The nightmare haunted me, just wouldn't let me wake up, I dreamed that I had a miscarriage, blood kept flowing out of my skirt, there were many people standing next to me, I shouted at them, some of them stood by and watched, some of them laughed at me and said that I don't know what to do, climb the high branches, everything is what I deserve, I am to blame. [∞ eight [∞ eight∞ read [∞ book,.".o@

No matter how I shouted, I opened my eyes in horror, saw the white ceiling, only to realize that I was dreaming, and then quickly reached out to touch the belly, the fetus is 11 weeks old, not obvious, in the eyes of outsiders, I can't see it at all, but there are still changes, I touched the slightly raised lower abdomen, relieved, fortunately the child is still there!

At this time, I had the time to look around the ward, and saw Li Yi standing on the windowsill, with one hand on the edge of the windowsill, his back to me, half of his face fell into a dark shadow, obscure, like a black and white color painting, with a heavy and gloomy atmosphere.

Even though I didn't see his face, I could still feel the loneliness and sadness in him, as if he was the only one in the world, and I wanted to hug him and tell him that I was by his side. Suddenly, I understood why Li Yi said that when he saw me crying, he would feel uncomfortable.

Because of love, when I see that person sad and sad, I can't bear it, I hope he smiles, he is happy, I hope he can be happy.

I followed the instructions of my brain, lifted the quilt, got out of bed, I don't know what I was thinking, he was so fascinated by it, that I came behind him, and he didn't even notice. I wrapped my arms around his waist and pressed my face against his back, smelling the familiar scent of cologne.

I keenly felt his stiff body move slightly, and after a while, he also took my hand, and his tone was deliberately relaxed: "You're awake!"

"Hmm!" I answered, leaned closer, and hugged him tightly, so that we are together, you will not be lonely, I will not be lonely, we will no longer be sad, we are all afraid of loneliness, insecure people, but Li Yi is a man, and he looks more calm than me.

Li Yi gently stroked the back of my hand and said, "Then I'll call the doctor to come and check it for you again!"

The temperature of his palm is cold, and even so, I feel relieved when I hold his hand.

I shook my head resistantly, got a little closer, almost the whole person was glued to Li Yi's body, and I couldn't help but panic and said, "Don't see the doctor, I don't want to see the doctor, I'll just hold you, I don't want to see anyone, I just need to hold you." ”

I'm really scared, afraid that they will do something out of the ordinary, forgive me for my cowardice, I'm just a mother, or an inexperienced young mother.

Li Yi sighed, he turned around and hugged me into his arms, his expression was gloomy, and he said in a tone of self-reproach, "Shuangshuang, I'm sorry, I'm late, I broke my promise, I can't protect you well, protect the little bean sprouts well, and cause you to be wronged." ”

I hate Old Man Li, and I also think about it, they trampled my self-esteem under my feet, then forget it, the most unforgivable thing is that they are so cruel to an unborn child, they are simply crazy, hopeless, I wish they were all going to die.

But I understand that Li Yi is distressed, he will blame himself, he is such a strong person, listening to him say sorry to me, my heart hurts. Now I finally understand that love needs to be tolerant, and more importantly, understanding. Originally, my identity brought so many gossips to Li Yi, and the ghost knows how many people pointed at him behind his back.

In the past, he was more or less reckless and unscrupulous, so how can I let him blame himself and deny himself? He has really worked hard to do a lot of things for himself, and he can no longer be a burden to him.

I raised my hand to hug Li Yi, shook my head gently, raised my lips and smiled at him and said, "It's okay, the little bean sprouts are still fine, no, you touch it." However, the doctor said that you can't always touch your belly, which will stimulate the uterus and is not conducive to the growth of the child. ”

Li Yi looked at me quietly, looking at me with that distressed gaze, he could see through my disguise at a glance, so that I could hide without a trace, he touched my head, and sighed sadly, "Shuangshuang, I still hope that you will say mean things, accuse me of not keeping my promises, say that I am a man without responsibility, words don't count, I am a villain......."

I blocked Li Yi's lips with my hand and looked up at him, "Ah Yi, let's stop talking about it, okay?" You have done enough for me, but I am both willful, hypocritical, stubborn and self-righteous, always making trouble for you, and not listening to you at all. Li Yi, sometimes I can't figure out what's good about me, why are you so good to me? But it doesn't matter. ”

I understand that I have a lot of bad things, and all kinds of uncertain factors will make me panic and overwhelmed. I constantly wonder why Li Yi is so good to him, he likes his own point, so he will keep making trouble, trying to find out the clues, now that I think about it, I am quite stupid.

I bury my head in his bosom and willingly fall!

Li Yi habitually stroked my hair, and said faintly, "You are only 20 years old, how many sensible girls at this age are? I think I have experienced a lot of vicissitudes and sorrows, I am desperate for the world, and I am tossing hard, but in fact, you don't understand anything, and you do different things at different ages, I am happy to be tossed by you. I'm happy to see you toss! Whoever made you a stupid girl, only the advantage of stupidity remains. ”

Li Yi's sweet words are sweeter than honey pots, but when I listen to these words, I am not happy, but sad, because I have become a stumbling block to him, a burden to him.

There was a knock at the door, and I retracted into Li Yi's arms vigilantly, looking out of the door vigilantly, most afraid that the gang would rush up again, drag me to the hospital bed, and lead me into the operating room.

Li Yi stroked my back and persuaded me not to be nervous, but I couldn't control myself, so I snuggled into Li Yi's arms and grabbed his sleeve, afraid that he would pull away. The body trembled involuntarily, like sifting chaff, shaking non-stop.

The person who came in was Du Quan, his expression didn't look very good, and his right cheek was red and swollen, enough to imagine how ruthless Li Nian was. He smiled at me casually and comforted, "You and the child are fine, you don't have to worry, I'm here to help you take your temperature." ”

Du Quan himself is very similar to his name, giving people a very warm feeling, not Xu Yuwen's disguise, he exudes warmth and cleanliness from his bones, and I walked out of Li Yi's arms.

Li Yi picked me up as if no one was around, put me back into the hospital bed, and said in a very professional tone, "You have a lot of mood swings, you have to lie down in bed and rest well." ”

I still grabbed Li Yi's sleeve, lest as soon as I let go, Li Yi would be gone. I want him to stay with me, I hate being alone in the hospital room, I can't help but think about it.

Li Yi naturally understood, so he simply sat on the chair next to him and said, "Then if I don't go, if I don't leave, you won't be afraid." ”

I nodded obediently, and Li Yi scratched the tip of my nose, "Okay, whatever you say is what you say." He turned his head to Du Quan at the door and said, "Come in! Thank you for what happened just now." ”

Du Quan smiled bitterly, "What is there to be thankful for, I can't help anything, it's really useless, it's a scholar." ”

Li Yi glared at Du Quan: "What nonsense are you talking about? How many people have you saved with your hands? Everyone praises you as Hua Tuo alive." But Li Nian's stinky woman beats you, don't you know how to hide? You are still stupid and still let her beat you, don't you know how to dodge?"

Du Quan raised his hand uncomfortably and touched his right cheek, his eyes flashed with sadness, and he said sadly, "Okay, don't talk about her." I'm just going to take a look at Shuangshuang and just check it out for her. ”

Li Yi stretched out his hand to grab Du Quan's arm, put down the shelf, and lowered his tone a lot, "I apologize to you for my sister!" Recently, there have been a lot of things at home, her temper is not very good, the doctor said that her mental state is not very good, and now she relies on sleeping pills to fall asleep. ”

Du Quan's body stiffened, and he slowly turned his head to Li Yi and said, "You don't have to help her explain, she is Miss Li, and she is a young wife, rich and powerful, I am just an ordinary doctor, she slapped me, what is it, I am self-aware." ”

Li Yi raised his eyebrows, hated iron and steel, and said, "What nonsense are you talking about, I know you are holding your breath in your heart, and you don't need to say such discouraged words." ”

Du Quan waved away Li Yi's hand, a light smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, like a bright white moon, his eyes were indifferent, and he couldn't set off a trace of waves, "Li Yi, otherwise what should I say? I'm just an ordinary doctor, what is the status of your Li family? I used to be young and ignorant, and I thought that with my true skills, I could give her a home and a safe haven, that was really ironic and naïve, she could buy a bag and cover my salary for several months, not to mention anything else." Now that she's getting married, and I'm getting married, there's nothing more to say about that. ”

Those words were like a drop of water falling into the surface of a lake, causing ripples in circles, and gradually regaining calm, but leaving people with an indescribable residual pain.

Du Quan sorted out his folded sleeves, looked at the time, and asked me to take out the thermometer, he said very professionally, "Your body temperature is 36.8, which is normal, you should usually maintain a comfortable mood, don't always lie down, exercise occasionally, and it is best to take a walk." ”

He picked up the medical record book and waved it quickly, writing professional vocabulary, when a nurse came running and said that a patient had a cerebral infarction, and he hurried out for surgery.