022 Unwilling

I froze in place, looking at Xu Yuwen and Ma Qiaoyan Qingqing's loving appearance, my heart was very uncomfortable, am I jealous?

Maybe Xu Yuwen is usually too good to himself, when I see that he is good to another woman, I am inevitably a little unconvinced, or because Xu Yuwen lied to me, he said that his marriage is a transaction, it does not involve love, he doesn't love Ma Qiaoyan at all, and now the fetus has been three months old.

Li Yi didn't feel that it was enough to stimulate me, and continued to sarcastically say, "This is what you think is a righteous gentleman, look at what he looks like now, that groveling appearance, if he puts a tail on the back, then he will be a pug." ”

Xu Yuwen's efforts to please people are indeed not very good-looking, and after thinking about it, so many people flattered him just now, I am afraid that they also looked down on him in private. I don't think there's anything wrong with a person trying to live a good life, and how many people in this world can live willfully, without flattery, without conformity. For the sake of life, how many people have given up the original beauty, why am I not like that, so I know Xu Yuwen.

I didn't wear high heels, and I looked very uncouraged, so I could only look up at Li Yi, and responded in a cold tone, "Li Yi, not everyone has a rich and powerful father like you, he pampers you in every way, even if you cause a lot of shit, he will help you wipe your ass." You're afraid that your father doesn't hurt, and you have a mother who will leave you a lot of property. ”

I know that I am biased towards Xu Yuwen, but looking at the current Xu Yuwen, I think of myself who was trying to please the guests in the nightclub, and I drank so much that my stomach bleed, and I was also sad that the end of the world was fallen.

Li Yi's expression was gloomy, like a black oppressive sky, suffocating people. He sneered twice, the laughter was so weird that I didn't feel comfortable listening to it, he leaned close to my ear and said sarcastically, "I said two words to him, you can't stand it, you look at the love between people and his wife, the children are more than three months old, you really think that you were a fairy at that time, and people are just playing with you, you are really a fool." ”

Now Li Yi is a madman who is carried away by anger, and he begins to erect sharp thorns for his so-called self-esteem, and no matter who wants to get close to him, he will stab him hard.

I didn't want to listen to his yin and yang tone anymore, I looked up at Li Yi and said, "Do you just want to take me to see this scene today?" Then I'm sorry to tell you, I don't love you, I don't love Xu Yuwen, I can't love anyone anymore, I'm a fucking fool, so I'm fine, okay!"

I'm just a fool, otherwise how could I fall in love with Li Yi? Knowing that he is not a good person, not a good person, I still can't help falling in love with him, and being together again, my best way is to stay away from him.

I turned around and was about to leave, Li Yi grabbed my wrist and refused to let go, "Don't you care? ”

He won't let me go, I won't go, anyway, it's not a big deal, I'm not comfortable at most, anyway, it's not a lot of a pound, but a tael. Li Yi threw me aside and greeted the others, and a large group of women acted as if they hadn't seen me, or they didn't take me seriously at all, so they just ignored me and pounced on Li Yi.

I looked at these so-called famous ladies, and I couldn't help but despise them from the bottom of my heart, do they look down on me? Now their faces are different from our young ladies snatching guests, they have to look down on us, just like seeing flies.

Li Yi was originally a playboy, he was used to wandering among the flowers, and he was very kind, and even made many women laugh. The ballroom dance began, Li Yi danced with one woman after another, the dance partner did not repeat it, and every woman smiled. In fact, as long as Li Yi wants to, he can easily make girls happy, after all, he is a senior hooligan.

I looked at Li Yi in the flowers and felt very speechless, could it be that he still wanted me to be jealous for him, if I was jealous, could I eat it? First Mei Niang, then An Yao, and now there is a Daiyu, and recently there is a mysterious perfume woman, he owes a lot of romance, if I drink vinegar, then I have to drink to death, sometimes, he is really naΓ―ve.

Although the people at the banquet didn't say anything, everyone's eyes swept over me, which was always meaningful, plus Li Yi deliberately left me aside, and I couldn't leave, that feeling was really like a thorn, I felt uncomfortable, this is not what Li Yi wanted, I didn't let him get his wish.

Whoever sees me, I smile at others, smile like a flower, just like a sunflower, no matter what people think of me, how they slander me in my heart, the corners of my mouth are a little numb and stiff with laughter.

Suddenly, a boy in his twenties approached me, smiled shyly at me, and said, "Hello! ”

I was quite surprised that on such an occasion there were men who came to talk to me, and when they saw me, they were eager to take a detour, and go far away, so as not to leave people with a handle to make fun of, in fact, they did not know how crazy they were to play in private, and how dirty their thoughts were, and I have seen a lot of such people, but how serious and sanctimonious they are on the surface.

I'm afraid that there are few people who will be as willful as Li Yi and appear on formal occasions with a woman of my status.

I was a little sluggish, and the man named Aaron was staring straight at me, his eyes blazing, staring straight at me, like a fox looking at a chicken, and I couldn't feel comfortable at it. Then he said politely, "Are you waiting for someone?" ”

It seems that he didn't see me attending with Li Yi, and he probably didn't know my identity so he came up stupidly to say hello, and he may have been deceived by my non-powdered face, thinking that I was an innocent little white rabbit, I looked at his green face and smiled at him and said, "Yes, I'm waiting for someone." ”

What I mean by this is that you leave quickly, I don't want to harm others anymore and be slandered as a vixen.

The boy apparently didn't understand the meaning, and then asked me, "Where did you study? Why haven't I ever met you?"

If you can see me, it will not be the obsessive expression now, but as far as you can hide from me, with a disgusted expression on my face, I said with a smile, "I didn't graduate from high school, I didn't go to college at all." ”

The boy blushed, touched his nose, and stammered "You... Are you kidding, can I ask you to dance?"

Suddenly, a serious female voice came from the back, "Aaron!"

The voice was a little familiar, I looked back and saw Anan's mother, Zhang Lijuan, and the man from Alan also turned around and called Zhang Lijuan his aunt with a smile.

It's really a narrow road, I didn't expect to meet Anan's mother, it turned out that the boy in front of me was Anan's cousin, it is said that Zhang Lijuan dotes on this nephew more than her own daughter, her nephews come to talk to me, she will definitely be very angry, sure enough, Zhang Lijuan saw me, frowned at me and glared at me, "Why are you here?"

I pretended to smile indifferently at her, and Shi Shiran smiled and said, "Ms. Zhang Lijuan, you are also here!"

Zhang Lijuan pulled Aarun's arm back hard, and scolded angrily, "You don't want to see what she does, do you want to go up and join in the fun?" This woman is not involved with Li Yi, Xu Yuwen, and even Li Yi's father. ”

Alun looked at me suspiciously, his eyes full of disbelief, as if he didn't believe that I was that kind of woman, and sure enough, it was indeed a very good thing that a woman had a face that I had seen pity.

I was still laughing heartlessly, and patted Aaron on the shoulder frivolously, "Do you hear me, stay away from me, I'm a vixen in your aunt's eyes, good boy." ”

I moved my pace and wanted to leave, but Zhang Lijuan grabbed my wrist from behind, "You promised me what you promised me last time, and you have repeatedly regretted it." Don't you say that you regard Anan as a good friend, that's how you are a good friend? In the past, you and Anan had a very close relationship, and if you didn't appear in the circle, it wasn't a big deal, but now that you come here to show off in the market, have you ever thought about Anan? Others know that she is friends with Miss, how can they laugh at her?"

Listening to her accusations, I was quite uncomfortable, what had happened lately? Everyone jumped out and scolded me, I thought I was safe enough to keep to myself, I don't steal or rob, even if I was a princess, I didn't rob anyone's man! I didn't rob anyone's wealth! Why do I have to be a bag of anger every time, let others oppress me, and do whatever they want with me.

I completely look like a dead pig who is not afraid of boiling water, "You also said, I am Miss, what Miss said, if you take it seriously, it will be too stupid!"

Even if Zhang Lijuan has a good quality, she was angry with me for a while, and I was happy for a while, and then said, "If you have a mind, you might as well care more about your daughter, why do you want to be friends with Miss, what else have you done besides giving birth to her? You think about helping your mother's family fight for power all day long, it is better to put more energy on how to cultivate the relationship between mother and daughter, even if you spend more energy to be good to your nephew, the ghost knows that when you are old and you are sick, how will people treat you?" Maybe you even have a white-eyed wolf?"

I also learned from Anan's drunkenness that in recent years, Anan's father has not been in very good health, and he has been sent to the emergency room twice. That is a trend of waiting for her husband to die and become a queen herself, in fact, in the face of power, many women forget that they are a wife and a mother.

This is a public place, Zhang Lijuan is a very polite person, try her best to keep her image as a lady, she will definitely not have a quarrel with me, do things that damage her image, she smiled, her demeanor is thousands, but the content of her words is extremely vicious: "What else will you do except keep a man in bed? You can be swaggering now, but how long can you be arrogant? No matter how capable you are, even if you are a high-end prostitute, what kind of thing are you? You don't need me to spend tricks, naturally someone will clean you up." ”

Zhang Lijuan pulled Aaron away from me, frankly speaking, Zhang Lijuan's words were quite hurtful, it really hurt my heart and made me miserable, people like them have seen a lot and can see clearly. I moved back twice in a decadent way, until I hid myself in a corner, looking out of place at the glitz and glitz in front of me.

At this time, Li Yi, who was wandering in the pile of flowers, strode over, looked down at me and sneered, "You have the ability, you can cause trouble no matter where you go." ”

It seems that he noticed the quarrel between me and Zhang Lijuan, he can say whatever he wants, anyway, he doesn't like me, no matter what I do, he has to find fault. I kept my head down and didn't speak, at most my left ear went in and my right ear went out.

He forcibly lifted my face and asked, "Why don't you smile anymore? Didn't you smile brightly just now?" I let you laugh, you give me a smile." ”

I gritted my teeth, didn't bother to look at him, and was even more told to laugh at him. My indifference angered him, he grabbed me and walked out, he walked fast, I was barefoot, the damn skirt was very long, and I was not wearing high heels, I couldn't support it at all, and I stepped on the hem of my skirt, my feet were crooked, my body fell straight down, my head hit the car, the force of the impact, my forehead was definitely swollen.

Li Yi didn't seem to see my pain, he threw me into the car with his collar, he really threw me into the car, that bad attitude was exactly the same as when I knew him, Li Yi, who spoiled me in every way not long ago, seemed to be fantasized by me, man, he doesn't like you, you are the garbage of the trash can, he looks at you and feels that it is an eyesore, fortunately I know this truth, and I see it.

Uncle Ying glanced back worriedly, his mouth moved, and he was about to say something, but Li Yi swept over with cold eyes, and ordered forcefully, "Drive!"

Li Yi's overlord temperament, even the burly Uncle Ying obeyed him, and he slowly started the car.

I knew that Li Yi was very angry, and he exuded a compelling low pressure all over his body, but I couldn't figure out why he was angry. Didn't he have a good time with the beauties? I thought he was going to pick one or two to take out, and the devil was angry for some reason.

But I didn't bother to comfort him, so I turned my back to him, rested my head on my knees, and looked straight out.

It was raining coldly in the sky, at first it was a light rain, but the rain gradually became heavier, and the sky was still flashing with thunder and lightning, and there was an earth-shattering thunderous sound. I listened to the thunder, a little flustered, too lazy to care about any ladylike image, folded my legs, clasped my legs with both hands, and buried my head in my knees.

Now it is just in time for the end of the nightlife in the city, people come and go, I see a couple sitting in the car opposite, the man is driving intently, the woman is eating biscuits, the two of them are laughing without knowing what to say, and laughing happily. The woman put half of the biscuit she had eaten into the man's mouth, and her eyes were full of doting looks.

Looking at the scene in front of me, my heart throbbed again, this is the love I look forward to, chess opponents, two people don't need to live in a good villa, how big a house, as long as they can put down a bed, there is a place for laundry and cooking, it is enough, and there is no need to drive a valuable car, two people have walked through their lives hand in hand, we may have countless quarrels during the period, but we all know that the other party is our only and irreplaceable, that is the life I dream of.

Now I live in a villa in a rich area, sitting in a famous car, but I don't feel happy at all, because I can replace Li Yi, he can also find another person to replace me, we are just a transaction, the price is clearly marked, maybe people are greedy, get the same, and want to get something else, can never be satisfied.

I took a deep breath, calmed my emotions, and asked softly, "Li Yi, do you think there is any point in us spending like this? ”

Li Yi stretched out his hand to break my body back, made me look directly at me, and said with a grim smile, "You don't like it, or Ah Feng has been discharged from the hospital, you don't have to bear the expensive medical expenses, just think of a way to get rid of me." Lu Shuangshuang, do you think I'm as good at talking as Xu Yuwen, and I'm being played around by you, you can do whatever you want? When you want it, let it be used by you, and if you don't need it, just shake your head and leave, do you think I'm a fool? I'll tell you, you don't want to. ”

I feel that Li Yi and I are completely like chickens and ducks, and I can't make sense at all, so I just don't talk about it, anyway, he speaks ugly, treats me coldly, and doesn't treat me well, I'll just spend it with him, until all the good feelings are worn out, and he will get rid of me.

I turned my face away from reasoning with him and sat down in the car. When the car got home, I thought he would throw me out of the car again, so I shook my head and left.

But my idea is too naΓ―ve after all, Li Yi can be regarded as a successful businessman no matter what he says, how can he do a loss-making business, and resources must be fully utilized.

He entered the house, walked to the small bar, picked up a bottle of wine, and after two sips, I didn't look at him, let him fend for himself, went upstairs, entered the bathroom, just took off his clothes, Li Yi kicked open the door and came in, I was so frightened that I reached out and pulled the bath towel to wrap myself, and before I had time to tie a knot, Li Yi raised his foot and kicked open the bathroom door.

I was annoyed that I was so used to living in the villa that I really thought it was home, and I forgot to lock the door even when I went in to take a shower, and now I regret that it was too late. Li Yi was like an eagle trying to catch a chicken, and he gradually approached me with open hands, exuding a dangerous aura all over his body.

I grabbed the bathrobe and asked with a straight face, "Li Yi, what are you going to do?"

Li Yi didn't look at me, sneered and asked, "What do you say I'm going to do? What are you pretending to be pure? It's not that I haven't you here, every time you don't say no, you stick to me in the back." ”

That kind of obscene talk, he said it like a stream, and even reached out to pull the tie rudely, I was so angry that my temples suddenly jumped, and I wanted to pounce on him and slap him twice, how could there be such a cheeky and shameless man in this world, I trembled and pointed to the door and shouted, "Li Yi, you get me out immediately." ”

He casually threw his tie on the ground and casually unbuttoned his shirt, "Why should I go, this is my home." ”

"Okay, let's go!" I clutched my chest to leave.

"Didn't you settle accounts with me last time? You still owe Lao Tzu a lot of money? And are you worth 3,000 yuan a night? At most, it's a few hundred yuan. I'll do the math, you'll have to accompany me at least a few dozen times!"

Every time he could say something harsher to ridicule me, I was so angry that I accidentally bit the tip of my tongue, it was so painful, it hurt so much that I had to call my father and mother. I held my hands to control my emotions and not let myself become a crazy person like him, I took several deep breaths before I opened my eyes and looked at Li Yi and said, "Li Yi, you drank too much!"

"I'm drinking, but I'm sober, Lu Shuangshuang, don't think I don't know your wishful thinking, don't you want to spend it with me? Okay, let's consume it, see who can't consume it first." I don't believe that I can't accept you. ”

Li Yi took off his shirt, revealing his upper body full of masculinity, and the sense of oppression became more and more compelling. I couldn't help frowning, my expression became serious, and I persuaded, "Li Yi, can we have a good talk? β€οΌŒo

"Hmph!" Li Yi snorted disdainfully, "I have nothing to talk about with you, to be honest, I don't like you to talk, and you are full of words that make me angry." ”

He took two steps closer, grabbed me by the shoulder, leaned down, and bit my lip heavily, he wanted to torture me, and the corners of his lips were bleeding from his bite. Only the person who has been bitten through the corner of the mouth understands how painful it is, I reached out to push him away, the force was too small, I was the chick in the eagle's mouth, struggling indiscriminately, in fact, it was all in vain.

Just when I thought I couldn't escape, there was a knock at the door, and Aunt Li's gentle voice came in, "Little master, Miss Daiyu is looking for you!"

The voice seemed to have struck Li Yi with thunder, and he suddenly came to his senses, pushed me away, and quickly turned around and walked out of the bathroom. I stared blankly at Li Yi's fading figure, and the corners of my mouth couldn't help but float a bitter smile. I saw Li Yi and Aunt Li talking through the translucent frosted glass, my ears were sharp, and this time I could only faintly hear the sound of talking, but I couldn't hear the specific content.

After a while, Li Yi opened the wardrobe, quickly put on a shirt, and returned to the image of the handsome heartthrob. Before leaving, he turned to face me, and I only knew that he was looking at himself, but I couldn't see his expression at this moment, and even if he did, what if he did?

I clinged limply to my back, slumping down the wall and slumping limply on the cold floor. I raised my head and looked at the chandelier on the ceiling, and I felt a little like crying without tears, maybe people were really sad to the extreme, and they couldn't shed tears.

I comforted myself, isn't this the best ending? He has a new love, I will become an old love, the reason why I am uncomfortable, may be that I am a little unwilling, only half a year, I was abandoned.