When I met An Yao, I was thrilled by her beauty, and when I met Lu Shuangshuang, I felt distressed for her, what is distress? I struggled all night for this, and I looked down on myself, and I was actually entangled for such a sesame trivial matter, and I also had insomnia. [≤ eight [≤ eight [≤ read [≤ book, .▽.o√

Until dawn, my brain became very clear, and in a trance, I seemed to understand something, the feeling became clearer and clearer, and it did not fade as I deliberately alienated Lu Shuangshuang, until she stood in front of me again, and the feeling was like boiling water, becoming hotter and hotter.

She was wearing a long white dress, like a daisy in the wind, delicate and arrogant. Sure enough, she was still that temperamental, knowing that the wine was drugged or forcibly injected, and she was not afraid of what would happen to her, as if she expected me to help her, she just got my eye on herself, so she did whatever she wanted.

I'm afraid that she will see through her feelings for her, and I'm afraid that she will become the second An Yao, take advantage of my feelings again, and turn me into a fool and a fool to be played by others.

But she was right, I didn't want to see her hurt after all, so I asked Ivannian to send her home. But by all accounts, I didn't think she would lie naked in the bed, and put on a coquettish face, it seems that the poison of "miyao" is not shallow?

She has cat-like eyes, foxy and bewitching, especially when she is drunk, her eyes are shining with stars, her long eyelashes are half-hanging, drawing a soft arc, and her lips are slightly pursed upward, so that people can't help but come forward and hug her. I've seen her like this several times, but she still doesn't do much immunity.

I wanted to go up and kiss her, but I restrained the primitive **, I can't always take advantage of her when she's drunk, just take advantage of her, that's too ungentlemanly! Originally, I wanted to tease her, the two of them talked calmly, but the two of them made a fuss and developed in that direction, after all, everyone is young, and everyone understands this, not to mention the woman who is lying naked on her bed, of course, this woman is indeed good-looking.

Her drunkenness really came up, her body got a little closer to my body, I had tried very hard to hold it, there was no way to do it later, Lu Shuangshuang after being drunk was honest, no longer hidden, others said that drunk nonsense, I believe in drunk spitting the truth. She bit her lower lip and shook off my hand, she said, "Don't come near me, stay away from me, I don't like you at all, I hate you so much." ”

She obviously said no, but her other hand climbed up to my waist, and whispered, "Li Yi, what are you good about?" Yes, you are handsome, but you have a very bad temper, you lose your temper at every turn, fierce, what should I do? I'm so afraid to get close to you, I'm so afraid to fall in love with anyone again, you are all the same, you all dislike me, you won't want me. ”

Those words were like a hammer hitting my heart, strong and powerful, I got a little closer, suppressed my excited heart, and asked in a low voice, "Shuangshuang, what did you say?"

She stretched out her hand, her index finger crossed my forehead and eyebrows, nose, and mouth, and laughed loudly, and then she took my hand and put it on her chest, helplessly handed, "What should I do, every time I see you, my heart beats so fast, plop, plop, my heart is about to jump out, I've tried very hard to suppress it, I just don't want it to beat so fast, what should I do? I can't control it when I see you......."

She said such touching words with an innocent face, but she did not understand how disturbing her words would be. I really wish she would be drunk all the time and never wake up, and when she did, she would disguise herself and erect walls so that people couldn't get close to her.

I could clearly perceive her heartbeat, and my own heart quickened, and I lowered my head and rested my face on her shoulder socket, and the two of them were close to each other, and I patiently asked her, "Do you hate me?"

Her beautiful voice came to her ears, "I'm afraid that if I get too close to you, I will fall in love with you, I don't want to fall in love with you, I don't want to fall in love with anyone anymore, I don't want to be abandoned by anyone anymore." Mom doesn't care about me for the sake of my younger siblings, and Brother Ming doesn't want me anymore for the sake of his beloved, that feeling is too uncomfortable, I don't want to experience it again, I don't want to pin my hopes on anyone anymore......."

She finally understood the true meaning of life, no one can be relied on, and growing up must have a price. I wish she had been a fool, a carefree fool, a beautiful vase, but I met her too late, and even if we had known each other for a long time, I am afraid that I would not have understood her goodness and would not have cherished her. People, it really takes a lot of experience before time makes the most fragrant wine.

I took her in my arms with pity, she was really thin, her height was not low, but her skeleton was too small, and she was a little thin, I could hold her completely, and my heart became very soft in this one, and with the deep mattress, it also sank in.

I looked deeply into her eyes, I wanted to say, no one will abandon you again, but I am not strong enough to commit everything, I am not ready to accompany her to bear all the courage, it is a long road, I can't give her hope, and destroy her hope again.

Young girl, I advise you not to believe that a man says so many tricks, even if he promises you that he will marry you, you should not be too excited, too happy, you believe four points is enough, and when that day, he really takes you to the Civil Affairs Bureau, that is the real promise.

When I was a child, my grandfather said that I was too serious a person, and my temperament followed my mother, too persistent, too stubborn, and what I decided was what I was. That was a fatal flaw that had to be corrected. I know my shortcomings very well, and I can't correct them.

I recognized Lu Shuangshuang and wanted her to live a good life. I began to transfer the management of the company to Zhao Baifeng, and I took Lu Shuangshuang to New York, USA, where not many people knew us, so there was no one to point fingers. And I want to go out and have a try. When I was in college, I had the urge to go to Wall Street to fight hard, but then I met An Yao, and so many things happened, so I gave up this idea.

Zhao Baifeng raised his hand and gave me a fist, he said I was really crazy, I had to give up eight years of hard work for a young lady. In the past eight years, I have grown from a gentleman who doesn't know anything, to my own company and my own brand, although most of them are entertainment projects, but it is undeniable that everything related to eating, drinking and having fun is very profitable.

I betrayed my brother's friendship, said that I would fight together, and I said that I would rely on my own strength to get rid of the title of someone's son, and I accepted this fist.

I raised my head to wipe the blood from the corner of my mouth, lit a cigarette, took a deep breath and said, "You say I can do anything, don't talk about her." She's a painful child, you haven't seen her mother forcing her, and that bullshit stepsister, that damn stepfather, the whole family is vampires, sucking her blood, how old is she, she has to clean up the mess at home all day, it's so fucking pathetic, no matter how hard we play, no matter how big we play, no matter how bad our relationship with the old man is, if something happens that day, they will come out to help us clean up the mess. What about her? She has nothing, and she has developed a stinky temper of being strong, having low self-esteem, and having self-esteem. ”，o

Zhao Baifeng also took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it, and pushed me down with his elbow, "You see Lu Shuangshuang pitiful, I can understand your feelings, some women are indeed very lovable, you can be kind to her, you don't need to give up everything, go to Chinatown! You are 30 years old, you at least have connections here, what do you have over there, aren't you messing around? Isn't she following you? Seeing that you are doing well, is it possible that she is forcing you?"

"You're right, I'm 30 years old, that's why I want to go crazy once, who knows what the rest of the day will be?"

Zhao Baifeng hesitated, and finally said, "Didn't Song Muzhi also give up everything for Du Xiaoyue? Women are virtuous, if you are rich and powerful, she will fall in love with you and look forward to you. If that day, you really become a poor egg, and you have no money, they won't bird you. ”

The mobile phone rang, and Lu Shuangshuang's voice came from the other end of the phone: "What do you want to eat today?" I went to the vegetable market and saw someone selling turtles, or old turtles, and they all said that they were in good health after eating a lot, do you like to eat turtles? I have never made turtles, so they may not be very delicious!"

Lu Shuangshuang has a lot of bad problems, but if she wants to follow someone, she will be really good to you. I believe that Lu Shuangshuang did follow me because of money, and at the same time, I also believe that that day, I really had no money, and she would still stay by my side and be willing to live a poor life. That's enough for me.

These days, I see everything she does. She likes to sleep in, but every morning, she gets up to help me get dressed, eats breakfast with me, takes me out, and goes upstairs to go back to sleep. Even if I came back late, she would get up from the bed in a daze, help me put in the bath water, and talk to me for a few words before falling back to sleep. As long as I said that I was hungry, no matter how mean things came out of her mouth, she would eventually go down and help me make supper.

Maybe I'm used to wandering, tossing enough, and longing for the warmth of the family, so when I met Lu Shuangshuang, I planted it, and I thought about accompanying her for the rest of my life, listening to her chattering like an old woman, and looking at her like a girl coquettish.