Pei Shaobei patted me on the back and didn't say anything more. He wasn't a persuasive person in the first place, and I couldn't listen to anything at the moment, what I needed was a hug, an embrace to vent to. And what Pei Shaobei can give is exactly this embrace, and other than that, we don't need any communication.

I don't know how long I cried, and at the end of the day, I didn't even know what I was crying for. Is it because of the trap set by Zhang Jiajia, or is it because of the impact of life and death brought by Liu Juan?

I couldn't explain or think, I just felt that my whole body, my heart, my limbs, my blood, all my living beings were crushed by an invisible pressure that I couldn't tear myself apart. In the end, he cried and cried and fell asleep. In the moment of confusion, I felt someone pick me up, but my eyelids were too heavy for me to wake up.

I slept very deeply, and in my dreams there were always people chasing after me, shouting and cursing, and I couldn't dodge no matter how much I dodged.

"Late, late, late!"

I heard someone call me that, and my voice was low and anxious. I struggled to open my eyes, and what I saw was Pei Shaobei's slightly worried face.

"Pei Shaobei!"

"Well, it's me! What's wrong with you? Why do you keep having nightmares? Where have you been today?"

Pei Shaobei's face was heavy, he bent down to help me up, put a pillow behind me, and sat on the edge of the bed. I smiled wryly and shook my head, "I'm fine!"

"It's okay? This is called okay? Gu Wan, are you happy if I rush me to death?" Pei Shaobei was a little angry, and his voice involuntarily became louder. I looked at him, his nose was a little pantothenic, and just as I was about to explain, the phone in his pocket rang.

Pei Shaobei glanced at me, got up and answered the phone, it should be his assistant over there, and he was also talking about work. Pei Shaobei's tone was not good, but he didn't say anything and hung up directly, and after a few simple explanations, he ended the call, but he didn't sit back again, but leaned over to look at me, his brows furrowed slightly, "Don't lie to me, tell me, what happened!"

An invisible pressure enveloped my body, and it made my newly relaxed heart tug again. I wanted to refute, I wanted to lose my temper at Pei Shaobei, or vent the grievances brought to me by Zhang Jiajia on Pei Shaobei, but reason told me that no.

My body was so tired that I couldn't get the mood to fight. I lowered my head, didn't want to see Pei Shaobei anymore, and whispered about the things I met Zhang Jiajia after going to see Liu Juan today, as well as Zhang Jiajia's changes.

Pei Shaobei did not answer immediately, or comforted. For a while, the whole bedroom was unusually silent, and this atmosphere was so oppressive that it was not easy to breathe. Gradually, I felt that I had been wrong, and my convictions, which had been strong, fell apart in this silence. The first to speak was not Pei Shaobei, but me. It's as if, in many such confrontations, it is me who compromises.

"I told you about going to see Liu Juan!"

"But what you said is to let Auntie be with you!" Pei Shaobei immediately retorted, his voice calm as usual.

The fire in my heart rushed to the top, and I wanted to ask out loud how cruel it was for the other person to let an old man go to see another old man die. But I couldn't say it, and I didn't know what to say to him. In Pei Shaobei's eyes, perhaps, there is no idea of disease and disaster among the poor and lowly. It seems that in his eyes, there is an established procedure to go to everything, and if it is too emotional, it will only increase sadness and will not get any resonance.

"The clothing store is renovated, my mother is not available!" I answered lightly, "I don't know what happened to Zhang Jiajia? Suddenly she changed like a person, I originally thought that she would sue me directly, and I had even thought of a countermeasure, but she suddenly made such a fuss, I was caught off guard, and you also saw it, and the rats crossing the street are nothing more than that!"

I was a little self-deprecating with broken jars, but I was always reluctant to look up at Pei Shaobei.

"Lin Dong, isn't Lin Dong in the hospital, or is Lin Dong and Zhang Jiajia together?"

I sneered, and finally looked up at him, trying to find something unnatural in his face, but the question was so natural that I felt that the next question I wanted to do became ridiculous. I took a deep breath, lowered my head again, and muffled back, "No, I didn't see him!"

"It's not Lin Dong, who could have made her change so much in just a few days?" Pei Shaobei expressed his doubts, and then raised his hand and rubbed my head as if comforting, and persuaded, "Don't think about it, you can't think of it if you want to break your head." I asked someone to check, and since there is such a big change, it is impossible that there are no traces of artificiality. ”

I nodded and said nothing. Pei Shaobei didn't say anything about this anymore, and didn't even ask me how Liu Juan's condition was, yes, he couldn't care about these things at all. The reason why I was not allowed to visit was because I didn't want to have any connection with the past. I can understand his thoughts, but I can't be as calm as he is.

"Are you hungry? By the way, Zile was sent away by me, it's just the two of us, I'll get some if you want to eat, or order takeout?" Pei Shaobei asked me with a smile, as if the unpleasantness just now hadn't happened.

I was in the mood to discuss what to eat, but my stomach was hungry. "Okay, let's order takeout, I'm tired today and don't want to cook!"

"Okay, you're the boss, you have the final say!" Pei Shaobei sighed dotingly, got up to call and order, and through the bedroom door, I listened to him carefully tell the other party that pregnant women at home should not eat spicy ingredients, this is an unusually warm moment, but I don't know why, I am resistant.

Pei Shaobei is an efficient person, and when he said that he wanted to check Zhang Jiajia, he sent someone to check before the meal came, but he didn't tell me when there would be results, but just persuaded me to eat more and relax.

Since Pei Shaobei took over, I naturally don't want to think about it more. Ever since I got pregnant, my head, like my body, has been tired and I often can't lift any strength.

After eating, Pei Shaobei went into the study again, I took a shower alone, washed my clothes, and watched TV in the living room in a daze. Because I slept for so long before, I wasn't sleepy at all, so I was still very energetic in the middle of the night.

Pei Shaobei tiptoed when he came out of the study, and was startled when he saw me, "Why haven't you said it yet?"

"Huh?" I looked up at him blankly, and when I saw that his face was full of confusion, I hurriedly explained, "Oh, I'm not sleepy, I just slept too much!

Pei Shaobei didn't go to take a shower but walked directly in front of me, half-kneeling on the floor, looking at me worriedly, "Wanwan, are you okay?"

"Okay, I'm fine! I don't have a stomach, I don't hurt my waist, it's just that I'm not sleepy, don't make a fuss!" I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled reluctantly, holding the remote control and about to change the channel, but was snatched away by Pei Shaobei.

"What are you doing?" I frowned, inexplicably angry.

"I'm asking you what you're doing!" Pei Shaobei shouted urgently, but he tried his best to lower his voice.

"I watch TV, isn't this okay? Pei Shaobei, I'm just pregnant, and I haven't married you yet, do you want to control my freedom now? I need your consent to see Liu Juan, and when I meet Zhang Jiajia, you suspect that it was Lin Dong because I was obstructing me, is it possible that if I watch TV, you can also get involved in the previous things?" I shouted hysterically, and in the silence of the night, it seemed extremely sharp.

Pei Shaobei looked at me, his brows furrowed. I hate the way he looks, as if I'm making trouble with everything, like I'm doing everything wrong.

I got up suddenly, my movement was too big, and I accidentally hit Pei Shaobei's shoulder, knocking the half-kneeling person back and sitting down directly, and my back hit the coffee table, making a piercing friction sound.

"I'm sleepy, I'm going to sleep!"

"Gu Wan!" Pei Shaobei grabbed my arm, and I jumped up like a cat with its tail stepped on, struggling to break free from Pei Shaobei's confinement, and screamed even more in my mouth, "Let go, you let me go!"

"Gu Wan, calm down!" Pei Shaobei dragged me with one hand and stood up with the other on the coffee table, and hugged me with his arms around him. I couldn't break free, I opened my mouth and bit it, hitting his neck, I listened to Pei Shaobei's muffled cry, my heart was extremely comfortable, and the bite became more and more intense.

The smell of blood suddenly filled me, caught me off guard, and made me pause suddenly, and then instinctively let go, looking at the blood marks that I had bitten out, I was stunned, and muttered, "I, I didn't mean it, I didn't mean it!"

"Wanwan, what's wrong with you?" Pei Shaobei didn't care about the injury on his neck, but looked down at me, the worry in his eyes was as thick as the night outside the window.

"Do you blame me? Do you think I'm making trouble unreasonably? Are you annoyed and tired of it? Pei Shaobei, I didn't mean to, I just, I was just scared, just uncomfortable, yes, I was very uncomfortable, you didn't understand, you didn't understand me at all!" I didn't struggle anymore, my body stood upright, and tears flowed down my eyes.

Pei Shaobei sighed, his big hand patted me lightly on the back, but he didn't speak.

I cried silently, and slowly realized that there was nothing in the room but my sobs. I felt that feeling again, as if the whole world had turned its back on you, and I couldn't catch it if I wanted to.

"Pei Shaobei, don't go!" I stretched out my hand and hurriedly grabbed Pei Shaobei's neck, hugging him tightly. Pei Shaobei's muffled voice came from his ears, he didn't push me away, his hands responded to me hard, and over his shoulder, I saw the TV opposite, silently playing the advertisement.

I was stunned, could it be that just now, I just sat on the couch and watched the TV screen for hours?

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