Chapter 398 I don't see him, never

In the field of love, there are two kinds of regrets that are the most tormenting, one is that you can't get your beloved, and the other is that your beloved is unhappy.

It's very unfortunate that Sheng Xuan has taken up both.

But he had no one to say these words, and he could only be saddened.

At that time, he didn't dare to listen to songs, and almost every song of bitterness was a true portrayal of him.

Fu Heng stretched out his hand and pressed the inner line, and suddenly the company's security guards came up, as long as Sheng Xuan dared to move, someone would drag him out in minutes.

Fortunately, Sheng Xuan also stopped the movement in his hand: "To put it bluntly, Fu Heng, you are just luckier than me." ”

Fu Heng's eyebrows did not change, and he said calmly: "Love is not obtained by luck, maybe I didn't love her enough at the beginning, but now I love enough, just do it." ”

Hearing these words in Sheng Xuan's ears, he couldn't help but be a little suspicious, he adjusted his breathing, and said word by word: "If I want to see Chu Ci, I must see her." ”

"Die of this heart, she won't see you. ”

Sheng Xuan said coldly: "It's useless for you to say this, I want to listen to her say it herself." ”

Mr. Fu is indeed a real person, since Sheng Xuan said so, of course he has to kindly fulfill his wishes.

The next day, Sheng Xuan went to the hospital very persistently to see Chu Ci, Fu Heng pretended to be inadvertently and said to her: "Someone wants to visit you." ”

During the period of Chu Ci's hospitalization, he received a lot of attention from all sides, but Fu Heng blocked Chu Ci on the grounds that Chu Ci needed to recuperate and it was inconvenient to see people.

So she didn't think much about it, and said lazily: "You can arrange it." ”

Recently, she felt that she was about to become a waste, although she was a cripple lying in bed, but it seemed that Fu Heng had slowly raised a waste.

"It's Sheng Xuan, he wants to come and see you. ”

The person on the bed suddenly lost his voice, his eyes seemed to flash a little confused, Chu Ci turned his face, and his eyes blinked: "Sheng Xuan?"

Fu Heng nodded, "Hmm!"

Chu Ci muttered a few words, and didn't know what to say, in fact, Fu Heng was by her side now, she was not afraid of anything, anyway, Fu Heng was carrying her, and Fu Heng was carrying her when the sky fell.

She thought for a moment and asked, "Should I see him?"

These words seemed to be talking to himself, and it seemed like he was asking Fu Heng, but before Fu Heng could speak, Chu Ci shook his head suddenly: "Don't, I won't see him, never." ”

When these words reached Sheng Xuan's ears through the radio, the flame of hope that had been hovering in his heart for many days was suddenly extinguished mercilessly, and there was no spark left.

At that moment, his heart seemed to be pierced by a sharp blade, which should have hurt a lot, but it seemed to be numb, and he couldn't feel the pain anymore.

Sheng Xuan didn't know how to get out of the hospital, it was raining very hard outside, and the rainstorm had suddenly arrived in the past few days, and the whole city seemed to be flooded, so he lost his soul and walked aimlessly on the streets outside.

The rain was pouring down his face.

All that comes back to my mind is the firm and resolute voice: "I don't see him, never." ”

In the past, he had no money and no power, and during the time when Chu Tianhua died, he couldn't even get food and clothing, but at that time, he didn't feel how desperate and unbearable he was, because he had Chu porcelain.

In the midst of a difficult situation, two people encourage each other and support each other.

Now he is rich and powerful, but the people who used to be closest and closest to him say that they never want to see him.

He remembered that Chu Ci had said that he was Sheng Xuan, and she was Chu Ci, so it didn't matter anymore.

Sheng Xuan was a little confused, and he couldn't walk anymore, so he slowly sat down on a bench on the side of the street.

While the pedestrians on the street hurriedly fled to hide from the rainstorm because of the rainstorm, Sheng Xuan seemed to have lost his way in the rainstorm and could no longer find a way out.

When Lin Xi found him, he saw the empty street flooded by the rainstorm, and Sheng Xuan sat on the bench on the side of the street alone.

Love is a puzzle, and people who have never been in it can see through it, and others think they can see it through, but in fact, it is also out of the game, and it can't be broken.

has always been the heart of the viewer, but the person is the person in the play.

Lin Xi understands where all his pain and sadness and madness come from, and he also knows where his pain and sadness come from, but you know it clearly in your heart, but it may not be avoidable.

Sheng Xuan buried his face in the palm of his hand, and the raindrops the size of beans crackled and all fell on him.

Lin Xi held the umbrella and stood still in front of him.

The moment Sheng Xuan raised his head, Lin Xi clearly saw the tears in his eyes.

Did he cry?

The ruthless, hard-hearted, knife-hearted, fist-to-face face without shedding a single tear, never had a superfluous expression on his face, actually cried.

Lin Xi has known him for about 20 years, when he was young, he was either expressionless and cool, or he smiled brightly, and later he either sneered or got angry, but she never saw him shed tears.

And now, he sits alone on a cold bench on an empty street, shedding tears?

Lin Xi thought for a moment that his eyes were spent.

She reached out and carefully wiped the droplets of water from his face with a tissue, and saw his pale lips open slightly: "She said she never wanted to see me." ”

Although she didn't say who it was, who else could there be besides Chu Ci.

I'll never want to see you!

Lin Xi wanted to comfort but couldn't find the words, and she couldn't do anything.

Who else can blame you for getting to this point?

It's only to blame him for being too paranoid, too crazy, too hateful, and overly aggressive in his means of doing things, which finally broke off the relationship between him and Chu Ci, and there was no possibility of repairing it.

It is only when one loses that one understands what is most precious.

A lot of people understand this, but they just can't do it.

Chu Ci has never been sorry for him, for the sake of Sheng Xuan, she also knelt down for Fu Heng, and even the people who made her disgusting and annoying like Wen Wen once pulled down her face and begged.

How many times Sheng Xuan made a mistake because of his youth, and Chu Ci was cleaning up a lot of messes left behind, Chu Tianhua asked her to take good care of her younger brother, she listened to her father's words and did her best to help take care of Sheng Xuan, never saying anything, and not asking for anything in return.

Chu Ci fulfilled the obligations of a sister.

But what about Sheng Xuan?

But he hurt her again and again, and even took revenge, never thinking about whether he was happy or not, whether he was happy or not, and never took into account Chu Ci's feelings.

He chose to go to prison in order to trap Fu Heng, but he never thought how guilty and sad Chu Ci would be when he knew the news.

Fu Heng is right, he is a selfish villain, under the guise of liking and love, but doing all hurtful things.

Lin Xi sighed and sat down beside Sheng Xuan.

She looked up at the sky, and the gray and dreary, Sheng Xuan voice reached her ears at this moment, hoarse and unreal: "What am I going to do?"

"Watch from afar, don't bother. ”

Lin Xi has always been very thorough in looking at other people's feelings, but he can't break through his own feelings.

The rainy season lasted for a long time, and it rained all the time, and people were getting sick.

After more than half a month of rain, the weather finally cleared.

The time entered June, Chu Ci was almost able to get out of bed and move, but her legs and feet were still inconvenient, so she had to rely on a wheelchair to move.

Mianmian Baozi happened not to go to kindergarten on the weekend, so he came to the hospital to accompany her.

I feel that I haven't seen each other for half a month, Mianmian has been raised very well, and her face is round again, I heard that Mu Xiuchen is simply spoiling her to heaven.

The bun seems to have grown a lot taller, and the contours of his eyebrows and eyes are more and more like Fu Heng, especially when he stares at you, he feels that Fu Heng feels that he must be a scourge when he grows up with this appearance, and he must be disciplined well, and he can't harm other little girls in the future.

She was basking in the sun on the lawn downstairs in the hospital, and Baozi told her some interesting stories about kindergarten, and Chu Ci kissed his little face: "Do you miss your mother!"

Baozi gave him a kiss in return: "Think, Mom, when will you be able to walk!"

"It's probably a month away!"

"Mom, you have to get better quickly, or hum!"

"Otherwise, what?" Chu Ci was very curious about Xiao Baozi's desire to speak.

"Otherwise, my sister will be abducted. ”

Mianmian sat on the grass on the side and read the comic book quietly, heard Xiao Baozi speak, and hurriedly looked up: "I didn't have it." ”

"And said no, last time Dad took you home, you had to say that you were going to Uncle Mu's house. ”

Mianmian hurriedly defended: "That's because I promised Uncle Mu to go to his house to see tropical fish." ”

"I have tropical fish at home. ”

"It's different, Uncle Mu's tropical fish are more colorful. ”

"Mom, look. ”

Chu Ci's brows furrowed imperceptibly, she reached out and pinched the face of the bun, and asked, "Is Uncle Mu very good to you?"

"Okay, buy me dolls every day. ”

Mianmian let go of the comic book and came to Chu Ci's side: "I also bought me a lot of dresses, they are very beautiful!"

She wore a small pink embroidered dress today, and turned around towards Chu Ci: "Mom, is my skirt good-looking?"

Chu Ci smiled slightly: "Good-looking!"

She beckoned Mianmian over and glanced at the label of the dress, which was brbrr's children's clothing.

Chu Ci remained silent: "Did Uncle Mu buy it?"

"yes, he also bought clothes for Baozi. Mianmian hurriedly pointed to the bun, wanting to show that she was not alone in accepting gifts from others.

After all, mom doesn't seem to like children asking for other people's things casually.

Xiao Baozi hurriedly expressed his heart: "I only wear the clothes that my mother bought." ”

Chu Ci smiled, turned his face and asked Mianmian: "How much Mianmian likes Uncle Mu, does she like it more than she likes her mother and father?"