372 No one will be so good that you have to be
Lin cried slightly, she even cried out loud, even in this desperate situation, Luo Chiheng was still full of hope, but she had already despaired that they would be here this time, and they would definitely die.
"I know that in your heart, you have always had a grudge against me. You can say that you don't hate me, but I believe that you must be complaining about me, blaming me for the decision I made back then, and letting you down. I also thought to myself that my decision was for your own good, but in fact, later, when I was alone in the empty Yunxi Manor, I asked myself, don't I have the slightest desire to take revenge on you?"
"You should take revenge on me, Luo Chiheng, it's all my fault for not being angry, it's all my fault" Lin cried slightly and became more and more powerless.
"Weiwei, I have, I'm too narrow-minded, too self-righteous, I'm simply an executioner who cares about human life. When I heard Mr. Feng tell me about the situation back then, I was completely stunned, I felt that I had done a very ridiculous, hateful and shameful thing, and I actually watched my wife go to prison."
"Don't say it, Luo Chiheng, it's all over. Lin said weakly.
"No, Weiwei, let me say, these words have been in my heart for a long time. Do you know? The reason why I can't take off this mask is that you are right, I really can't pass this level in my own heart. I'm afraid to see it, to remember everything in the past, but not because of that experience, but you, it's a mistake I made, I've always been desperate to save face and refuse to admit it, only torture my conscience in my heart, once hid in the psychiatrist for treatment, moaned without illness, I'm really ridiculous!"
Lin closed his eyes slightly, listening to Luo Chiheng's story, as if he had a feeling that a person was about to die, as if if he didn't say it now, he really wouldn't have a chance to say it again.
"Weiwei, I'm sorry, I hurt you! I know, you once really loved me, but I didn't cherish it, and once threatened you, I am indeed a bastard! I also know what you care about the most, so I have been waiting for you, waiting for you to vent all the unhappiness in your heart, even if you used me once, I don't care, that's what I owe you. ”
"I know you're deliberately pampering me, I just didn't expect you to keep pampering me, even Miss Tian"
Lin Weiwei didn't understand, she really didn't understand, she thought that she would touch Luo Chiheng's bottom line, but she found that he didn't say a word even when she stepped on his bottom line.
"Since you dare to do it, you should think that one day you will have to pay it back. Luo Chiheng also closed his eyes, "I know she did it, even if there was Jiang Wenqian's smoke bomb at that time." However, I can't find evidence against her in a short period of time, and besides, the person who wants to do it the most should not be me, and if I do, I am afraid that more people will regret it. ”
Lin was slightly shocked, she didn't know that this man's city was so deep and thought so long-term. If he really did it at that time, then Tian Mengya would not be satisfied with what kind of ending she gets, then I am afraid that there will be no intersection between her and Luo Chiheng in this life.
There is also Lu Mingchuan, after Lin Weiran's fake, Lin Weiwei probably understood Lu Mingchuan's wishes, and his opinion of him has also changed, at least, everyone's three views and goals are the same, and there is no reason to continue to oppose him.
"You said that you wanted me to give Tian Mengya the ending with my own hands, but in fact, if you don't say it, I will do the same. The reason why I didn't answer you right away is because Mingchuan has been doing this all along. There is nothing new in the ending that is too ordinary, although I don't know what he is thinking or what he is going to do, and I, too, have my own ideas, or rather, your thoughts. ”
Lin Weiwei was slightly stunned, it turned out that Luo Chiheng already knew her plan completely, including that she was leaving? Lin Weiwei was not only silent.
It doesn't seem to make much sense to say anything now, and it's still unknown whether the two of them can continue to live.
Life is really impermanent, and in the face of life and death, any love and hatred seem so small and insignificant.
Once, Lin Weiwei once thought that in the face of death, she could laugh at it, originally she was also alive for a long time, but when it really came to this moment, she really, how eager she was to live, only by living, there was hope.
After another two days and two nights, Luo Chiheng became more and more silent, Lin Weiwei didn't know how many times he fed her with his own blood while she was asleep, so that she could wake up again and support her again.
"Luo Chiheng, don't do that again, you don't owe me anything!" In the end, Lin Weiwei almost wanted to give up, out of breath, she didn't even have the strength to speak.
"Weiwei, you have to live" Luo Chiheng's voice was faintly not as loud as Lin Weiwei's voice.
"Don't think I'll forgive you in this way, don't you want to keep pestering me? Keep your life to pester me! Otherwise, I'm really going to marry another man!
Luo Chiheng didn't reply to her, and from then on, he never replied to her, Lin was lying on his chest slightly, he was still breathing, but he never said a word again.
"Luo Chiheng, do you know? There are many men who have chased me over the years, and Old Man Feng has a lot of friends, all of them are either rich or expensive, young and promising, but I don't look down on any of them. Lin Weiwei muttered to himself.
"I always use my divorce and two children as an excuse to reject countless men, and they are also persistent, saying that they will always wait for me, but they are just talking. Originally, no one will be so good that you have to be there, and whoever is with everyone will have the same life. ”
"I always use the excuse of being afraid that my children will be wronged to avoid remarrying, in fact, I don't want to be wronged myself. You, a man, when I am with you, I feel that no one I am with is more wronged than being with you, at least, other men will not let me suffer the grievances you gave me. However, if I really leave you, and I am afraid that other men will give me grievances, I will think of your goodness, I will actually think of your goodness, where are you good?"
"But some people can't tell what's good, but no one can replace it. Since I can't replace it, I simply don't look for it anymore, I'm not the kind of person who can't live without a man, and I'm very content to have children with me. ”
"But Luo Chiheng, if you don't survive until the arrival of the rescue team in order to save me, and just hang up, I will definitely remarry, and I will take him to your grave to let you see, you are a fool, you sacrificed yourself to make wedding dresses for other men, I will make you cry on the Huangquan Road, do you believe it or not?" Lin Wei said with the last bit of strength.
The man seemed to be awakened by her chattering voice, and couldn't help muttering: "What a ruthless woman, I won't die in front of you, don't worry!"
Hearing his voice again, Lin felt slightly relieved, she slowly closed her eyes, and never opened them again
*
"Weiwei, Weiwei, where are you going, Weiwei?" What a familiar voice called to her, but Lin Weiwei's legs, as if they didn't obey the call, kept moving forward.
There was no one in the white world around her, and she tried to turn back and saw the angelic familiar face, which made her beautiful facial features expressionless and vivid.
"Sister, is that you?" Lin said slightly excitedly.
"It's me, Weiwei, you can't go any further, if you are obsessed, you will never see me again in this life, you know?"
Lin Weiran anxiously persuaded her behind her, as if she wanted to step forward to pull her, but she couldn't catch up with her.
"But Chi Heng is in front, I have to chase him, I'm afraid he won't find his way back. Lin said slightly worriedly.
"Weiwei, you believe me, as long as you turn back, you can see Chi Heng, you know? Weiwei, I don't have much time, you must turn back, Chi Heng is waiting for you"
Lin Weiran's voice became more and more distant, and finally disappeared into the chaos of confusion.
"Sister, sister!"
Suddenly, Lin Wei woke up from his dream and opened his frightened eyes, first of all, a pair of strangers' eyes.
"The patient in bed 3 woke up. The doctor turned on the flashlight, checked the light reflection for Lin Weiwei, and nodded, "The family can come in." ”
With that, the doctor turned and walked out the door.
At this time, Lin Weiwei was still a little confused, but her intuition made her blurt out: "Doctor, may I ask Luo Chiheng, where is the man who is with me?
The doctor paused: "He's still in a coma!"
"Where is he?" Lin Weiwei's heart jumped up.
"He's in the ward, the situation is not optimistic, you are his wife, right? If not, he is too selfless, if it weren't for him, you would have died a long time ago. ”