It was almost time for the race to start, and when the starting gun went off, I was distracted and a beat later than the others.

I suddenly understood one thing, Lin Wenjia and Su Qianwen were very good to me when they were in the dormitory, but they didn't pay much attention to me after they left the dormitory, especially when I met them on campus, I would take the initiative to say hello, but once Su Qianwen obviously deliberately ignored me.

I didn't think much of it at the time, after all, we didn't know each other very well.

Now I vaguely understand the reason, they are afraid that others will see how familiar they are with me, right?

The counselor asked me to go to the office for this purpose, and I was living a gentleman's belly with the heart of a villain, and he was obviously just caring about his students.

The more I thought about it, the more depressed I became, and when I caught a glimpse of people on both sides of the runway, I always felt that someone was pointing at me and someone was taking pictures of me. Inexplicably uneasy stirred in my heart, I just wanted to finish the 1500 meters as soon as possible, so I gritted my teeth and ran forward as fast as I could.

Everyone else in the class was shouting their names and cheering, but none of my classmates came to cheer me on, and I wouldn't have noticed it if I hadn't heard that conversation before, but now my discomfort is growing exponentially.

Halfway through the run, the counselor took the two boys to the side of the runway, waving his hand and shouting at me, "Come on Shen Xi!"

Two female classmates next to her looked at the counselor with very strange eyes, and they got together and began to talk to each other.

I finished first in my group, and after crossing the finish line, I felt like there was a fire burning in my throat, it felt dry and aching, my ears were buzzing, my whole brain was a mess, and I couldn't even think. I ran to the wall and sat on the ground, trembling for a while.

When the counselor came to me with mineral water, I felt like I had just walked through the ghost gate, and my mind was too chaotic to function.

"Shen Xi, I really can't see that you can run so fast, the second place is at least ten meters behind you. He unscrewed the cap of the bottle and handed the water over, "Are you okay?

I was speechless for a while, and the counselor's face immediately changed. When he just wanted to come up and help me, someone next to him "clicked" and took a picture of us, he glanced at the two girls blankly, and then beckoned to them: "Classmate, come and help me help her to the infirmary." ”

Probably because the counselor didn't look like the teacher, the two girls pouted and left.

The counselor had to run to my classmates to help, and I was so collapsed that I couldn't stand up, my head was dizzy, I was so tired that I didn't want to move at all, and I always wanted to vomit something. Without saying a word, the squad leader carried me to the infirmary, and the counselor and Lin Wenjia, who came over, followed behind.

Fortunately, there was no big deal, the school doctor said that I had low blood sugar, and I sat directly on the ground after running without slowing down, so I felt dizzy and even wanted to vomit.

My final was tomorrow, so I didn't go back to the playground, and the counselor stayed to talk to me for a while, but I couldn't keep up.

I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart, and when I saw people talking behind my back, I just thought they were laughing at me for being old-fashioned. Because Su Qianwen didn't continue to expose my diary, I always thought that the matter had come to an end, but I didn't expect that in addition to myself, many people already knew about the relationship between me and Mr. Zhuang.

But who made the post? Could it be Su Qianwen?

I slept badly that day, and when the squad leader brought someone to take me back to the dormitory, they said that I lost half my life by running a step, and the price was too great. The counselor said guiltily, "When the sports meeting is over tomorrow, we will invite our competitors to dinner."

As soon as I returned to the dormitory, I borrowed a laptop from Lin Wenjia to see what was written in the posts on the school forum.

Lin Wenjia read my post in the school forum halfway, and asked me curiously: "What are you looking for?"

"I've heard that there was a post mentioning me recently. My voice was hoarse, and I looked at her weakly and quickly looked away.

Lin Wenjia let out an unnatural "oh", lowered her voice and asked me if I was looking for that little three posts.

I didn't dare to look at her: "Well, I guess so." ”

"It has long been deleted by the administrator of the forum, saying that it has a bad impact and that it is forbidden to spread rumors. Lin Wenjia pursed her lips and stared at me for a few seconds, then suddenly bent down and leaned into my ear and asked, "Why do you care about this?" I saw ...... I saw that someone inside picked up the name of Xiao San, as if he was also called Shen Xi like you. ”

The blood in my body suddenly stopped, and I forgot to breathe for a while, because even she knew, and I guess everyone in the dormitory talked about it behind my back.

I was speechless, and my hands trembled as I flipped through the pages of the forum posts.

Lin Wenjia patted me on the shoulder: "Don't worry, I heard that the school doesn't like this kind of rumor, so the administrator will see one and delete the other." A lot of people are in the playground right now, and maybe someone will post about it again in a while. If you want to see it, just wait and watch it again, anyway, there are thousands of thousands of deleted ones. ”

I must have behaved very abnormally, so Lin Wenjia couldn't help but look at my face closer: "Why is your face still so white? The counselor asked me to take care of you, you can't have an accident, you have to take the initiative to tell me if you are uncomfortable." ”

"Jiajia, I'm fine, I just haven't recovered yet. ”

Lin Wenjia's mobile phone rang, and she went downstairs after answering a call on the balcony, saying that she would come up again later.

Not long after she left, several new posts popped up in the forum, two of which discussed posts about Xiao San. There were several photos in the post, and there were other girls besides me.

My heart was trembling when I clicked in to read it, and I didn't know if there were too many people in the school, so dozens of replies were quickly followed by the post. Many people said that they saw me, that I looked like a vixen, and there were all kinds of ugly words, and there were several verbal insults with genitals.

I kept refreshing the page like crazy, and even tried to sign up for an account several times to defend myself. But after I registered, I suddenly didn't know what to say to myself, because I didn't have confidence in my heart.

All the comments are scolding me, the only difference is whether there are dirty words, none of them are to help me speak, most people are asking to verify whether I am really a junior in the photo.

When Lin Wenjia came back, the page was still in the discussion post.

She put down the things in her hand and looked at them curiously: "Ah! Xixi, isn't this you? They made a mistake, why did they put your photo on it? You have a brother like Jiang Yang, you need to be supported by bullshit!"

When she said this, she suddenly waved her hand strangely in front of my eyes, and stared at my eyes with a solemn face: "Xixi, you tell me the truth, what is the relationship between you and Jiang Yang? The rich man they are talking about can't be Jiang Yang, right?

I came back to my senses, panting vigorously and shaking my head: "Jiajia, it's not what you think, Brother Jiang and I are just brother and sister." ”

She handed me a bag of snacks into my arms: "Oh, what are you afraid of? You can report to the admin to delete this post, but even if you don't report it, someone will delete it at night." Now, this is the counselor who bought it, you still have a final to run tomorrow, you can't fall. ”

"Is this what the counselor bought?" My heartbeat was a little abnormal, and I was afraid that others would also see that the counselor took unusual care of me.

Lin Wenjia nodded naturally: "Yes, the counselor is really naïve, he buys snacks and coaxes when he is sick, what about when we are children?"

I was super embarrassed, so I quickly asked Lin Wenjia to help distribute the things to each desk.

I didn't dare to go out for self-study in the evening, so I borrowed a computer from Lin Wenjia for a while to browse the forum, and found that the post had indeed been deleted.

At night, I hid on the balcony with my mobile phone in my hand and waited for Mr. Zhuang to send a message, and I looked back from time to time, afraid that other roommates would come out and hear it. Maybe I suddenly became sensitive again, and when I looked back at them, they were looking at something in front of Su Qianwen's notebook, and some people looked back at me on the balcony.

It was getting harder and harder to breathe, and I had to listen to Mr. Zhuang's voice over and over again in order to reassure myself, as if only this voice would soothe the panic in my heart.

At nine o'clock, he sent a voice message to ask me about today's sports meeting, and I held back my tears and smiled: I ran first in the group and entered the final.

He laughed: My Xixi is amazing.

My breath suddenly stopped, and I clicked this two-second voice repeatedly, and each time my heart trembled because of the words "my Xixi". All the bravery was rekindled because of these words, and I felt as if I was alive again.

I think, what is the point of other people's fingers, I really love him, they are not me, how can I understand my suffering? When Mr. Zhuang didn't express his attitude to me, I also thought about giving up this relationship, but now I can't, I can't let Mr. Zhuang beat the chickens and eggs, I said that I would wait for him.

It may be that I haven't replied, but Mr. Zhuang suddenly called.

I could still disguise myself when I wasn't silent, but when I heard his voice whispering in my ear, my nose immediately became sore.

I secretly took two deep breaths before I could barely suppress my ups and downs: "Mr. Zhuang, I'm running fast today." ”

"Can you stand that little body, is it uncomfortable?"

I sniffled secretly: "It's not uncomfortable, I'm amazing." Mr. Zhuang, you don't have to worry about me. ”

Mr. Zhuang suddenly lowered his voice with certainty: "Why is there a nasal voice? Xixi, you are crying." ”

"No, I'm just a little cold. "I don't want him to worry about the two places, but I'm sure I'll get through it.

"Hee-hee, don't lie to me, tell me what's wrong, someone is bullying you?"