Chapter 298: I'm Sorry
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"Where do you think you're going?"
"It doesn't matter to you where I go. ”
"As long as I haven't signed it, you have nothing to do with me wherever you go!"
The quarrel between the two people exploded in their minds, and the voice was very familiar, no, it should be said that it was the voice of herself and Lin Mu.
As for the content of the quarrel, she herself only listened to half of it, and she was confused.
However, why did he hear the sound of himself talking to Lin Mu, Lin Jinghao shook suddenly, but his consciousness was still surrounded by darkness.
This is no longer the level of foreknowledge of dreams, as if you can see it with your own eyes and hear the future with your own ears.
With the departure of the voice, Lin Jinghao's suddenly acquired ability seemed to be strengthened, and it was automatically activated at the moment when his body and consciousness were separated without any warning.
After the quarrel, a glimmer of light gradually appeared in the darkness in front of her, and then a picture, the same as she had seen in her trance before, was still in that room, a white expanse.
In the center of the picture, she and Lin Mu were sitting on the bed and the other was standing, and Lin Mu was holding a document in his hand.
She was stunned and anxious, but she could only watch at this moment, but she could not do anything to remedy it.
At this time, the picture suddenly turned, and before he could see what it was, Lin Jinghao heard a faint cry in his ears, very desolate and desperate.
Then, he saw a black and white photo of a ** herd, circled in a black frame, decorated with a white curtain next to it, which seemed to be a ...... Mourning Hall.
With a sigh in his heart, Lin Jinghao opened his eyes suddenly, as if a person who had almost drowned had finally been rescued, panting heavily.
Covered in sweat, before she could figure out what was going on, a shadow fell in front of her.
"Miss Lin, how do you feel about your body, now?"
A familiar voice sounded above her head, and as soon as Lin Jinghao's eyes moved, she saw the doctor who tried her best to dissuade her from being discharged early.
She couldn't speak for a while, but after thinking about it, she understood, and it was estimated that she was in this hospital for the second time.
Lin Jing didn't forget who she was with before she lost consciousness, and when she looked behind the doctor, she saw Lin Mu with a deep face.
I don't know why, Lin Jing's face turned pale at the moment of eye contact with him.
Lin Mu's expression was very subtle, making people feel indescribable. Now that they have come to the hospital and are still this doctor, Lin Mu should also know that the fetus in her womb is gone.
The air instantly became depressed, Lin Jinghao looked away first, and replied to the doctor lightly: "It's okay." ”
"I advised you not to be discharged from the hospital rashly, but fortunately, it was handled in a timely manner, and you don't have to worry about whether there will be any sequelae in the future. ”
"Thank you, doctor. ”
The whole time she turned her head to the other side and answered, Lin Jinghao was not weak-hearted, but as long as she looked at Lin Mu, her chest would be a mess.
Quite a bad feeling.
When the doctors and nurses went out, the two of them were the only ones left in the ward.
Lin Jinghao kept the same posture all the time, and her neck was still a little sore, and at this time, Lin Mu finally moved.
He walked up to her bed, still silent, paused for a while, and the first thing he said was, "I'm sorry." ”
Lin Mu's tone seemed to be a sigh that he had endured after experiencing some kind of pain.
Lin Jinghao had already controlled his emotions very well, but in the three words he sighed, he collapsed in an instant.
Tears overflowed in an instant, slipping down his eyes.
The warm feeling spread across his cheeks, and the heat in his chest instantly hit his head.
Because she didn't want Lin Mu to hear her cry, she bit her lip so hard that she could even smell blood.
But the shaking of her shoulders still leaked her hole cards.
Lin Mu's mood at this time was very complicated, but one thing was certain, the child was gone, and Lin Jing couldn't be blamed. She valued this child more than he did.
When he knew, although he was deeply affected like Lin Jinghao, Lin Mu recovered faster in the end. Because what he has to do is not only to find out the reasons for his unborn child's death, but he also needs to become Lin Jinghao's spiritual pillar and enlighten her well.
However, there are unsatisfactory things in the world, although Lin Mu knows that he should be by Lin Jinghao's side at such a time, however, he came to the flower with the opposite intention.
Seeing Lin Jing's silent pain, Lin Mu frowned.
He has always wanted to give Lin Jing the best life, and wanted to end the responsibilities he should bear as soon as possible, and then live a normal life with Lin Jing, or should I say that it is an ordinary couple.
But the time has not yet come, and perhaps Heaven needs them to separate for a while.
However, Lin Mu didn't expect that at such a critical juncture, Lin Jinghao would have this kind of thing.
He was very conflicted at this time, although he knew what he should do and what he should not do, but it was much more difficult than he imagined to do it.
He didn't know how to comfort Lin Jinghao, and he couldn't think of any other words except sorry.
Although he hadn't started the investigation yet, Lin Jinghao would suddenly lose his child, and he intuitively felt that it had something to do with his grievances.
This was his negligence, he shouldn't have let Lin Jinghao be exposed to a dangerous environment, and he shouldn't have been by her side when she was most helpless.
A sentence of sorry, three words, is not only Lin Mu's own repentance, but also helplessness against the facts.
Things have happened and are irreparable, Lin Mu gritted his teeth, he needs to be more sober and rational than ever now.
Lin Jing in front of him was good, the frequency of shoulder shaking was still intensifying, and Lin Mu leaned forward.
"I'm late. ”
At the same time as the shallow words sounded, Lin Mu grabbed Lin Jinghao's right hand that was clenched into a fist, wanting her to confirm her existence.
Lin Jinghao was already in a state of collapse, and the last line of defense collapsed in Lin Mu's grasp.
She lost her temper, and the negative emotions she had been suppressing seemed to want to vent all her to Lin Mu at this moment.
She struggled with her hands, trying to break free of Lin Mu's hands, but Lin Mu grabbed tighter.
"Woooooooooo......oo Why are you only here now......" choked up, Lin Jinghao has never been so weak, because the person around her is Lin Mu, so she doesn't need to pretend to be strong anymore, and she doesn't need to swallow all the tears in her heart.
Lin Mu's eyes were full of distress, but he didn't speak, but his hands were slightly stiffened, as if he was responding to Lin Jing's goodness.
"When you were asleep, I made a pact with you. Lin Jinghao wiped away half of her tears with her other hand with a heavy cry, and she didn't know what she wanted to say, "I said, as long as I succeed in making the cut, you will have to wake up." ”
Gasping loudly, Lin Jing took a few deep breaths to calm down her emotions, but she couldn't stop her tears at all.
"Now, you're awake, but I didn't expect it to come at the cost of our children, who have not yet met the world, to escape into darkness. Lin Mu, I hate it so much, I don't know what went wrong, is it that I shouldn't stick to my dream at all. As a dancer, you shouldn't have children, and this is a lesson from my mom. Am I doing it all wrong?"
When he said this, Lin Jinghao finally turned his head, with a pair of big eyes full of tears, although he was still crying, he looked at Lin Mu very heavily and firmly.
Lin Jinghao blamed herself, she thought that the child would have a miscarriage because she was on the stage at the time, and she adapted the dance with interest, using difficult movements, so that the fetal gas, which was finally stabilized, was chaotic.
The results of the private investigation between Tang Can and Gao Tang did not tell Lin Jinghao, probably because they didn't want her to be angry and hurt at such a time.
But self-blame and grief seem more lethal than anger.
"It's not. ”
This time, Lin Mu answered very simply.
"Not really. He repeated, "The way you chase your dreams is what I aspire to, and you can do whatever you want." ”
This was probably the first time that Lin Mu had spoken to Lin Jinghao in such a tone that saw through the world, and he stroked Lin Jinghao's forehead with his other hand, and pushed the wet hair on his forehead to his sideburns.
"Jinghao, you heard clearly, it was me who didn't protect you well, and it wasn't your responsibility. ”
"......" As soon as Lin Mu's words came out, Lin Jing's somewhat slowed crying broke out again, crying even more fiercely.
Seeing this, Lin Mu leaned forward and kissed Lin Jing's eyelids, forcing her to close her eyes.
"Don't think about anything, your only task is to have a good rest, and I'll take care of the rest. ”
When Lin Mu said this, he narrowed his eyes slightly, and there was some kind of dangerous information in his eyes.
Lin Jinghao bit her lip tightly and nodded, tears falling from the corners of her eyes.
Seeing Lin Jing like this, Lin Mu was very distressed.
In the end, she was just a child who had not been deeply involved in the world, and Lin Mu was very disgusted by the fact that she had endured so much pain.
In fact, before Lin Jinghao woke up, he had already contacted the secretary and asked her to start investigating the situation on the day of Lin Jinghao's accident.
But no matter what you do now, you can't make up for the scars on Lin Jing's good heart, it may be a lifetime, and even if it is good, it will leave ugly scars.
When Lin Jinghao began to gradually calm down, Lin Mu thought about it and seemed to feel that he should say something.
Comforting this, in fact, he really won't, but if he can't even comfort his wife who has just had a miscarriage, it's too much to say.
The source of all Lin Jinghao's negative emotions is the child, Lin Mu took out a square towel to wipe the tears on Lin Jinghao's face, stared at her directly, and then said: "The child can ask for it at any time, but you have to be fine, understand?"
As soon as Lin Mu said this, Lin Jinghao looked at him a little stunned, probably because she hadn't communicated with Lin Mu for too long, and she didn't react for a while.
"Now...... Is it okay?" came out of nowhere, Lin Jinghao was indeed full of children, especially in front of Lin Mu.
Lin Mu raised his eyes, he was really a person who said nothing, and immediately leaned down again, raised his hand and gently held Lin Jinghao's face, and vomited slightly: "As long as you want." ”