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It was Friday when I found out that my grandmother was not working, and my uncle and aunt came over on Sunday. ://ee5 ..

Maybe my grandmother really wanted to see them before she died, and she kept relying on ginseng soup to hang her last breath. I have been by her side for the past two days, and she always hummed at me because she was uncomfortable, and there seemed to be a lot of things she wanted to tell me in her tearful eyes.

The most helpless thing was that the landlord suddenly appeared at the door of the small house that day, and told me very embarrassed that he couldn't let my grandmother die in the small house: "I want this house in the future, you guys are too bad to make such a scene, I can't do it, right?"

He spoke kindly, but resolutely.

I nodded blankly, but I didn't know where to take my grandmother.

My hometown is too far away, and I must not have time to rush back.

Uncle also sighed and sighed that there was no way, at this time he was sent to the hospital, but the hospital refused to accept it, and it was not realistic to open a room outside.

In the end, the counselor said that he had an old house at home, which had been waiting to be demolished, and no one lived in it for the time being, so he could let his grandmother go to his old house to spend the last time.

Originally, I didn't want to accept such a big help from him, but Zhuang Yan's phone was still turned off, and Uncle Zhuang was too far away to help me, so I had to call Jiang Yang in the end. I hope Jiang Yang can use his three-inch tongue to help me persuade the landlord, or lend me some money, because the money left by Zhuang Yan is not enough to buy a house, as long as the landlord has no worries, he should not chase us again, right?

But Jiang Yang never answered the phone, and I didn't know that Jiang Yang went back yesterday, saying that he wanted to talk to someone about developing a piece of land, and it is estimated that he was in a meeting when I called. The landlord has been urging in the living room, and his wife came over after a while, and he couldn't wait to help me carry my grandmother out in person.

"Let's go, go to my old house, which is not too far from here. The counselor couldn't stand the attitude of the landlord and his wife, and when he saw that I didn't nod, he urged his uncle and aunt to pack up their things and go with him.

The uncle gritted his teeth and went downstairs with his grandmother in his arms.

I chased after the counselor reluctantly: "Teacher, your parents don't know about this, how will you explain it to them then?"

Who would want an irrelevant old man to die in their own home? and have to do a funeral after the death of a grandmother.

The counselor was stunned and quickly patted me on the shoulder to tell me not to worry: "It's okay, they won't know." ”

I didn't have time to hesitate or worry about it, and I got out of the counselor's car and saw the landlord and his wife follow him downstairs. When he looked back, the landlord's wife was poking him in the temple, as if she was counting him down.

The human feelings of this world are like people drinking water, and they know their own warmth and coldness.

I don't know if it's a return to the light, but after my grandmother saw that my uncle and aunt were here, my spirit suddenly improved a lot, and I was able to speak intermittently. She leaned weakly against her uncle, took his hand, and said sorry over and over again. When she remarried, she wanted to take her uncle with her, but her uncle's relatives did not agree, saying that people from the Zhou family could not follow the surname of outsiders, although her grandmother promised that she would not let her uncle change her surname, but in the end she could not take him away.

My uncle was young at that time, probably because he had heard a lot of rumors, and he felt that his grandmother was shameless, and that his grandmother should be a widow for the rest of his life after his father died, so he insisted on refusing to go with his grandmother at that time, so their mother and son were separated for decades.

I sat in the passenger seat and kept looking back at them, my neck twisting.

The counselor's old house is in an old neighborhood, there are no walls and guards, and the residents are also aging. There was a lot of ash at home, so my aunt and I cleaned up a room and bought a new ** shop for my grandmother to lie down, and then the counselor took my uncle back to the small house to get shrouds and other things.

The shroud needed to be bought by his grandmother's children, so when he paid the counselor, he didn't refuse.

My grandmother nagged that my aunt was sorry for me, that my life was miserable, and that I should not have anything to do with Aunt Tian Hua in the future. She said that Aunt Tian Hua made me follow Zhuang Yan, and she herself collected the benefit fee inwardly, and her grandmother had heard Aunt Tian Hua talk about it on the phone in the hospital.

At that time, she didn't suspect that it was related to me, and when she came to know that it was related to me, she had been discharged from the hospital and taken care of by Aunt Tian Hua for a long time. She felt that Aunt Tian Hua was not bad, so she never said it: "Xixi, keep an eye on it in the future...... Don't trust others so much. ”

When she put me and my aunt's hand together, she shed two lines of tears: "That bastard thing is not there...... Don't hold grudges against each other...... Hee-hee, she's your mother...... Mother and daughter, there is a ...... to rely on."

She hoped that I could reconcile with my aunt until she died, and although I had no feelings for my aunt at all, she nodded anyway.

Not long after my uncle retrieved the shroud, my grandmother closed her eyes completely.

My aunt threw herself up to her and cried, telling her to open her eyes and look at us again. Uncle, a sturdy man, also had red eyes, and tears couldn't stop smashing down. Even the counselor, infected by the atmosphere, secretly turned his back and wiped the corners of his eyes.

I'm the only one, my eyes are so dry that I can't shed a single tear.

But I was chilling and shivering all over my body, I knew that I was sad and lost my soul, but I couldn't vent the grief in my heart.

At that moment, what I hoped most was that Zhuang Yan was by my side, letting me lean on and hug me.

After his accident, it was the first time that I complained so much, complaining about how difficult life was, and refusing to be merciful to me. I complained that Zhuang Yan didn't come to see me, and that his father followed Zhao Dehai to create evil.

If I survive all the most difficult and difficult times on my own, will I still rely so much on love when I face Zhuang Yan in the future?

I stared at my grandmother's thin face, and the only thing I was thankful for was that she looked serene, as if she had fallen asleep.

My uncle pushed my aunt and asked her to change my grandmother's birthday clothes quickly, and when I trembled and wanted to help, I was pulled out of the room by the counselor: "Xixi, you ......" He hesitantly glanced at my stomach, "Don't be too uncomfortable, people can't be resurrected after death." You are in a special situation right now, so take care of your body. ”

"Thank you, teacher. "If he could pay off his financial help to me before, then he can't pay it back this time.

I took money to buy coffins and other things for my uncle, and even if I had the strength to deal with the aftermath together, I still couldn't keep myself busy. Because there are many times when the car needs to be used, the counselor has been acting as a driver quietly.

When we had a funeral there, it was popular to call for funeral, and relatives and friends would rush to the funeral, but my grandmother's funeral was too simple because no one came to the funeral.

My aunt refused to come because of an excuse, and it was impossible for my uncle to mess with his wife for the sake of his deceased grandmother, so he acquiesced. His son was studying, so he couldn't rush over right away. After Zhou Jin's parents found out, they said that they would come over the next day.

There are many old people in the old house, and there are also old people in the building in front of them who have passed away. My aunt stubbornly wanted to go out to find the eight-tone masters to see my grandmother on her last journey, and my uncle also said that he wanted to invite a monk to come and chant for my grandmother.

I looked at the counselor and hurriedly blocked the door: "Uncle, aunt, I also want to be filial, but this is not our own home, don't go too far." After sending my grandmother away, I will ask someone to come over and help the teacher go to the house for a while. ”

Of course, I want to follow the normal procedures, but now the situation is special, in the end, these aftermath matters are handled by the children to other relatives and friends, and if I am really filial, I was filial to my grandmother before her death. Uncle and aunt just wanted to make up for the guilt in their hearts so that they could be more comfortable.

I understand, but this is only the counselor's house, and we can't do that.

"Xixi, it's all here, don't ......" The counselor was reasonable, I knew that he had received an orthodox education since he was a child, and he was not superstitious. But no matter how generous he is, we all have to know ourselves, don't we?

My aunt was the most reluctant to go, and when my grandmother was gone, she remembered her grandmother's goodness, choked up and scolded me for not being filial: "Mom is gone, you let her go so shabby in order to save that little money......?

"Auntie, you have to speak with your conscience!" my uncle was very sensible, and after listening to my words, he pulled the counselor aside and whispered. When I tried to stop it, the counselor nodded in agreement.

Watching the two of them go out to find the eight tones and the master of chanting, I couldn't get angry.

The counselor hugged me impulsively, and when I struggled slightly, he immediately let go of me: "Xixi, if you don't handle it well, you will regret it in the future, it's already here, don't worry about me anymore." This house is not anyway, it should be demolished in two years, and it is not a big deal to do a funeral. ”

"Teacher, don't you know that? I regret that it's my business, it's that I'm useless, my grandmother wanted to go back to her hometown a few days ago, but I can't afford to send her back alone. Where is my aunt so particular, I really want my grandmother to die in your house, she wants to have peace of mind. ”

I don't know how to repay the counselor now, I just want to cremate my grandmother's bones and send them back to my hometown, and bury her with my grandfather to fulfill her last wish.

Bao Yuanyuan came over that night, and tears fell when she saw me wearing linen and filial piety.

When I was keeping vigil, I couldn't stay up because my body couldn't stay up, so I took two naps on the way, and every time I woke up, I saw Bao Yuanyuan and the counselor awake, chatting quietly and seemed to be talking about me. The counselor also bought me supper and snacks very carefully, and told me not to exhaust myself.

At that moment, I really wanted to ask him why he was so good to me, I loved Zhuang Yan and was pregnant with Zhuang Yan's child, why could he take care of me so much regardless of this?

Jiang Yang, who had been avoiding me, came over the afternoon of the next day, and not long after he came, the counselor's mother also heard the news and came over. It turned out that it was because someone in the family was chanting, and the counselor's old neighbor asked his mother about the situation.

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