After Shen Xing finished the call, he walked out of the bathroom and looked at the bed.

Su Yan still maintained the posture she had before she left, her hands were gently folded on her abdomen, her face was calm, her eyes were slightly closed, and she didn't know if she had fallen asleep or was still awake.

If it weren't for the fact that the boy hadn't eaten anything these days, and he had lost nearly a circle, so that his pretty face was extremely pale, and the rise and fall of his chest was very weak, this would definitely be a very quiet picture.

Shen Xing raised his feet and walked gently to the side of the bed, then looked down at Su Yan's weak, haggard face, and the look in his eyes was full of struggle and reluctance.

But thinking of Su Yan's use of hunger strike to resist his actions, Shen Xing finally closed his eyes tightly, his lips trembled a little, and he said this sentence from his mouth: "Yan'er, wake up, I'll let you go." ”

"I'll let you ...... Go home. ”

She compromised.

Hearing this, the young man lying on the bed suddenly opened his eyes, with a thick look of disbelief in his eyes,

It seems that he didn't expect the surprise to come so suddenly, Shen Xing actually really agreed to let him leave.

But soon, the look of shock in Su Yan's eyes subsided a lot, revealing a look of doubt and hesitation, obviously not believing what Shen Xing said.

Shen Xing opened his eyes and looked at Su Yan, and what he saw was such a pair of eyes, and all kinds of emotions in them were like sharp swords, piercing her chest and stabbing her heart.

Her heart was suddenly overflowing with sadness, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help twitching, tearing apart an expression that seemed to be smiling but not laughing, crying but not crying.

Yan'er ...... Don't you even believe in your own words?

She had to look at Su Yan and let him look at the look in her eyes, and then repeated the sentence again.

"I'll let you go, I'll let you go home. ”

Every time she said a word, her heart felt as if she had been stabbed hard.

However, it doesn't hurt much.

It's like you're numb......

Moreover, such pain is nothing compared to the fear and panic of watching the teenager gradually lose weight, weaken, and finally die directly.

Su Yan looked at the compromise and helplessness in Shen Xing's eyes, and listened to her words again, which finally made his eyes appear a bright light that he hadn't seen for a long time.

The young man finally realized that Shen Xing didn't seem to deceive him again this time, and she really planned to let him go.

Are you worried that you might die from a hunger strike?

Does this mean that she still loves him?

Thinking of this, Su Yan's eyes suddenly dimmed again, and the expression on his face turned expressionless again.

Seeing this, Shen Xing suddenly panicked.

She had obviously agreed to let him go, why did the young man still look like ashes?

She opened her mouth and was about to ask, but Su Yan had already taken the lead in speaking, her tone calm and indifferent.

"I don't want to leave. ”

"Why?" asked Shen Xing, his words trembling slightly.

Because Su Yan's reaction was completely unexpected by her.

She didn't expect that the boy relied on a hunger strike to finally get the freedom he wanted, but in the end he didn't want it.

Su Yan's eyes rolled slightly, his eyes looked at her, and he said lightly: "Because, even if I leave, after my body recovers, you will find a way to threaten Sister Xu Bing, and then take me away, right?"

Now let me go, it's just a last resort.

Since it is the end, I still want to return to you. So what's the point of leaving now?"

Shen Xing was silent for a moment and said hoarsely, "I don't have this idea...... I'm really going to ...... Let you go......"

Hearing this, Su Yan laughed lightly, and the curvature of the corners of his mouth seemed to be sarcastic and mocking.

"I won't trust you anymore," he said.

Why are you suddenly willing to let me go?

You must not want me to die, do you?

It must be because you love me, right?

But your love is too domineering and tough, it is predation, it is possession.

After all, you are such a person, you will do whatever you want to get it.

I'd rather not have this kind of love.

How I wish you wouldn't love me anymore.

Because I've been, tired......"

Shen Xing looked at the young man in a daze, originally she thought that her heart was already numb with pain, and she would not feel any more pain.

But at this moment, she knew that the heart in her chest could hurt even more......

Deep down, there could be more despair......

The young man, who had been desperate for her tenderness, now finally said to her: Don't love me anymore, I'm tired.

For Su Yan, her love is no longer something he dreams of, but a burden, which can even be called a ......

Torture.

And she had never hated herself for a moment like she did now.

Hate your former ruthlessness, your former coldness, and your former pride.

She wants to kill her former self!

Tan Yunmeng even said to her in front of her, 'You will regret it'.

At the time, she just smiled coldly.

But now, she completely regretted it......

Even though it was so painful that she couldn't breathe, Shen Xing still didn't leave, she closed her eyes slightly, swallowed back the mouthful of blood gushing out of her throat, and then showed her best expression after adjustment.

She said softly: "I really didn't lie to you, I will let Xu Binglai take you back, and I won't go to her house again and take you away." ”

It's a pity that Su Yan won't believe any of her words anymore.

Once trust is lost, all the gentle words are deceptive lies.

Looking at Su Yan's indifferent expression, Shen Xing suddenly had an urge to cry, she hurriedly raised her head and took a deep breath, forcibly stopped the tears, and even her eyes didn't turn much red.

She felt that she might have a breakdown, but she couldn't cry, she couldn't vent, she couldn't complain.

Because, that's the punishment she deserves.

She should always be calm and soberly feel this heart-wrenching pain.

Shen Xing lowered his head and glanced at Su Yan deeply, this glance was extremely serious, as if he wanted to completely engrave the appearance of the young man in her heart, so that she could never forget him again.

This is the last look.

Then, she withdrew her gaze and wanted to turn away.

Suddenly, Su Yan raised his upper body and slammed it against the sharp corner of the bedside table!

This scene made Shen Xing's eyes split, and the fear of losing her youth filled her whole body!

She rushed towards the young man, and then made the most correct move, raising her hand to cover the sharp corner of the bedside table, so that Su Yan's head hit her hand.

But even so, the boy's forehead still rubbed to the corners, and blood flowed out instantly.

Shen Xing didn't care about his pierced palm at all, but held Su Yan tightly in his arms, so that he couldn't do such crazy behavior again.

Su Yan struggled desperately, but after finding that she really couldn't break free, she let Shen Xing hold herself and leaned her bleeding head on her chest.

"Actually, the hunger strike is really uncomfortable.

So, I don't want to go on a hunger strike and die.

There is nothing wrong with being decisive and directly hitting yourself.

Anyway, you won't let me go......"

As Su Yan spoke, a bright smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

It's as if he didn't care about this suicide failure, as long as he was given another chance, he would continue to seek death......

Shen Xing's lips trembled, and he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything.

She was wrong, she couldn't stay calm all the time.

Now, for example, she is close to breaking down......

Shen Xing closed his eyes in despair.

Blood fell drip by drop down her fingers on Su Yan's clothes, and she moved her lips, and from it there was a suppressed sound of extreme pain.

"I don't love you anymore, you give me ......

Get lost. ”

In order for the young man to live, she can only give up her qualifications and rights to love him.

[Shen Xing's remorse value +500, 2580/1000.] 】

After Shen Xing said this, he called the doctor over, and then left here directly.

When the doctor was bandaging Su Yan's forehead, the young man was quiet and didn't try to commit suicide anymore, and he was well-behaved.

[System: Host, what are you doing here?]

Didn't Shen Xing already plan to let you go?

Why would you kill yourself?]

[Su Yan: Since you're about to leave, why don't you hurry up and brush up on a big wave before leaving?]

[System: ......]

But your big brush directly collapsed Shen Xing.