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, the fastest update of the latest chapter of the shallow marriage Yanyan! is Lu Yan's mobile phone has been vibrating.
But as if he hadn't heard anything, his eyes never took off his words for a moment.
Yan Yu also looked back at him, and his deep eyes clearly appeared in her amber pupils.
Neither of them cared about the mobile phone that had been clamoring for a long time, and knowing that Lu Yan had moved next door to her, she suddenly felt a sense of relief in her heart.
Sometimes she hates her lawyer's mindset, and sometimes she has to thank her lawyer's mindset.
In the past three years, in the choice of many things, her first consideration will be the best interests, she clearly knows that she doesn't want to get back together with Lu Yan, but she also clearly knows that she wants to be by Lu Shumu's side.
But her strength alone is too small, and she can't compete with the Cheng family and the Lu family.
Yan Yu's eyelashes fluttered slightly, and her chest rose and fell slightly, but she could, competing with Lu Yan.
It's just Lu Yan alone.
is not the young master of the Lu family, not the president of the Lu Group, not the head of the Cheng family, nor the head of the Cheng Group.
It's just Lu Yan, her ex-husband, and her child's father.
She was also the one who used to ...... People who have vaguely moved their hearts and have been broken.
Yan Yu moved her lips, her eyes flowed, and she asked: "Lu Yan, you mean, you are willing to let Lu Shumu recognize me as a mother, and you are also willing to let me live with Lu Shumu and Xiaoxing, right?"
Perhaps because the two were too close, Lu Yan's sharp facial features were rarely softer, and his eyes were still cold and cold, and he didn't say a word.
Yan Yu continued: "The premise of all this is that you want me to be by your side?"
When Lu Yan heard this, his bottomless black eyes were even deeper, like an invisible whirlpool, trying in vain to suck all the rebellion into his eyes.
Yan Yu's heart contracted, and a little coldness appeared in those beautiful and clean eyes that seemed to be glassy: "What kind of identity do you want me to be by your side?"
Her gaze was sharp, and she forced Lu Yan directly, without giving him time to think, "It's your ex-wife, your girlfriend, your wife......" She hooked the corners of her lips slightly, her lips have always been beautiful, the color is pink, and she has a ** that makes people kiss Fangze, at this time, what is deeper than ** is sarcasm, but her tone is flat, "Or are you and Shi Jiaran's junior?"
Lu Yan couldn't see any emotion on his cold face, his eyes were even sharper than words, and he explained lightly: "Shi Jiaran and I are not the kind of relationship that the outside world rumores. ”
"Isn't it the relationship between an unmarried couple?" Yan Yu can see more clearly than anyone else, "Maybe you do have no feelings for Shi Jiaran, but it is inevitable that in the eyes of everyone, you and Shi Jiaran are a loving unmarried couple, and in the eyes of the outside world, the two of you are even unmarried and have a son." ”
When the word "son" was spoken, the heart of the word sank, and she still couldn't express her indifference to the regret of missing Lu Shumu's three years, as long as she thought about it, her heart was like a stone falling into the deep sea, sinking little by little.
The long hair of Yan Yu was scattered over her shoulders, and because of the ups and downs of her emotions, her eyes were warm red: "What's more, Lu Yan, are you sure that you have no feelings for Shi Jiaran? Or, are you guilty of a man's inferior root disease again, and you want to hug left and right?"
Lu Yan heard her words, there was no light in his eyes, the coldness became thicker and thicker, and the fingers holding her shoulders became tighter and harder.
Yan Yu was a little painful, his brows were twisted, he endured it again, his eyes looked straight into the depths of Lu Yan's eyes, and his voice couldn't be softer, "Three years have passed, when we divorced, we broke up unhappily, and after three years, do we still have to fight like this?
"Not good. ”
Lu Yan said unhurriedly, his voice was cold and soft, cold and warm, he propped one hand beside Yan Yu, and left her body slightly.
In such a quiet room, the silence made the constant noisy ringtones of mobile phones particularly harsh.
Lu Yan took out his other hand and grabbed the mobile phone directly on the side, raised his long hand, and with a piercing "bang", the mobile phone slammed into the wall, and then fell to the ground, falling apart, the ringtone stopped abruptly, and a mesh cracked on the screen.
He looked at Yan Yu's somewhat pale lips, and his voice was very soft: "Three years ago, I wanted to let you go, but now I regret it, I regret letting you go, I haven't had a good time at all in the years you have left." ”
How could she rejoice in the world when he was in hell.
He can't get out of the past, how can she go to the future alone.
He won't allow it, she and Qin Rang will be together, and he won't allow it, she will marry someone else with Xiaoxing.
Just thinking about such a picture made him feel that his heart was overloaded and about to explode.
If she was already married when he met her again, then he might have persuaded himself to give up, but only maybe, not to mention, she was now single at all, and he still liked her masochistically, and there were two children between them, what reason could prevent him from being with her again?
The curvature of Lu Yan's thin lips was very shallow, and he sneered.
Although three years ago, he was used as a stand-in by her.
Yan Yu didn't seem to be surprised by Lu Yan's answer at all, she just smiled faintly, her eyebrows dyed with a faint sneer: "Then what do you think of me as your side?
Lu Yan's somewhat cold fingers touched her throat bone, causing a shiver of goosebumps.
His eyes deepened, and his voice was colder than his fingers: "You are what you think you are." ”
This kind of evasive and trivial words are the bastard words that mature men use to deceive little girls who have just come out of society, do not give the other party a name, and then choose to say something plausible casually.
Yan Yu pursed her lips, ignored the boredom in her chest, closed her eyes, she told herself that no reputation is the best choice, anyway, she just wants Lu Yan to agree that she and Lu Shumu are together, without a reputation, she can avoid a lot of troubles.
It's sad that everything is a circle.
She thought that she had come a long way, long away from the past, but she did not expect that after three years, she would return to the same place.
The only thing that is different, and fortunately, is that the child she thought was gone is still alive, and now he is still grown, obedient and well-behaved, which makes her feel distressed.
It's her Lu Shumu.
*
Lu Yan had just moved in here, in fact, everything was not very complete, and when he was eating at noon, Xiaoxing took the initiative to invite him: "Uncle Lu, do you want to go to my house for dinner?"
Lu Yan looked at Lu Shumu, Lu Shumu was reading a book, and Yan Yu sat next to Lu Shumu, staring at him deeply.
Lu Yan hugged the little star: "Okay." ”
When Xiaoxing laughed, her eyes were crooked, she hugged Lu Yan's neck, and the aroma of milk on her body penetrated into Lu Yan's snort at once, making his heart turn into a puddle of water.
Yan Yu has always educated Little Star very well, she is a beautiful princess, and she is also a kind snail girl.
He doesn't regret giving the custody of Xiaoxing back then, although in the past three years, he has never stopped thinking about her, but he knows that three years ago, he was incapable of doing anything and had no time to take care of Xiaoxing, and Yanyu induced labor and relied on Xiaoxing, if Xiaoxing didn't follow her, no one knew what the current situation would be like.
Auntie's cooking is exceptionally delicious, and there are four more people at the dinner table today, and Xiaoxing eats exceptionally deliciously.
She held the bowl with a smile, her big black eyes blinked, and she found that her mother had been sitting next to her brother Shumu, and she suddenly felt a little loss in her heart.
Xiaoxing took a bite of rice, and didn't pick up the vegetables a little absentmindedly.
Compared with Lu Shumu, Lu Yan paid more attention to Xiaoxing, he caught a glimpse of Xiaoxing's bowl with only white flowers in the bowl, he turned his face sideways, lowered his eyes, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"
Little Star shook his head and smiled at Lu Yan.
Lu Yan's eyebrows moved slightly, but he sandwiched vegetables for her.
Xiaoxing obediently ate the dishes he sandwiched, and Lu Yan sandwiched a lot, unconsciously staring at her with dark eyes, watching her pink and tender cheeks bulging one by one, and a smile flashed in her eyes.
Xiaoxing also turned his head, raised his eyes to look at Lu Yan, and asked in a low voice, "Uncle Lu, do you like me too?"
Lu Yan nodded without hesitation.
Xiaoxing's heart was relieved, she felt balanced, her mother had been taking care of Brother Shumu, but Brother Shumu's father also liked her.
Xiaoxing asked again, "Uncle Lu, will you take me to eat Burger King?"
“…… Do you like to eat?"
Little Star nodded vigorously: "I can eat two large burgers in one go." ”
As soon as she was excited, she accidentally got the sauce on her hands, she just wanted to draw the tissue, Lu Yan had already taken the tissue, her slender fingers held her hand, lowered her eyelids, and wiped her fingers carefully and carefully, while answering her: "Then I will take you to eat next time." ”
The little star's dark pupils reflected Lu Yan's face, shining as if falling into the starry sky, she was a little shy, and said very quietly: "Uncle Lu, do you know? When I see you, I will think of my father......
Lu Yan's heart jumped, his right eyelid also beat heavily, and his throat tightened: "What?"
There was some loss in the little star's dark eyes.
"But, Uncle Lu, I'm talking nonsense, I don't remember what my dad looks like, my mom said I only have seven seconds to remember, I'm doing well now, I'm very happy, but sometimes I think my dad is very pitiful......"
Lu Yan's heart slowly contracted into a ball, as if it was pierced by dense needles, there was no blood, but it was more painful than seeing blood, and his voice was hoarse: "Where is the pitiful?"
Xiaoxing's voice was lower: "Because my mother gave birth to a baby for me, she took me away, and my father was left alone, and I forgot what my father looked like...... I'm sorry Dad, but I'm stupid......"
Lu Yan had the urge to come up for a moment, he wanted to tell Xiaoxing now that he was her father, but reason stopped him.
Lu Shumu and Yan Yu have not yet spread out and explained clearly, Yan Yu and Lu Shumu are not ready to change the current relationship, if he suddenly tells Xiaoxing that he is her father, he also has to consider Xiaoxing's receptivity.
All in all, now is not the time.
The father and daughter are whispering here, and the words on the other side are also looking at Lu Shumu, in the past few days, her emotions are extremely soft and sensitive, and she will easily suddenly touch the tears, the tip of her nose is sore, and she endured it again and again, so that the tears did not fall.
She pulled out a smile and took a deep breath: "Shumu, do you like to eat mapo tofu?"
Lu Shumu looked at Mapo Tofu steadily, and then nodded.
Yu took a spoon, dialed him a lot, and picked a lot of vegetables for him.
Lu Shumu's food is extraordinarily fragrant, although he seems to be slow and orderly, but the speed of eating is not slow at all, but he is not very good at using chopsticks.
Yan Yu smiled, leaned over, gently shook his hand, wrapped it, and said softly: "You have to hold it like this, yes, don't hold it too closely." ”
Lu Shumu pursed his lips, his thick eyelashes fanned gently, he was obviously a little excited, even if his face was expressionless, his reddish ears still revealed his emotions.
Xiaoxing stared at Yan Yu, and she asked, "Mom, do you like Brother Shumu very much?"
Her words fell, and both Lu Shumu and Yan Yu raised their heads.
Yan Yu's eyes fell on Little Star's face, Little Star was born to her, and she brought it up with her own hands, Yan Yu knew at a glance that Little Star was jealous.
She laughed and reassured her, "Yes, Mom likes Shumu, but Mom likes you too." ”
Little Star is a good child who is happy to share, but she is a little unhappy now because she doesn't like her mother being shared.
After eating, she jumped out of the chair and walked in front of Yan Yu, no matter what she said, she wanted to sit between Yan Yu and Lu Shumu.
Yan Yu lowered his eyelashes and smiled deeper.
Yan Yu asked, "Have you eaten enough?"
Xiaoxing nodded, raised her head, regardless of thirty-seven twenty-one, she first landed a fragrant kiss on the cheek of the word, and she said, "After eating, Mom, I love you so much." ”
Yan Yu understood that this was Xiaoxing's performance of wanting to compete with Lu Shumu for her, she pondered for a while, and when she saw Lu Shumu's appearance of not fighting or grabbing, the strings in her heart were pulled again.
Yan Yu coaxed Xiaoxing and said, "Baby, do you also want to pick up vegetables for Brother Shumu?"
The little star blinked with big black eyes and looked a little innocent.
When Lu Shumu heard the words, he pursed his lips and rarely spoke: "Sister, are you willing to help me pick up vegetables?"
The first time she heard Lu Shumu call her sister, her eyes were shining stars, sitting on the chair, her little hand held the spoon, stretched, and asked Lu Shumu like a little adult: "Brother, do you like to eat fried peas?" I like to eat it, you have to eat more to grow taller." ”
Lu Shumu nodded expressionlessly, and ate the peas cooperatively.
Little Star smirked: "Is it delicious?" ”
Lu Shumu was cold: "It's delicious." ”
"It's delicious, I'll give you ......."
Yan Yu watched the interaction between the two children, and always had the illusion that Lu Shumu was the elder brother.
And now, it was obviously Xiaoxing who was serving vegetables to Lu Shumu, but she felt that Lu Shumu was coaxing Xiaoxing to play.
Yan Yu inadvertently raised her eyes and met Lu Yan's focused gaze, but in just a second, she faintly withdrew her gaze.
*
The days with the children always go by quickly.
The day passed in a flash, and in the blink of an eye it was night, Yan Yu, with the help of her aunt, changed her nightdress, she leaned against the head of the bed, grabbed a book of laws, and asked her aunt: "Where are the little stars and sparse wood?"
Although the aunt was strange about the relationship between Yan Yu and Lu Yan, as well as Yan Yu and Qin Rang, she didn't ask much, and replied with a smile: "That Mr. Lu is coaxing the two children to sleep." ”
Yan Yu pursed his lips and said lightly: "Got it." ”
Xiaoxing and Lu Shumu are still young, and they can still sleep in the same room, so Lu Yan arranged Lu Shumu in Xiaoxing's room, and set up a temporary small bed next to him.
Lu Shumu didn't need to be coaxed to sleep, he lay quietly in the quilt by himself, covered the quilt, Lu Yan naturally didn't pay much attention to his side, just glanced at it casually, retracted his gaze, and sat next to Xiaoxing's bed.
Little Star was wearing pink pajamas, she was not obediently lying in the quilt, but rolling on the soft quilt, she raised her feet high, and grabbed her feet with both hands.
Lu Yan looked down at her: "Little star, it's time to sleep." ”
Little Star's eyes were shining: "But I'm not sleepy." There really wasn't much sleepiness in her eyes.
Lu Yan gently stuffed her into the quilt, covered the quilt, and wrapped her like a fat cocoon, Xiaoxing laughed happily, and his voice was crisp: "Uncle Lu, I can't move." ”
Lu Yan said: "But it's time to go to bed now, and besides, Brother Shumu is asleep, you are an older sister, and you have to sleep earlier than your younger brother." ”
Little Star blinked twice, a little hesitant: "Then I'll sleep too." ”
She closed her eyes, but after two seconds, she opened them again: "But I haven't had milk tonight." ”
"Then you wait a minute, I'll go out and get it. ”
"Hmm. ”
Lu Yan stood up, walked in the direction of the door, unscrewed the door, and was just about to leave, when Lu Shumu's voice came from behind, and he said quietly: "Dad, I also want to drink milk." ”
Lu Yan raised his eyebrows, and his thin lips pursed out an arc: "Got it." ”
In fact, Lu Shumu has long lost the habit of drinking milk, he probably saw Xiaoxing drinking, so he followed and said that he also wanted to drink.
The aunt had already soaked the milk powder for Xiaoxing and put it in the bottle, Lu Yan shook it, and asked the aunt to make a new cup of milk powder and put it in a mug for Lu Shumu.
Lu Shumu sat on the small bed, and he drank milk with a mug in his hand.
The little star on the bed next door was also holding a bottle to suck milk, her eyes were round, as if there was always a fog, she asked Lu Yan: "Uncle Lu, doesn't Brother Shumu drink with a bottle? The bottle is delicious." ”
Lu Yan touched her soft hair, and just said, "He's a boy." ”
After drinking milk, the treatment of the two children is still very different.
Lu Shumu had to get out of bed by himself, put the mug neatly on the cabinet, and then went back to the bed and lay down, covered the quilt to sleep, and Xiaoxing was lazy, so he smiled flatteringly, Lu Yan helped her put away the bottle slavely with her daughter, wiped her mouth, and let her lie down, covered the quilt, and read a bedtime story for a while, before finally coaxing the little princess to sleep.
After Lu Yan closed the door, Lu Shumu turned over gently on the small bed, he didn't know why, he looked at the little star in the dark, and then closed his eyes and really fell asleep.
*
Yan Yu's bedroom was not locked, Lu Yan walked in naturally, and under the gaze of Yan Yu's poor gaze, he calmly walked into the bathroom and began to take a bath.
When he came out, he casually wrapped himself in a bathrobe, which should be metaphorical, and for him, it was a little small.
The man's black hair was still wet, dripping slightly, down his chin, dripping onto his collarbone, and the words had not yet entered the quilt, her nightdress was neither long nor short, but when she sits, her fair skin was somewhat exposed, and her long legs were thin and straight.
Lu Yan walked over, his eyes skimming over her beautiful leg, and finally resting on her other leg in a plaster.
He sat down on the edge of the bed on one side, and his slender hand took her foot and lifted the cast.
Caught off guard, she twisted her eyebrows, trying to retract her feet, but couldn't move.
Lu Yan asked lightly, "Are your feet better today?"
The words were defenseless, her nightdress jumped up a little between movements, almost revealing a whole thigh, she pursed her lips: "Lu Yan, you put my feet down first." ”
She said that she wanted to kick Lu Yan with another free leg, but she only let Lu Yan hold it in her hand for nothing.
The man pursed his lips, and the water on the black hair dripped on her feet, so cold that she shrunk her fingertips, she subconsciously curled up her fingertips, originally felt that her feet were a little embarrassed in Lu Yan's hands, but suddenly thought, isn't Lu Yan still injured?
She furrowed her brow and looked up.
She remembered that Lu Yan had a wound on the back of his head, so he removed the gauze and put up with it, but there was a wound on his head, and he didn't dry his hair after taking a bath.
Yan Yu's voice was cold: "Lu Yan, you go to blow your hair, you still have injuries on your head." ”
Lu Yan's eyes were deep, and her voice fell from the top of her head: "You help me blow." ”
The words were expressionless.
Lu Yan said lightly: "I was injured to save you." ”
Yan Yu didn't feel much guilt, but she had a conscience, her chest heaved, and her eyes moved: "I can't move." ”
"It's easy to do. Lu Yan said.
Then, he stood up, went to the bathroom and got a hair dryer, he didn't know when, he moved his suitcase, he took out a bag of medicine from the box, put it on the bed, plugged the hair dryer in, and handed it to Yanyu: "After blowing my hair, help me apply medicine." ”
Lu Yan's hair is small and short, and it is easy to dry when blowing, he hung his head slightly, and when he was blowing his hair, he saw that he had a wound that was not good at all, but it had already scabbed, and she avoided the wound.
After waiting for his hair to dry, Lu Yan casually put the hair dryer next to him.
Before he could react, his slender fingers gently untied the belt of the bathrobe, and the belt suddenly loosened, and the entire bathrobe was open, revealing his tight and slender figure.
Yan Yu was stunned for a moment, and his eyes were all about Lu Yan's body.
In the next second, the poor bathrobe fell to the ground in one fell swoop.
Yan Yu felt spicy eyes and slightly hot ears, and she was a little shocked: "Lu Yan, why are you taking off your clothes?"