015 Find a man who loves you
Since I followed Li Yi, I feel that my face is as thick as a wall, but after all, I am in the ancestral house, and Aunt Li is from my hometown, and when I am sitting on Li Yi's lap, he is holding me all over, I am still embarrassed, like a girl in the flower season with a red face.
I secretly pinched Li Yi's abdominal muscles heavily, laughed so hard that I couldn't fake it anymore, and quickly explained, "It's too cold here!"
I don't say it's okay, but when I say it's a sign of wanting to cover up, Aunt Li nodded with a smile, "Yes, we are close to the beach here, and the wind blowing is wet and cold, so it's more comfortable to stay in bed, I'll bring you a dryer later." Then he respectfully put the grapes down and quickly went out.
Li Yi shouted to Aunt Li, "You don't have to prepare dinner today, wait for us to go out to eat!"
Aunt Li looked a little embarrassed, and wanted to open her mouth to say something several times, but she didn't say anything, and went out in response. I grabbed Li Yi and asked puzzledly, "Aunt Li may have bought a lot of vegetables when she came back for you, the eldest young master Li?
"Then I don't want to take you to eat good, you usually just want to eat local snacks, we have a food street here, I wanted you to taste it, but my kindness was disliked. Forget it, I won't take you to eat. β
Listening to the delicious food, I couldn't stand it, pulled the hem of Li Yi's clothes, smiled flatteringly and asked, "Really? You have a food court here? Will you take me there?" Usually, don't you always dislike me for eating that kind of food is not clean?"
Li Yi tapped my forehead with his hand, "You ask me so many questions at once, how can I answer you?"
Seeing that his posture was telling the truth, I couldn't help but hold Li Yi's head with both hands and kiss him heavily. Then everyone understood, I was a little embarrassed, I turned around quickly, saw a few bunches of purple grapes in the fruit bowl, picked one and fed it to my mouth, and didn't look at Li Yi, just put it behind me and said, "Reward you for eating grapes!"
Li Yi opened his mouth, opened his mouth and bit the grapes, and bit my finger by the way, my tongue licked my index finger without fear of dirt, I hurriedly took my hand back, pushed his chest hard with my elbow, and scolded, "Aren't you dirty?"
He took my hand and tightened it tightly, and a deep voice sounded in my ear, "I have kissed you all there, if I dislike you for being dirty, I will dislike you a long time ago." β
Look, how could this person be Megumi Yanashita? Just now it was clearly a false seriousness, if it was about talking about meat and playing hooligan, I was not as good as Li Yi, a senior old rascal, so I wisely changed the topic: "Shall we watch a movie?"
Li Yi naturally wouldn't let me go easily, and said again, "What movie do you want to watch?"
He and I really haven't watched a movie together, let alone an island country film, maybe the two of them don't have any greasy taste for each other's bodies, and they don't need to watch that kind of film to add interest, so I pushed Li Yi again, "Don't make trouble, be serious, otherwise I'm going to be angry." β
Li Yi's hand touched up restlessly, and asked ambiguously, "What's the trouble, what do you say is serious?"
I can't win Li Yi's battle of tongues, so I lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed, Li Yi hurriedly hugged me and comforted, "Okay, I won't tease you, didn't you say it's cold outside?" Lie obediently in the quilt, let's watch a movie first, and when it's six o'clock, I'll take you to the food street." β
I pampered myself and said, "Then you are not allowed to talk nonsense!" I pressed his hand, "Also, don't move your hand." β
After Li Yi repeatedly promised, I lazily nestled in his arms, the two of them discussed for a long time, I have always thought that I am a small citizen, or a vulgar woman, I just want to watch the kind of vulgar movies that can no longer be cheesy, but Li Yi feels that he is a big man, especially can't stand the kind of meaty movie, and maybe the male protagonist is more handsome than him in the movie, and then I looked for a liar for a long time, we found a very small and fresh love skin - heartbeat, because the male protagonist is a little child, Li Yi will not care about me.
I squinted my eyes and put the grapes in my mouth, chewed slowly, the cool sweet juice was slightly sour, spit the kernel into the palm of my hand, and enjoyed the movie in a leisurely manner.
As luck would have it, I won a very touching film. Although the story is a very clichΓ© childhood sweetheart, the male and female protagonists are still fourteen or fifteen-year-old children, and the male protagonist finally gave up all his prejudices and honestly admitted that he liked the female protagonist, and the two of them were together. But that sincere feeling made me cry. When Li Yi took the grape seed in my hand, the film was over.
Li Yi touched his head incomprehensibly, and looked at me with a wry smile: "Isn't the ending good? Why are you crying? You women really can't understand?"
I wiped my tears and climbed out of Li Yi's thigh, I also sat on the bed, looked straight at him, as if I had encountered a difficult problem to solve, and asked very seriously, "Li Yi, you said that they have grown up, will they be together?" They are only 15 or 16 years old, and their lives are so long, they have met other people, do you think they can be together?"
Li Yi took a tissue from the small rattan table and handed it to me, "I don't know, love is a compulsory course in life, and some people can't pass it in their lifetime. Whether people can stay together or not, that is the time to meet, they are too young and too willful. Young people don't know what it means to cherish and may ......."
By the end, his expression was rather unnatural, and his voice was a little quieter.
I understand what Li Yi means, there are too many temptations and too many choices in this society today, maybe they teach each other what love is, and they may not be able to stand love, because the age of acquaintance is too early. If I had known Li Yi a few years older and I had become a little more mature, maybe I would have known how to manage love, and I would not be so suspicious and sensitive.
In fact, for so long, he has cherished himself very much, and then I did it myself, as if I had made everything bad, I don't believe in Li Yi, let alone his love, and he learned to express his feelings too late, maybe he was hit too hard by the previous relationship, became clumsy, and was good at hiding his feelings.
I wiped away my tears with a tissue and said quietly, "You mean you're very old now?" After pretending to look at him again easily, he came to the conclusion that "it's not very old, it's just a little older than me!"
He smiled, no longer quibbling or denying, but said in an old-fashioned manner: "You can speak, Shuangshuang, you know? When people see many things thoroughly, their hearts are old, and they are old!"
I looked at him seriously, he had a face that couldn't tell his real age, but his eyes had the precipitation of vicissitudes, the traces left by the years, and he suddenly felt distressed, he was seriously injured by An Yao, and he was also hurt by his family!
When he was young, he loved someone with a fiery heart and regarded the other party as a goddess, and when he wanted to marry the goddess home, he was also excited and joyful at that time, and decided to hold that woman in the palm of his hand and pamper him for a lifetime, so that the truth was revealed in front of him, so cruel that his heart was like ashes. And after the only mother who loved him left, he no longer trusted anyone, even if his sister who was related to him by flesh and blood would calculate him. He had a passion and passion for his career, but was forced to take on his father's burden.
When people see many things thoroughly, their hearts are also old, people are old, their enthusiasm is gone, their pursuit is gone, they are on guard everywhere, they build high walls for themselves, and behind the unfathomable is the loneliness that they try their best to suppress! In fact, Li Yi is not much happier than me, if worry-free food and clothing is happiness, then he is indeed much happier than many people, but after thinking about it, he is just a poor man who lost his mother at the age of nine.
I suddenly wanted to hug him, hug him like my own child, pat his back softly, and whisper to soothe, don't be afraid, I love you!(8)β(8)β(.*)(8)β.$.
I did the same, when I climbed on his shoulder, Li Yi was startled by my sudden movement, and then, I held his head again and again with my hand, and he burst out laughing, "Okay, don't make a fuss, I watched you touch my head, especially like touching San'er, I don't want to be a kitten!"
All of a sudden, the atmosphere was gone, people like Li Yi really didn't fit the mercy of others, I withdrew my hand and sat back on his lap again, he didn't want me to hug him, so I'll let him hug himself.
I put my head on his shoulder and said softly, "Li Yi, I'm sorry, I seem to have done a lot of things wrong, I have made a lot of things wrong, I must solemnly apologize to you, take back all my hurtful words, I have thought countless times that it would be good if I hadn't met you, and now I also hope that it would be better if I didn't meet you, then you are still a cynical boy, doing whatever you want, arrogant." I'm still a laughing woman at the party, looking down on people's warmth and coldness, and I don't have a heart anymore. But..."
I bit my lip and continued, "If I hadn't met you, I'm afraid I would never have understood this kind of heart-wrenching and heart-wrenching love." I just understood what liking is, what love is, what dependence is, and what love is. Du Xiaoyue once said that there is a good sentence, I have never loved someone with broken bones, that kind of life is incomplete, that kind of stability, don't do it. Haha, I said it so sensually. β
I shook my head embarrassedly, fortunately I buried my face in Li Yi's arms, otherwise facing him, I would be even more embarrassed, "Okay, don't say it, I just want to say, I... I... Love..."
I couldn't say those three words after all, Li Yi was stunned for a long time, his body suddenly had no strength, and he could no longer support me, he hugged me and fell into the soft bed, hugged me firmly, hugged me too hard, my ribs hurt, I turned my head to look at his expression, he held my head down, and didn't let me look at him.
"Shuangshuang, I didn't drink alcohol today, and my mind is very clear, so what I say is not drunk nonsense. You are not a young lady, and in addition to Xu Yuwen, you go with a man who loves you, he is not a good person. What you owe him, I'll help you pay it off. Leaving the city of Shenzhen, I don't want to see you with others, otherwise I will go crazy, I will go crazy with jealousy!"