Chapter 230: I Miss You So Much
Pei Shaobei slowly withdrew his arm from my hand, with a detached and indifferent smile on the corner of his mouth, so strange and calm, it didn't look like a person in a state of love, or rather, a state of admiration should exist.
I was a little surprised, in fact, the agreement that Pei Shaobei made with me in the hospital, I didn't really think it was too difficult later, and the reason why I called Sister Yu to discuss it was because I didn't know how to face Pei Shaobei, how to reconcile with my former lover as a crush, or as a lover.
But I am sure about the relationship, I am sure that Pei Shaobei likes me, and I am sure that he still loves me as much as before, about this, I see it from Sister Yu, from Dong Mei, and I see it from my own eyes.
So what's going on now?
I looked at Pei Shaobei a little helplessly, and asked blankly, "Pei Shaobei, you, what do you mean by this? Haven't we already talked about it? Haven't we already cleared up the misunderstanding? You want me to have an attitude, I'll give you an attitude now, but what are you going to play with?" Pei Shaobei, don't play, come home with me, Gu Xiao and my mother miss you very much!"
"Hmph, Gu Wan, I said, I don't want you anymore, are you going to play the family card with children and the elderly? Then I advise you, don't play tricks with a lawyer, every lawyer's introductory lesson is not the constitution, but psychology! If you continue to act like this, it will only be grandstanding. I didn't play, I said I don't want you anymore, I just don't want you anymore!"
Pei Shaobei's tone was extremely cold and indifferent, without any emotion at all. My heart tightened, and I said tentatively again, "Pei Shaobei, are you playing with me?"
"Miss Gu, you can't afford to play and you can leave now, I'm busy, don't send it!"
Pei Shaobei's words stimulated me, I had already put on such a low posture, what did he mean by this, clearly humiliating me?
Hmph, where is this a little bit of a sluggish look after being hurt by love, Xu Kun is embarrassed to say that his mood has fluctuated a lot recently. It's very big, isn't it just thinking about how to play me? Could it be that those memories that I have been distressed in my heart that I can barely get over, those words that Sister Yu said, I see them as unwavering expressions towards me, but here in Pei Shaobei, it has become a stain that will be difficult to erase for a lifetime?
I was just about to vent my angry questioning, but Pei Shaobei's mobile phone on the table rang at this time.
Pei Shaobei picked it up and glanced at it, the corners of his mouth hooked, and he picked it up directly, his tone became gentle, and his voice was much softer.
I can tell that there is a woman over there, but I don't know who it is, but it's not difficult to guess, in addition to his so-called customers, there are countless women who hook up with Pei Shaobei in this city.
In a brief chat between the two of them, I heard Pei Shaobei and the woman over there make an appointment about where to eat, and the place was a high-end Western restaurant that I had heard of but had not been to.
I felt a little sour in my heart, biting my lip tightly and not speaking, but I looked at Pei Shaobei with a pair of eyes as if they were on fire, and I didn't know how much I looked like a who caught her husband in bed.
"Who is that person? Pei Shaobei, did you do it on purpose? You know that I came to look for you, but you still make an appointment with someone else for dinner, you just want to embarrass me, and you want me to not get off the stage, right? Could it be that the two of us can't get back together properly? Or do you have to repeat all the damage you have suffered in the past year on me before you feel happy and satisfied?"
Pei Shaobei was amused by my words, he smiled in a low voice, and asked, "Miss Gu, in what capacity are you questioning my decision? It's good that I didn't condemn you for breaking into my private office, but you still come to take care of my private affairs, okay, let me ask you, who am I going out to eat with, and why do I want to explain to you." I'll repeat it again, I, Pei Shaobei, don't want you anymore! You can go, don't send it!"
I was so angry that my lungs exploded, and I still had a little patience, and I felt that I was completely humiliating myself by coming this time.
It is an extremely idiotic idea for the harm he has caused to Pei Shaobei in the past year.
I pointed at him, and I didn't get angry, "Pei Shaobei, you can do it, okay, I won't bother you, and I won't care who you go to dinner with." Don't you want me, then I tell you, I don't want you either!"
I huffed and turned away, slamming the office door into the air, but I still couldn't vent the anger in my heart. I walked all the way out of the office, stood at the door and stared fiercely at the floor of Pei Shaobei's office, eager to rush back and quarrel with him.
"Hey, this young lady, if you have something to do with a lawyer, go in, if you have nothing to do, come out, you stand at the door like a watchdog, do you think it looks good?"
A coquettish and obnoxious voice came, and I looked sideways to see a woman in white fur, with long wavy hair lazily draped over her shoulders, and a slight disdain under her delicate makeup, but it did not affect the beauty of that face in the slightest.
The front desk had already seen her, and greeted her with a smile, "Miss Feng, please come in, are you looking for Lawyer Pei?" Our boss said, Miss Feng is here, just go up directly!"
Miss Feng looked at me from the corner of her eye, and said with a little mockery, "Xiao Zhang, who is this person, standing at the door like a yaksha affects the city's appearance, why did the security guards of the office go, really, so slack, when I get back, I will ask my father to send some new top bodyguards over, lest some young people come over to harass Shaobei's work!
The front desk looked at me very embarrassed, and smiled a little stiffly, but he agreed and invited Miss Feng in.
I was so angry that my teeth itched, saying that I affected the city's appearance, although I didn't look stunning, but at least Qingli, I wasn't disgusting enough to affect the city's appearance, right?
I wandered at the door angrily, but I was a little unwilling to be kicked out by Pei Shaobei's words.
Although I don't want to admit it in my heart, I really don't have the slightest advantage compared to Miss Feng who just entered, or the female companion brought out by Pei Shaobei who I met before.
The receptionist led the person to the elevator and turned back, and seeing that I had not left, he looked at me with an extremely mocking look, as if he were looking at a fool.
My face suddenly burned, I quickly turned around and pretended to have something to do, took out the phone to answer, said to myself, walked quickly to the other side of the road, casually entered a dessert shop and found a seat and sat down.
I patted myself on the cheek and smiled self-deprecatingly, it was really embarrassing to look for people all over the world.
I, an ordinary person who almost no one knows, feels ashamed, so how much blow did Pei Shaobei endure at the beginning to make a big fuss on campus without scruples, and what kind of ridicule he experienced and walked out of adversity.
I hurt him, but I didn't give him support and companionship, and now, I can't bear it, and I chase him back, in the final analysis, I am still not confident enough, not enough to let go, and I refuse to throw away my surface loftiness and inner cowardice for him.
"Miss, what do you want?" The waiter came over with the menu and asked me, I hurriedly came back to my senses and casually said milk tea, but at this time I heard a girl next to me on the phone, her voice was tactful and listening, saying quiet love words, but the dessert shop was quiet and quiet, although she made a small voice, I could still hear it clearly.
She said, you go to the central square in half an hour, and I'll surprise you!
I saw a cake on her table and a large bouquet on a chair next to her. I don't know if it's a romantic interest between couples or a special gift for some kind of anniversary, but I look at the girl's back and admire it very much.
At this time, two equally young girls ran in outside, and they waved to the girls and shouted without entering the store, "Axia, you are all ready, this time, your senior brother will definitely promise you, this is your thirty-sixth confession!"
The girl next to her stood up, her voice clear and excited, "Well, it must be possible, if not, I still have half a year's chance, before he graduates and leaves, I will definitely be able to!"
The three girls left quickly with their things, their backs jumping in the sun, uninhibited and fearless. I watched them disappear into the sunlight in amazement, as if I was infected by such enthusiasm and vitality. I deeply despise my cowardice in my heart, I was also young, but at that time, I didn't have such courage and opportunity, and now I have it, but I am bound by myself, and this kind of Gu Wan is really useless.
I called Sister Yu and told me about being kicked out by Pei Shaobei. It made Sister Yu laugh again, and I suddenly had a delusion that Sister Yu was actually with Pei Shaobei, and she was happy when she saw me being bullied. I despise such a bad taste, but I can't do anything to change it, so I can only wait for her to finish laughing and teasing me before giving me another trick.
"What? Let me follow me? No, Sister Yu, what kind of rotten trick are you, I'm an intellectual literary and artistic youth, you let me follow such a bad thing, if Pei Shaobei knows, he won't laugh at me to death, don't do it, I won't go!"
Today, I took the initiative to attack and was hit, I have greatly lost confidence, and let me do such immoral things, I feel that I am about to become a paparazzi.
"Gu Wan, you listen to me, Pei Shaobei made an appointment to eat with other women in front of you, if you also appear in that restaurant, I dare to assure you that Pei Shaobei will definitely not be angry, but happy, do you believe it or not?"
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