Heidi was desperate and angry, and then, she was indifferent.

Her face was a little distorted, but it was not hideous, and after saying that, after a brief moment of anger, she suddenly showed a smile, which looked extremely inconsistent with her age.

After reading all the vicissitudes of life, there is no nostalgia for the world, and only the old people will have a smile, not bitter, it seems that they have thought of this day for a long time, and they seem to have been waiting for this day for a long time.

It's like......

If there are eighty or ninety old people in the neighborhood who have died, people say that this is a happy funeral, and at this point, they have to go, which can be regarded as relief. And this is the expression of Heidi at this time: relieved.

"You don't want to live anymore?" Red asked.

Live, people in this world, who wouldn't want to live?

I remember the day my father died, the cannon roared outside, and my mother dragged my father to the mountain with red eyes, and gently wiped the dirt off his face with a hand towel. Heidi lay on top of her father and cried, as did her mother.

"You're dead, I don't want to live anymore! I don't want to live anymore!" Next to her, a woman beat her chest, she had just killed her husband. In a war zone, women who have died are always particularly miserable. Not only will it be difficult to dodge the bullets, but it will also be very difficult to grab water.

To live is to eat, to drink, to clothe. Snatching clothes from dead people, snatching water from the only spring on the other side of the mountain, and some supplies that were not airdropped by the governments of the three countries. Even during the war, refugees need to grab land when they hide in the underground passages, and the more they are inside, the safer they are.

You have to grab it, there is no man, it is difficult to grab it, not to mention, there is also a little Heidi.

This is a necessary condition for life, and it is still difficult, let alone a woman who has lost her husband, it is difficult to keep her innocence in such troubled times. In any war, women will be defiled, any one.

"I'm not alive anymore!

So, the woman next to her was crying hoarsely, and that sadness made Heidi start to be afraid, and she looked at her mother, and saw that her mother was crying silently, and turned her head to see Heidi, and saw the sadness in her eyes.

Stretched out his hand to wipe Heidi's tears: "Don't worry, Mom won't die." You remember, Nietzsche said that a person who knows what he lives for can endure any kind of life. ”

Heidi is unfortunate that she lives in troubled times. But she was fortunate that her mother, unlike others, was a university professor before the war, and she was full of money and could always teach her something that others could not teach.

For example, the song, 'The people of Judah and the people of Leozu, and the people of Mi dancing barefoot on the side, we are like a family, we harvest the ears together, we harvest the ears together. ’

For example, this quote from Nietzsche.

"What do you live for?" asked Heidi.

"For you. Heidi's mother looked at her firmly and touched her head: "For you to have someone to rely on, to have my mother's arms, no matter how difficult it is, I have to live." ”

Dad died early and left when Heidi was ten years old.

When her mother died, Heidi was fifteen years old, and in the past five years, her mother has used amazing perseverance and fighting spirit to realize this sentence: a person knows what he lives for, and he can endure any kind of life.

Heidi is pretty, with her mother.

Heidi's mother knew the days ahead of her husband when she saw her husband die, and that night, she was dragged into her room by a man who had been thinking about her for a long time.

The human heart will become evil in such an environment.

"You're our neighbor! My husband ...... for you," Heidi's mother cried.

Sometimes, reason will tell her that these things will inevitably happen, but reason is reason, and emotion is emotion. How could she, a weak woman who had just lost her husband, accept all this gladly.

However, she quickly calmed down and glanced at Heidi, who was sleeping beside her.

"Let's go downstairs. She compromised.

The man was so excited, he hadn't touched a woman for a long time, and he had been thinking about it for a long time.

"There's going to be an airdrop tomorrow, can you help me grab some?" asked Heidi's mother.

"Good. ”

Heidi didn't know that in the dilapidated room on the first floor, her mother had been mixed up by the man on the night she lost her husband, and she didn't know that the kind neighbor uncle who had sent two loaves of bread and four hams the next day was a wicked man.

Heidi smiled lightly and handed Heidi the food, "We've got something to eat, kid." ”

I can endure it, I can only endure it, and in order for Heidi to live, everything can be endured.

Her husband died, a relative's son died, and everyone around her died, so how could Heidi live?

Heidi's mother has her sights set on the person in charge of managing the folk heroes, and her dead husband or dead Heidi's cousin must be named a hero in exchange for Heidi's chance to work at the villa.

For five years, Heidi's mother has lost count of how much she has paid, and it is difficult for a woman to protect a child in such a turbulent war zone for five years.

Finally, Heidi gets her chance to enter the villa.

Heidi remembers that the night she got the news, her mother took her to the grave mountain, where her father's grave had long been found, there were graves on the graves, and there were too many dead.

"Your dad is here. Heidi's mother sat on the ground, gently touched a piece of land on the ground, and said: "Husband, our little Heidi can go to the villa to work, she can live, she can live......"

The moon was like water that day, and Heidi saw her mother cry for the first time, and she lay on the ground and cried all night.

Nietzsche was right, one can endure any kind of life if one knows what one is living for.

"You remember, your life is given by your family, you must live! No matter what happens, living is the most important thing!" Heidi's mother held Heidi's hand in front of her father's grave, very serious.

"There is a fish in the palm of fate that slips through the net, live! No matter what, you must live!"

This is what her mother said to Heidi before she died.

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"Have you thought about it?" Red was a little surprised, a sixteen-year-old girl was not afraid of death?!

Heidi looked at Red, smiled lightly, and asked, "Do you know Nietzsche?"

The sudden words made Red stunned.

"Nietzsche is a great philosopher, and if it weren't for you wicked people who destroyed our home, I would have read his book in my study at home right now. With that, Heidi glanced at the dagger in his hand.

The dagger was sharp, sharp enough to kill someone, but there was not a drop of blood on the surface of the knife. But look at the handle of the knife for yourself, and there is a small piece of skin hanging from the handle, and a small piece of skin that has fallen from the neck of your companion.

"Nietzsche once said that a person who knows what he is living for can endure any kind of life. My mother said that I wanted to live no matter what, but what am I living for? I don't know why I lived, and I gave away my scarf, and I stood in front of him so that he could see me, and I died without regrets. ”

Heidi seemed to say it to Red, and it seemed to say it to herself, and she just looked at the knife in Red's hand without a trace of fear.

This was not what Red expected, and he thought how he could let such a little girl be at his mercy.

Don't......

"You love him?" asked Red, settling his touch.

The emotion that flashed in Heidi's eyes was captured by him. It's still easy for a killer to figure out a little girl's mind.

"Do you think he's going to love you, or can you pry his girlfriend?" Red sneered, reaching out and strangling Heidi's neck.

Heidi closed her eyes. Although she was not afraid, she still shed tears. Just like her mother back then, reason is reason, emotion is emotion, and although she is not afraid of death, she also feels self-pity.

"Or do you think he'll remember you?" Red said, straining harder.

In fact, in the process of being strangled to death, the feeling of suffocation is only felt later, and the first thing I feel is the pain, the pain and strong discomfort from the neck being strangled by a strong man.

Then, Bian felt suffocation.

At this time, the sound will become particularly loud.

"He won't remember you at all, you're just a pawn of his, is it worth losing your life for such a pawn?" Rhett's voice was so loud that her eardrums buzzed.

The suffocation, the unbearable suffocation, made Heidi instinctively want to break free, her feet rubbing against the ground again, and tears streaming down her cheeks.

The whites of the eyes are instantly red.

"You died, he completed the task, returned to China to eat and drink spicy food, and lived a good life with his girlfriend, what about you?"

"It's better to live than anything else, it's better to live by yourself than anything else, don't you think about this clearly? Just put the button on his body, that's all, you have freedom, you have a life!"

Red gritted his teeth and continued to ramp up.

Woo...... Woo...... Heidi instinctively cried for help before she died, and her feet rubbed harder and harder on the ground, scrubbing her shoes off.

"It's better to live than anything else!" said her mother's voice.

Heidi closed her eyes.

"A person who knows what he lives for can endure any kind of life!" said her mother's voice again.

This time, Heidi suddenly thought of something, her eyes opened, and her face had turned purple and she raised her eyes and winked at Red!

A smile crossed Red's lips as he let go of his hand.

"Ahem...... Ahem......" Heidi coughed violently, breathing heavily.

"Have you figured it out?"

Heidi nodded, coughing and holding out her hand, "I'm going to live." ”