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Hearing this, it was as if a nerve had suddenly broken in her mind, her fingertips trembled, and she didn't understand what Lu Yan meant for a while.

But the heart was huddled together, as if it had been hit hard by something.

Lu Yan lowered his eyebrows, his eyes were deep, something cast a heavy shadow under his eyes, his voice was still difficult, word by word: "Words, didn't you want that child back then?"

This short, not long sentence, but it took a few minutes to digest, as if she couldn't understand Chinese.

Lu Yan actually asked her, don't you want that child anymore?

From the moment she knew the existence of the child, she did not have a strong desire to give up the child, at that time, although she was confused, although she was surprised by the existence of the child, although she did not know what kind of changes would happen to her relationship with Lu Yan in the future because of this sudden appearance of the child, although she was entangled, she never wanted to give up completely.

But now, three years have passed, Lu Yan still has the face to ask her, why doesn't she want children......

The eyes that were as black as paint shrank, and the heart that was already throbbing twitched even more, and the blood flowing in the limbs seemed to have stopped flowing, and the hands and feet were cold.

Her chest heaved, her breathing grew long, and she could barely control her anger in her air.

She clenched her fingers, restraining the sourness of the tip of her nose.

How could she not have children? Why did she not want children? Back then, if it wasn't for Lu Yan, if it wasn't for Zhou Yun, if it wasn't for Xu Yingxia, how could her children be gone?

Yan Yu always thought that after three years, she should have let go of her hatred about her children, but today, she found out that, in fact, she had not forgotten it at all, but those fierce emotions were buried by her layer by layer.

Her fingertips trembled with anger, and there seemed to be a cold wind in her chest, and the sharp edge was coldly slashing at her heart.

No matter how vague that memory is, Yan Yu can't forget Xu Yingxia's face, Xu Yingxia always wears a beautiful dress, and her figure appears gracefully and cleanly, but the words that come out of her mouth are always mocking and stimulating - "Yanyan, can't you forget Cheng Ci?" However, while you can't forget Cheng Ci, you have another child with Ah Yan, Yanyan, you are really a slut who can be a husband." ”

- "Yanyan, is the relationship between you and Qin Rang already very close, do you say that Ah Yan knows that you cuckolded him?"

- "Yanyan, I don't think this child in your womb can be born, and Ah Yan will not allow this child to be born." ”

- "Yanyan, have you heard the rumors outside? Everyone knows that you have been with Cheng Ci, and you are immediately with Cheng Ci's younger brother Lu Yan, and everyone also knows that you gave Lu Yan a green hat, and the photos of you and Qin Rang outside are overwhelming, but you pity the wild seed in your belly, and you will be burdened with the infamy of a dog mongrel as soon as you are born." ”

Every sentence was like a sharp sword, piercing her heart.

She can not care about her reputation, but she can't help but think about her children. I couldn't think too much during pregnancy, and the words kept giving me psychological hints, but it was useless, she was locked up in the villa, suppressing her emotions, but Xu Yingxia appeared almost every day, humiliating her and the child in her belly in a different way.

Yan Yu can't restrain her crankiness, she can't restrain her own collapse, she is depressed, and she can't see the little stars, and she can't see the north and south outside, no matter how healthy her psychology is, it will collapse, not to mention, her heart has already collapsed once.

During her detention, she thought about many endings, such as being imprisoned all her life, such as her and Lu Yanjiang living a lifetime, such as she became Lu Yan's forbidden body, but she never thought that her child would be induced by Zhou Yun.

Hell is nothing more than that.

At that time, Zhou Yun was like crazy, lost all her senses, with a hideous face, suddenly rushed into her room, smashed the newspaper in her hand at her, and roared sharply: "Yanyu, you shameless woman, who did you say about the child in your belly! Ah Yan is not at home, but you cuckold him everywhere, one sentence is not enough, and now there is another Qin Rang, you will die without a man, right?"

The words trembled, and saw that the newspapers scattered all over the sky were full of photos of her and Qin Rang, and she didn't need to look at her to know what ugly words the newspapers would use to describe her.

This is just the beginning, Zhou Yun didn't believe that Xiaoxing was Lu Yan's child, and she didn't believe that her belly would be Lu Yan's child, she first took Xiaoxing to do a detailed dNA appraisal privately, and later, the words with a big belly were also dragged to the hospital, Zhou Yun asked the doctor to extract amniotic fluid for identification.

She didn't know the appraisal results, what went wrong, and the Zhou Yun she saw again was more terrifying than ever.

She had a cold face and an expressionless face, and let people drag the words to the hospital, and in the hospital, waiting for the words was the cold instruments, the cold doctors, and the pungent smell of potions.

Zhou Yun only said one sentence: "Kill this wild seed in her belly, our Lu family can't leave the wild seed." ”

Yan Yu couldn't escape the siege of so many people at all, she was pressed tightly on the operating table, everyone ignored her begging for mercy, regardless of her struggle, she told Zhou Yun over and over again that this was Lu Yan's child, not someone else's child.

But no one wanted to listen to her.

Everyone was as ruthless and cold as a tool on an assembly line, with a cold face, pressing her, her eyes were black in pain, her whole body was convulsed, her eyes were blurred, and her memory was broken.

At that time, she smelled the rich smell of blood, she thought she couldn't stand it, she heard Zhou Yun decide to let her continue to induce labor without any temperature, and she heard Xu Yingxia gloat and say - You are not Ah Yan's child in your belly, and Ah Yan also decided not to have this child.

Yan Yu thought, perhaps, the driving force that supported her at that time was her hatred for Lu Yan.

She didn't want to hate Lu Yan, but those hatreds couldn't be covered up or eliminated.

Yes, when she was pregnant, Lu Yan seemed to care about her, seemed to be gentle with her, and provided her with a house, food and servants, but he was also the one who put the child in her belly in danger without any scruples.

If it weren't for him imprisoning her, if he wasn't around, if it wasn't for his mother, if it wasn't for his ex-girlfriend, then, her child wouldn't have died and would have grown up in peace.

Thinking about it, his eyes unconsciously became hot and red.

If he was still here, he would be bigger than Lu Shumu and taller than Lu Shumu......

Yan Yu didn't dare to think about it anymore, she bit her lower lip, took a deep breath, and her whole person was a little emotionally broken, she used her strength to break free from Lu Yan's embrace.

Lu Yan made up his mind that he must hear Yan Yu's answer, and he asked again in a deep voice: "Yan Yu, speak, did you not want that child so much, didn't you want to give birth to my child?"

Anger appeared in Yu Yu's dark eyes, her sneer overflowed her lips, and she sneered: "I don't want it?" She trembled slightly with anger, "Why should I give birth to a child for you?" Lu Yan, who do you think you are? Is it true that all women are willing to give birth to a child for you?"

The coldness in Lu Yan's eyes was a little colder, he grabbed her small chin, pulled her face, forced her to look at him, and his voice became heavier: "Answer me, did you really not want that child in the first place?"

What if you want it, and what if you don't want it?

Whatever her choice, that kid was gone!

Yu's eyes froze, but the depths of the ice were burning again, she didn't understand why Lu Yan refused to let go of everything that had passed for so long.

Yan Yu's curly eyelashes trembled slightly, she stared at Lu Yan's expression, and her lips raised a mocking arc: "I don't want to have any more children with you, you should know, Xiaoxing is different, she is a test-tube baby, she is my own choice, she is a child born with hope, in my eyes, she is already more than just your child." I feel bad for any child who has a relationship with you and me at the same time, except for her. ”

These words, every word was wrapped in a cold wind, sweeping the cold current of winter, making Lu Yan's entire body cold, and the bone marrow exuded coldness.

Is it only the little star that is a metaphor for the child who hopes to be born?

Lu Yan's pupils contracted heavily, and his words pricked the nerves in his mind with great clarity.

What hope the little star pinned on couldn't be more obvious.

At that time, she had just come out of the shadow of her lover's death, and she longed to give birth to a child who would look like Cheng Ci.

Lu Yan lowered his eyelids and smiled sarcastically, his smile indifferent and cold.

And he, Lu Yan, to put it bluntly, is just a tool that happens to appear and is easy to use.

Lu Yan's facial features became sharp, and he squeezed out words from between his teeth word by word: "Words, you have the ability to say it again!"

Yan Yu looked at his irritated and angry appearance, but there was a faint sense of revenge in his chest, and the depression of so many days finally had a place to vent.

Yan Yu sneered and repeated the last sentence word by word: "Except for Little Star, any child who has a relationship with you and me at the same time makes me feel uncomfortable and disgusted. ”

Lu Yan's breathing became heavy.

"Words, metaphors!"

The two words squeezed out of his throat, he gritted his teeth and held back, clenched his fists, and the mat was wrapped in a cold fist wind, and slammed into the wall of the hotel with a dull sound.

Yan Yu simply took this opportunity to make it clear directly: "Lu Yan, I don't know what your plans are when you suddenly appear next to me, I just want to tell you, if you just want to see the little star, then I'll let you see it, but don't even think about anything else." I have no feelings for you anymore, Xiaoxing has forgotten you, your sudden appearance now will only destroy our peaceful and beautiful life, three years ago, when you gave me Xiaoxing, you hoped that me and her could have a peaceful life, right?"

Lu Yan looked at Yan Yu's expression, and suddenly felt that Yan Yu was a little unfamiliar, and one of his hearts was completely cold, wrapped in a cold air, so cold that his blood seemed to be frozen.

After three years, has the words long since they lost their feelings? Has they already blocked their emotions?

That's why you're so indifferent?

After Yan Yu finished speaking, he wanted to go back to the hotel room, but before he turned around, he was grabbed by the man's wrist, the man's fingers were slender, the bones were distinct, and the strength was not light at all.

Before she could react, the man suddenly reached out and pulled her in his direction.

Her back slammed against the wall, and a pain came from her shoulder blades.

In the next second, her lips were blocked by the man's thin lips, and her hands were grabbed, raised, and firmly fixed on top of her head.

The man is very strong, and there is hardly any mercy.

It was obviously kissing, but there was no trace of lust in his dark and deep eyes, which were as dark as the sea at night, and they were still calm, the sea before the storm.

He calmly watched as she struggled under his hands, calmly rolling her red lips, calmly grabbing her air, starving her of oxygen, making her unable to speak, making her stop thinking.

Yan Yu has been struggling and refusing: "Lu Yan, I said, I have no feelings for you anymore, please don't stalk you!"

Lu Yan looked at her reaction, obviously feeling angina, but deep down, there was a faint twisted pleasure - look, whether she wants to or not, as long as he forces her, she will never be able to leave the prison he set up, she will never escape his conquest, she should belong to him naturally.

Lu Yan's eyes became darker and darker, so black that there was hardly a trace of light.

He seemed to have forgotten that it was only in the hallway of the hotel.

Lu Yan stared at Yan Yu and sneered: "Do you want a peaceful life? Of course you can have a peaceful life, of course you can choose not to be with me, but have you considered Xiaoxing's feelings? Are you sure she doesn't want her father?"

His tone was calm and cruel: "No child does not crave father's love, and so does Little Star, she likes me, she is longing for father's love, and father's love is something you can never give Little Star." ”

When he heard the words, he only felt that the anger in his chest was accumulating more and more.

He only talks about paternal love, but how much paternal love does he actually give?

She doesn't think that the two of them together will be of great help to the children? The parents who look like each other and are in tat-for-tat, the father is surrounded by a group of wild flowers, and the mother sits idly by, such a superficially harmonious family is the biggest harm to the child, it is better to be frank and open, so that the child knows that the parents also have their parents' lives and choices.

Yan Yu struggled, and finally broke free of Lu Yan's confinement, and was just about to go up.

I heard the voice of a soft girl with a little crying: "Uncle, let go of your mother!

It's the little star.

Lu Yan followed the prestige and crashed into Xiaoxing's dark and moist eyes, there was always an inextinguishable light in her eyes, but now, looking at him, her eyes were a little frightened.

Lu Yan's pupils shrank slightly, pursed his lips, and slowly, his lost reason returned.

He let go of the words.

Yan Yu slammed his shoulder, he didn't have any preparation, took a step back, staggered, and only then did he stand firmly, but the tall figure looked a little decadent.

Little Star: "Uncle is bad, bullying my mother, I don't want to see my uncle again." ”

The crying in her voice was obvious.

Lu Yan's throat was dry and he couldn't say anything, and in the end, he just glanced at Xiaoxing deeply, and there was no light in his dark eyes.

Xiaoxing ran over, hugged Yan Yu's legs, and made a posture that protected Yan but was also guarded against Lu Yan.

Lu Yan's chest cavity was like being pricked by a needle, and the pain was dense.

*

Throughout the day, Yan Yu and the north and south took the little stars, walked around Amsterdam a little, and at three o'clock in the afternoon, they went back to the hotel to check out, took their luggage, ran to the airport, security check, and boarding.

Yan Yu saw Lu Yan again in the first class.

Xiaoxing saw it first, she clenched her little hand tightly, and then with her other hand, she pointed to Lu Yan, who was looking at the book slowly and indifferently, and said softly, "Bully your uncle in the morning." ”

Yu patted Little Star's head soothingly.

Xiaoxing should have been scared in the morning, she had grown so big, she had never seen Yan Yu Qi like that, nor had she seen Lu Yan so ferocious, so when she saw Lu Yan, she was a little frightened.

Lu Yan also went back to London, he had set the location before, next to the words, but this time, none of them greeted anyone, as if no one had seen anyone.

Xiaoxing was even more indifferent, sat down, and took the back of her head and back to Lu Yan, feeling angry in her heart, if it was usual, she would have rushed up and called him Uncle Lu softly.

A few hours of flight went by quickly.

The plane stopped at London Heathrow Airport, Yan Yu pushed his luggage in one hand and pulled the little star in the other, and the little star shook Yan Yu and the north and south hands and walked towards the exit together.

As soon as he walked out, Little Star saw a warm figure with a long body waiting at the exit.

Her eyes were crooked, she laughed, and suddenly let go of the hand holding Yanyu, and out of the corner of her eye, she also saw Lu Yan's tall and upright figure, slowly walking this way.

Qin Rang saw Xiaoxing running over, smiled, squatted down, stretched out his hand, and prepared to give Xiaoxing a loving hug.

Little Star suddenly ran and shouted to him, "Dad!"

Qin Rang was stunned for a moment: "?......"

His eyebrows jumped heavily.

I didn't understand what the eccentric little star was going to do, but it was undeniable that his heart was happy, and after Qin Rang's astonishment, there was a pleasant smile between his eyebrows, and a shallow arc was outlined on his lips, and the tenderness in his eyes was about to overflow.

He hugged Little Star in his arms, and Little Star called him loudly over and over again as if he was addicted: "Daddy!"

screamed, and bent his eyes and laughed.

When he answered, nothing happened, as if it was just to satisfy her attachment to salutation.

Yan Yu was also taken aback by Xiaoxing's reaction, and in the next second, she wrinkled her brows, walking a little faster, she had to emphasize to Xiaoxing again, Qin Rang was just an uncle, not a father, and she couldn't scream indiscriminately.

Lu Yan also heard Xiaoxing's voice "Dad".

His eyebrows, lined with extreme fatigue under the pale airport lights, filled with the fatigue of the journey, he stood still, his back straight, his eyelashes under the eye sockets, falling deep and shallow shadows, he clenched his fingers to relieve the pain in his heart.

His lips were very straight, stubbornly straight, revealing a kind of coldness like ashes.

His daughter can only call him uncle, and now she probably doesn't even want to call him uncle, but she happily calls other men and Qin Rang "Dad".

When Xiaoxing hugged Qin Rang, she smiled happily, but she was a little uneasy in her heart, afraid that her mother would scold her, but she deliberately called Uncle Qin "Dad", because she was angry that Uncle Lu did that to her mother in the morning, angry that Uncle Lu said that she didn't have a father, and Xiaoxing didn't know what she was fighting for, she just wanted to tell Lu Yan that she was also a person with a father!

Lu Yan is a tall and upright person, and he can't ignore it at all.

Qin Rang hugged the little star, stood up, and saw Lu Yan, he sighed in his heart, Lu Yan appeared again, this time, is Lu Yan planning to come again? Is he planning to rob him again? He is actually on the same flight as Yan Yu, so are they playing together in the Netherlands?

One question after another squeezed into Qin Rang's mind.

reminded his nervous system.

can't back down anymore, otherwise, he will really push the words to Lu Yan's side in vain.

*

Yan Yu walked to Qin Rang's side, and just as he wanted to say something, Qin Rang took out a free hand, touched Yan Yu's hair, and said softly: "I know, it's okay, the child is screaming, I understand, don't criticize Xiaoxing, she is still a child......"

He said everything, and he didn't know what to say for a while.

Nanbei smiled: "Let's go, let's talk about it when we go back, and then stay at the airport, it's going to be late at night." ”

Qin Rang: "Okay." ”

Lu Yan looked at the warm picture of the seemingly warm family, his heart was about to be swallowed up by jealousy, his chest rose and fell, and when he turned his eyes, he saw a small figure not far away.

Wearing a small black suit, there is no expression on his face.

Lu Shumu obviously saw Lu Yan, but he walked towards Yan Yu without squinting.

Yan Yu was slightly stunned when he saw Lu Shumu, then bent his lips and bent over: "Shumu, why are you here?

Lu Shumu pursed his lips and didn't answer, because he didn't know what to say, he was here to see her.

When Yan Yu saw his appearance, he smiled.

Lu Shumu looks small, not tall, maybe much thinner than children of the same age, but his IQ really crushes other children.

The little star also got down from Qin Rang's arms, surprised: "Brother Shumu!"

Yan Yu's hand was just about to touch Lu Shumu, and in the next second, Lu Shumu was picked up, and her hand fell into the air.

Lu Yan's cold voice with no emotion came, not to Yan Yu, but to Lu Shumu: "Lu Shumu, did I say that don't let strangers touch you casually." ”

Stranger?

Words are suffocated.

Lu Shumu looked at Lu Yan's eyes, a little speechless, he pursed his mouth, as if he was sulking, originally, almost a little, he could be touched on the head......