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, the fastest update of the latest chapter of the shallow marriage Yanyan!Yan leaned on his chest, and all she could smell was the breath on Lu Yan's body.
She was emotional, and when she was talking to Xu Zhigang, she blurted out unconsciously, Lu Yan liked her words.
The muscles in Lu Yan's chest were distinct, with burning heat and some hardness, his arms were retracted, making the two fit more tightly, and Yan Yu felt that his body seemed to be born to fit hers.
After the reunion, she originally believed that Lu Yan liked her.
Because it's easy to like it, for Lu Yan, if she likes someone, she will be kind to her, gentle to her, and want to please her, but she doesn't know if Lu Yan loves her, maybe it's too ridiculous to say that love is too ridiculous, in the current world of drunkenness and vanity, love is an unattainable item.
Yan Yu's lowered eyelashes kept moving, and she asked herself, does she like Lu Yan?
This question surfaced in Yanyu's heart several times, and several times it made the temperature in Yanyu's chest become hot, making her heart beat very fast, and she was afraid that the beating sound of her heart would be heard by Lu Yan, who was close at hand.
What she can be sure of is that she also has feelings for Lu Yan.
People are emotional animals, she and Lu Yan are entangled and entangled, they have two children, and they don't get along for a long time, Lu Yan is a person, whether it's good or not, it's bad, but it's not bad to the extreme, but it leaves people with a little room for redemption, so it is reasonable for Yan to have emotions for Lu Yan.
What is the specific component of this emotion?
Yan Yu now thinks that it may be that she likes it, she likes Lu Yan, and it is precisely because she likes it that Lu Yan will become special in her eyes, she will care, she will pay attention, and she will be moved by Lu Yan's words that he just wants to enter marriage with her.
Her heart has not been so excited for a long time because of a certain sentence.
The coffee house is on the corner of the road, the traffic is busy, the traffic is surging, the horn is slightly harsh, and the surrounding cars come and go, bringing a bit of noise, but the voice that bursts out of Lu Yan's throat is extraordinarily clear and demagogic.
"Yanyan, what I just said is serious, I choose you. β
As he spoke, the kiss fell on her soft hair, and the wind blew gently, even the wind was gentle, blowing on people's faces, it was pleasant.
He was very frank, and at the door of the coffee house, he confessed to her: "Xu Yingxia is my first love, I admit that she is special to me, different, but that is in the past, I once loved, but only once." β
His voice was relieved: "I have no liking for her for a long time, and it has long passed, putting you and her on the scale...... No, you and she shouldn't have weighed on the same scales in the first place......"
Lu Yan said, his slender fingers caressed her fine hair, over and over again, his fingers seemed to have an electric current, and every touch was as gentle as electricity.
He pursed his lips, perhaps not good at words, and even less good at saying warm words at such long lengths, he was silent for a long time, and continued to speak, again the same repeated words: "What I mean is that I will only be with you, and I will only marry you, and I will make up for what I owe you in the past." β
Yan Yu listened to what he said, slowly, relaxed his body, and slowly stretched out his hand, hugged his waist back, she was in his chest, this is considered to be delivered to himself.
"I have to apologize for most of the things I did three years ago when I was reckless and mean. β
Lu Yan's back was straight, no matter when, the lines of his body were smooth and powerful, and his voice passed down from the top of his head, with relief: " Now when I look back at three years ago, I just think it's ridiculous, in fact, you are not wrong, no matter what the reason is, you proposed to donate bone marrow and marry me at the same time, you are all frank, I accepted your bone marrow donation, that is, I accepted your conditions, and agreed to use marriage in exchange, then I should accept the sense of responsibility brought by marriage as a matter of course, but I did not accept it, and because of this, I hated you, humiliated you, snubbed you, and let this marriage bring you a lot of harm...... I'm sorry...... You also saved my life, and you are special to me, but I was blinded. β
Yan Yu's body shook slightly, her hand around Lu Yan's back, slowly exerted, inexplicably distressed, she thought of the past, she really felt that there was a layer of fog, it was already very blurry, and she couldn't see anything clearly.
Time is the best medicine, when you encounter a difficulty, feel that it is difficult to get through, and want to choose the most extreme way to solve it, you might as well calm down, and when everything is calm, you will find that those difficulties are no longer difficulties.
However, this does not mean that the evildoers should be forgiven unconditionally and that no punishment should be given to the evildoers.
Yan Yu swallowed his throat, hooked his lips, and thought lightly, yes, even if the injury back then was no longer so painful, it still left obvious scars on her body, and she couldn't forgive it unconditionally.
But Lu Yan mentioned that three years ago, her heart lake was filled with sour water, slowly corroding the heart wall, and from another point of view, Lu Yan was also a victim.
She used Lu Yan as a stand-in for Cheng Ci, she deceived Lu Yan, and when she suffered the pain of inducing labor, Lu Yan also thought that he had lost his son, and they suffered the same pain.
The culprits are Zhou Yun and Xu Yingxia.
It can't be said that these two people are the suffering brought by Lu Yan to Yanyu, because Lu Yan is Yanyu's choice, then Zhou Yun and Xu Yingxia are also Yanyu's own choice.
This location is not suitable for sensationalism, nor is it suitable for spreading out, but it just occupies all the people, Lu Yan is at the door of the coffee house, there is no privacy, there is no confidentiality, he admits his mistake and confesses the past.
Yan Yu's voice was a little harsh: "It's not just your fault...... We are all at fault, so I used to think that we are not suitable, we should be separated, we will only hurt each other when we are together, your mother, Xu Yingxia, and Cheng Ci are all obstacles between us, and even our relationship is very taboo. β
Yan Yu's heart was sour, and his eyebrows were connected with a faint sarcasm: "If Cheng Ci is still here, maybe I will still be your sister-in-law." β
As soon as these words fell, Lu Yan's chest shook violently.
Lu Yan didn't dare to imagine what Yan Yu would look like if he really was his sister-in-law, as long as he thought about it, he felt that a hole in his chest was about to be gnawed out by jealous ants, he didn't have a good impression of Cheng Ci, and even a little disgusted, maybe because they hadn't gotten along, maybe because Cheng Ci was from Cheng's family, or maybe because he was jealous that Cheng Ci had been so lucky to be loved by Yan Yu.
Lu Yan also rejoiced more than once that Cheng had passed away, although it was very inhumane.
"Yanyan, you may be able to think differently, we are all wrong, so we are more suitable for each other, we have hurt each other, and we both understand each other's pain, we will give each other the best companionship and care, we owe each other, and we can make up for each other. β
Lu Yan lowered his head, his deep eyes stared at Yan Yu for a moment, his eyes were very focused, he could find subtle changes in Yan Yu, he knew that after Yan Yu returned to China, his mood had not been very good, his mother Zhou Yun and Xu Yingxia had been causing her trouble, and he could help her solve some troubles, but only she could regulate the troubles and sadness in her heart.
Lu Yan sighed in his heart, his sharp and angular facial features softened a little, and his thin lips lightly opened: "Yanyan, living your life well is the biggest blow to the enemy." β
Yan Yu closed her eyes, her heart was rarely a little relaxed, she was stuffed in Lu Yan's chest, and after a long time, she said softly: "Hmm." β
She understands everything.
But she doesn't like a word very much, and others often advise: If the dog bites you, do you want to bite back?
Because if a dog bites her and she gets angry, she won't bite back, she will just fight back and want to kill back.
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When she went back, it was Lu Yan who was driving, and when she opened the car door, her footsteps paused slightly, she didn't sit in the back seat immediately, and was pressed by Lu Yan and stuffed into the passenger seat.
The sky had already darkened, it was raining, and the street lamps in front of them lit up one by one, illuminating the road ahead, and under the lights, the rain and fog were even clearer, and the whole city was shrouded in fog.
Lu Yan was standing next to the passenger door, he leaned in, most of his body was still exposed outside the car, and he had already been wet by the sudden rain.
He leaned over the words, looked at her with a focused smile in his eyes, and slowly fastened her seat belt, and his eyes clearly revealed the meaning of direct hooking.
"I used to do it wrong. He said, "The punishment is not enough, but now give me some sweetness." β
Yan Yu's eyes didn't move, she pursed the corners of her lips, and didn't say anything, she gently pushed Lu Yan and asked Lu Yan to leave, Lu Yan didn't move, and suddenly approached a little fiercely, and kissed Yan Yu's lips.
His movements were vicious, biting on her soft lips, and then forcing her, opening his lips, letting him sweep in her mouth, as if he had been burned by something hot, and his movements clearly brought a bit of anger.
After a while, he let go of her, and the tip of his nose was still against the tip of Yanyu's nose: "Yanyu, don't toss me anymore." β
Yan Yu looked back at him, and for a long time, her red lips outlined a little arc: "It's late, if you had chosen Xu Yingxia just now, no one would have tossed you." β
Lu Yan was slightly stunned, his black eyes froze, and after a while, the gentle water waves that gradually thickened appeared in his black and white eyes, and his voice was hoarse, overflowing from his throat: "Well, then toss for a lifetime......"
No one noticed the glare projected from another car passing by.
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Whether it is the real Xu Yingxia or the words, according to the current evidence, it all points to the private welfare home sponsored by the Cheng family, and Lu Yan used the relationship of the Cheng family to mobilize this information.
Every time he inquired, he almost couldn't avoid the shadow of Cheng Ci.
The complete information of the welfare institute was actually added by Cheng Ci to the family master key, and it would take a very complicated procedure to start, Lu Yan leaned back in the chair, pursed his thin lips, and narrowed his eyes slightly.
The reason why Cheng Ci can do this, I'm afraid there are only words.
Cheng Ci is really interested in words, no wonder he has a deep love for words.
Lu Yan's heart ached violently, his handsome face seemed to be full of emotions, and it seemed to be blank as paper, he had a cigarette in his hand, which had slowly burned to a small part, but he didn't notice it, he was burned hard, and he extinguished the cigarette butt in the ashtray.
Cheng Ci really made it difficult for him to like it at all.
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Shi Jiaran hung up the phone with her father, her brows twisted slightly, she only felt upset, she was forced to come to China by her father, at the beginning, Lu Yan's mother Zhou Yun contacted her, she was still a little surprised, as soon as she learned that his mother wanted to disclose her identity as Lu Yan's fiancΓ©e, she guessed that Zhou Yun must have made her own opinion, and Lu Yan must have been hidden in the dark.
She just hesitated for a while, and then chose to take refuge in Lu Yan.
Shi Jiaran naturally has a clear understanding, Lu Yan's dedication to words is obvious to everyone, and he can also see it to himself, without the slightest emotion between men and women, and she has appreciated him and once wanted to marry him, but gradually, after knowing the story of their family of four, her thoughts about Lu Yan have faded a lot.
It's just that she still needs to be engaged to Lu Yan to exchange benefits in the Shi family and maintain her mother's life.
Shi Jiaran leaned on the windowsill, looking at the busy city with scattered eyes, she had a bachelor's degree in fashion design, she got a scholarship every year, but she knew very well that the road her father arranged for him was a celebrity, and she had no chance to go out to work at all.
The Shi family was feudal and conservative, and felt that it was a shame for girls to go out to work.
Shi Jiaran tightened her brows, the depression in her chest was difficult to express, she thought of the picture of Lu Yan and Yan Yu kissing in the passenger seat on the road a few days ago, she didn't feel jealous, but it aroused her desire to fall in love.
She thought, opened the wardrobe, picked out a black sundress, with pointed-toe high heels, soft hair scattered over her shoulders, she looked in the mirror, meticulously painted her makeup, flaming red lips, the tails of her eyes were gently raised, it was delicate peach blossom eyes, and the silk was charming, and her already fair complexion was as transparent as clotted cream.
There is a clear dividing line between such makeup and dignified celebrity makeup.
Shi Jiaran drove to the bar, as soon as she entered, she sat on the bar and ordered a few glasses of high-strength wine, she drank very well, her white and lustrous fingers held the wine glass, raised her head slightly, outlined a smooth line arc, her throat was soft, and she was very charming.
When she drank the second drink, a man sat next to her.
Shi Jiaran glanced at it, oh, it's not a man, at most, it's just a big boy, with a sunny complexion, thick eyebrows and big eyes, pursed his lips and wanted to show perseverance, but when he met Shi Jiaran's charming eyes, he revealed a little astringency.
Shi Jiaran swept it casually, this boy has a good figure, smooth and distinct muscle lines, and at first glance he is an energetic college boy.
It seems to have been instigated.
In the corner, a group of older boys stared at this side with sparkling eyes.
The boy in front of Shi Jiaran pursed his lips, he stared at Shi Jiaran, and asked with some difficulty: "Little sister, do you want to make an appointment?"
Shi Jiaran: "......"