039 I love no one but money
When Xu Yuwen found me, I was standing in the flower shop on the side of the road, shivering with cold, he came over, put a blanket on my body, and then bent down to take my whole body into the air and hugged me, I hated being touched by him, and twisted my body very resistantly, but he was unusually stubborn, forcibly put me in the car, and asked Ah Zhang to drive in a bad tone. [β€ eight [β€ eight [β€ read [β€ book, .β½.oβ
I shrank in the corner of the car and turned my face to look at the scenery outside, in fact, I didn't look at anything, there was no focus at all, I just didn't want to face Xu Yuwen face to face, especially in the car with a narrow space.
I felt something covering my head, and I saw from the reflection of the car window that my head was covered with a towel, and Xu Yuwen's slender white hand was wiping my wet hair, and he was very serious and focused, as if that was the most important thing in the world.
I motionless let him wipe my hair, his fingers ran through the hair, touched my scalp, inadvertently touched the wound, there was a big piece of broken skin, it was already scarred, but no hair grew, fortunately there was a lot of hair, it was not easy to be noticed, but the hair was wet, it was more obvious.
Xu Yuwen moved his position and got closer, he was so close that I could feel his breath on my back, and Xu Yuwen's apologetic voice came from my ears, "I'm sorry, I scratched you last time!"
I turned my head to meet Xu Yuwen's eyes, those deep eyes were full of affection, several times I looked at his eyes, I was a little suspicious that Xu Yuwen really loved himself, love to the bone, otherwise how could there be such a deep gaze? But when I think about it, I will feel that I am self-inflicted.
He Xu Yuwen is nothing more than dissatisfied that An Yao's choice of person is Li Yi, so he wants to use it for me to stimulate Li Yi, and he is a young lady, and his mother is also a young lady, maybe he thinks that I am a little similar to his mother, after all, most men have a mother-love complex.
I withdrew my gaze and looked out quietly, Xu Yuwen gently continued to help me wipe my hair, and whispered a reproach, "Before going out, Lele didn't put an umbrella in your bag, why is it still raining?"
I was silent, and most of the time, when he asked me, I was silent, otherwise I would fight back against him with harsh language. He may have gotten used to it, so he didn't blame me, and turned to Ah Zhang and said, "You turn up the temperature of the air conditioner!"
The warm gas sprayed down from the top of my head, and I felt much better, but the clothes on my body were wet, and they were tightly clinging to the skin, which was not very comfortable. I turned my back to Xu Yuwen and tried hard to say in a very indifferent tone: "You know I'm pregnant!"
"Hmm!" Xu Yuwen responded!
He really knows, it's a failure, every time I'm pregnant, it's someone else who reminds me, and I'm always an afterthought, which is ironic.
Xu Yuwen put his hand on my shoulder, and he said categorically, "Shuangshuang, I will protect you!"
This is a very touching line in an idol drama, but I am already numb, this is one of my own plans, I slowly closed my eyes and began to make my own little calculations, the best child is Li Yi's, if the child is Xu Yuwen, even if it is at the risk of never being able to get pregnant, I will not give birth to the child, because as soon as I see the child, I will remember the events of that day, and I will never fall in love with that child. After all, I became a bad woman who didn't even let go of my own biological children.
The night after I went back, I had a headache, in the middle of the night, the condition worsened, I began to have a fever, fortunately it was not a high fever, but I was pregnant, and I could not take medicine, so I could only rely on dietary therapy to recuperate, but the condition came and went, a few days, and relapsed again, fortunately it was not a high temperature, it was 37.5 degrees, I had a fever for almost a month, most of the time I was lying in bed.
Until Xia Nan came to me, she was wearing a black long-tailed skirt with a white fox fur shawl on the outside, Shi Shiran walked into the living room, she became thinner, and became gentle, her eyes were no longer sharp, I don't know if it was time, or love erased the sharp water chestnut, she looked at me and said, "You don't mind if I talk to you!"
Women are hypocritical, even if they don't want to see each other, they have to pretend to be very generous, I took the blanket covering my body and sat up, brushed my messy hair and said, "You can sit!"
Xia Nan handed me a few beautifully packaged bags in front of me, "Some time ago, I went to Switzerland, and I remember that you like the Bernese bear cake over there, the Swiss roll, so I brought it to you." You look like you've lost a lot of weight, how are you feeling now?"
Yes, I have liked this kind of precious dessert, especially with the word foreign, at that time I was a wild girl with no knowledge, everything that Xia Nan gave me, I would use my mobile phone to check it on the Internet, and then covered my mouth and sighed, this is so expensive, I am reluctant to eat it.
"Thank you!" I replied politely, handed the bag to Lele, and instructed, "You make a cup of black tea for Miss Xia." β
I told the others to pull back, and I knew she was looking for me, and she must have something to say. But I was still polite and politely asked, "Is Switzerland fun?"
Xia Nan nodded, brushed her sideburns with her hands, and I saw her huge sapphire diamond ring, which was said to cost $1,000. The gem was so dazzling that it dazzled my eyes. Xia Nan said in a very calm tone, "Well, it's fun, we first went to the Netherlands to see the windmills, and then went to Switzerland to ski, I originally planned to go to Egypt, but the company has something, Ah Yi wants to rush back to work, I went to travel by myself and there is no interest, so I came back." β
When she said Ah Yi, my heart throbbed, but I quickly regained my composure and said with a smile, "By the way, I wish you a happy wedding, I have been so sick these days that I have forgotten everything." β
Yes, a week ago, Xia Nan married Li Yi in a beautiful manner, the wedding was very grand, the luxury fleet alone was enough to make the front page news, the banquet was set for three days and three nights, and the money was put into the burning gold cave, burning stacks and stacks, it is said that the wedding cost hundreds of millions, after all, the two rich families tied the knot, what is that money?
Xia Nan didn't seem to be able to see that I was talking nonsense when I opened my eyes, she still said with a smile on the corner of her mouth, "I originally wanted to invite you, but Yu Wen said that you are sick and it is inconvenient to attend the wedding, and I still want you to be my bride's companion? β
Xia Nan invited me to be a bridal companion? Do you believe it? Anyway, I don't believe it, with the lesson from last time, she can't wait for me to be as far away from Li Yi as I want, and I'm afraid that something will happen to me at the wedding. When did we become so hypocritical, saying things that no one could listen to, and pretending to be very kind and smiling?
Xia Nan suddenly leaned over and patted my hand, "Shuangshuang, we are not to blame for the past, okay?We are all wrong, will we still be friends in the future?" In fact, I don't even know what is going on, at that time, I fell into the magic barrier, my brain is not sober at all, I did something sorry for you, and my speech is too vicious, but Shuangshuang, you should understand, I love Li Yi, I love it too much, people become incomprehensible. β
Xia Nan suddenly came to see me and behaved so closely, this is too weird! No matter how good Xia Nan and I used to be, and what we went through, how could we go back to the past, not to mention that Xia Nan's temperament is so arrogant, even if she becomes someone else's wife, how can a dog not change her-eating nature, how can she lower her shelf? The sudden greeting definitely contains conspiracy.
I didn't pick it, I still maintained the most appropriate smile, and put my hand on the back of her hand, touching her huge sapphire ring, which conveyed a cold and hard touch, I smiled and said, "Actually, I have something wrong, but now that I think about it, I was really naΓ―ve at that time! It's seven o'clock now, do you want to stay and eat?"
Xia Nan happily agreed, and a gleam flashed in his eyes, "Okay! We haven't seen each other for a long time, so we have a lot to say?"
I took the blanket away, smiled a little embarrassedly and said, "Normally, he comes back to eat with me, but I'm going to get dinner!"
"You want to prepare dinner for Brother Yu Wen?" Xia Nan looked at me in surprise, and looked at me with the eyes of an alien.
I smiled mysteriously and blinked my eyes, "Didn't Zhang Ailing say it? To capture a man's heart is to grab a man's stomach, so that he can get used to the rice you cook, even if he occasionally eats some game, he will eventually return to you!"
Xia Nan followed me into the kitchen suspiciously, I took the ingredients from the refrigerator and began to cook skillfully, in fact, I have never cooked here, because I never intended to please Xu Yuwen, fortunately, the structure of the villa is similar, I operate, it is not difficult, in the eyes of outsiders, I really cook every day, and Xia Nan stood aside, looking at me intently, like an excellent detective, trying to find out what clues from me.
When I brought all the dishes to the table, I turned my head and looked at the clock, it was almost eight o'clock, usually at this point, Xu Yuwen would definitely come back, I was a little worried that Xu Yuwen would not come back.
Xia Nan and I sat on one side of the dinner table, and when I met her judging gaze, I felt pressured, but I still smiled and persuaded, "If you don't eat first, he may come back later, don't be hungry." β
Xia Nan supported her face with her right hand, squinted at me, and said, "Shuangshuang, are you really in love with Xu Yuwen?"
"Huh?" I looked at Xia Nan in confusion, and asked innocently with wide eyes, "What did you say?"
Xia Nan squirmed her mouth to say something, the doorbell rang, and I tried my best to get myself into the role, persuading myself to imagine that the person I loved was back and doing what I had to do. I knocked on the door with a smile on my face, met Xu Yuwen's eyes, the two of them looked at each other, maybe for two months, I didn't give him a smile, his face was full of shock, his eyes were staring at me, his body stood straight, and he stood stupidly with a wooden man.
I turned a blind eye, played the role of a gentle little wife, took his briefcase, and said in a rather reproachful tone, "Why did you come back so late? I'm afraid that the food will be cold? By the way, my friend Xia Nan is here, and we are all waiting for you to come back for dinner!"
I hung up the briefcase, and then turned my head to look at Xia Nan, she stood in the hall, very ladylike smile, showing eight teeth, and said very decently, "Brother Yu Wen!"
Xu Yuwen slowly turned his head and shifted his gaze from my face to Xia Nan, his body was very stiff, like a robot. Soon he returned to normal, and greeted him with a friendly smile, "Xia Nan, you are here, you have a temporary meeting, and you will be late when you come back." β
As he spoke, Xu Yuwen put his hand on my shoulder, his smile immediately froze, his body immediately tensed, and he erected layers of defense, I was afraid of Xu Yuwen's touch, once he got close to me, I either took a few steps back, or erected a solid wall.
Xu Yuwen walked forward with me, ignoring my embarrassed expression, like a considerate "qingren" and saying, "Are you not well ill?" The doctors have said, you can't work, there are so many workers at home, can't you just let them do it?"
I struggled to squeeze out a smile, "It's okay, my fever has subsided, and if I don't do anything, I'm going to be suffocated." β
The three people with ghosts in their hearts sat at the dinner table, it was strange to say, the atmosphere was not cold, Xia Nan and I hypocritically talked about the past, and Xu Yuwen and I hypocritically played the role of affection, this superficial peace was broken when I rushed into the bathroom and vomited.
Xia Nan stared at my stomach firmly, eager to dig a hole out of my stomach, as expected, she came to my stomach, what bullshit friendship, what bullshit is not to blame, women's friendship becomes vulnerable in the face of love.
Xia Nan stayed for a long time before handing me the cup and asking tentatively, "Are you pregnant?"
I turned around and looked at Xia Nan, her face is indeed good-looking, her mother is a Chinese-British mixed-race, so Xia Nan is also a mixed-race child, her facial features are impeccable, it may be too much, it will give people a feeling of being too cold. When Xia Nan is serious, it will make her a very scheming woman.
I replied generously, "Yes, I'm pregnant!"
My honesty made Xia Nan visibly stunned, she bit her lip with her eyebrows, and asked again, "This child is Xu Yuwen?"
I raised my eyebrows and sneered and asked, "Otherwise, Li Yi's? I broke up with him a long time ago." If it weren't for Xu Yuwen, do you think he would let me live in a luxury villa, drive a famous car, wear brand-name clothes, and live a life of fine clothes and food? Do you think he is a fool or a fool?"
Xia Nan was stimulated and asked in disbelief, "Why? Don't you love Li Yi? You fell in love with Xu Yuwen so quickly? Are you going to give birth to him?"
I picked up a tissue and wiped my mouth, and threw it in the trash can, "Anan, I might as well tell you the truth, I don't love anyone, whoever can let me live a good life, who can let me live in a villa, drive a famous car, wear brand-name clothes and carry a brand-name bag, I love him." What I want, you were born, of course it won't be rare, but I'm different from you, I know that Niu looks down on me, Li Yi and Xu Yuwen will look down on me, so I put on the cloak of true love, I acted very really, deceived them, and even I had to deceive myself, I was a money worshipper, but I pretended to be more like. I am pregnant, the child is Xu Yuwen's, he promised, he will not treat the child badly. β
"What are you talking about?Lu Shuangshuang, you don't love Li Yi?" Xia Nan rushed up and grabbed my arm angrily, "You told me before that you love Li Yi, and what did you say that you love him more than me, you knew him earlier than me, do you say these are all lies?"
"It hurts!" I couldn't help frowning, shouted, and broke Xia Nan's hand vigorously, "I said those words, it was because I thought Li Yi would marry me, if he married me, I would marry into a wealthy family." Girls like us, in order to marry into a wealthy family, of course, have to play some tricks, maybe I have loved Li Yi, after all, he is good to me, he is so generous, and he looks good, many women will be tempted........"
Xia Nan raised her hand and was about to slap me, but Xu Yuwen intercepted her hand and asked coldly, "Xia Nan, what do you want to do?"
Xia Nan looked at Xu Yuwen with red eyes, and her body trembled with anger, "Did you hear that? Did you hear what Lu Shuangshuang said? She doesn't love Li Yi at all, she doesn't love you either, she follows you just because you can let her live a good life." A long time ago, Mengmeng told me that she was that kind of person, I still don't believe it, after all, we have known each other for three years, and then Li Yi and I were going to get married, and she was pregnant, how could it be so coincidental? Li Yi made fun of our wedding because she was pregnant. Now she's using the trick of pregnancy again, she clearly wants to hold you down, and the ghost knows whose child is in her womb......."
"Get out, you get out of me right away!" Xu Yuwen pointed to the door outside, "I heard you say so nicely, what Shuangshuang is your sister, and I saw Shuangshuang bored at home all day long, and there was no one to talk to her, so I promised to let you come to visit, I made a mistake, you are finished, you have become unrecognizable, you get out, I told you to get out!"
Xia Nan was so angry that tears came out, but his mouth was unforgiving, "Xu Yuwen, are you men's eyes blind? This kind of woman, you all regard it as a treasure, and people are obviously running for your money." Meng Meng, I love you so much, I've loved you for eight years, and you turn a blind eye, you men like to be cheap?
"I don't need you to take care of my affairs, if you don't leave, I'll call someone to blow you away!" Xu Yuwen unceremoniously gave an ultimatum.
Xia Nan chopped off his foot fiercely, glared at me fiercely, and cursed, "Lu Shuangshuang, don't think that if you follow Xu Yuwen, you will have a good life, what about early?"