221 Mother and son meet
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Although the old lady is old and has gray hair, her temperament is still as good as ever. Wearing glasses, he looks knowledgeable. Although the skin is saggy, it is still very white, there are no age spots on the face, and the whole person looks at it with a noble and elegant temperament.
Gu Zhongqian stood tall in front of the door, his dark eyes drooping slightly, and his gaze fell on the old man.
"Are you?" the old lady looked up at the tall and handsome young man in front of her, her eyes suddenly lit up, a little surprised, but she was not sure.
"It's me, I'm Gu Zhongqian. Gu Zhongqian's self-introduction was simple and rude. Even, his attitude can be said to be cold and indifferent.
The person standing in front of him was his own mother who gave birth to himself but cruelly discarded him, and he was the one who had tormented his heart for many years...... In the past thirty years, his feelings for this woman have been extremely complicated, he loves her, but he also hates her...... wanted to see her, but stubbornly refused to look for her in person. How many times, when he tossed and turned at night and couldn't sleep, in his dreams, he would dream of her.
On that rainy day, it was dark and damp, and the raindrops the size of beans smashed the body, hurting people's faces.
She took her hand and walked back and forth in the rain over and over again, from dawn to dark. Eventually, he turned around and never found his mother again.
He didn't cry, he just felt hopeless, just panicked.
Many years have passed, and in fact, many details of that time have been forgotten. But his mother's face and that rainy night, he will never forget.
Chung Qian ...... This name was given to him by the old man after he found him. And before he was taken back by the Gu family, he didn't have a name.
"You?" Old Lady Luo's eyes gradually filled with tears, and her voice gradually choked, "Zhong Qian...... Your name is Zhong Qian. ”
"Don't you want me to come in and sit down? I've come to you on purpose. Gu Zhongqian's voice was still calm and deep, and his voice was cold, as if he was talking about some business. Seeing each other again at this moment, he naturally has no taste in his heart, but he covers it up well and he can restrain it.
"Of course, you come in. Mrs. Luo hurriedly turned sideways, made a way, and beckoned Gu Zhongqian to enter.
When she saw someone come in, she closed the door.
Gu Zhongqian entered the room, and his dark eyes instinctively glanced up and down. But he didn't deliberately look at it, only glanced at it a few times, then withdrew his gaze, turned around and continued to look at Ms. Luo, frowned and asked, "You live here now?"
"Yes, I live here. Ms. Luo responded, sat down by herself, and said with a smile, "You also saw yesterday, I make a living by helping people paint, and my life is okay." ”
Gu Zhongqian's throat unconsciously overflowed with a bitter smile, not bad...... She said it wasn't a bad day. Therefore, she has always felt that without him, her life is comfortable.
Ms. Luo also seemed to realize something, glanced at Gu Zhongqian, and hurriedly changed the topic and asked, "What about you?"
Gu Zhongqian didn't speak, just raised his eyes and looked at her fixedly.
Ms. Luo is indeed an extremely elegant woman, even though she is now seventy years old, both in posture and figure, she is very elegant. When sitting, the body is light, the back is very straight, and the smile is also very charming.
"I know, you've been blaming me. Ms. Luo curled her lips slightly, smiled, and said with some bitterness, "When you were so young, I left you behind, shouldn't you." ”
"Then why did you do that?" Gu Zhongqian's voice became colder and colder, and the words were like sharp knives, scraping towards Ms. Luo, "I know that it is not right to do that, why do you still do that?"
His Adam's apple rolled, and at this moment, his heart was nervous.
"Child, do you know how you came here?" Ms. Luo's voice was very indifferent, even though she could hear the uncalm in Gu Zhongqian's tone, she was also very calm at this moment, "You should know that I was forced to marry your father when I first married." I don't love him, and he knows it. But my parents thought he was good and insisted that I marry him. ”
"If I didn't say yes, they locked me up and wouldn't let me see my lover. Speaking of the past, the old man at this moment still looked calm, as if he was talking about other people's affairs, "Originally, I was thinking, the big deal is death, it's not a big deal." But later, the person I loved, he made a mistake, needed to dredge up the relationship, and needed money to take care of it. I was crazy and had no choice but to cry and beg my parents. ”
"But my parents told me that it was useless to beg them, because they had no money and no power, but they just had some culture. They say, as long as I'm willing to marry your father, my love, it's fine. ”
I didn't hesitate any longer and agreed. On the night of my wedding to your father, my love, he came out. ”
"Originally, I didn't think it was unfair, I begged your father to do something, and I married him, which can be regarded as repaying the favor. It wasn't until later that I overheard a conversation between your father and my parents, and I found out...... It turned out that the reason why my lover had an accident was completely a good show directed and acted by them. ”
"At that time, I was already pregnant with your eldest brother in my belly. It's been eight or nine months, and I'm about to give birth. I wanted to knock the child down, I wanted to escape, but the doctor said that the child was growing very well and healthy, and I couldn't bear it. ”
"So, I endured it, didn't say anything, and lived as usual, until I gave birth to your eldest brother. Speaking of this, Ms. Luo was a little emotional, she burst into tears, and her voice was a little hoarse.
After adjusting her emotions, Ms. Luo continued: "I gave birth to your eldest brother and I was very happy to see them, and I became more and more depressed. Why, why are they so happy, why are they happy, based on my pain? I don't think it's fair. So, I went on a hunger strike and self-harmed for the sake of divorce. Yes, I don't want to live with your father, I don't want to live a day, I don't have any common language with him. ”
"All day long, his mind is full of business and calculations. He didn't know literature, he couldn't play the piano, calligraphy and painting. I don't understand his world, and he doesn't understand my world. The two of us together is simply a mistake. ”
"So, I threatened him. I think maybe he really loves me, or maybe his conscience is condemned. Anyway, he agreed to divorce and let me go. ”
"You don't know, Zhong Qian. How happy I was when I got the divorce papers. That day was my new life, and I will never forget it in my life. ”
"After leaving the Gu family, I left with my lover. I didn't dare to stay longer, and the train that caught overnight was far away from the city. Later it turned out that my decision was the right one, because, within a few days, your dad regretted it. He regretted letting me go, and sent people around looking for me to find out where I was. In those years, he has been looking for me, the two of us, running around, hiding in Tibet, although we have not lived a day of peace, but we are very happy. ”
"Those years were my happiest years. Ms. Luo remembered the happy thing, and a smile gradually appeared on her face, even in her eyes.
Gu Zhongqian remained silent, just waiting quietly for her to continue.
Ms. Luo glanced at Gu Zhongqian and continued: "The good times didn't last long, and I was finally found by him. You know, how did you give birth to me? I was somebody else's wife, and he didn't care, he raped me. ”
"In your eyes, he must be a majestic and kind father, right?he~ You don't know, he's a beast. ”
"He said he loved me, and he thought he was so affectionate, but in my eyes, he was a beast that was inferior to a pig or a dog. So, I don't like you. Because you look like him, and the older you are, the more you resemble him...... Every day when I look at you, I think of him, of that nightmare. So, after some struggle, I decided to abandon you. ”
"Don't blame me for being cruel, kid. At the time, I knew that he must have secretly sent someone to spy on me. So, I know that even if I lose you, you won't be an orphan. Later, as I expected, you were taken back by him. ”
"When I came back, I guess he was disappointed in me, so he didn't send anyone to keep an eye on me. Finally, I lived another few decades of free and easy life. ”
"Then why did you appear again?" Gu Zhongqian's eyebrows furrowed, after knowing some truths that he didn't know before, his emotions became more and more complicated, he didn't know what kind of attitude he should have towards the woman in front of him.
Ms. Luo smiled and said, "I have reached the age of ancient times, although my body looks good now. However, people always die, and I am about to die, so I want to see you before I die. Gu family's business, how big it is, it's not difficult to know your whereabouts. He added, "You're married, you're also a father, Zhong Qian, I'm really happy for you." I hope you don't hate me, but it's okay to hate me, after all, what I've done is too much for you. ”
After a moment of silence, Ms. Luo looked at Gu Zhongqian, and said in an almost pleading tone: "If I can, I want to meet your wife and children." ”
Gu Zhongqian got up and looked at the old man in front of him condescendingly, his black eyes shining with cold light. He looked at her, and his years of professional habits caused him not to easily believe what a person said.
Although this person is indeed his biological mother......
"What can you do when you see it?" Gu Zhongqian was indifferent, "Let them call your mother?"
"I don't dare to hope for that. Ms. Luo also stood up, her gaze firmly falling on Gu Zhongqian's face, "Even if you don't let me see me now, I think I will always have a chance." Because, too, I'm going back, back to that city. ”
"Heh~" Gu Zhongqian laughed at himself, "Go back, don't you hate there?"
Ms. Luo pursed her lips and smiled, explaining: "The leaves fall back to the roots, and there is ...... After all, I was born and raised. Moreover, I have two daughters. I need to find them, meet them. ”
"You still have a daughter?" Gu Zhongqian really didn't know, she still had a lot of children.