Xiaoxing blinked her big eyes, and her inky eyes were filled with a strong apology, she took a short step and ran to Lu Yan's side, wanting to hold Lu Yan's hand.

Lu Yan subconsciously dodged it.

Little Star lowered her eyes and looked at his hand, pursed her lips, a little at a loss, she felt that she had done something wrong.

Lu Yan's dark eyes stared, his thin lips pursed into a straight line, because the cold water had just been splashed down, his hands were stained with cold water droplets, and in the spring morning, it looked cold, and he was worried that it would be cold to the little star, so he didn't shake hands with her directly.

Lu Yan's hand wiped the dry part of his clothes, and when it was almost dry, his big palm stretched out and held Xiaoxing's hand.

But the moment he held it, his brow still wrinkled slightly, and the crease was deep.

Because the temperature on his hand was still much lower than that of Little Star, when he held Little Star's hand, he felt Little Star tremble slightly.

Xiaoxing was very embarrassed, a little depressed, she said softly: "Uncle, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to knock down the watering can just now, and I didn't mean to splash water on you, uncle, can you forgive me?"

Lu Yan pursed his lips, there was no curvature, but there was not much remaining cold in his eyebrows, he lowered his eyes, didn't say anything, and led the little star in.

Lu Shumu fell behind alone, he pursed his mouth, his long black eyelashes trembled, and he also walked in.

The nanny aunt was stunned to watch a handsome man and a little boy with delicate facial features walk in, and the little star took the initiative to hold the man's hand.

Xiaoxing looked up: "Auntie, can you let my uncle take a bath?" ”

The nanny aunt repeated the sentence again: "Uncle?"

Little Star nodded: "That's right." ”

The nanny's eyes fell on Lu Yan's already soaked suit, it was still spring with low temperature, cold water was splashed, if he was sick, it would be terrible.

But she didn't know the man, and she was lying upstairs again, if the man wasn't a good person......

Lu Yan's dark eyes glanced at his aunt, as if he had guessed his aunt's thoughts, his black eyes were unwavering, and he said lightly: "I'm not a bad person." ”

Auntie: "......"

What bad guy would say he's bad.

Lu Shumu also opened his eyes wide, his facial features were exquisite, but he was very quiet, his skin was fair, and he looked like a porcelain doll, which made people feel distressed.

He said, "Auntie, is it okay to let my dad take a bath?"

The nanny aunt looked at his face and couldn't say anything to refuse, and Xiaoxing, the little girl, was already about to pull Lu Yan to the second floor.

Xiaoxing said innocently: "Auntie, my mother knows this uncle, and it was this uncle who saved my mother by the river that day!"

Lu Yan's throat rolled silently, he broke free of Xiaoxing's hand, glanced at her with a light smile, and said, "Xiaoxing, you go upstairs with Brother Shumu first, and I will go upstairs immediately." ”

Xiaoxing hesitated, but nodded obediently, she stretched out her hand to Lu Shumu, and said with a smile: "Let's go, brother." ”

Lu Shumu glanced at her calmly with dark eyes, did not stretch out his hand, and walked slowly and methodically by himself.

Xiaoxing stepped down a step of stairs, and she bent her eyes: "Brother, you want to give me your hand." As she spoke, ignoring Lu Shumu's wishes, she grabbed Lu Shumu's hand and held them one-on-one.

Lu Shumu symbolically struggled, then did not move, staring at the hands held by the two for a while, then raised his eyelids and followed behind Xiaoxing.

Little Star turned her head, her right index finger was on her lips, her eyes widened, and she said silently with her lips: "My mother is sleeping, we can't disturb her." ”

Lu Shumu's lips were pursed subconsciously, he seemed a little unhappy, but Xiaoxing didn't realize that in her world, happiness was the most important thing.

Downstairs, Lu Yan straightened his back slightly, his shoulders were broad, and although the suit on his body was soaked, it could still be seen that the handmade was exquisite, the ironing was straight, and the fabric was soft and crisp.

The lines of his chin were slightly taut, the contours were deep, the edges and corners were sharp, the expression in his dark eyes was flat, and the syllables of his voice were also flat, he said: "I am Lu Xing's father, Lu Yan." ”

This sentence is enough.

The nanny's aunt widened her eyes slightly, her expression was stunned, her surname was Lu, and in a blink of an eye, she confirmed Lu Yan's identity.

They have been working in this family for a long time, so they naturally know that they have been divorced.

The handsome and extraordinary man in front of him should be Yu's ex-husband, Little Star's father, but what about the little boy who just followed......? Did the man in front of him have a child with another woman after he remarried? If so, what does it mean that he brought the remarried child to see his ex-wife?

Also, if she heard it right, Little Star called this man uncle...... So, doesn't she recognize this father?

Really, even if they are divorced, where is there a father who hasn't visited his daughter for three years?

Aunt Nanny only dared to be angry but didn't dare to speak, she swallowed her throat, wrinkled her brows, and finally could only take out a new bathrobe that had not been used from the cabinet, dismantle it, hand it to Lu Yan, pointed in the direction of the bathroom, and let him go in to take a bath.

Then, she quickly went downstairs again, and Yan Yu was still not feeling well, so she had to boil water for Yan Yu, boil porridge for her, and then let her take some antipyretics.

The other aunt is on vacation today, so only one aunt is here, so it seems a little busy.

Lu Yan took a bath, draped in a bath towel, wet hair, walked out of the bathroom, when he passed by Xiaoxing's room, he glimpsed two children playing with building blocks through the crack in the door, to be precise, it should be Lu Shumu who was building, Xiaoxing cooperated with a "fan girl" expression, lying on the floor, supporting his chin, his eyes were shining: "Wow, it's amazing, it's great!"

Lu Yan's lips hung an arc that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, very thin.

He didn't enter the house, he went straight to the next door, stood at the door of the master bedroom, pursed his thin lips, and opened the bedroom door.

The windows and floor-to-ceiling doors of the room had been opened, presumably for ventilation, and the air was not so dull by this time, and the large white bed in the center of the room was bulging, and someone was curled up in it, wrapped tightly in the quilt.

In a daze, she seemed to hear the sound of someone coming in, her whole body was hot, her eyelids were heavy, and her head hurt as if someone was holding a needle, constantly piercing her brain spindle, and the pain was dense.

She was groggy and felt like a traveler walking in the desert, hot and scorching, her whole body was weak, it was soft to step on, her soul was going to sink into it, she was burned by the desert sun and lost all her water, dried up and died.

Yu's lips had dried and cracked, and blood was faintly seeping out.

She wrinkled her brows, her eyelids were swollen, and her voice was very soft: "Auntie, is it you? Or is it Xiaoxing?" If it is Xiaoxing, you listen to your mother, your mother is not feeling well now, you go out first, don't get close to your mother, be careful of being infected." ”

After she finished speaking, she waited for a while, but she didn't hear anyone answer.

Yan Yu turned over and opened his eyes with all his might, but he faced a pair of deep and calm eyes, as if containing mountains and rivers, and in those eyes, there were thousands of thoughts and endless cold.

It was Lu Yan's eyes.

Yan Yu thought that she was hallucinating at first, and blinked her eyes, Lu Yan was still standing in front of her eyes.

Her mind was spinning very slowly—why was Lu Yan here?Why was Lu Yan still wearing the same bathrobe as hers?Auntie?Where did Little Star go?

Lu Yan's eyebrows moved slightly, and he roughly knew what she was worried about.

His voice was low and soothing, and he only said, "You're sick." ”

Yan Yu held on, pursing his lips: "Why are you here? Who let you in?...... Also, why are you wearing a bathrobe? ”

Lu Yan's tone was indifferent and gentle, he was very comfortable: "Little Star let me in." ”

A nerve in Yan Yu's mind suddenly ached, her amber pupils were a little chilly, her voice was hoarse, and her voice was dry: "Lu Yan, what do you want? We have been separated for three years! You also have your own life." ”

Yan Yu wanted to get up from the bed, but his hands and feet were weak, and he fell down after holding on.

But the anger burned so brightly that it almost burned her sanity.

In the depths of her anger, it was the fear that she had hidden and hidden, she was worried that Xiaoxing would be taken away by Lu Yan.

Lu Yan's dark eyes were calm, he didn't know what he was thinking, his thin lips were as thin as a blade, and they turned into a cold straight line, but he didn't say anything, just folded the quilt for Yan Yu.

Yan Yu refused to let him touch it, her slender eyebrows were cold, her lips were a little unusually red because of fever, and her cheeks were also angry red: "Don't touch me." Lu Yan, can you not be so selfish? We haven't been in contact for three years, why can't we not be in contact for the rest of our lives? Why on earth do you want to appear now? You appear so calmly, as if nothing had happened back then?"

She pursed her red lips, her eyes were cold, and she didn't know if it was red because of anger or fever.

"You forgot those things, but I haven't forgotten, Lu Yan, I only know that between us, we don't deserve to be in the same space anymore, I feel disgusted when you stand here. ”

In the last sentence, the parable is spoken word by word.

Lu Yan clenched the lines of his cheeks, his muscles rose and fell faintly, he was holding back something, and every word of his words hit his heart hard.

He rolled silently, staring at the words for a long time.

Then he said: "I haven't forgotten those things, and I can't forget them, but in other words, you are not the only one who has suffered all these years. ”

"yes. Yan Yu's whole body was hot and hot, and she trembled faintly with anger, "You are in pain, I am also in pain, is it not good to be separated? You are married to Lu Shumu's mother, I live my own life, I take Xiaoxing to remarry, and take care of her to grow up, isn't it good for you to appear? Did you tell Xiaoxing that you are his father?"

In this string of words, Lu Yan captured the word "remarriage" at once, his dark and deep eyes narrowed, and a handsome face seemed to be dripping.

"Who do you want to remarry? ”

Yan Yu also sneered: "Whoever you remarry, I won't follow you." ”

When the two of them spoke, they didn't have any reason, they stabbed where they were in pain and where they were vulnerable, Lu Yan clenched his fists, and wanted to say something, but there was a knock on the bedroom door, breaking the stagnant air of the dispute between the two.

Lu Yan's chest rose and fell slightly, he still lowered his eyes to look at Yan Yu, half of his eyebrow bone was enveloped in shadows that the sun could not shine, making his expression look cold and difficult to see.

After a while, he turned around, his dark eyes had regained his calm, and he said calmly, "Come in." ”

Aunt Nanny couldn't guess the current relationship between Yan Yu and Lu Yan, but she could also feel the strange atmosphere between the two, she smiled, wanting to ease the cold air: "Yanyan, I boiled hot water for you, come, wring a towel for you to cool down." ”

Auntie had just made the towel, and before she could fold it, a pair of bony and slender hands reached out in front of her eyes, and Lu Yan said in a deep voice: "Let me come, you go and take the porridge and let her eat." ”

Yan Yu's tone was cold, and she clenched her fingers: "Auntie, drive him out." ”

Auntie hesitated, Lu Yan had already taken the towel in her hand, walked to Yan Yu's side, bent down, and held Yan Yu's hand that wanted to move with one hand, and with the other hand, spread the towel directly on her forehead.

Lu Yan's voice was not a little warm, and he said in a commanding tone: "Go down!"

Auntie's heart tightened and said, "Then I'll go down and get the medicine first." ”

Yan Yu pursed her lips, struggled, broke free, threw the towel on her forehead to the ground, and her amber eyes flashed with fire: "You're not disgusting, I'm disgusting, are you worthy of your fiancée? Are you worthy of your son?"

As she spoke, Lu Shumu's face appeared in front of her, and she was both soft-hearted and heartbroken.

If she could, she really didn't want to see Lu Yan and Lu Shumu, as long as she saw them, she couldn't help but think of the son she lost!

Lu Yan listened to the words this time, but he was not angry, he bent down, picked up the towel, and said calmly: "You are sick now, tossed, and it is your body that is hurt." ”

His dark eyes were slightly cold, he glanced at Yan Yu, and his thin lips moved without emotion: "Also, if you continue to make trouble, believe it or not, I will immediately tell Xiaoxing that I am her father, and then take her away." ”

No matter how flat his tone was, Yu's heart contracted violently, and she curled her fingers, and the anger was completely deflated like a leaking balloon, leaving only sorrow, real sorrow.

Because she knew that what Lu Yan said was something that could happen, as long as Lu Yan thought about it.

So, she has been away for three years, has she changed anything? Even if she has fought hard in the legal profession, she still can't fight against capital, she still can't keep her daughter, what did the marriage bring to her after more than a year of marriage? It is endless damage, whether it is her heart or the child who was induced back then.

The saddest thing is that Yan Yu wanted to hate Lu Yan, but found that she couldn't even hate him, because she chose to marry him at the beginning, and she forced him.

She deserves to hate herself the most, so. The murderer who killed the child back then, in the end, herself.

*

The illness of the words was menacing, and she really fell for a few days because of this, dizzy and confused, but she could feel that Lu Yan had been taking care of her, never pretending to others, he kept changing towels, wiping her body, changing clothes, feeding water, and feeding.

All her resistance to him turned into futility.

The family doctor also came several times, and he hung a drip in the bedroom, and Lu Yan gave Yan Yu a warm baby under his hand to keep the drip from being too cold.

When Yan Yu opened his eyes, he heard the voice of the little star in a daze: "My mother is still sleeping, let's be quiet, brother, I'll show you something...... Is it fun?"

Xiaoxing said again: "Uncle, thank you, this time it was you who saved my mother!"

Yan Yu followed the direction from which the voice came, looked over, and as far as his eyes could see, he saw the silent back of the man, who was wearing a spring tweed coat, his back was tall and straight, almost obscuring all the spring light projected from the window.

Xiaoxing and Lu Shumu stood behind him, and Xiaoxing tilted his head and talked to him.

He heard the voice, turned his head, and saw his neat suit and meticulous suit pants inside, he frowned, looked indifferent, and looked at the little star.

Yan Yu didn't know why, as if he suddenly felt that he would lose something, and called Little Star.

Xiaoxing turned her head, her eyes were shining, and she said in surprise: "Mom, you're awake!" She ran a few steps and lay on the side of the bed, and then didn't forget to tell Lu Yan: "Uncle, my mother is awake." ”

Yu pursed his lips and did not speak.

But it is undeniable that the moment she heard Xiaoxing call Lu Yan "uncle", her heart was relieved.

Yan Yu knew that this was very selfish, but she didn't want to make any changes to the status quo, and she couldn't accept Lu Yan's attitude as if nothing had happened and everything had turned the page.

Lu Shumu didn't come over, he glanced at Yan Yu from a distance, Yan Yu met Lu Shumu's black eyes, smiled, asked him to come over, and then withdrew his gaze.

Little Star's face lay on the side of the bed, blinking her black grape-like eyes: "Mom, the godmother of the north and south is coming today, she just called and said that she has arrived in London, and she should be here soon!"

*

Nanbei arrived in the afternoon, and she dragged a large suitcase, revealing two long white legs in the cold spring, wearing a big sweater skirt and ankle boots.

She and Xiaoxing hugged each other, clicked each other a few times, and then couldn't help it, rubbed Xiaoxing's face, and said, "Little baby, you are really getting more and more cute! Godmother hasn't seen you for a few days, and I think you are a little fairy descending to earth!"

Xiaoxing was a little shy, she took Lu Shumu's hand and introduced: "Godmother, this is my younger brother, the son of that uncle." ”

She pointed at Lu Yan.

Nanbei looked in the direction of Xiao Xingxing's hand, and the moment she saw Lu Yan, her eyes froze slightly, her pupils contracted involuntarily, and a stunned look appeared in her eyes.

Then, laughing, the corners of his lips lifted widely.

"What?uncle?" she smiled unceremoniously, with a strong mockery in her eyes, "Little Star, you call Lu Yan uncle?"

Xiaoxing didn't know what her godmother was talking about, Nanbei smiled, and touched her head: "You are right." She glanced at Lu Yan mockingly, "This kind of man is only worthy of being your uncle, call it right, call it a few more times." ”

Nanbei looked away and looked at Lu Shumu, the appearance of the pink carving was quite similar to Lu Yan's, it was Lu Yan and his fiancée's child.

I don't know what it would be like now if the child who spoke back then also stayed.

Lu Yan's handsome face was indifferent, looking at the north and south condescendingly, his face was calm and calm, and the depths of his eyes were dark that no one could understand.

The two children went to play, and when Nanbei saw Lu Yan walking upstairs, she stopped him.

The north and the south are not like words, and her words will only be more ugly: "What are you doing here? Let me think about it, well, you have a fiancée, shouldn't you be reluctant to speak? Are you not afraid of words and use you as a stand-in again? I can tell you, don't think that you Lu Yan is amazing, there are so many words that people like them, and many people want to be Xiaoxing's father." Therefore, if you are going to snatch the little star, I will immediately suggest that Yan Yan and Qin Rang marry to protect the custody of the little star. Xiaoxing is doing very well now, she doesn't need a father's appearance, the father's love she needs, Qin Rang can give it to her, your sudden appearance will only disrupt the rhythm of her life, she doesn't remember you now, how do you want her to accept you? How do you accept Xiaoxing? Take her back to Cheng Mansion every once in a while, go back to Lu Mansion, and then tell Xiaoxing, look, is this the family that forced your mother to almost die back then?"

Her every word is poignant, calmly cruel.

She smiled: "Yan Yu is also doing well now, if you still have a little bit of old love, you should know that you shouldn't come to disturb her, don't be a despicable man." ”

Lu Yan's back stiffened slightly, he didn't turn around, after a few seconds of silence, he spoke, his voice was like the cold spring water of a mountain stream: "You misread me, I was originally a despicable man, I have had a bad time in the past three years, I can't forget her, how can you let me go?"

He continued to walk to the second floor, his back was straight, and there was a faint smile on his lips: "I know you are worried about the children, don't worry, I will not use the children as a bargaining chip, the person who moves the children is despicable, and I am just despicable." ”

Nanbei said: "It's you now, pretending that nothing has happened, the most cruel thing to words, you don't know how much she suffered back then, your indifference will only make her feel that all the suffering she suffered is her work, it's all her fault, you are not suitable at all!"

Lu Yan said coldly: "Whether we are suitable or not, it's not something you can count if you say it." ”

At the staircase on the second floor, Yan Yu stood against the wall, frowned, and the expression on her face was very light, as if the person Lu Yan and Nanbei were talking about was not her.

She thought, the pain is over, she doesn't want to recall, she doesn't want to be held responsible, she just wants to live quietly with Xiaoxing, why Lu Yan doesn't even want to give her back this bit of peace.

*

There are three more people in the big and small house, and Lu Yan suffers from cynicism every day, but he doesn't have a big reaction, and he still doesn't leave.

After recovering his health, he began to work in a law firm.

Nanbei has been on vacation recently, and every morning after she is responsible for sending Xiaoxing to school, she lies on the sofa, watching TV, cross-legging, eating snacks, and talking to Lu Shumu: "Lu Shumu, why do you say that your father is at someone else's house every day? Your father doesn't even work anymore?...... Yo yo yo, your mom isn't looking for you anymore?...... You say your dad doesn't look like a cheeky dog right now? Yo yo, your dad looks like he's going to get angry and beat me? I'm not afraid, if he beats me, I'll send Song Qingran to bite him!"

Lu Shumu almost ignored the north and south, he has been doing his own thing.

But this time, when he heard Nanbei's last words, he raised his head, blinked and asked, "Is Song Qingran a dog?"

North and South: "......"