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, the fastest update of the latest chapter of the shallow marriage Yanyan!Yan Yu heard Lu Yan's deep voice, her eyelashes drooped, as if she hadn't heard anything.
A pair of shiny black leather shoes and slender legs appeared in front of her eyes.
The man's low and hoarse voice came from above his head: "Yanyan, how is the little star?"
There were other people in the ward, the ugliness of the family was not publicized, and Yan Yu didn't like to let the rest of the people see the things between their husband and wife, she pursed her lips and said lightly: "It's okay anymore." ”
Xiaoxing, the child, didn't hold grudges at all, and she didn't remember that Lu Yan left her last night, she leaned on the bosom of words, heard Lu Yan's voice, and turned her head to look at Lu Yan.
When she saw her father, her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and all that appeared in her dark eyes was a bright smile.
The voice was sweet: "Dad." ”
Lu Yan hooked Fei's thin lips, lowered his eyes, and looked at the little star, his dark eyes deepened a little.
Because she had just recovered from illness, Xiaoxing looked very pale, her face was a little pale, the flesh on her cheeks didn't seem to be so pink, and a small face, looking at it suddenly, seemed to be left with only those black eyes that were particularly dazzling, looking pitiful.
Lu Yan's heart softened instantly.
He bent down, and the sweet smell of his body entered the little star's snort, and the little star stretched out his hand, threw himself into his arms, and called him softly: "Daddy." ”
Lu Yan hugged her, all he could smell was the smell of milk on her body, and the anxiety of the night seemed to have dissipated, and his thin lips gently kissed Xiaoxing's forehead, testing the temperature of her forehead.
Her fever had subsided.
Lu Yan said lightly: "I'm sorry, Dad didn't stay with you last night." ”
Xiaoxing didn't understand anything, she hugged Lu Yan's neck tightly, and even turned her head, and on his cheek, a kiss fell, smiling eyes, and laughter was crisp.
Lu Yan's dark eyes were filled with a smile, and his voice was a little hoarse: "I'm sorry, there won't be a next time." ”
He apologized earnestly, even if Little Star didn't care.
But Yan Yu didn't take his apology seriously at all, and her delicate eyebrows contained a rich mockery, which flashed away, as if she was not smiling.
All morning, Yan Yu and Lu Yan were obviously in the same ward, and both of them were also by Xiaoxing's side to take care of her, but neither of them met a single glance and didn't say a word.
Doctors came and went, nurses came in to take Xiaoxing's temperature several times, and several aunts also took turns to change Xiaoxing's clothes and diapers.
After saying that, she was idle, there was nothing to do, she just stood aside, laughing and playing with Little Star.
She stayed up all night last night, with shallow shadows under her eyelids, but her smile was still bright.
Luckily, it's Saturday and she doesn't need to go to the law firm.
Lu Yan also stood there, he stood beside Yan Yu, the curvature of his thin lips was shallow, and the reflection in his dark eyes was all small stars.
After a while, Zhou Yun also came, she was worried between her eyebrows, walked in, and touched Xiaoxing's face: "Poor baby, grandma is here, grandma didn't know that the baby was sick last night, grandma just found out." ”
She lifted her eyelids and asked, "What did the doctor say?"
Yan Yu said softly: "It's okay now, but I suddenly had a fever, the situation was a little more urgent last night, and it will be fine after last night." ”
"That's good. Zhou Yun breathed a sigh of relief.
She glanced at Lu Yan, and suddenly remembered that Xiaoxing was sick last night, but Lu Yan ran to Xia Xia's side, her red lips moved, and she looked at Yan Yu again, and suddenly explained: "Ah Yan did have a sudden incident last night, he had to leave, something happened to Xia Xia's side, although Ah Yan and Xia Xia will not become husband and wife, but after all, they once loved, and they were childhood sweethearts, Ah Yan rushed over to save her, which can be regarded as a manifestation of affection and righteousness." ”
There was sarcasm in the depths of the amber eyes.
Her face was expressionless, and exhaustion welled up from the depths of her heart.
Zhou Yun continued: "Ah Yan is also concerned about Xiaoxing, as soon as Xia Xia's situation improved, he didn't even rest, and immediately rushed over. Before he left the hospital last night, he also arranged everything first, and then went to save Xia Xia. ”
As a mother, she will definitely be partial to her son.
Zhou Yun spared no effort to explain for Lu Yan, but in the ears of the words, those words became more and more pale.
Zhou Yun's core meaning is that in Lu Yan's heart, Xia Xia's affairs are ranked first, and the second place will be her little star, and she doesn't know where to rank at all.
Yan Yu interrupted Zhou Yun's words and asked, "What's wrong with Xu Yingxia, what happened to her?"
Zhou Yun's mouth opened, and just as he was about to say something, Lu Yan interrupted Zhou Yun's words in a deep voice, and the man's voice seemed cold and ruthless: "Xia Xia has nothing to do." ”
He is protecting Xu Yingxia's **, and he doesn't want Xu Yingxia's affairs to be known by more people, even his wife.
Yan Yu had an indescribable emotion in her heart, her red lips skimmed over the sneer, and her eyes were intertwined.
Lu Yan stared at Yan Yu's lowered eyelashes, and said lightly: "Xia Xia's matter will be solved soon, Yan Yan." ”
Zhou Yun and Lu Chengguo both went back in the afternoon, Yan Yu was really sleepy, and when Xiaoxing took a nap, she also fell asleep in another bed in the ward.
The scene in the dream is virtual and real, and the words seem to see everything, and it is as if they have seen nothing.
She slept deeply, and when she opened her eyes, she subconsciously glanced out the window.
The sky had changed, and it was dark and gloomy.
She opened her heavy eyelids, a little confused, she had set the alarm clock, but she didn't hear the alarm clock go off at all.
In the silence, the man's voice broke the silence: "Awake?"
Yan Yu was slightly stunned, and looked at the voice, Lu Yan was holding the little star, looking at her lightly with low eyes.
As if he could guess her thoughts, he said lightly: "I turned off your alarm clock, I saw that you slept soundly, so I didn't wake you up, I worked hard last night, so I let you sleep a little longer." ”
Yan Yu pursed his lips, slowly got up, and sat up straight.
Lu Yan took a long step forward and took a few steps closer to Yanyu, his gaze fell on her for a moment, and he said in a dumb voice: "I'm really sorry last night, I didn't know that Xiaoxing's situation would be so critical, but Xia Xia's side, it's too urgent......"
"What if you knew? What if you knew that Little Star had a terrible burn last night?"
The tone of the words is flat.
Lu Yan narrowed his eyes, something flashed in his dark pupils, his Adam's apple rolled, and finally he fell silent and didn't say anything.
He didn't want to answer hypothetical questions.
Yan Yu smiled, and his tone was even more flat: "You will still choose Xu Yingxia." ”
She raised her eyes and stared at Lu Yan squarely, Lu Yan's deep eyes were full of bloodshots, he probably hadn't slept since last night, although his face was calm and expressionless, he also showed exhaustion.
Yan Yu said lightly: "You go back and rest, the doctor said that Xiaoxing can be discharged from the hospital tomorrow." ”
Lu Yan's thin lips pursed a faint smile: "It's okay, I'm not tired." ”
Xiaoxing obediently lay on his chest, probably sick, not very comfortable, she became extremely clingy, as soon as she woke up, she was about to be held, her little hand tightly clutched Lu Yan's thumb.
Now is the time to eat.
Aunt Lin coaxed Xiaoxing a few words, took her away, went to the suite outside the ward, and left this room for the couple.
Yan Yu lifted the quilt, and she looked under the bed, but she didn't see her shoes.
I look down and look for it.
The tall man bent down and hooked her flats from under the bed, he pursed his lips, the contours were deep, the eye sockets were distinct, half-crouched, the eyelashes drooped, so that one could not see the look under his eyes, the light fell, and there was a thin shadow under the eyelids.
The bridge of his nose is high, and his thin lips are straight lines without curvature.
His bony hand suddenly lifted Yan Yu's foot, Yan Yu shrank slightly, his hot hand had wrapped around her, and he used a slight force to prevent her from moving.
His fingertips were rough, rubbing against his white and delicate feet, and it was a little itchy.
Lu Yan moved gently, slowly and methodically helped Yan Yu put on his shoes, and only after he was dressed did he raise his eyes, the sky under his eyes was the night canopy, calm and deep, and said, "Okay, you can also get up and eat." ”
Yu's chest heaved and his heart swelled.
She is very powerless in the relationship between the two, since she decided to marry Lu Yan, she has established an invisible cage, invited Jun into the urn, and trapped herself, Lu Yan and Xiaoxing in this cage, at the beginning, she imagined a lifetime for the time she was trapped in this cage, but now she wants to unlock this cage more and more.
But what she didn't know was that Lu Yan was not a person who was willing to be controlled by others, and when he entered the cage, when he unlocked the cage was no longer something that could be counted by words.
The two sat quietly and ate.
Lu Yan sat very close to Yan Yu, Yan Yu couldn't eat, he served Yan Yu with vegetables from time to time, his voice was calm and unwavering, but with a tone that could not be refused: "Eat this." ”
Yan Yu didn't argue with him either.
When he was about to finish eating, Lu Yan suddenly lifted his thin lips and asked, "Yesterday, someone from the Cheng family went to your law firm, did he entrust that lawyer Qin?"
Yan Yu was slightly stunned, the movements in her hands stopped, and she rolled her eyes: "Are you spying on Steward Cheng?"
"Steward Cheng?"
Lu Yan hooked his lips and smiled lightly, squinting his eyes meaninglessly: "You know the Cheng family very well." ”
Yan Yu's eyebrows jumped slightly, she pursed her lips, and pursed her lips casually: "That Steward Cheng is indeed here to find Lawyer Qin, I am Qin Rang's assistant, of course I know his identity." ”
"Really?"
Lu Yan's tone was calm, making it difficult for people to guess his thoughts.
The words rose and fell almost invisibly, and her fingertips curled up slightly, she didn't know what Lu Yan knew.
Aunt Lin listened outside the door for a while, but didn't hear the quarrel inside, she breathed a sigh of relief, pushed open the door, came in with Xiaoxing in her arms, and said with a smile: "Xiaoxing is full, and he should be sleepy after a while." ”
Lu Yan probably made up his mind that he wanted to be a good father for one night, but before he could act, he went over, hugged Xiaoxing, sat on the sofa on the side, turned on the TV cartoon program, lowered his eyes, and asked her with a smile: "What show do you want to watch?"
Aunt Lin couldn't be happier when she saw such a picture, and she hurriedly helped Lu Yan tune the TV program to the cartoons that Xiaoxing often watched.
Little Star laughed, raised his eyes, and Chubby pointed to the TV: "Dad...... Pig Pig ......"
Lu Yan let out a low "um" sound, and repeated with her with a smile: "Piggy." ”
Yan Yu helped Aunt Lin put away the dishes and chopsticks, Aunt Lin was next to Yan Yu, lowered her voice, and smiled: "Look at Mr., it has changed a lot, at the beginning, he didn't know to greet the little star, every time he saw the little star, it was as if he didn't see it, but he has now learned to coax her, today at noon, when you fell asleep, he coaxed the little star alone for an afternoon, fed her, and changed her diapers, I have also been in many rich and noble houses before, those male owners are often not at home, and they don't care about the children." ”
Aunt Lin's tone was exhorting Yu to know how to cherish it.
Yan Yu curled her lips, but there was not much smile in her eyes, she was silent for a few seconds before she said: "Aunt Lin, what Lu Yan is doing now is just his duty as a father, you can't think that because he didn't do anything before, he has done these duties now, and we should be grateful to Dade." ”
Aunt Lin choked and didn't know what to say for a while.
In fact, it was still early, Yan Yu picked up her mobile phone and found that there were several missed calls from the north and south, she took her mobile phone and walked out of the ward until she walked to the corner of the stairs in the hospital corridor.
She called Nanbei and smiled: "Beibei?"
Nanbei's voice was a little anxious: "I'm scared to death, I just called you several times, but no one answered, I thought something happened to you." ”
Recently, the north and the south have been very busy with work, and they have been busy with words, and the two have a lot less time to talk.
Yan Yu said: "It's okay, I'm in the hospital, Xiaoxing had a little fever last night, and now it's much better." ”
"That's good. Nanbei paused, "I heard that the people of the Cheng family are here, what are they doing here, why did they suddenly come here? Ah Yu, is it because of you? I heard Song Qingran say that the head of the Cheng family is critically ill, and Steward Cheng was sent back to China by him to do things, but Song Qingran doesn't know what the specific things are. ”
The words pursed the corners of her lips, and her heart sank a little.
There are too many things backlogged, which makes her uncomfortable, and she wants to talk to Nanbei and Nanbei, but she doesn't know where to start.
In the end, her eyelashes trembled, and she said openly: "Beibei, Cheng quit him and ...... Lu Yan is a twin brother. ”
Although this matter is a secret of the Lu family, Nanbei is not a big-mouthed person, Yan Yu believes her, not to mention, Yan Yu has been holding back for too long, and someone needs to listen.
She didn't wait for Nanbei to speak, and continued: "I want to get a divorce, Beibei." ”
Yan Yu leaned against the wall and slowly squatted down, her tone was very light, a little ethereal: "This marriage with Lu Yan makes me feel very bored, and it also makes me feel more and more uncomfortable, I care more and more about Lu Yan now, yes, it's Lu Yan." Recently, his entanglement with Xu Yingxia has made me feel angry and sad. ”
She was a little incoherent, her back pressed against the wall, the cold seeping into her skin little by little.
"When I first chose to get married, I was really happy, at that time, my wish was to be close to Lu Yan, it would be nice to see his face, it would be nice to be in the same room with him, every time I saw him, no matter what he did, good or bad, I felt very satisfied and happy, maybe at that time, he was just Cheng Ci in my eyes...... stand-in, so no matter what, I won't be angry. ”
"But, slowly, I will feel sad and distressed because of what he said, what he did, I would feel happy that he was good to me, and from that time on, I found myself more determined to go on with him than when I first chose to marry him. ”
"Until...... Xu Yingxia is back. I felt panicked, at first I thought my panic was due to my fear that Lu Yan would choose to divorce me because of Xu Yingxia, but then I found out that it was not at all, because Lu Yan's various actions showed that he would not file for divorce because of Xu Yingxia. ”
"As long as I don't get divorced, I can still be by his side and continue to think about Cheng Ci, which is in line with my original idea. ”
"But I'm not satisfied with the status quo anymore, I don't mind that Lu Yan and Xu Yingxia are too close, and I also mind that Lu Yan cares too much about Xu Yingxia, I even feel disgusting, I feel sick to my stomach, I will be angry, I will be jealous, and I will become bored myself. ”
Yan Yu closed his eyes, his hands and feet were slightly cold: "Beibei, I care too much about Lu Yan,...... In my heart, is he already separated from Cheng Ci, he is him, Cheng Ci is Cheng Ci, so I am so insatiable, I want him to completely cut off the relationship with Xu Yingxia, so that he only cares about me and Xiaoxing, right?"
Nanbei also felt heavy when she heard it, and what she was most worried about still happened.
At that time, she didn't agree with Yan Yu to use Lu Yan as a stand-in for Cheng Ci and marry Lu Yan, because there is a saying, isn't there a saying? In addition to coughing, the most difficult thing in the world to control is love.
Yan Yu may not be in love with Lu Yan, but she is definitely slowly developing feelings for Lu Yan.
Nanbei sighed and asked softly, "Ah Yu, do you want to divorce now?"
Yan Yu was silent, the fingers holding the phone slowly tightened, and she moved her lips: "Reluctant." ”
She always felt that there was something missing motivation to push her to divorce, and there was something missing to let her continue this marriage.
What's more, she couldn't figure it out, was she reluctant to let Xiaoxing, or was she reluctant to have a face similar to Cheng Ci, or was she just reluctant to let Lu Yan be......
Nanbei understands the entanglement of words, all she can do is to be the backer behind words, "Ayu, whether you decide to divorce or continue this marriage, I support you, you think slowly, I am with you." ”
The heart of the words is tangled, and the thoughts are also messed up.
The entangled picture of Lu Yan and Xu Yingxia, Lu Yan's determination to give up everything for Xu Yingxia, Xiaoxing's face, Zhou Yun's troubles, and her uncomfortable chest.
Nanbei suddenly remembered something, and said: "Wait, you said, Lu Yan and Cheng Ci are brothers, right? Then Steward Cheng must return to China to take Lu Yan back to inherit the Cheng family, it is impossible for the Cheng family to let the huge family business be inherited by the side branches, Steward Cheng knows the relationship between you and Cheng Ci, no matter what, he will definitely not let you and Lu Yan continue this marriage, the best way to destroy the marriage is to tell Lu Yan about the relationship between you and Cheng Ci." ”
Nanbei paused and took a deep breath: "Lu Yan is such a proud person, he may take revenge on you, drag you and not let you divorce, or simply force you to divorce, but separate Xiaoxing from you." ”
Yan Yu thought about this possibility.
Now it was broken by the words of the north and the south, and it was like a cold current rushing through her limbs.
She pursed the corners of her lips.
The blood in the whole body was cold, and the fingertips were so cold that it ached.
Nanbei suggested: "It's better to cut through the mess quickly, reduce the damage as much as possible, and take advantage of the fact that Xu Yingxia and Lu Yan are fighting hotly now, and Lu Yan doesn't know anything, you take the initiative to file for divorce and give up the position to Xu Yingxia." If Lu Yan really likes Xu Yingxia, he wants to be with Xu Yingxia, and there is a high possibility that he will give up the custody of Xiaoxing. ”
There was another long silence.
There was only a faint sound of electricity on the phone for a while.
It was as if the throat of the word was pressed by a heavy stone, and it was as if it had aphasia.
Women are really contradictory creatures.
If Lu Yan didn't give up the custody of Little Star, she would be sad, and if Lu Yan really chose to give up, she would be just as sad.
The voices of the north and south burrowed into the cochlea of words bit by bit.
"Ah Yu, if you don't get divorced, what I'm most afraid of is that you will fall in love with Lu Yan, and then you won't be able to get out. You know, a man like Lu Yan is good at everything, good family background, good looks, good figure, good career, good character, the only bad thing is him...... Probably won't love you. ”
Yu's lower lip was about to be bitten out by herself.
She let go of her lower lip and pulled out a shallow arc, a little cold: "Then divorce, anyway...... Lu Yan can't be a stand-in for Cheng Ci for a lifetime. ”
Every word of this sentence is as sharp as a sword, but I don't know whose heart will be stabbed with blood.
The other side of the corner.
The corridor lights of the hospital were dazzling, and the incandescent lights shot straight down, illuminating the entire corridor a little bright and white.
A tall man leaned against the wall, his slender legs casually folded.
He hung his head slightly, his short hair fell, the bridge of his nose was high, his facial features were deep, and under the projection of the light, a light and shadow were formed that were bright and extinguished, revealing a deep shadow.
The man was depressed all over his body, and he was restraining his emotions.
The knuckled fingers hanging on his side were clenched tightly, the joints were pale, and the green tendons on the back of his hands were undulating and undulating.
He slowly raised his head, his dark eyes staring straight at the glare of the light, narrowing his eyes dangerously.
The handsome face was exposed to the light.
His eyebrows and eyes were cloudy, the meridians on both sides of his temples were beating faintly, he tensed the lines of his cheeks, and his thin lips pursed into a sharp straight line.
There was a chill all around him, which made people shudder.
Under the dark eyes, there was obvious anger.
Just said that anyway, Lu Yan can't be a stand-in for Cheng Ci for a lifetime.