It's already late, the cold wind is cold, the cold is seeping, Yan Yu got out of the car, locked the car door, and the cold wind penetrated into her clothes for a while, she couldn't help but close her collar and shrink.

She wore a woolen coat and black boots that accentuated her long, slender legs.

It seemed to be raining a little, the temperature became even lower, and a little bit of wetness fell on her hair and cheeks, and the cold temperature irritated her skin.

Yan Yu walked to the door of the apartment building and stood still.

This place was so familiar, so familiar that as long as she stood here, she could feel the pain in her heart, as if she was being grabbed by someone and wanted to break it mercilessly.

Her eyelashes drooped, the smile on her lips was shallow, and an incomprehensible emotion floated between her eyebrows.

It's like nostalgia, and it's like rejection.

This is her attitude towards her past feelings, and it is also her attitude towards Lu Yan.

She clearly remembered that after Cheng Ci's death that year, she was happy when she met Lu Yan again, and she remembered him as Cheng Ci, but at the beginning, she never wanted to get close to Lu Yan, because she knew that it was Lu Yan, not Cheng Ci, these were two completely different people.

However, it was Xu Yingxia, in order to achieve her own ulterior purpose, at all costs, who frequently appeared in front of Lu Yan with her words, seducing her over and over again, causing her already unstable embankment to collapse completely.

Human beings were originally born from Eve and Adam who could not withstand the temptation, and this is the nature of human beings.

She has been seduced.

Later, she found out that Xu Yingxia was cheating.

Later, she took care of Lu Yan for a period of time, and the time she spent getting along day and night made her completely firm in her idea of getting close to Lu Yan.

Yan Yu pursed his lips, and his eyes were shallow.

Maybe since then, her feelings for Lu Yan have not been very pure, but she has always told herself that it is only because of Cheng Ci, just because Xiaoxing needs her father.

Circumstances change with the passage of time.

The mood calmed down, she thought back and reflected on these things in the past, she would pretend to agree to Xu Yingxia because she wanted a child similar to Cheng Ci, and she would also donate bone marrow to save Lu Yan for various reasons, but she would never choose to marry Lu Yan just because of Cheng Ci and Xiaoxing.

Getting married means giving half of the bed to another person, handing half of your best part to another person, and exposing your best part to another person's eyes.

Marriage needs to be cautious, and she knows this very well.

People look alike, but their personalities can vary greatly.

If Lu Yan's personality made her sick to her stomach, made her feel disgusting, and made her not feel good at all, how could she choose to marry him, at that time, she was holding the idea of spending her life with Lu Yan.

The rain outside the eaves has become heavier and heavier, and has changed from drizzle to large raindrops.

The cold wind blew through the hem of her clothes, seeping through the chill.

The doors of the apartment building were closed, and Yan looked at the list of resident names on it, each written on a doorbell button.

Only on the button of the apartment back then, there was no name of the resident, and it was blank.

The eyelids are raised.

Originally, the doorbell was written with Lu Yan's name.

She smiled, with a shallow smile at the end of her eyes, three years ago, this apartment was sold by her, which is equivalent to selling all her memories - when she first got married, she regained her figure little by little in this apartment; after about half a year of marriage, she and Lu Yan had a good time in this apartment; when the marriage fell apart, the pain gnawed at her heart little by little on every difficult night.

She knew that her idea of using Lu Yan as Cheng Ci's stand-in was both selfish and sorry for Lu Yan.

Yan Yu's slender fingers ran over the button of the doorbell, her red lips tightened, and her eyes swirled, but now, the two of them should also be clear.

She cheated him on marriage, but she also paid the price, she was taken by him and his mother, intentionally or unintentionally, her son.

The price is too high.

It was so heavy that every time she thought about it, her heart felt as if it had been put into a blender, brutally twisted into bloody pieces.

Thinking of this, Yanyu's hand suddenly withdrew as if it had been shocked, and his chest rose and fell heavily.

The door of the apartment building was still tightly closed, and through the thick glass door, Yu took a deep last look, and turned to leave.

Behind him, an old man's puzzled voice came: "Girl, aren't you going in?"

Yan Yu turned around and was stunned.

The old man, dressed in a gray down jacket and a beanie, had just returned from outside, and when he saw Yan Yu's face clearly, he squinted his eyes and thought for a while, and soon remembered.

He laughed happily: "This is not the ...... Little Star's mother? Haven't you moved away in the past few years? Are you back now? Don't you have an access card? Take a walk. ”

The uncle took out the access control card, and with a "drop" sound, the access control was unlocked, he opened the door, and beckoned Yan Yu to enter.

"It's cold outside, how long have you been standing outside? The uncle's voice was full of laughter, "I just came back from my daughter's house, if I hadn't come back suddenly, would you still be standing stupidly at the door?"

Yan Yu recognized the uncle in front of him, who used to be a resident downstairs in their apartment, she used to often take the little star downstairs to play, this uncle likes the little star very much, as long as he has time, he will definitely hug the little star.

Yan Yu smiled, with a bright smile on his eyebrows: "Uncle, you came back so late today." ”

The uncle said: "Yes, it's still comfortable to live in your own house, what about Xiaoxing? You haven't been here for the past few years, and I miss her." ”

Yan Yu said: "I came back this time for work, Xiaoxing didn't follow me, next time I will take her to see you." ”

The uncle smiled: "You moved away, and the apartment was not resold, I have seen that no one has moved in again for so many years." ”

Yan Yu was a little surprised, but she didn't show it, she obviously sold it back then, could it be that this apartment was not popular in the market, so the intermediary couldn't change it for three years?

No wonder there was no new name tag on the doorbell just now, but a blank one.

The two exchanged pleasantries for a while and then separated.

The uncle entered his apartment, pursed his lips, hesitated for a while, and walked upstairs.

She stood still outside the apartment door, still in a trance.

After being silent for a long time, she suddenly stretched out her hand and grabbed the doorknob, and for some reason, she subconsciously rotated the doorknob.

To her surprise, the doorknob snapped open, and the door to the apartment was not locked at all.

She pursed her lips, the crease between her eyebrows deepened, then slowly unfolded, and she gently pushed open the apartment door, and it was pitch black, and she couldn't see anything.

Her heart was beating fast, and she walked in.

There was no uninhabited dust in the apartment for a long time, but there was a faint smell of alcohol, as if someone was there, and Yan originally wanted to turn on the light, but her nerves suddenly tensed, she suddenly felt something, turned around and wanted to leave.

Before she could leave, her slender wrist was grabbed by someone, and the man's fingers were thick and the palm was wide, like strong handcuffs, and she couldn't break free.

In the next second, she was slammed against the wall.

His back hit the cold wall, his shoulder blades ached, and his internal organs seemed to shatter.

The man's hands and feet were forceful, dexterously shackled her body, making her unable to move, and she didn't even think to scream, but a big palm on her lips pressed fiercely, so that all her voices were drowned out between his big palms.

The distance between the two is too close.

Yanyu's chest heaved heavily, her heart contracted hard, and her eyes widened as she stared at the dark shadow in front of her.

This is a man of great build.

This man's breath was full of wine, his breathing was a little heavy, and his strength was very strong, whether it was not to let her move, or to pinch her wrist bones, it made her feel a little uncomfortable, especially the wrist bones, which hurt as if they were about to break.

After a while, Yan Yu gradually adapted to the vision in the darkness, and she could see the silhouette of the man in front of her through the faint light outside the window.

What's more, under the rich smell of wine on his body, there is a faint sweet breath that belongs to him that lingers.

Her soft heart hung in her throat, her eyelashes fluttered, and she subconsciously bit her lower lip.

This is Lu Yan.

Why is Lu Yan here?

Even in the dark, Yan Yu couldn't see Lu Yan's eyes, but he could clearly feel that Lu Yan's eyes were roaming over her face, obviously he couldn't see anything, but he didn't want to miss every emotional change on her face.

Yan Yu knew that it was Lu Yan, and started struggling again, she broke free of a hand and pushed the man's chest hard, but in exchange for the man's more and more forceful confinement.

Yan Yu took a deep breath, and Lu Yan was drunk.

As soon as he thought this, the hand that had been covering her red lips suddenly moved away, and at the same time, her body completely fell into his chest, her red lips covered by his cold thin lips.

He pressed the back of her head hard with one hand, and with the other, he pinched her slender waist tightly.

Ignoring her struggles, he gnawed at her lip with such force, snatching her breath and devouring her breath without hesitation, as if he wanted to swallow her red lips whole.

Yan Yu was forced to raise her head, unable to break free, there was a slight lack of oxygen in her head, her brain seemed to stop spinning, she didn't know how to think, her lips and tongue were all transitional wine, pungent to make her uncomfortable.

Lu Yan was too hard, revealing a strong madness.

His thin lips rubbed her red lips as if they were about to catch fire, and there was a burning pain on his lips.

He kissed as he slid his hand down the hem of her dress.

His movements were so familiar and coherent, as if the two had never been separated in the past three years, as if they were still a couple who were very familiar with each other's bodies.

But the words came to his senses.

A wave of nausea came up from her stomach, she skimmed her head fiercely, the fresh air penetrated into her nose, she and Lu Yan had already divorced, and Lu Yan had already had a new love and a son.

It's disgusting.

Without thinking about it, Yan Yu took the opportunity to step on Lu Yan's foot, and then when he was in pain, he withdrew his hand and wanted to slap him in the face.

In the dark, as if he had the ability to see at night, the man grabbed her hand with great precision and slowly retracted his five fingers.

Yan Yu sneered: "Lu Yan, are you disgusting, are you disgusting, I am disgusting!" Her tone of voice slowed down a lot, with a cold and rich mockery.

As soon as she finished speaking, she felt that the smell of wine around her body was even stronger, because Lu Yan's breathing was heavier.

Lu Yan's head was a little heavy, but he didn't need to see the expression of the words to imagine her current demeanor, and there must be a strong sarcasm and coldness on her beautiful eyebrow bones, as well as a thick disgust.

The corners of Lu Yan's mouth pulled up a little arc, obviously laughing, in the dark, there was a coldness in his eyes, and there was a raging flame in the depths.

He's angry.

This thought came to Yan Yu's mind, and in the next second, the fire in his eyes burned to her body at once, like a volcanic eruption, and Yan Yu was like a broken rag, thrown to the sofa by Lu Yan on the side.

She struggled to get up, and Lu Yan's cold, hard and hot body was already firmly covered.

He was like a trapped beast that had finally broken free from its cage, roaring, glaring angrily, about to tear the words to pieces, and she actually thought he was disgusting?

Lu Yan's eyes were a thick haze that could not be dissolved, and he had already escaped from anger.

In the past few years since they were separated, Qin Rang has already tasted her beauty, her sweetness, and whether she has long been accustomed to Qin Rang's kiss and Qin Rang's touch.

That's why she thinks he's disgusting......

Such thoughts hit Lu Yan one stone after another, and he acted roughly, biting Yan Yan's lower lip fiercely, as if with a sense of ritual baptism, to wash away all the breath that belonged to Qin Rang on Yan Yu's lips.

He had only one thought, she had to be his.

He couldn't stand it anymore, he couldn't stand her being with someone else, as long as he imagined it for a second, that kind of picture, the burning jealousy was like a flame, burning him all over his body.

Yan Yu was forced into a corner, his hands and feet were trapped, and he couldn't break free.

She seemed to be targeted by a fierce beast, her whole body was covered with cold sweat, and the anger in her heart was accumulating little by little, and she was about to vent it like a volcanic eruption.

When Lu Yan was not paying attention, Yan Yu bit off Lu Yan's lips and tongue fiercely, and a rich bloody aura permeated out, filling the mouths of the two.

Lu Yan was in pain and was slightly relieved.

This time, the slap of words slapped Lu Yan's cheek mercilessly, and she gritted her teeth with disgust and hatred: "Lu Yan, you really make me sick! You are no different from a rapist like this! Are you going crazy with alcohol?"

This slap, in the quiet living room, is particularly abrupt, and the violent sound sets off the loneliness of the apartment more and more.

Only the slightly heavy gasps of the two remained.

Lu Yan was still staring at Yan Yu in the dark, and Yan Yu did not hide from staring straight into his eyes, the two were very close, and in the dark light, they couldn't see anything clearly, but they could also feel the hostility between the two of them towards each other.

Lu Yan's cold fingers pinched Yan Yu's chin, he sneered, and his voice was cold to the bone marrow: "I'm disgusting, so who doesn't kiss disgusting?" He moved his fingers up little by little, moved to Yan Yu's red lips, rubbed them a little hard, and wiped the blood on Yan Yu's lips.

"Who has touched your lips in the past few years?"

This sentence is disgusting.

Yan Yu gritted his teeth and calmed the anger in his chest: "What's the matter with you, we are all divorced, and I will be with whoever I want to be with." ”

Lu Yan was full of alcohol, and he was enraged: "Yes, but don't forget, I am the CEO of the Lu Group, I am the head of the Cheng family, whether in China or the United Kingdom, if I want to trap you, it can't be easier!" ”

Yan Yu stared at him with a fierce fire in his eyes, as if it was about to burn him.

"Let's get together and disperse, don't make me hate you. ”

Lu Yan's fingers trembled almost imperceptibly, the black fog under his eyes became thicker and thicker, a little terrifying, his Adam's apple rolled silently, his fingers clenched little by little, and he was silent for a while, before he said indifferently: "You think, I'm afraid of your hatred?"

There was a faint contempt in his tone.

It was such a tone that she easily let the anger of words erupt like eruption of magma, and she raised her hand again, and fell again.

Lu Yan didn't dodge at all.

It was obviously a hot pain, a burning pain, but he didn't care about it at all, as if only this kind of pain could give his anger a place to vent and cover up the pain in his heart.

Yan Yu's face was pale, and he struggled hard, just wanting to scold something.

The light suddenly came on—an incandescent lamp hanging above the words, and the blinding light shone into her amber pupils, and she subconsciously narrowed her eyes and turned them sideways.

In that short second, she also saw Lu Yan's eyes clearly.

There was a coldness in the cold, a bottomless black, so black that it was frightening, and when she looked at it seriously, the depths of her eye sockets seemed to be filled with scarlet, as if he wanted to kill her.

Behind him, a cold and calm child's voice broke the stalemate between the two - "What are you doing?"

The tight strings in the air snapped.

The voice had only been heard once, but her brain had memorized it.

This is Lu Shumu, the son of Lu Yan and his fiancée.

She looked at Lu Yan in a daze, Lu Yan really cared about his son, and the moment Lu Shumu appeared, he immediately left Yan Yu's body and stood on the sofa.

He pinched his eyebrow bone, clenched his fingers, and slowly released them, calming his anger, twisting his eyebrows, lowering his eyes, and looking at Lu Shumu: "Why did you come out?"

Yan Yu was broken by a child and lay on the sofa with his father, no matter what, the shameful embarrassment and embarrassment overwhelmed her, her heart shrank in pain, and Lu Yan's change stabbed Yan Yu in the heart impartially.

She didn't dare to look at Lu Shumu's pure eyes.

Under Lu Yan's questioning, Lu Shumu was not nervous, and was very calm: "I heard the voice just now, and I woke up." He pursed his lips and glanced at the words that had risen from the couch.

Disheveled.

Lu Shumu's eyes didn't know why, it seemed that there was broken snow and ice floating in the air, he withdrew his gaze and looked at Lu Yan lightly: "Mom called just now." ”

The crease between Lu Yan's eyebrows deepened, he pursed his thin lips, his lines were cold and hard, and he originally wanted to explain to Lu Shumu that Shi Jiaran was not his mother, but when he thought of the words on the side, the violent color in his eyes suddenly became a little heavier, and he had no heart to explain.

She didn't care anyway.

Lu Yan said lightly: "Where's the phone?"

"In the house. ”

Lu Shumu asked, "Dad, have you drunk?" Although it was a question, his tone was extremely gentle, and it was an affirmative sentence of the statement.

Lu Yan replied: "I'm sorry, I won't drink next time." "In any case, it is not right to drink like this in front of children.

As he spoke, he walked into the bedroom, and really saw Shi Jiaran's call reminder flashing on the mobile phone screen.

In the living room, only Lu Shumu and Yan Yu were left, Yan Yu pursed his lips, moved his voice silently, and sorted out his clothes.

Lu Shumu asked softly, "What is your relationship with my father?"

When Yan Yu heard this, it was as if one of her hearts had been taken out and whipped under the scorching sun, and she felt disgusted and embarrassed.

She was afraid that in the next second, Lu Shumu would call her a junior and scold her for his mother.

Yan Yu took a deep breath and smiled reluctantly: "It doesn't matter. Her tone was a little light, "It's late, you can rest quickly, I'm leaving." ”

She didn't even know how she got out of this apartment, in a trance.

She sat in the car and lay on the steering wheel, only feeling that she had Lu Yan's breath on her body, she clenched the steering wheel, and inevitably thought that Lu Yan bought the apartment she sold.

Why did he move back in the end, didn't he feel uncomfortable? Took his new wife and lived in the house he had lived in with his ex-wife? Is this the only way to satisfy his perverted desires?

It's really sick.

Yan stepped on the accelerator, and the private car left the community like an arrow from the string, never to be seen again.

Upstairs, in front of the floor-to-ceiling glass windows, the gauze curtain fluttered, and the tall figure of the man stood, forming a pitch-black silhouette, his eyes were extremely cold, and the air around him seemed to contain heavy ice.

His dark eyes are a bottomless abyss, and once he falls into it, he will be crushed to pieces.

His silhouette is faintly between virtual and real, revealing the breath of a yin owl.

Lu Shumu looked at Lu Yan sideways on the bed for a long time.

After a long time, Lu Yan turned around, and the car of Yan Yu could no longer be seen, he knew that Lu Shumu had not slept yet, and said directly: "Lu Shumu, Shi Jiaran is very good to you, she has always taken care of you, she can be your godmother, but she is not your mother." ”

Lu Shumu's eyebrows didn't move, he had heard this sentence too many times.

He was silent for a long time, and suddenly asked, "Is that woman just now my mother?"

Lu Yan's voice was shattered with ice and haze, and he denied it without hesitation: "No." ”

"Oh. Lu Shumu's voice was too calm, and he couldn't tell whether he believed it or didn't believe it at all.

*

Lu Yan hadn't dreamed of words for a long time.

During the time when he had just divorced, he was already busy, the time for sleep and rest was very short, the quality of sleep was still very poor, and he always had a piece of blue gray under his eyes.

At that time, most of his dreams were full of words, but they were all tragic words, either words desperately trying to kill his child, or words rolling down the stairs, or words lying on the operating table covered in blood and with a pale face, or words about pulling his suitcase away without looking back.

The most terrifying and chilling thing is when he wakes up from a dream, only to find that everything in the dream is real.

Yan Yu divorced him, Yan Yu was not by his side, Yan Yu didn't love him, Yan Yu was indeed covered in blood......

And tonight, Lu Yan dreamed that Yan Yu was wearing a wedding dress, she was holding a bouquet in her hand, walking on the long red carpet, she was smiling, and the corners of her eyes and eyebrows were full of touching tenderness.

Lu Yan's heart was beating very fast, and his blood was burning uncontrollably.

Speech is going to remarry him.

But as soon as the picture turned, he found that he was firmly imprisoned in the audience, unable to go anywhere, unable to move anywhere, and could only open his eyes wide and watch Yan Yu walk towards the stage.

And on the stage, there was another man standing, personable and smiling gently.

It's Qin Rang.

And Xiaoxing, Lu Shumu and Qin Rang's son, Qin Nanfeng, all poured up, they were a happy family, but he couldn't move.

……

Woke up from a nightmare, Lu Yan's back was soaked with cold sweat, he got up from the bed, lifted the quilt, turned on the light, walked to the bathroom, stared at himself in the mirror, and poured a handful of cold water fiercely.

His face was so heavy that he could drip water.

There was a thick layer of shadow around his body, and his silhouette seemed to be sharp because of this.

His fingers were folded, and his phalanges made a "click" sound.

*

Yan Yu took a flight the next day and returned to the UK, she told Qin to let her flight at Qin Rang's request, and she had already said several times that she didn't need to pick up the plane, but when she walked out of the boarding gate, she still saw three fools of the same size who were smiling.

Little Star was happiest when she saw the words, and shouted loudly: "Mom!"

Yan Yu was also very happy and a little surprised, she pulled her suitcase and strode briskly towards the little star.

She let go of the suitcase and took the little star from Qin Rang's arms.

As soon as the little star arrived in the arms of the words, she picked up the face of the words and dropped fragrant kisses on her face, one after another, every time she was separated from the words, she looked extremely clingy.

She whispered, "Mom, I miss you so much." ”

Yan Yu also whispered, "Mom too." ”

Little Star: "Mom, can you not let me be alone in the future, Little Star is so painful to think about you these days, let Little Star follow her mother to work in the future, okay?"

Yu Yu was stunned, her heart was soft, she touched Xiaoxing's nose, and said softly: "Mom will take you with me when I go to the far door in the future." ”

Qin Rang on the side looked at Yan Yu for a long time, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were flowing with a gentle smile, and his eyes were unmoving, with an intoxicating deep meaning.

Qin Nanfeng pursed his lips, smiled, and shouted, "Aunt Yan!"

Yan Yu touched his soft hair, and then her eyes fell on Qin Rang's body, she bent her eyes and smiled like a cute kitten.

Qin Rang took a step forward, bent his waist slightly, his eyebrows and eyes were deep, his facial features were handsome, his eyes were dark, he melted the country, mountains and rivers, and his momentum was grand and gentle.

He stretched out his big hand and took the words into his arms completely.

Little Star was caught between the two of them and covered her eyes shyly.

Yan Yu's heartbeat was a little chaotic, and between his snorts was the smell of tobacco on Qin Rang's body, he was different from other men, he only liked mint cigarettes, so there was always a vague mint aroma on his body.

Passers-by who come and go at the airport will take the time to take a look at it from time to time, such an amazing-looking family, the woman is sweet, the children are cute, and the most rare thing is that the man, who exudes stability, politeness and gentleness between his gestures, which makes people feel excited.

*

In the office of the Lu Group, Lu Yan was behind the wide desk, his eyelids were slightly lowered, his eyes were cold, and his dark eyes were staring at the photo sent by the private detective in his hand.

Yan Yu returned to Leeds early in the morning.

His hand holding the photo clenched more and more, the wind and snow condensed under his eyes, the temperature was cold, and he stared at the photo of Qin Rang hugging words for a moment.

It's as if you want to see a hole through this picture.

His thin lips pursed as if they were cold blades, and he didn't say anything.

There was a voice in his heart, ringing in his ears, without any warmth, revealing coldness and oppression—"Do you really want to lose your words completely?

Lu Yan tensed the lines of the outline.

*

Yan Yu accompanied Xiaoxing for a long time, and she had to go to work the next day, Xiaoxing also had to go to kindergarten, when she walked into the kindergarten, her eyes were full of reluctance, Yan Yu stood at the school gate, watched her walk into the class, and then turned to leave.

When she arrived at the law firm, Mike anxiously found her, with an indignant face: "My God, the Lu Group actually raised the amount of the claim? What is the Lu Group doing? Isn't this raising the target? If we really lose the lawsuit, how can we explain to the company?"

Yan Yu furrowed his brows, and his heart shrank.

Raising the amount of the claim?

Before the case was over, the partner's lawyer suddenly found Yan Yu and asked Yan Yu to enter his office, and Yan Yu knocked on the door and entered.

The partner raised his head, all smiling: "I heard Jane say it, she said that you saved her, Yan, thank you so much, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't dare to imagine what would happen to Jane now?"

There was a starry smile in Yan Yu's eyes: "It's okay." ”

The partner also smiled, and he turned the pen, presumably to thank him, and he said: "I have a case in my hand, and I will hand over this case to you, a case that pays well." ”

The partner knows what is said - it is not easy to be a single mother with children, he continued: "If this case is done well, you will have a fixed six-figure dividend every year. He paused, raised his eyelids, looked at Yan Yu, and smiled: "It's the Cheng family's group that wants to outsource legal consulting business." ”

Yanyu's pupils widened slightly.

Cheng family?

She pursed her red lips and subconsciously wanted to refuse, but the joy and recognition in the partner's eyes made all her rejections drown between her lips and teeth.

After the partner finished speaking, he let the words out, and he smiled: "Take advantage of this opportunity, the lawyers in the alley are fighting for it, I believe in you." ”

*

Yan Yu is busy again, the Cheng family's group is too large, and there are countless small companies with trivial details.