I went to the yard in the rain and moved the deck chairs up, looked at the moss in the yard, listened to the sound of the rain beating on the roof, and turned around to reorganize myself, it is undeniable that I am pitiful to a certain extent, but there must be something hateful about the poor people. All of these choices have a lot to do with my own personality.

I have been pampered for 26 years, and under my seemingly well-behaved personality, there is actually a rebellious heart secretly hidden. Otherwise, I wouldn't have fallen in love with Ye Yiding so madly at the beginning, because I wanted to rebel against my parents' arrangement in my bones, and I wanted to find an ordinary person to live.

And such an idea has long laid the foundation for the birth of today's tragedy.

But no matter what, since I can be a cocoon and bind myself, I think I can also break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly. It just takes time, it takes patience...

It was getting dark, and Jin Junzhong was lying in the bedroom without eating, drinking, or getting up. My melancholy mood widened up a lot as the night fell. I don't have to give a lecture today, and I can't calm down to make a pot of tea, so I took out my tablet and opened my email with a hint of expectation.

Sure enough, I was not disappointed, there was an anonymous email with several photos in it, and the attached text was very concise: "I will let you watch me grow." ”

I downloaded the attachments and looked through them one by one with a smile on my face, suddenly missing him a little, he hadn't called since he left. This kind of feeling is very strange, and the idea that I was born before I was born, and I am old when you were born, also inexplicably came to my heart, and there was a kind of regret that I was born at the wrong time.

By the way, click on the page of the previous collection, most of them are about the search for the project "Binhai International Tourist Scenic Area". And the results of today's search are still the same as before, and there is no progress. But the page about this project is obviously much less than before, and on the relevant search interface at the end of the homepage, it suddenly appears: "Tianchi International Tourist Scenic Area in City A." ”

I also clicked on the same, and the content was still pitiful.

In the past, my dad also did real estate, and although I didn't care about business matters, I probably knew that before I photographed the plot and prepared to start construction, I would advertise it in various places. In order to maximize the benefit of the later period. And these two projects, both of which are projects of international tourist scenic spots, should be key projects anyway. In today's network is so developed, there is no reason to say that there will be so little news related to key projects on the network?

Closing all the pages, I was a little sad to myself, and now I am still in a state of flux, even if there are problems with these projects, even if my dad's debts have something to do with them, I don't have the ability to turn it over. As the saying goes, only when you stand higher after strengthening yourself can you have the capital to protect the people you want to protect and understand what you want to know.

And now, obviously, I don't have the qualifications.

Outside the courtyard, a flash of lightning struck and severed several thin branches of the pear tree, and then a strong wind struck, and the whole tree shook in the wind, as if it was about to fall down at any moment. The next day, the branches scattered all over the ground under the pear tree were some of the small ones that had just come out, and the ones that had been thick were left intact on the tree.

This little detail touched me again, and I retreated after losing and retreating, just like the branches that were blown off now, when the conditions were not met, they would just drift with the tide, and even scatter them all over the place without too much strong wind. Coupled with the fact that everything seems suspicious now, I suddenly have a sense of momentum, and I really want to rush up.

If I become stronger, will I not be as afraid of threats that are not threats in the first place?

If I become stronger, will I learn more about the truth?

If I become strong, will I no longer be a parasitist of men and feelings?

If I become strong, then will I not be as confident as Bai He is in the face of Tong Yuetian's family?

If I become strong, will I be able to face Shi Xiaodan calmly one day?

When you think about it, the answer is yes. I have gone from being penniless when I first arrived in Binhai to now having enough savings to support me to change jobs in a short period of time and continue to do so, instead of guarding Kim Jun-jung, who is already estranged, and speculating about his feelings for me.

Once the mind is opened, it seems that nothing is too difficult. After looking for positions in many companies, after browsing the requirements, I found that there didn't seem to be any big problems in the work experience of myself. I can't learn from experience, and the most important thing for me now is to formally enter the society and enter the workplace. And Kim Junjung's work here is obviously not counted, he has some personal feelings for me, and he is the only person he faces all day long.

While browsing work, I was reminded that I hadn't spoken to my mom on the phone for a long time. I decisively turned on the network phone on the computer, entered my mother's number and dialed it.

My mom had already guessed that the call showing "unknown number" might be me, "Is it An An?"

"Mom..."I didn't sensationalize this time, and I didn't cry, "Mom, I haven't called you for a long time, are you okay?"

"I'm fine, I live in the forest, what can I do? Mom is just worried about you, you said that you don't call for a long time, Mom doesn't know where you are, I'm worried every day..."

I blamed myself a little, my instability worried my mother, and she couldn't even reach me if she wanted to: "I'm sorry, Mom, I've been a little busy lately." I'm definitely not going to be in the future, I'll call you every day, okay?"

"Well, mom has nothing else to ask for now, I just hope you are doing well. By the way, An An, will you come back for the New Year? Why don't you come to Jushilin to find me, and we will spend it with fellow Daoists. ”

There are still more than 3 months to go before the Chinese New Year, and I can't say what will happen in these three months.

"How are you doing now?Is the work going well?Did Zhang Nan's parents come to look for you?" My mother asked worriedly.

"It's okay Mom, don't worry. Zhang Nan's parents... Can't find me?"

I talked to my mom about the situation again, but I avoided talking about things that didn't matter, so that she felt that I was stable and good now.

My mother naively thought that I was really stable, and once again mentioned the project of Binhai International Tourist Scenic Area, and said that if I opened it when the situation allowed, maybe I could make a breakthrough from here to turn my father's case over, so that our family may also have a reunion day. She also recalled the days when our family of three was reunited, and finally said with great emotion: "But Ke An, don't give up your hopes, let's leave it to fate." ”

I know my mother is thinking in her heart, but I am afraid that I will be under too much pressure like what happened to Zhang Nan before. We talked for a long, long time, until Kim Joon-jung went out and stood behind me, and I hung up my mother's phone. Hurriedly got up and went to the kitchen to bring out the porridge that had been boiled in the morning and put it in the yard: "Mr. Jin, you haven't eaten for a day, eat some quickly." ”

Jin Junzhong was still in a trance: "Hmm." ”

His coldness made me scared, as if he was wearing a heavy mask that I couldn't figure out. In order to relieve myself, I took the initiative to clean up the wreckage swept away by yesterday's strong wind in the yard.

"Teacher Ke, can you please help me make a pot of tea?"

I turned my head, and he stared blankly ahead, while the porridge on the table didn't move. I knew that he had something on his mind, so I had to obediently go to the living room to take out the tea set and tea leaves, and just as I was about to start preparing to boil water, he said, "You use the sencha ceremony?"

Jin Junzhong's sudden professional term made me stunned, this is definitely known to people who have entered the industry. Because most of the tea art that is widely spread now is the tea ceremony. His so-called sencha ceremony, I only saw Zeng Zinuo brew once by chance. And that time I said I wanted to learn, Zeng Zinuo smiled and said that I didn't have enough experience and couldn't taste good.

I shook my head, "I'm sorry Mr. Kim, I won't. ”

Then he didn't speak again, I was a little distracted when the water was boiling, I forgot to take it off when the water was boiling halfway, he reminded me: "Teacher Ke, the water is old..."

I was amazed that Kim Jun-jung knew so much about tea, and I was embarrassed to pour out the water and re-boil it.

"Teacher Ke, I'm leaving tomorrow, you're going to be in this house..."

"It's okay Mr. Kim, I just wanted to tell you that I was resigning and was about to refund you part of the fee. ”

"You don't have to return me, you can keep it. You can live in the house first, my company still needs to take care of it, and I have to come back from time to time. Kim Jun-jung spoke in a tired state, as if he had made a decision after a long struggle.

Jin Junzhong walked quickly, and after drinking tea, he went to pack up his things and leave, and he didn't tell me where he would go, but told me before leaving: "Teacher Ke, when you are home alone, remember to lock the door, if someone knocks on the door, don't open it, if there is a bad situation, you will call the police." ”

I think it's just that Kim Jun-jung was more worried about me and didn't think much else. But I still wonder who the woman who came to him the day before yesterday, and why did he decide to leave after careful consideration, what happened to the woman named Xiaoyi and him before?

It's just that on the surface, all this has nothing to do with me, and after he left, I obediently locked the gate in the yard, thinking that I would try to contact the company in the afternoon, and after I officially found a job in the city, I didn't plan to stay with him for a long time. After all, the owner is gone, and if the woman named Xiaoyi comes back one day, it won't be good for me to stay here like this.

Influenced by the project "Binhai International Tourist Scenic Area", I was looking for a job in an advertising agency and a construction company. Although I can only do simple administrative work in the current condition, it still does not affect my choice.

In the afternoon, two companies were identified, one is the national chain advertising company "Tengfei Advertising", and the other is the local construction company "Zhanhong Construction Engineering Co., Ltd." in Binhai. The positions applied for are all administrative clerks, and they are scheduled to be interviewed tomorrow morning and afternoon.

After all, it was the first time I had participated in such an interview, and after I had done my homework in advance, I was ready to get a good night's sleep early so that I could go tomorrow in the best spirits. I just slept until midnight and was woken up by the wild cat in the yard, and it was like a spring bark outside, and the sound was extremely terrifying.

I was worried about tomorrow's interview, so I got up with all my courage and took a golf club left by Kim Jun-jung in the living room and walked out into the yard. After some searching, I found the wild cat under the pear tree, and I touched it lightly, and it climbed up the pole. I was afraid that it would continue to make noise with me, so I looked up and prepared to hit the trunk.

But when I looked up, there was a white thing falling on it, and I was scared...