Chapter 182: Forget It......
The car walked from the other gate of the school, because of Pei Zile and the group of security guards, so there was no one at the other door, Pei Shaobei's car passed by smoothly, but when he turned the corner, he met another car that drove in, and the license plate number showed that it was the armed police.
"Pei Shaobei, is that the car of the armed police?" I asked anxiously.
Pei Shaobei glanced in the rearview mirror, and then nodded, "Well, I should have come to find Li Gang!"
At this time, Pei Zile in the back seat couldn't sit still, and asked anxiously, "Brother, it can't be that Li Gang is going to suppress those reporters by force, right? This is too blatant, no, I have to call and tell them, so as not to cause casualties!"
After Pei Zile finished speaking, he started to call, I felt Pei Shaobei's face instantly darken, and hurriedly stopped Pei Zile, "Zile, don't call yet, if it is suppressed by force, it can't be such a car, it must be a green card!"
Pei Zile was stunned, "Green card? He Li Gang is too bold, brother, what should I do, those people are here for Xiaofan's business, I can't bother them, you, you drive the car back, I'll let them disperse first!"
I wailed in my heart, and I couldn't help but want to mourn for Pei Zile for a few minutes.
"Pei Zile, who let you mess with those reporters?" Pei Shaobei's air-conditioning pressure almost canceled out the heating in the car, I swallowed my saliva and wanted to persuade me, but when I opened my mouth, I felt that it was inappropriate, so I had to signal Pei Shaobei with my eyes not to say too harshly.
"It wasn't me who provoked it, it was they who broke into the school by themselves, and at the scene of Gu Wan's game today, a little intern reporter popped up and made a scene, and then these reporters came!" Pei Zile tried his best to explain, but was interrupted by Pei Shaobei's indifference, "What does it have to do with you when they come to them?"
"It doesn't matter to me what you call it, brother, Xiaofan is my friend, he died unjustly, how can I sit idly by. Moreover, you have also seen that there are many people who can't tolerate campus violence like me, don't think that everyone is as cold-blooded and ruthless as you, and everyone is as powerful as you, I tell you, there is no shortage of hot-blooded people in this society, I don't believe that this time there is such a big trouble, and the relevant departments will not have a result!"
Pei Zile was stimulated and began to speak at length again, as if Pei Shaobei and I were the kind of people who lost their passion and lost their so-called moral concepts, only he was burning his youth with his beliefs and holding his position bravely and bravely.
If I were ten years younger, maybe I would be full of enthusiasm by his passionate speech, but it can't be said that our blood is cold, but after the baptism of time, many things, many things, you have seen too much, it will fade, once this concept fades, it is no longer possible to think of it as passionate as before.
Perhaps, this is the old heart!
"Hmph, hot blood?" Pei Shaobei snorted coldly, "It's hot blood, those people are using you hot-blooded idiots! If the relevant departments can really supervise these, why does campus violence continue to be banned." Pei Zile, can you have a little brain, do you think those reporters standing at the door are really here to help you? There is no fame and fortune to gain, do you think they will do this desperately?"
"Fame, fortune, fame and fortune, is it in your eyes that everything you do and everything has such a purpose, don't you feel disgusted? Don't you feel particularly dark? I am ashamed of you!" Pei Zile was so angry that he moved back and forth on the back seat, smashed on the mat in the last lap, and said again in a muffled voice, "You are embarrassed to call yourself a gold medal lawyer, a lawyer who upholds law and order, how can you watch others disturb the law so calmly while you only care about fame and fortune!"
Pei Shaobei was speechless by Pei Zile's attack, but his face became more and more gloomy.
I sighed, I really didn't know what to advise, but fortunately, Pei Zile didn't mention the matter of going back to school, nor did he call, just lowered his head and fiddled with his mobile phone, probably texting those reporters to ask them to leave.
When I got home, Pei Shaobei really left in a hurry, and only told Pei Zile to guard me well, without even changing my shoes, and turned around and went back to the elevator.
I took Pei Zile's hand and entered the house, he didn't speak, I told him to put me on the sofa, and I was worried that he would want to go back to school if he had nothing to do, so I kept instructing him to do things, saying that he was thirsty for a while, and eating fruit for a while, and finally asked him to wipe the floor.
Pei Zile couldn't stand it anymore, he held the mop in his hand and looked at me against his chin, I coughed twice a little uncomfortably, and lowered my head to eat the fruit.
"Gu Wan, are you not uncomfortable at all?"
"Who, who said that!" I immediately looked up and retorted, but because of my weak heart, it was easier to show flaws.
"The elementary school teacher told us that we can't lie. Gu Wan, you are a university teacher, you won't understand this truth!" Pei Zile looked at me speechlessly, "Why lie to me, don't you want me to do what I want to do? Why? I don't want to put you and my brother together, I don't want to, because that will make me feel disappointed." I've always felt that you're the most understanding person in the world, but now, can you tell me what else happened that I don't know about, that would make you stop me from doing things again and again?"
Pei Zile's tone had calmed down, and he no longer thought about the anger he was angry when he was arguing with Pei Shaobei.
I sighed, I couldn't pretend anymore, so I had to explain, "There is no other reason, I'm the same as your brother, I don't want you to get involved, sometimes, what my eyes see, what my ears hear is not necessarily true, Zile, your brother and I have more life experience than you, and what we see is farther than you, you just have to believe it, me and your brother, no one will harm you!"
"Really?" Pei Zile smiled self-deprecatingly, but his eyes were a little red, "Someone has told me this before, saying that everything she does is for my good, and she will never harm me!"
I was shocked in my heart, and I soon understood who the person Pei Zile was talking about.
"It's your mother, right?"
Pei Zile nodded, "Since I was a child, I have been restricted by her a lot of things, probably because my brother is too self-conscious and too difficult to control, so she wants to get a response to all the frustrations she has suffered from him, what I like, if it doesn't suit her heart, she will do everything to stop it." Even sometimes, it's not that she doesn't agree with her, but it just obstructs her eyes and arouses jealousy in her heart, and she will stop and hurt regardless of it. What was left for me in the end? Gu Wan, you see, what was left for me?"
Pei Zile suddenly opened his arms, and the mop fell to the ground in response, making a crisp sound, "bang", as if this time it didn't hit the floor but smashed on my heart.
"You see, what has become of me, sometimes I spit on myself! I have no opinions, no ideas, I dare not associate with people, I dare not trust others. Aside from my brother, you're the only one I'm willing to trust and get close to. I was scared, but I was glad. I was afraid that my mother would drive you away from me, but I was glad that my brother was on your side, because of this, you would not be so vulnerable, but I hated this happiness very much, and at the same time I had great doubts about myself because of this hatred. Why, why can't the person who can protect you be me, if at the beginning, when I was young, I could be like my brother, insist on my own ideas, and be able to walk out of my own way under the pressure of my mother, is it now, I don't have to be afraid, I don't have to look at you anymore, but I can't do anything!"
Pei Zile's tears fell uncontrollably, and I was very panicked, but I didn't know how to persuade him.
"You all said it was a dangerous thing for me to do. But have you ever thought about my feelings, have you considered me from my standpoint, do you know, what do I want to do?" Pei Zile raised his hand and wiped it on his face, "You don't, you just see me as a child, a puppet with no self-consciousness and no thoughts, you hold the thread, as long as you feel that the thread is in your hands, you won't let me go down the wrong path, but I am a person, an adult, with my own circle, my own ideas, and my own persistence! I am no longer that child!" ”
My heart ached for a while, the pity and sympathy, the encouragement to break through the principles was almost blurted out, but I was bitten in my mouth.
No, I can't watch him be taken advantage of step by step without asking.
"Pei Zile, I'm sorry!" I lowered my head and only said this sentence.
Pei Zile's gaze fell on the top of my head, and I didn't have to look at him to know how disappointed it was. The mop on the ground was picked up again, and the ground was dragged one by one, from the living room to the kitchen, from the kitchen to the bedroom, and the water in the bathroom was the only sound in the house.
Silence, dead silence.
Until Pei Shaobei came back with a drunken body, Pei Zile didn't say a word to me again.
"Brother, you're back, then I'll go back!" Pei Zile walked to the entrance and looked at Pei Shaobei with a calm expression. Pei Shaobei nodded and did not stop it. I watched Pei Zile leave, feeling a little uneasy, and hurriedly chased after him to stop him, but Pei Shaobei stretched out his hand to block it.
"Pei Shaobei, Zile's mood is unstable, I don't feel at ease if he goes like this, in case he ......"
"Forget it, we can't lock him up for the rest of our lives!"
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