, the fastest update of the latest chapter of the shallow marriage! Lu Shumu did not look back, and he could only see the back of his head.

He bowed his head slightly when he heard the words.

No one spoke, and the room was quiet and quiet.

Lu Yan on the hospital bed, his long and thick eyelashes trembled slightly, his thin lips pursed into a cold straight line, his fingers hanging down his side curled down, and slowly regained his calm.

He was awake, and he had heard the words, but he was forbearing.

This short minute is very long for words, and her heart is almost overloaded, so she feels a painful feeling of suffocation.

After a while, the little milk voice sounded muffledly, vaguely, with a thick grievance: "Do you hope, am I your son?"

The heart that had been hanging for a long time finally fell to the ground and made a dull sound.

In her mind, the engine kept roaring, like a propeller constantly turning, and her back was already soaked with cold sweat, and she felt a trace of cold.

Lu Shumu's words couldn't be more obvious.

Yan Yu clenched her fingers, she needed to calm down, she trembled one after another, and gathered her fingers in the palm of her hand, her nails sank into the flesh of her palm, and her palm was pale.

Pale than the palm of her hand was her complexion.

She didn't seem to dare to accept such a reality.

His mind was blank, his heart trembled, he curled up tightly, it hurt as if he was being twisted by a meat grinder, and the blood flowing in his body slowly became cold with the determination of this thought.

If Lu Shumu is her son......

Yan Yu's eyelashes trembled uncontrollably, her eyes slowly flushed, the burning sensation hit her eyes, she bit her lower lip tightly, and her mouth was filled with the smell of blood and rust coming from nowhere.

There was a mist in front of her eyes, and her vision was blurred.

There were droplets of water that fell on her hands, like beads with broken threads.

In the blurred vision, she stared at the back of Lu Shumu's head motionlessly, her throat was dry, and she couldn't say anything.

The air was stagnant, and the sound was lonely and empty.

The words couldn't hold back, and a choked sound overflowed, intermittently, and she continued to cry silently.

Lu Yan on the bed, his face was gloomy, and he slowly opened his eyes, his dark eyes had no emotion, but the majesty of a long-standing position naturally appeared between his eyebrows, but there was a little sarcasm on his thin lips.

Didn't she just want this child in the first place?

Now I cry so badly, because I owe my conscience, or I still want to act in front of my children.

Lu Shumu also found out that Lu Yan had woken up.

Lu Shumu's eyes were already red, he pursed his lips stubbornly, the tip of his nose was red, he wanted to cry but didn't dare to cry, he clenched his little fists in Lu Yan's dark and cold eyes, didn't look at Lu Yan, turned his head, and ran into the arms of words.

There is a faint fragrance on the body of the word, and the body is soft, with a smell that reassures him.

Lu Shumu pursed his lips, buried his head in the arms of words, tears fell down one by one, he rarely cried, and when he cried, he was calm, silent, and depressed.

Yan Yu didn't dare to move, her whole body was stiff, her eyes were staring at Lu Shumu's soft hair, and tears fell on Lu Shumu's hair.

She slowly reached out and hugged the back of Lu Shumu's head.

His pale lips moved slightly: "Shumu." ”

Lu Shumu didn't answer her, his little hands hugged Yan Yu's waist tightly, he buried his head in her chest, as if he wanted to find all the hugs he had lost in the past.

Yan Yu's lips trembled: "Shumu." ”

Lu Shumu said, "Don't call me. ”

Yu's heart was cold, and she didn't know what to do.

Lu Shumu didn't speak anymore, but his hands refused to let go at all, he hugged them tightly, and he didn't dare to speak again.

The two didn't know how long they had been hugging, and she didn't know how long she had been crying.

Until Lu Yan got up from the bed, he supported the pole at the head of the bed and sat up straight, because of the pain, the word "Chuan" between the eyebrows was deep, the thin lips were pale, the facial features were sharp, and the contours were deep and cold.

In his dark eyes, there was barely any light, and he couldn't see the bottom.

The gaze is condensed.

The sour water in Yanyu's heart bubbled up little by little, and slowly, a lake was formed, corroding her heart and devouring her reason.

She didn't blink her eyes, staring at Lu Yan's eyes.

She has a lot of questions to ask and a lot of emotions to vent, but at this time, when she saw Lu Yan, she actually felt a little relieved, maybe because only Lu Yan could answer her questions, and only Lu Yan and she were special, they had children and a past.

Even though Lu Yan was wearing a hospital gown, his face was pale, and his body was full of an aura of not being angry and arrogant, he wrinkled his brows and said in a deep voice: "Lu Shumu." ”

Lu Shumu heard his father's voice, he paused in his movements, gently pushed away the words, he turned his back and wiped his tears vigorously, and soon calmed down, turned around, there were no tears on his face, but from his red eyes, red cheeks and wet dark eyes, he could see the crying marks.

He pursed his lips.

Lu Yan said lightly: "You are a man, go and wipe your face, what are you crying about?"

Lu Shumu's eyes were stubborn, he looked at Yan Yu, then at Lu Yan, stood quietly for a while, and broke free from Yan Yu's embrace.

Yan Yu's hands were empty, and his chest seemed to be empty.

Lu Shumu really listened to Lu Yan's words, followed the special assistant who pushed the door in, walked out of the ward, blinked his eyes, endured his tears, and took a deep breath.

She let go of her palm, not feeling the pain in her palm at all.

She stared at Lu Yan calmly and asked calmly: "Lu Yan, let me ask you again, is Lu Shumu my child?!"

Lu Yan's face was expressionless, his expression was cold, and his eyes were cold when he looked at her, and his eyebrows were like icebergs.

Yan Yu gritted his teeth, and his gaze became colder: "Lu Yan, you answer me, yes or no." ”

Lu Yan still didn't say a word.

Yan Yu clenched her fingers, she suddenly pulled the crutches placed next to the bed, she supported the crutches, and walked in front of Lu Yan step by step in a cold sweat, the corners of her eyes were cold, she tightened her lips, the more angry she was, the more she could bear it, it was clear that the fire in her chest was about to burn her reason, but she forcibly suppressed all the dissatisfaction and resentment.

"Lu Yan, don't you speak, do you? Then you just admit that Lu Shumu is my son?" Yan Yu sneered, her eyes were red, and her black and white eyes were bloodshot, "You really make me sick." ”

"I'm nauseous?"

Lu Yan's expression finally changed slightly, his cold expression cracked, and his eyes were like sharp knives, holding the edge.

Yan Yu's eyes shrank slightly: "That child was still alive back then, why didn't you tell me, why did you hide it from me for so many years?"

Lu Yan's eyes stared at her facial features, scrubbing every inch of her expression, his thin lips were slightly hooked, and his smile was warm and indifferent: "Tell you, tell you what can you change? Lu Shumu has stayed, what else can you choose? Do you strangle him? stay for him, or take him away?"

Every time he said a possibility, Yu's face became even paler, she pursed her lips and looked at Lu Yan in a daze, the emotions in her eyes surging uncontrollably.

The tide in her chest was a tsunami, whistling, sweeping, engulfing her.

Her heart was too constricted for her to bear.

Her legs suddenly became weak, and her whole body lost strength, it turned out that Lu Shumu was really her child, the child she was forced to induce labor by Zhou Yun back then, and the child was still alive.

Yan Yu's vision in front of him has long been covered with a thick fog, and he can't see anything.

In her ears was his cold question.

"Would you be willing to stay for him, give up leaving the Lu family for him, be willing to be Mrs. Lu for him?" his voice was hoarse, and his voice was so tense that it was about to break.

Hearing this, the blood on his lips is almost gone.

She is a free person, she has her own ideals, career and future, she loves her children, but she will not grieve her lifelong happiness for the sake of her children, and she has been staying in the depressing Lu family, so she knows that she will not stay for Lu Shumu.

Lu Yan approached step by step: "Then you want to take him away?"

The sarcasm in his words was already very strong, how could the Lu family let her take Lu Shumu away? Even if Zhou Yun didn't want it, Lu Chengguo would not agree, let alone Lu Yan.

Yan Yu didn't know why Lu Yan was willing to let her take Xiaoxing away back then, but back then, he would never let her take Lu Shumu again.

"Even if I let you take Lu Shumu away, can you take care of him?" Lu Yan's voice was low and faint, "Lu Shumu can't do without people, you want to fight for your career, and you want to take care of Xiaoxing, do you think you can do the trick?"

The pupils of the words constricted heavily, and the red lips were a straight line without curvature.

She knew very well that Lu Yan was telling the truth, back then, she couldn't take Lu Shumu away, even now, she couldn't take Lu Shumu away, her heart seemed to be entangled by endless silk threads, tightly bound, and restrained her breathing.

Lu Yan's thin lips sneered, his black eyes were cold, and his voice came from the abyss: "So, you will still choose to abandon Lu Shumu and leave with Xiaoxing, so, tell you that he is still alive, can you change any reality?"

Nothing can be changed.

The words slowly closed his eyes, and the tears in the corners of his eyes seeped down, slipped silently, and disappeared in his clothes.

She clenched her crutches, her heart fluctuated, she wanted to tell Lu Yan that this was not the case, he couldn't speculate and hypothetize, it was all something that had never happened, three years had passed, and she didn't know what kind of choice she would make when she learned the truth that the child was still there, but at least, Lu Yan couldn't even give her a chance to choose, and casually made a choice for her, so that she missed Lu Shumu for three years, made her regret it for three years, made her think that she didn't protect the child, and let her not even give him a hug when she saw Lu Shumu, so that she didn't know how to make up for Lu Shumu now。

As long as she thought of Lu Shumu's soft and dark eyes, her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe.

Lu Yan's cold voice came into the cochlea of words: "You don't have to feel pity, anyway, you didn't want to have any more children with me back then, and you didn't expect a second child, our situation at that time was like that, making you think that Lu Shumu's absence was the best result, didn't it?"

His words were soft, but they immediately angered the words, and she opened them suddenly, and the anger in them jumped in them, and the fire reflected them.

"Let me think that Lu Shumu is gone? Do you know or not, how did I get over in the past three years? You are a man, you have no experience of pregnancy, you don't know how much pain a woman has to lose a child, in the past three years, I have been feeling guilty, I feel guilty that I didn't protect him well, every time I see a child, I can't help but think of the child I lost! When I hate it the most, I even want to go to London to kill you, and then go back to China and burn down the Lu family's old house!" Her voice became more and more sharp, and the red circles in her eyes spread widely, "But, after you have been suffering from me for three years, you tell me that the child is still there, and the reason is just that you think, you don't need to tell me? So, I have been in pain in vain for the past three years, right? The pain of losing my son in the past three years, Lu Shumu has no mother's pain, it's all a joke, isn't it?"

The tendons in Lu Yan's forehead were beating, and what appeared in his eyes was extreme depression, he was a man, and he also had pain, but he was not good at expressing emotions, his thin lips moved and moved, and he didn't say anything.

The tense nerves of Yan Yu were finally broken, her emotions collapsed, she couldn't control it, and threw the crutches in her hand on Lu Yan's body.

Lu Yan didn't dodge, but let the crutches smash his wounds.

Yan Yu's right foot was injured, and she couldn't stand at all, so Lu Yan dragged her standing into his arms.

The center of gravity of the words was disordered, and he fell uncontrollably towards Lu Yan's body.

Lu Yan used both hands to imprison her.

She clenched her fist and pressed it against his chest, she gritted the root of her teeth, her black eyes jumped with firelight, and the mist was everywhere: "You let go of me, you are as disgusting as Zhou Yun." ”

Lu Yan was stunned, his chin was cold, his lines were sharp, and his Adam's apple moved up and down suppressively, allowing his words to vent his emotions.

There was a choked voice in the voice: "Whether I want Lu Shumu or not, whether I choose to stay for him or not, I have the right to have children, I also have the right to know, that child is obviously still there, why lie to me, why deprive me of my right to be a mother?"

Once people lose their minds and quarrel, they will not listen to each other at all.

Lu Yan hugged Yan Yu tightly with a force that was almost embedded in his palm, and he used so much force that Yan Yu felt that the bones around his body were about to shatter.

The voice overflowed from the larynx little by little: "I didn't lie to you, at that time, I didn't know that Lu Shumu was still alive." ”

This short sentence, the voice is not heavy, but it seems to be a thousand powers, roaring in the small ward, and it is like pressing the pause button, so that the voice of the words stopped abruptly, and all the sharpness disappeared.

"What?" Yan Yu's voice was so dry that it seemed like a hole had been broken, her eyes were stunned, as if she had lost all her strength, she withdrew her clenched fist at once, and was stiffly imprisoned in Lu Yan's chest, she felt the heavy rise and fall of Lu Yan's chest.

Lu Yan lowered his eyes, and from his point of view, he could only see a slight side face, but he could clearly see her fair and clean skin and the tip of her nose.

He couldn't figure out his emotions, he didn't know what he thought, but three years have passed, he has never forgotten her at all, and when he let go of his words, he also thought about it, but it's just a woman, two people together, in addition to hurting each other, only hurt each other, he is a man, let go completely.

In the past three years, there have been many excellent women who have come and gone around him, and he does not reject meeting those women, but in fact, he can't accept those women in his heart at all. In the past three years, no one has been able to get a little closer to his heart.

It's nothing to die alone.

A man's life, in addition to love, also has a career.

It's just that he has to get used to the constant loneliness, the kind of loneliness, when no one is around, will erode his soul and make him think of her uncontrollably.

He likes her, for so many years, except for Xu Yingxia, he has also liked such a her, he doesn't know if he loves her, and he doesn't want to know, but after seeing her, other women don't seem to be able to let him mention the slightest interest.

Lu Yan's eyes were dark, and he didn't want to have another son with him, but three years later, now she seems to like Lu Shumu, guilty, and she wants to get close to Lu Shumu.

So why does he keep clinging to what happened three years ago.

She didn't want children at the time, so she didn't want it, as long as she was willing to want it now and in the future, it would be fine.

Sometimes it's just a matter of a moment.

He knew very well that he didn't want to endure loneliness anymore, and since he hugged her again, he didn't want to let go anymore, even this time, it would still hurt both of them all over his body until he didn't like her anymore.

Lu Yan said in a hoarse voice: "Lu Shumu has been hidden by Steward Cheng for the past two years, not long ago, I only knew about his existence, I didn't know about it back then, and I didn't lie to you." ”

The focus of the words is different from Lu Yan's, she only heard that Lu Shumu had been hidden by Steward Cheng for the past two years, and her heart hurt so much that it was like a knife.

She originally thought that in the past three years, Lu Shumu had at least grown up under Lu Yan's love, but she didn't expect that he had been raised by Steward Cheng.

She knows how eager Steward Cheng is and how ruthless he is, even if he loves Lu Shumu, the way to educate Lu Shumu must be cruel.

Yan Yu couldn't wait to meet Lu Shumu.

Lu Yan stared at the change in his expression, and a shameful thought came to him, and he could almost imagine the mocking faces of the north and the south.

Nanbei will definitely laugh coldly: "Yo yo yo, didn't Mr. Lu say that he wouldn't use children as bargaining chips?

Thinking of this, Lu Yan breathed for a long moment, and the coldness in his eyes was even worse, and he said slowly: "Do you want to be by Lu Shumu's side? You want to compensate him, right? Since he was a child, he has lacked nothing since he was a child, and he lacks maternal love." ”

"So, very simply, come back to me. ”

When Yan Yu heard his last unfazed words, his amber pupils contracted heavily.

He repeated: "Come back to me." ”

Yan Yu raised her head and met his dark and deep eyes, and she clearly heard her answer, only three short words: "Impossible." ”

*

In the evening, Nanbei rushed to the ward with the little star.

She looked straight at Yan Yu, ran towards Yan Yu, and the little star also spread her legs, ran to Yan Yu's bedside, and said aggrievedly: "Mom!"

The words didn't have time to appease Xiaoxing, she looked at Nanbei nervously: "Be careful, you are pregnant now." ”

Nanbei stood still, touched his stomach, and slowed down.

Little Star's dark eyes blinked: "Mom, are you hurting now?"

In fact, it hurts, and the words pretend to be wronged: "It hurts." ”

Xiaoxing learned to speak the usual way, gently touched the plaster on Yanyu's ankle, and said softly: "Gypsum plaster, you have to make your mother recover quickly, Mom, I told the plaster, don't worry, you have many, many good cells in your body, and they are also helping you repair your body!"

Yan Yu smiled, but when she saw Xiaoxing's smile, she inevitably remembered Lu Shumu.

In her impression, she almost didn't see Lu Shumu's smile.

Yan Yu is actually in the same ward as Lu Yan, this is Lu Yan's arrangement, this private hospital only listens to Lu Yan, and Yan Yu has no right to change it at all.

When Nanbei and Xiaoxing were concerned about the words, Lu Yan was leaning on the head of the bed on the next bed, he lowered his eyelids slightly, and was intently looking at the report.

Nanbei saw that Yan Yu was fine, so she sat down with confidence, she probably knew that it was Lu Yan who saved the United States and saved Yan Yu today, but in her opinion, this is not a big deal, he already owes words, not to mention, even if a stranger is about to be hit by a tram, out of human nature, he should save people.

Nanbei Yuguang glanced at Lu Yan, and it didn't seem that he was seriously injured.

Xiaoxing still wanted to walk over and care about Uncle Lu, but he was hugged by Nanbei at once, and Nanbei said: "Xiaoxing, Uncle Lu next door is so pitiful, he is lonely, and no one comes to see him." ”

Her tone was gloating and mocking.

"You know what? Some people are always breaking their promises, and the cheeks of those who break their promises are swollen with a bang. ”

The movements on Lu Yan's hand didn't stop, as if he hadn't heard anything, and as if he didn't know that Nanbei was pointing at Sang and scolding Huai.

Nanbei laughed, grabbed an apple with a smile, put down the little star, and peeled the apple, she smiled and said: "Ah Yu, I'll peel an apple for you to eat, although I don't look very good, I also know that you are used to eating Qin Rang's apples in the past three years, but you will eat it first, and when Qin Rang comes to the hospital, he said that he will transfer you to the hospital, rest assured." ”

Her voice was neither big nor small, but it was very cheerful.

It's hard for Lu Yan not to hear it.

Yan Yu's eyebrows jumped, his brows tightened, and he smiled, what nonsense is Nanbei talking about?

Nanbei said: "Qin Rang just heard that you almost had an accident, and he was so anxious that he didn't even want to open the court, but he was famous, and he actually wanted to leave the court!"

This is an exaggerated statement from the north and the south, Qin Rang has professional ethics and will definitely give priority to the court.

Lu Yan heard Nanbei's words, his thin lips straightened, and his eyes darkened a little.

He sneered, it was time for Song Qingran to arrest this pregnant woman with his own hands.