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, the fastest update of the latest chapter of the shallow marriage Yanyan! Lu Yan's handsome face did not have a little expression.
His dark eyes stared straight at Yan Yu, as if he thought she was being vexatious, he twisted his eyebrows, and his tone was a little light: "It doesn't matter. ”
"Not important?"
Yan Yu smiled, "It's just because it's Xu Yingxia, so it's not important, right? Because of her existence, you can even wear this kind of green hat that ordinary men can't accept?"
There was a thick sarcasm in her tone.
Lu Yan's eyes were dark, his eyebrows were condensed, he pursed his thin lips and tightened the line of his chin, but he didn't say anything.
He put on a posture that he didn't want to quarrel with words.
Yan Yu pursed her lips, swallowed her throat, took her pajamas, went to the bathroom to take a shower, and when she came out, she blew her hair for a long time before lying on the bed.
Lu Yan hasn't slept yet.
She lay down, and felt his breath, his eyes looked at the ceiling in the dark, and his voice was indifferent, and he couldn't hear any emotion: "Yanyu, why did you quit?
The parable did not answer.
Lu Yan continued to say in a flat voice: "You are still young, you have just entered the workplace, you need to start from the bottom, and, as far as I know, your current team leader is very good to you, and she has given you many job opportunities." He paused, "Is someone from the company gossiping about you?"
The room was quiet in the silence of the night.
Yan Yu turned sideways and stared at him in the dark, she didn't know what emotions she was, but there was some inexplicable sadness and fear in her heart, she was slowly being controlled by emotions, she was afraid that she would become sentimental again, but the most terrible thing was that she had become a resentful woman.
Yan Yu pursed her lips, suppressing the emotions churning in her chest, and she said, "No, I just want to resign." ”
Lu Yan couldn't think of the reason why she suddenly wanted to resign now, there was a certain emotion in his dark eyes, and he asked with a smile: "Do you want to have another child like your mother?"
"Nope. ”
The rhetoric is quick to refute.
Lu Yan's voice sounded a little cold and indifferent at night: "That's good, it's really not suitable to have children now." ”
"Is it because of Xu Yingxia?"
The metaphor waited for a long time.
There was a man's breathing sound all the time beside him, but there was no man's answer, Lu Yan did not refute or affirm, and then, he said softly: "Don't think about it, go to sleep." ”
Yan Yu put the fingers on his side, clenched them a little harder, closed his eyes, and felt an inch of coldness in the constant temperature room.
In the second half of the night, Yan Yu had not slept for long, when he suddenly heard a dull thunder, booming, whistling from afar, lightning flashed in the night, cracking the dark sky, and it looked a little white.
Suddenly, there was a thunderclap.
Saying that an adult was frightened, she opened her eyes, thought of the little star, turned on the light, and the person beside her was no longer there.
Yan Yu hurriedly stepped on his slippers, because his feet hurt, he could only prop on the wall, slowly rubbed to the baby room, and opened the door.
The light was warm and yellow, and the man in the room was slender and tall, he was standing, wrapped in a nightgown, with his short hair disheveled, his head slightly hanging down, and his back to the words.
walked in, only to find that he was holding the little star in his arms, coaxing her in a low voice, and gently patting her back.
His voice was hoarse: "Good, don't be afraid. ”
Xiaoxing rubbed his eyes, his little nose was red and swollen from crying, and his little hands were tightly gripping Lu Yan's nightgown, refusing to let go, as if it was like this, he felt warm.
Lu Yan raised his eyes lightly and looked at Yan Yu, frowned, and said tepidly: "Why are you getting up too?" Your legs are uncomfortable, go to sleep, I'll coax her for a while, I've already asked people to make milk powder." ”
As he spoke, there was another flash of white light outside, and thunder roared.
Lu Yan's eyebrows and eyes were lowered, and the light fell through the curled eyelashes, and a shallow shade fell under the eye sockets, and his thin lips were shallow in arc, looking cold and indifferent, but his movements were very gentle.
He is no different from those fathers who love their daughters.
The words moved his lips and stood.
Her chest rose and fell shallowly, and her eyes skimmed over Lu Yan's facial features inch by inch.
She was familiar with the face, and she could clearly outline what he looked like without looking at him.
Is he ruthless? ruthless.
But he is warm.
If he had been completely complete and without any emotion, she thought, she wouldn't be so entangled now.
Entangled in this relationship, how to deal with it, whether to continue to maintain it with difficulty, or just end it......
Seeing that Yan Yu didn't move, Lu Yan lowered his eyes and looked at her lightly: "What are you looking at? reluctant to go to sleep?" The curvature of his lips raised, "Xiaoxing has been looking for you just now, and it was hard to coax you, and when I see you, I can't help you if you want to sleep." ”
The words whispered "um".
Breathe shallowly.
She raised her eyes and said, "Give me the little star." She sat on the edge of the bed, "I can hold her now." ”
Just then, the maid pushed open the door and said softly, "The milk powder is ready." ”
Lu Yan took it and bent down slightly.
Yan Yu said softly to Xiaoxing: "Don't be afraid, it's your mother who hugs you." Xiaoxing heard her mother's voice, let go of the little hand that was holding Lu Yan tightly, and obediently threw herself into the arms of words.
Yan Yu tested the temperature of the bottle.
Little Star had her eyes closed and her eyelashes were long, but as soon as she touched the pacifier, her pink lips moved, and she began to drink milk, and there were tears hanging on her curly and thick eyelashes.
Lu Yan lowered his head and smiled, his thin lips dyed and smiled: "Little gluttonous cat." ”
The words remained silent, and did not speak.
The two coaxed Xiaoxing to fall asleep again before returning to the bedroom, and before Lu Yan fell asleep, he grabbed Yan Yu's waist and let her fall into his arms, and made sure that her feet would not hurt.
His faint kiss fell on her forehead: "Good night." ”
But such a night is not destined to be peaceful.
When it was close to four o'clock, Xiaoxing cried again, and when Yan Yu opened his eyes, he heard Lu Yan's deep voice ringing in his ears: "I'll go." ”
Lu Yan went and hugged the little star over.
"She may have been scared tonight, so she hasn't been able to sleep well, so let's let her rest with us." ”
Lu Yan's thin lips moved: "Hmm." ”
After a while, the mobile phone he put on the desktop suddenly vibrate, a little abruptly, Yan Yu subconsciously looked over, she pursed her lips slightly, who will call Lu Yan at this point in time?
Lu Yan seemed to know whose call it was, and his action of coaxing Xiaoxing suddenly stopped, and handed Xiaoxing to Yanyu.
The man walked over to the table and glanced at the screen.
The fingers holding the phone slowly tightened, and the finger bones turned slightly white because of the force.
His side face was clear and cold, his lines were slightly tight, and he didn't look at the words, picked up the phone, and walked outside.
The door opened, and slowly closed.
He walked to the study.
The moment the door closed, Yan Yu vaguely heard the man's light and peaceful voice: "...... Xia Xia?"
Yan Yu lowered her eyes, lowered her eyelids, her amber pupils were very calm, she coaxed the little star, and gently soothed her back: "Good, mom is here." ”
The heart, which had been hanging all the time, suddenly fell to the ground slowly.
Her back was against the head of the bed, and she pursed her lips, the curvature of her lips shallow.
After the little star fell asleep, Yan Yu got out of bed.
The moment she landed on the ground, her feet hurt a little, her eyelashes trembled, and she still walked to the window, opened the curtains a little, and looked out.
It was pouring rain outside, and there was a faint sound of rain, and the raindrops were like water, crackling on the window glass.
Downstairs in the villa, there was the sound of the door opening.
There is also the sound of a car engine that is not light or heavy.
The words lowered his eyes, and his eyelashes fluttered slightly.
In the next second, two dazzling headlights lit up, and the black Rolls-Royce drove out of the villa yard without stopping, around the mountain road, and went straight to where Xu Yingxia was.
The screen of the mobile phone that Yan Yu had placed aside also lit up.
It was Lu Yan who called.
Yan Yu didn't understand why she picked up the phone.
Lu Yan's voice was as indifferent as ever, because at night, he lowered his voice, looking a little hoarse, and overflowed from his throat: "Say, I have something temporary, go out, you rest first, if Xiaoxing is still crying, you let the maid come in to help you, don't be too tired." ”
"Hmm. ”
The fingers of the words softened.
The rain was pouring down, getting heavier and heavier, and it was noisy, threatening to swallow everything.
*
Next.
After the rain washed away, the scenery of the villa located in the mountains was exceptionally clean and beautiful, and Yan Yu pushed open the window, hugged the little star, and stood at the window on the second floor.
Zhou Yun was watering the flowers in the garden, and there were raindrops hanging from the trees on the second floor, which were verdant.
On the wire, there was a row of small birds, chirping, and the little star's dark eyes looked curiously, slowly showing a smile, and the eyes seemed to be small crescents.
Yan Yu went downstairs, and Zhou Yun also came in from the garden.
She asked, "Why did Ah Yan run out in the middle of the night last night?"
Lu Chengguo pushed his reading glasses and pursed his lips, not wanting Zhou Yun to ask this: "If you go, you will leave, when will he be obedient since he was a child? You yourself can't make Ah Yan listen to you, how can you force words?"
Zhou Yun's chest rose and fell.
When it was almost time to have breakfast, the phone at home suddenly rang, Zhou Yun went to answer, I don't know what the other party said, the smile in Zhou Yun's eyes bloomed little by little: "Okay, good, it's good to be back! This child is really disobedient, and when I see her, I have to criticize and criticize her." ”
Zhou Yun hung up the phone, smiled, and said, "Last night, Xia Xia suddenly came back, and Ah Yan went to pick her up." ”
Words have long recognized this fact.
But when Zhou Yun said these words, those words were like an arrow, hitting the soft heart directly.
Lu Chengguo looked at the words and said: "Ah Yan, this child, just attaches importance to the feelings of friends, he regards Xia Xia as his sister, he is measured." ”
This sentence is for words.
He wanted to solve the siege for the words, but only made the words more embarrassing.
Zhou Yun forked a piece of fruit for Lu Chengguo, cleared his throat, and said, "Yes, don't think too much, Ah Yan is now married and has children, and he and Xia Xia are ordinary childhood sweethearts." ”
Zhou Yun, although she was mean, she remembered that Xia Xia saved Ah Yan when she was a child, and she disappeared because of it, but the Xu family never asked for anything.
The more this is the case, the more guilty Zhou Yun feels, and the more she wants to be good to Xia Xia.
What's more, Xia Xia is sweet, smart and well-behaved, and she is very loved.
Towards the end of breakfast, Zhou Yun asked Lu Chengguo: "Xia Xia is going to the hospital now, her father is in good condition, let's go see him, right?"
Lu Chengguo said "um", raised his eyes and looked at Yan Yu, and said gently: "Yan Yu, let's go together later, our family will go to see the Xu family." ”
He didn't want to ruin Lu Yan's marriage because of the return of Xia Xia's child.
Yan Yu smiled.
His teeth were biting his lips, the pain was flowing in his limbs, and his mouth was full of blood.
The heart is clenched tightly by an invisible hand.
Some have difficulty breathing.
*
Xu Yingxia has hardly changed.
She wears a white dress, ankle-length, clean skin, delicate facial features, a sweet smile, and occasionally a small pear vortex can be seen on her lips.
After leaving for nearly a year, when she saw everyone, she was a little nervous, but she still bent her eyes and smiled, and she still had the sweetness of a little princess in her bones.
There is no other reason.
Because of Lu Yan standing behind her, he, as before, will be her eternal backing, so that she will always have the capital of the stars to hold the moon.
No matter how unreasonable her demands were, he would do his best to accommodate her.
Better than all her relatives, better for her.
The moment Xu's mother saw Xu Yingxia, her eyes were wet, she ran over with red eyes, and hugged Xu Yingxia: "You kid, why did you sneak away for so long, my mother really spoils you so much! I won't indulge you so much in the future!"
Xu Yingxia's eyes also shed tears, her eyelashes were stained with crystal tears, she bit her lower lip, and suppressed her whimper: "Mom, I miss you so much." ”
At the end of the corridor, Xu Yingdong stood with her back straight.
Her fingers clenched hard, her heart was about to explode with the accumulation of resentment, her chest heaved heavily, and her breathing was a little heavy.
She stared at the three people not far away, her eyes were very strange and unfamiliar.
On what ground?
are all children of the Xu family, why, why is she Xu Yingxia so good?
Why does Lu Yan only love Xu Yingxia? From childhood to adulthood, she Xu Yingxia is a princess, the focus of the crowd, after meeting Lu Yan again, every year, her birthday banquet is contracted by Lu Yan, what she wants, whether it is limited or out of print, every few days, it will definitely appear in her hands.
Why does my mother also favor Xu Yingxia? She just lost it when she was a child, and just because she lost it, she became expensive? When Xu Yingxia was away, no one in the family dared to stimulate her mother, for fear that her mother would collapse again.
The more Xu Yingdong thought about it, the more angry he became.
All the memories are the blades of her heart.
Make her flesh blurred.
After Xu Yingxia and her mother hugged their heads and cried, they saw Xu Yingdong, she laughed, her eyebrows and eyes were warm: "Dong'er!"
Xu Yingdong's nails pinched into his palm, pulled out a smile with difficulty, and walked over: "Sister." ”
Xu Yingxia raised her head and looked at Lu Yan: "Ah Yan, when I was away, did you help me take care of my sister?"
Lu Yan's dark eyes flashed with a starry smile, and he hooked Fei's thin lips: "Yes." ”
"That's good, you can't take advantage of my absence to bully Dong'er. ”
Lu Yan smiled: "No." ”
While they were talking, the door of the ward opened, and the doctors came out, wearing masks, writing something in their notebooks, and saying, "You can go in, not too long, about 20 minutes, and you have to let the patients rest." ”
Xu Zhigang was lying on the hospital bed, with a tube inserted in his body, but he was in good spirits, with dark eyes and a little sharp.
His heavy gaze fell on Xu Yingxia's body.
Xu Yingxia bit her lower lip, her eyelashes trembled, and she subconsciously grabbed Lu Yan's arm, she was a little afraid of her father.
Her eyes were red and she called softly, "Daddy." ”
Xu Zhigang's dark eyes were calm, he moved his lips, because he was uncomfortable, his voice was very low: "You still know to come back." ”
"I'm sorry. ”
Lu Yan pursed his lips and said, "Uncle, Xia Xia knows that he is wrong. ”
Xu Zhigang's eyes fell on Xu Yingxia's hand that grabbed Lu Yan's arm, and said, "Let go, he's married." ”
Xu Yingxia had to let go under the light of his sharp eyes.
Lu Yan's fingers curled, thinking of words, pursed his lips, lowered his eyes, and didn't say anything.
After a few people talked for a while, the doctor came to remind them that the patient had to rest.
Mother Xu, Xu Yingxia and Xu Yingdong all went out, and when Lu Yan was about to walk out of the ward, he suddenly turned around, stared at Xu Zhigang on the hospital bed, and said lightly: "Uncle, it was your aunt who gave you a blood transfusion that day." ”
Xu Zhigang looked at Lu Yan quietly.
Lu Yan's throat rolled up and down silently: "Xia Xia, her blood type ......"
He didn't finish his sentence.
His eyes fell on Xu Zhigang's face for a moment, and he didn't let go of every inch of Xu Zhigang's expression change.
Xu Zhigang's eyes were bright, he pursed his lips, and said lightly: "What do you want to say?"
Lu Yan twisted his eyebrows, his inky black eyes were extremely deep, and he continued to examine Xu Zhigang, his fingertips tightened, and slowly loosened: "It's nothing." ”
The room door closed slowly.
Lu Yan's tall figure disappeared from view, and Xu Zhigang withdrew his gaze and looked out the window.
The eyes are deep.
Xia Xia has grown up.
There are some things that can't be hidden.
But he thinks that he loves Xia Xia as much as his own daughter.
He closed his eyes, and the corners of them seemed to be a little moist.
The vague smiling face of the baby girl appeared in front of me, her eyes were crooked, pink and tender, and then, the smiling face slowly disappeared, and she could no longer be found.
He also thanked Xia Xia for appearing.
At that point in time, his wife was reinvigorated and happy.
*
Lu Yan stood in the corridor, looked at the time, and asked Xu Yingxia, "Do you want to go to dinner?"
Xu Yingxia walked over and hooked his arm.
"Okay, Ayan. ”
Her voice was soft.
Lu Yan lowered his eyes, glanced at her hand, pursed his lips, didn't say anything, and the two walked towards the elevator.
The elevator stopped on this floor.
"Ding" sound.
The elevator doors slowly opened.
Lu Yan's eyes froze slightly.
In the elevator stood Zhou Yun, Lu Chengguo, as well as Yan Yu and Little Star.
Lu Yan pursed the corners of his lips, the lip line was a little straight, and the jaw line was slightly taut.
Yan Yu sat in a wheelchair, her back straight, her amber pupils were cold, deep, calm, and emotionless.
The little star was held in Zhou Yun's arms.
Lu Yan's throat rolled up and down, and his thin lips moved: "You guys are here." ”
The nanny, who followed several people, pushed the metaphor out of the elevator.
The moment Xu Yingxia saw the words, her pupils shrank, she pursed her red lips tightly, her long eyelashes trembled slightly, her dark eyes were filled with moisture, and a trace of panic flashed.
She wasn't ready to say anything.
She subconsciously grabbed Lu Yan's arm and slowly exerted force.
Lu Yan felt her nervousness.
He glanced sideways at her.
Xu Yingxia's eyes wandered, enveloping the little star in Zhou Yun's arms.
Her eyes widened, as if she was afraid, and as if she had other complicated emotions, her chest rose and fell, her eyes were slightly red, she clenched her teeth, and she didn't dare to meet the eyes of the little star.
The eyelashes trembled uncontrollably, revealing pity invisibly.
Although Yan Yu was sitting with a plaster cast tied to her legs, her momentum was not weak at all.
In the amber pupils, Xu Yingxia's face was clearly reflected.
Xu Yingxia was inexplicably scared under the light of words, but she still forced herself to suppress her emotions and smiled at words: "Yanyu, you are here." ”
This sentence is exactly the same as what Lu Yan said.
Yan Yu said "um" softly, pursed her lips, there was no expression on her delicate face, she glanced at Lu Yan lightly, and then continued to look at Xu Yingxia.
Lu Yanfei's thin lips did not have any curvature, and he suddenly remembered a year ago.
The meeting between Yan Yu and Xia Xia in the hospital.
Then, Xia Xia left.
Somehow, his slender figure subconsciously blocked in front of Xu Yingxia, and the time was very short, and in an instant, he moved away.
But at that moment, he put on a posture of protecting Xu Yingxia.
Yan Yu's heart slowly sank, and he no longer looked at Lu Yan, and his thin lips were almost bloodied by her.
Zhou Yun didn't bother to pay attention to the undercurrent surging among several young people, she smiled at Xu Yingxia and called her, "Xia Xia." ”
Xu Yingxia stuck out her tongue: "Auntie." She looked at Lu Chengguo, and was even more ashamed, "Uncle." ”
Lu Chengguo smiled kindly and kindly: "It's good to come back." ”
Zhou Yun pretended to be angry: "You stinky girl, you are not sensible at all, you just don't want to marry your brother Yan, and don't leave home for so long, it makes people worry so much." ”
Xu Yingxia did not answer.
Lu Yan hugged the little star from Zhou Yun's arms, he hugged the little star high, encircled her in his arms, and a smile slowly appeared in his dark eyes.
Xu Yingxia raised her eyelids, forced herself, and looked at the little star.
She was very surprised, on Lu Yan's face, she saw an obvious smile, the lines of his side face seemed to be gentle, and the corners of his lips were slightly raised.
Xu Yingxia clenched her fingers, pinched her fingertips into her palms, and asked, "Ah Yan, do you like children very much?"
Lu Yanfei's thin lips moved: "I don't like it." ”
He still hugged the little star gently, and his voice was still as faint as ever: "But except for the little star." ”
"Really?"
Xu Yingxia pursed her lips and fell silent, not knowing what she was thinking.
Zhou Yun and the others came unlucky, Xu Zhigang rested, and it was not good to disturb again, so they just called Xu Mu and Xu Yingdong, and several people went to the restaurant to eat together.