001. Divorce or abortion
Staring at the two bars on the early pregnancy stick, I had mixed feelings in my heart.
I have been talking about divorce from Zhang Nan for half a year, because I have repeatedly insisted on it without success. He called in the morning and would go home with Xu Anzhi to deliver the summons later. The child in Xu Anzhi's womb grew up day by day, and they finally lost the patience to negotiate amicably with me and started the divorce process.
And now that I have been diagnosed as pregnant, as long as I don't agree to divorce, no matter how anxious Zhang Nan and Xu Anzhi are, there is no way to end this marriage. With this marriage, the creditors will think that my family may still be able to repay, and that my father and I will not be in danger of being killed.
I put the early pregnancy stick on the coffee table, lay down on the sofa and waited quietly for Zhang Nan to arrive.
Soon, Xu Anzhi's victorious voice came from downstairs: "Now that there is a summons from the court, that slut has to leave this time, and he has to leave if he doesn't leave." Send it up, dear, I'll wait for you downstairs. ”
I rolled over to face the back of the couch, my feet curled up slightly, because I could imagine Zhang Nan's angry expression when he saw the early pregnancy stick.
The bedroom door was pushed open, and the moment Zhang Nan saw the early pregnancy stick, he asked me in a tone of disbelief: "Who's?"
I pretended to be asleep and remained silent.
Zhang Nan immediately erupted, approaching me and grabbing my hair with both hands at the same time: "Are you pregnant?"
"How did you get pregnant?"
A pain spread throughout my body, and Zhang Nan asked me the same when I was pregnant. In fact, I don't know how I, who was sentenced to death for "infertility", could be hit twice in a row here by Zhang Nan.
I smiled coldly in my heart and thought: Don't you know how you can get pregnant? If it weren't for Xu Anzhi generously sending you home, in order to satisfy your perverted beastly desires, I watched you fuck me with my own eyes, how could I have a chance to get pregnant after being snubbed by you for two years? But I didn't speak, I just tried to protect my stomach, the child is my only bargaining chip at present, and I can't let Zhang Nan hurt him.
His silence infuriated him completely, and he grabbed me by the hair and hung me in the air, and threw me on the couch with all his might: "I'll go and get rid of the kids in the afternoon." ”
"No..."
"Then sign the divorce. ”
"No..."In the face of Zhang Nan's cold scolding, I had no confidence to resist, but I had to resist, I had to keep our marriage, even if it was in name only.
"Divorce or abortion, you have to choose one or the other. Zhang Nan exerted himself again, and I seemed to feel that my hair was about to be pulled off. The pain in the top of my head was accompanied by a cold snap that swept through my body, and I shuddered with fear, a tremor that came from the deepest part of my heart.
"Ke, what do you mean by spending it like this? Even if you insist on giving birth to this child, he is destined to be the same tragedy as Maomao, isn't it?"
I closed my eyes tightly, in front of this man, I had long lost the slightest dignity, and my only dignity was to remain silent. After a long time, Zhang Nan finally let go of the hand that was holding my hair, and I was relieved.
After a short period of calmness, Zhang Nan's eyes slowly changed, and he squatted in front of me and softened his tone: "Ke An, An Zhi will give birth in two months, she has a son in her belly, I can't let my son be born without a father, do you know?
Hearing Zhang Nan's shameless statement, I gritted my teeth and closed my eyes again, Xu Anzhi's 8-month-old child in her belly needs a father, but 3-year-old Maomao and the child in my belly don't need it?
I, Ke An, am the wife he is marrying!