Every time I served a dish, Song Qianxiu helped me clip: "I don't know what you like to eat, anyway, you don't give me a chance to understand." I remember when we used to eat together, you ate a lot of these dishes. ”

I felt pantothenic acid in my heart, and reluctantly smiled: "Thank you, I'm not a picky eater, I like it all." ”

I don't know what I said wrong, he gritted his teeth and poured himself a glass of wine, a white wine glass with a diameter of about five centimeters, and he tilted his head and took a sip.

He used to be a shy person, but now his words and deeds are becoming more and more worldly. But I could see that the sun was still in his bones, but it was obscured by his mask.

He drank two glasses in a row before he looked at the plate of braised fish on the table with a calm face: "Xixi, can you not be so polite to me? Why do you refuse to give me a little hope every time, the more you are like this, the more unwilling I am." Men have a desire to conquer, why didn't you try it with me in the first place, maybe I can let go of talking to you for a while. ”

After he finished speaking, he raised his head and drank, I don't know how high the degree of liquor is, but he will definitely get drunk if he drinks it like this.

I was selfish, and I agreed to eat this meal because I wanted to hear him talk to me about things and wanted to know what he had to give me. So seeing that he was pouring another glass of wine to drink, I couldn't help but hold his hand: "Enough, don't drink it." I don't like you, how can I try it with you? So many girls like you, why don't you try it with someone else?"

I regretted it when I said this, and he suddenly grabbed my hand hard, and then poured the glass of wine directly into his mouth.

I pulled my hand out with all my might, and he squeezed it so tightly that when I pulled it out, my whole hand was bloodshot red: "I'm sorry, didn't you want to talk about things when you came to me for dinner?"

You have to bow your head, and I care about the two things he said, and I can't go home empty-handed.

He laughed suddenly, but there was a cry in the laughter, and I was very uncomfortable to listen to. Why did he do this, we haven't seen each other for a long time, didn't we say that we had been separated from each other for a long time? He must have forgotten the inexplicable feelings that grew from sympathy.

"Hee-hee, have you heard that?" he seemed a little drunk, his eyes misty and wandering, "every man has had two women like this, at least two. After marrying a red rose, over time, the red one becomes a smear of mosquito blood on the wall, and the white one is still 'the bright moonlight in front of the bed'; ”

I have read it, and I have known that he loves to read since I met Zhuang Yan, and in order to be closer to him, I also liked to read books. I flipped through a collection of essays on Zhuang Yan's bookshelf, and there was this passage from Song Qianxiu. At that time, I didn't quite understand the meaning, but now that Song Qianxiu mentioned it, I suddenly thought of Jiang Yang and Bao Yuanyuan.

Bao Yuanyuan is the red rose of Jiangyang, and the warblers and swallows around him are probably white roses.

"I've been in love, but it's not deep, and I don't know why, I can't let you go. You don't know, I've never met someone whose family is as poor as yours, I really can't think of how you grew up in that environment, and I feel distressed and distressed when I think about it!" he patted his heart hard, but his eyes were fixed on me.

That's why the more he thinks about it, the more he can't let it go, the more he can't let it go, the more he thinks about it, so he, who was single during that period, slowly turned this sympathy into a qualitative one. That's how it should be.

I was silent and didn't speak until Song Qianxiu forcibly grabbed my hand again and whispered, "You are my red rose and my white rose." ”

"Teacher, don't do this. If there is nothing else to say, I will go home first, and I have a son, and they are all waiting for me at home. "I said I didn't want to see him a long time ago, and I couldn't stand this kind of confession, which made me feel embarrassed. Because I can't give half a point in response, I feel guilty.

He kept pursing his lips and didn't mean to tell me anything serious, and I was heartbroken, and immediately took my bag and prepared to leave.

We were in a large private room, but before I could get to the door, he suddenly came over and hugged me from behind. I was startled and pulled his hand hard, but he wouldn't let go.

I was in a hurry and stomped his feet without any hesitation.

He was in pain, and finally let go.

But as soon as I grabbed the doorknob, he stopped me anxiously: "Hee, don't go! Don't be afraid, I was nervous just now, I drank too much. ”

"Song Qianxiu, if you do this again, then we have nothing to talk about. I've always respected and appreciated you, but you're ......."

"I'm getting married. He suddenly interrupted me, "I regret not confessing to you earlier, I had a lot of opportunities, but I missed them all." I've always wanted to be close to you and protect you, but I don't have the integrity to do these things for you. I made a mistake just now, please don't care, let's talk about it, I won't be like that again. ”

He stumbled open the window, and the cold wind whistled in, and he seemed to wake up a little drunk.

I didn't run out after all, but I just stood two meters away from the door and watched Song Qianxiu, waiting for him to speak.

He took out a USB flash drive from his bag: "I found someone to copy these videos and photos, it seems that Zhuang Xiaoting secretly took them? You can see how many people she has offended, the photos and videos in them have now become bargaining chips for some people to blackmail them, if Zhuang Xiaoting is found by them, she will die a miserable death." ”

I froze, my mind spinning. At the beginning, things were stolen by a strange man, he was a student of Baizi, and it stands to reason that things such as miniature cameras fell into the hands of Baizi students, but Baizi students have been unlucky, does he want to use these videos and photos to make a comeback?

Song Qianxiu didn't give me a chance to ask: "My mother used to let me take the civil service exam because our family had a relationship. But I hate going through the back door and want to use my strength to fight. Unexpectedly, I finally compromised. ”

He said this in a soft voice, as if he were afraid of breaking the air, but I was like a lightning strike. Does he want to use this meal to make me feel guilty? Does he want to tell me everything he didn't have time to say?

"I didn't ask you to compromise, you chose this path yourself. ”

Do I have to repay everyone who is good for me? Do I have to be moved? Impossible, I only have so much space in my heart, pretending to be Zhuang Yan is too small, and now I have to pretend to be Lele and Kangkang, and I can't tolerate others anymore.

I don't think I gave Song Qianxiu any ambiguous response, which is already the most rational side I can do.

He smiled, because the cold wind that blew through the window stirred: "Well, I mean to say, I should have compromised earlier, so I wouldn't have to stay in school to be some bullshit counselor, and I wouldn't have to know you." ”

It's better not to see each other than to see each other, this sentence is really true.

"Song Qianxiu, in fact, I have always liked you, I like all kind teachers, you are the best one I have met since I was a child. I hope you will always be sunny and beautiful, and you will always be my respected teacher Song. The word "teacher" had already narrowed the distance between us, and I saw his face tremble twice in pain because of these two words.

The cold wind blew for a long time, until he couldn't hold back two sneezes, and he finally told me the second thing.

About Zhuang Yan, about the new CEO who is about to move.

Song Qianxiu said that as far as he knows, this person's company was just listed on the backshell last year, and there is no way to check whether there is a problem in terms of procedures, but once this kind of financial company has a problem, the people who are eyeing it behind the scenes will be able to collect a lot of charges and make people sit through the prison.

"I heard that Zhuang Yan has become a shareholder, and he is a large shareholder, in case there is a problem with the flow of funds, just me, a layman, can come up with a crime like illegal fundraising. ”

I said, "No, he didn't give a penny." ”

Song Qianxiu shook his head, sat down at the table and poured wine again.

I couldn't stand it, so I snatched the wine bottle over: "You make it clear, what do you mean by shaking your head?"

He suddenly lowered his eyes and said lonely: "After speaking, you will leave, and then accompany me to eat, I just don't drink." ”

"Hey, Song Qianxiu, don't be like this. How good are you, cheer up and love your wife so much, didn't you just say that you are about to get married? There is no hurdle that cannot be overcome, and this world will turn as usual without anyone. ”

Nowadays, many people are old enough to get married when they find the right person, but I hope that the women of my few friends can marry happiness, and the men can marry happiness.

"Xixi, I didn't get any evidence, but it should be very reliable, Zhuang Yan has already entered the shares of that company. This matter can be big or small, in case the company's money flows into the pockets of some people, the person who is responsible in the end will be guilty. You go back and let Zhuang Yan think of a way, I'm really jealous of him, I can marry and have children with my beloved. ”

I originally wanted to send Song Qianxiu to the hotel where he was staying, but after thinking about it, I still had to forget it, in case it caused an unnecessary misunderstanding, I had to bother to explain. So when I left, I specially told the waiters to pay more attention to Song Qianxiu's situation.

I don't know if it's because I'm dazzled, when I left the restaurant, I seemed to see Qin Ye's figure, and there was a tall girl in her arms, much like Zhuang Xiaoting. But when I chased after them to see clearly, they had already left the restaurant.

Song Qianxiu wouldn't have come with Qin Ye, right? I called Zhuang Xiaoting's mobile phone number anxiously, but no one answered. I called Tian Tian's number again, but she told me with a smile that Zhuang Xiaoting was with her, and I don't know if she lied.

It was nearly half past nine when I returned home, Zhuang Yan hadn't come back yet, and he sent me a message half an hour later, saying that he was still having dinner with a customer, and asked me not to wait for him.

Aunt Fang is very caring, and both Lele and Kangkang were arranged by her to sleep in the guest bedroom. Kang Kang usually wakes up twice at night, I was afraid of arguing with her and Lele, so I wanted to carry him back to the master bedroom, but Aunt Fang used gestures to drive him out.

I thought of the USB flash drive that Song Qianxiu gave me, and after washing, I hurriedly went back to my room to open my notebook and watch the video inside.

Zhuang Xiaoting's secretly photographed things should be inside, I didn't find the headphones, so I played them directly with a small sound. The content of the video is very scattered, there are many people coming and going, and there is no familiar face.

There was a discordant sound in the second video, and I subconsciously amplified the sound to hear if it was Zhuang Xiaoting. As a result, the door clicked open at this time, and I panicked and hurriedly turned off the video, but Zhuang Yan still heard the sound.