Yan Yu raised her eyelids to see Lu Yan's jaw line, she stretched out her hand and gently traced his thin lips, she felt a little depressed in the air, and the air flow seemed to be stagnant.

Cheng Ci is her past, just like Xu Yingxia is Lu Yan's past.

She is no longer as paranoid as she was three years ago, and she hopes that she and Lu Yan can both face each other's past calmly and accept each other's past calmly.

Her eyelashes moved, and then she spoke, breaking the silence in the bedroom: "Ah Yan...... If you want to come with me to London, it's just the two of us. ”

Lu Yan's Adam's apple moved up and down, lowered his eyes to look at her, his pupils froze slightly, as if he didn't expect her to say such a thing.

The phrase was repeated again: "Let's go to London." She said, the curvature of her lips slightly raised, and the smile was obvious.

Her fingers slowly inserted into his gaps, intertwined, soft and cold, rubbing with her mouth.

She bent her eyes, very calmly, but when she looked closely, there was also a little uneasiness in her eyes: "Cheng Ci...... He's my past......" she said halfway, but then stopped talking, "Forget it." ”

Her chest heaved and she pursed her lips.

Under the light, her silhouette exudes a soft luster, moist and gentle, which makes people feel very happy in the family, and if you look closely, you can see the fine fluff on her cheeks.

Lu Yan's chest was hot, and he seemed to understand the meaning of the metaphor, and he also understood the idea of the metaphor.

He held her hand back, hugged her tightly with the other, and didn't say anything, but his mind was figured out for a moment, and he heard his own slightly low voice: "I'll go to London with you." ”

None of them can escape the shackles of the world, they are not free and easy people, they will mind, but if they want to be together forever, they can't always let their emotions be in their hearts.

The bedroom was quiet again.

Yan Yu closed his eyes and slept, but Lu Yan couldn't sleep for a long time, his bony fingers tightened and separated, and his emotions were uneasy, he asked the doctor, but the doctor couldn't hypnotize him, so he couldn't know if he had memory loss, and the doctor told him that if he really had a partial memory and wanted to recover, he might need mental stimulation.

The doctor asked Lu Yan if he was willing to agree to the treatment and let him try several methods to stimulate his memory, but Lu Yan knew what he was thinking, and he was unwilling and did not want to recover that memory.

No matter what Cheng Ci and what he has experienced, what is the last scene.

This time, he didn't want to imagine.

He only hopes that words can really make Cheng Ci a thing of the past, no longer entangled in Cheng Ci's death, and will never know the so-called truth.

*

The plane took off the next night, and during the day, she took Xiaoxing and Lu Shumu to the mall to buy something, and then sent them to Lu Chengguo.

Zhou Yun has been sick recently, high blood pressure, and she doesn't have much to care about a few people, she feels uncomfortable with Yanyu, but when she thinks that Yanyu is Xu Zhigang's daughter, she is even more embarrassed in her heart, and there are some indescribable emotions.

Because of recent events, Lu Yan's attitude towards Zhou Yun is even colder, and almost only the basic respect for the word "mother" remains, without the slightest intimacy.

Zhou Yun wanted to talk to Lu Yan several times, but she was blocked by Lu Yan's indifferent expression, and she didn't know what to say, her heart was sour, and it hurt very much, she only felt lonely.

Xiaoxing and Lu Shumu felt that their grandmother didn't like them, and they also knew that their grandmother didn't like their mother, this time, the two children were not close to Zhou Yun anymore, they were only entangled with their grandfather.

Lu Chengguo touched Xiaoxing's head and teased her: "Xiaoxing, grandma misses you and wants to be sick, can you go over and play with grandma?"

Little Star blinked, and her round eyes were full of innocence: "I'm afraid I'll be angry with grandma." ”

"How could you be, you're so cute. ”

"Teacher, if the other person doesn't like you, and you still get close to the other person without interest, that person will be very angry. Her voice was milky and smiling.

It's a little embarrassing to listen to the ears of a few adults.

Listening to Zhou Yun's ears, it was embarrassment and anger, she held back and squeezed out a smile: "Little star, I like you very much, how can I not like it, did someone tell you something secretly?"

Zhou Yun hid a needle in her words, alluding to the metaphor to provoke the feelings between the two children and her.

Xiaoxing nodded vigorously, and his voice was very sweet: "Yes, I heard someone say it." ”

Zhou Yun's eyes flashed with pride: "Tell grandma, who told you, don't be afraid." ”

Yan Yu was also a little curious when she heard Xiaoxing's words, because she usually would hardly say bad things about Zhou Yun to Xiaoxing, no matter how adults make trouble, children are innocent and innocent.

Xiaoxing said: "It's grandma who said it, I heard the conversation between you and your mother, you said that you don't like your mother, so you don't like me and my brother either." ”

Zhou Yun's expression was stunned, then her pupils shrank, her lips tightened, and panic flashed at the corners of her eyes and eyebrows: "Nonsense, how can grandma ...... You heard it wrong. ”

She subconsciously looked at Lu Yan's expression, but only saw that Lu Yan's face was full of frost, children can't lie the least, Xiaoxing is an innocent child, anyone present will choose to believe her words.

Zhou Yun usually put down a lot of cruel words about the metaphor, she didn't know which time, she was heard by Xiaoxing, and she didn't even know where to explain now.

In the end, she simply gritted her teeth: "Little star, did you hear it wrong, you know how to lie at a young age?"

Her tone was not serious, but the content of her words was a little vicious, accusing a preschool child of lying.

Yan Yu's face sank, Lu Yan's eyebrows were even more soaked in frost, covering the winter snow, his eyes were like a sharp sword, cold and sharp, and his voice did not have a trace of temperature: "Mom, Xiaoxing is only a few years old, she can't lie, and it is impossible to lie, you are the child's grandmother, you should be measured, I have never seen a grandmother from any family who would say this about her granddaughter." ”

Lu Chengguo has been exhausted recently, he is getting older, he doesn't have enough energy, he usually has to take care of Zhou Yun, and he has to occasionally be busy with the company's affairs, he just hopes that Zhou Yun can spend the rest of his life quietly like him, and stop meddling in the affairs of the children.

He scolded: "Ah Yun, apologize to Xiaoxing, don't be a grandmother, make the child cry." ”

Little Star was very strong, she understood all the conversations of adults, but she only had round eyes, and her eyes were covered with a layer of mist, as if she wanted to cry, but she did not cry, she turned around and threw herself into the arms of the words, seeking comfort.

Zhou Yun looked at all this, a little overwhelmed, and felt so aggrieved that she stood up and walked to the second floor: "Okay, I can't stay in this family, there is no place for me, my son and husband are biased towards others." ”

Lu Yan's chest rose and fell, and his eyebrows tightened.

His mother is really going back to life.

Lu Chengguo couldn't help her, and sighed heavily: "I'll tell her well later, don't worry, child, I'll take care of it." As he spoke, he turned to the two children and smiled, "Is it okay to follow Grandpa for the past two days? Grandpa will ask Uncle Driver to pick you up and take you to school." ”

Xiaoxing and Lu Shumu nodded.

It was still early before the plane took off, Lu Chengguo wanted Yan Yu and Lu Yan to stay for dinner, the kitchen was busy, Lu Yan went to the study to accompany Xiaoxing, Yan Yu walked from the living room to the courtyard, took a deep breath, she sat on the swing in the yard, swaying slowly, the evening breeze blowing, her head rose and fell.

The phone in her bag suddenly vibrate, and she pursed her lips and took it out.

It is a string of numbers without remarks.

She didn't hesitate, she answered, the person on the other end was Xu Yingxia, and she said directly: "Yanyu, it's me." ”

Say: "Well, you know, something?"

Xu Yingxia seemed to take a deep breath, and the sound of breathing was a little obvious on the phone, she said: "You are still in China, isn't today the death day of Cheng Ci? Why are you not in the UK, you don't care? At this point in time, even if you fly directly to London immediately, when you arrive, it will be late at night in London." ”

Yan Yu's eyes were slightly condensed, a little cold, and she wanted to hang up the phone.

Xu Yingxia continued: "Oh, I remember, the Cheng family never let you go to see Cheng Ci on the day of his death, you can only see him every other day, right? Are you ready to go to the airport now?"

Yan Yu said lightly: "Xu Yingxia, I didn't touch you, you'd better not provoke me." ”

"Why didn't you move me?" Xu Yingxia's voice was a little sharp, "You made me lose my identity as the eldest lady of the Xu family, and I lost Lu Yan, who loves me, why didn't you move me." She seemed to calm down, "Don't be in a hurry to hang up the phone, in other words, there are only you and me on the phone, and I don't want to go around in circles with you, I just want to tell you that if you slap me, I will pay it back." Moreover, I didn't call to rob Lu Yan with you, because Lu Yan won't be with you for a long time, he will only be with me, and it will never be possible between you. Guess what's in my hands. ”

Xu Yingxia didn't mind not hearing the reply from the words, she continued: "Actually, it's not a handle, but Lu Yan can't let go of me, men are like this, they can't forget their first love, in you, he can always see me, and which man doesn't mind a woman's past, Cheng Ci is the eternal estrangement between the two of you." ”

Yan Yu was a little impatient, but when he spoke, he felt that his throat seemed to have a fishy sweetness: "Xu Yingxia, are you dreaming and haven't woken up yet? What kind of person is Lu Yan, do I still need you to tell me? Maybe he still minds Cheng Ci, mind my past, you don't have to pass, how can you always pretend to be stupid and sweet, thinking that you cheated on him and cuckolded him, can be swept away, when nothing has happened?" You think of yourself as a princess, and you don't want to think about it, your princess status was originally mine, I gave it to you, you treat yourself as a beauty, you look at yourself in the mirror, and then think of my face, don't you know inferiority?"

Yan Yu never seemed to speak to Xu Yingxia so arrogantly, and Xu Yingxia was so shocked that she didn't speak for several minutes.

Yan Yu sneered: "If Lu Yan really has a handle in your hands, you go to him, what's the use of looking for me? You want me to take the initiative to leave him? I tell you, he is unwilling to leave me, even if I dump Lu Yan, believe it or not, he will still come to me." ”

She didn't wait for Xu Yingxia to speak, so she hung up the phone at once, and Xu Yingxia quickly called again, saying that this time, she directly blocked Xu Yingxia's phone.

She stood up, turned around, and felt a faint smell of tobacco over her head.

She raised her head and crashed into Lu Yan's smiling eyes, and he smiled and looked at her.

He didn't move, and neither did she.

After a while, he stretched out his arms and made a hugging gesture: "Come here." ”

Yan Yu also laughed out loud, remembering her arrogant words just now, a little embarrassed, but also a little funny, obviously thinking about not going to his arms, but still, involuntarily, pounced on his chest and hung on his body.

The mind is full of ups and downs.

Eventually, it was calm.

Lu Yan's voice was low, and when he laughed, his chest seemed to be shaking: "What you just said is all right, and it is all true, if someone bullies you and makes you unhappy, you just go back." ”

Yan Yu bit his lip and held back his lips that wanted to rise: "Oh, you don't love Xu Yingxia anymore, you can treat it like this, if you don't love me in the future, will you let others bully me like this?"

Lu Yan said: "No. ”

Words should be glared.

He added slowly: "I won't love you, it's you in this life." ”

"Then if your mom bullies me......"

Lu Yan did not hesitate: "You can also use your own methods to vent back." ”

Yan Yu was a little surprised: "That's your mother, aren't you afraid that others will say that you are unfilial?"

Lu Yan's tone was light: "You are with me, that is, you are integrated into a strange family, you are already very aggrieved, if my mother bullies you again, she doesn't care about the identity of the elders, why do you stick to the so-called filial piety, not to mention, there is me, my mother bullied you, you also vent back, if my mother is dissatisfied, I will be responsible." ”

Yan Yu smiled even deeper, she pinched Lu Yan's cheeks, and her eyes were crooked: "Speaking is better than singing." ”

Sometimes, all women need is an attitude, even if the husband really asks his wife to beat his mother-in-law, as long as it is a normal wife, she will not really do it, they just need an attitude from the husband.

If there is a conflict between the wife and the mother-in-law, it must be that the husband is not good enough.

The metaphor is conclusive...... Then I realized that she obviously rejected Lu Yan and did not plan to marry Lu Yan now, but she unconsciously took on the role of Mrs. Lu Yan.

She bit her lower lip, her cheeks were a little red, and the smile in her eyes was like water.

*

Yan Yu went to visit Cheng Ci with others in the first year, and she met Jiang Zhoumo at the foot of the mountain as in previous years.