, the son was not the godfather's fault, he couldn't watch the child go the wrong way.

No matter how heartache it is, I have to endure it, but the serious expression on my face is still slowed down, "Okay, what is it like to look for death and life! The sky hasn't fallen yet, there is no hurdle in this world that can't be overcome, it's my Liao Zhiguo's daughter, just give me a good life!"

Liao Dianmei nodded seriously, tears pouring down, and soon a small piece of cement was wet at her feet.

Liao's father sighed, couldn't bear to say any more, and gently closed the door to let her be quiet for a while. That sigh smashed on Liao Qingmei's heart like a hammer, and she couldn't control it so much that she cried bitterly.

Outside the door, Liao's father let out a long sigh, with a deep worry in his eyes.

The child has a bad temperament, and he doesn't dare to say anything too heavy, for fear that Liao Qingmei will never be able to get out if she walks into a dead end.

Irritable, Liao's father habitually touched the cigarettes and matches, but unexpectedly touched a piece of hard-shell paper from his pocket, took it out and saw that it was the ticket that Liao's mother found under Liao Qingmei's pillow yesterday, and the destination was northern Shaanxi.

Tightening the ticket in his hand, Liao's father hesitated again and again, but he was still ruthless, and pushed the door open again, "If you dare to go behind my back to find Fang Zhicheng's bastard, I will break your legs!

The tickets that were torn in half were thrown onto the burning honeycomb coals and quickly reduced to ashes.

Liao Qingmei was stunned, and then remembered that Fang Zhicheng got married in her previous life, how could she bear it with her character, and secretly bought a ticket for the New Year to go to northern Shaanxi, but also because of fever, Liao's mother found the ticket she hid under the pillow.

At that time, Liao's father also burned the ticket and said cruel words.

But the first thing she did after she recovered from her illness was to pack up her luggage and buy a new ticket, and went out with Liao's father and Liao's mother behind her back, at that time she always felt that she was the child that her parents disliked the most, obviously Liao's father said that he didn't recognize her, and it was her premise to find Fang Zhicheng, but she was sensitive, but she kept that sentence in her heart.

She left home without hesitation and went to the train station, but as soon as she arrived at the train station, her money was stolen, and she caught up with the train station for some reason, she couldn't even find a way to go out to borrow money from her classmates, and was forced to stay at the train station for three days, and finally was taken home by Liao's father, who was angry and ruined.

For this reason, in her previous life, she and Liao's father had an awkward quarrel for several years, and she blamed Liao's father for the disadvantage caused by customer service factors.

Now that I think about it, it's so stupid that I can't say anything.

"I'm not going to go to him!"

Liao Qingmei covered her face, not wanting Liao's father to see her uncontrollable expression, she regretted it in her previous life, but when she returned to the scene at that time, she was more than remorseful in her heart, and all kinds of emotions were intertwined, almost making her collapse.

Liao's father didn't say anything more, and went out with his door closed.

After a serious illness, she cried bitterly, and the depression in her heart dissipated, and the worry in Liao's father and Liao's mother's eyes couldn't hide from her, but Liao Qingmei also knew that what she said now would only think that she was forcing a smile, so it was better not to say anything, just do it, time will tell.

Taking advantage of the time of recuperation, she turned up her books again, after all, she was about to face the college entrance examination.

She is 20 years old, two years older than her classmates, and she didn't think it was older when she was in her hometown when she was in elementary school, but when she was taken to the city by her parents in junior high school, she realized that she was older.

The learning progress and teacher conditions in the countryside and the city are not equal, and the grades that were far ahead in primary school suddenly hung up on the back of the car, and she was very inferior to herself under the heavy blow, and she wanted to drop out of school and join the work.

Because of this, she resents and hates her parents, if it weren't for their patriarchal preference, how could she be like this, since she was left in the country, why did you take her back, wouldn't it be better to let her fend for herself?

She has always considered herself the least valued and unloved child in the family, and desperately wants to escape from this home.

It wasn't until she got married and really left home that she realized how stupid she was.

Thinking of the way her father pulled down her face and begged everywhere after she failed the college entrance examination, and was turned away, Liao Qingmei was so sad that she wanted to cry, she never let her father experience such embarrassment in this life, even if she had to repeat her studies in the end, she must be admitted to school with her own ability.

is not only because of her father's heart to become a phoenix, but also because she knows that knowledge has the power to influence people's fate.

In the small countryside of northern Shaanxi, she is the only secondary school student, after the Fang family failed to obstruct her many times, she became the women's director there in the seventh year of marriage, and gradually straightened her waist in the Fang family, and had a meager right to speak, Fang's mother no longer dared to blatantly beat and scold her all over the village and speak ill of her.

Liao's father found that his daughter seemed to want to open up, not only took the initiative to take care of most of the housework every day, but also took the initiative to sit at the desk to study, without his supervision at all.

Liao's father quietly put the secretly hidden ID card and household registration book back in its original place.