055 There must always be someone who gives in
Jiang Cheng changed out of the sportswear he was wearing casually when he went out just now, which was a very common move in Yiran's eyes, but it was no longer ordinary in his own heart. Seeing who is wearing what clothes is a simple truth.
Drove to the agreed place, sat in the car and subconsciously flipped through the information, Jiang Cheng saw it and reminded: "Beware of motion sickness." ”
was stunned for a moment, and then wilted.
"Are you suffering from motion sickness, or is it psychological?" Jiang Cheng smiled and rubbed Yiran's head, "Are you uncomfortable?"
Yiran clutched his chest and said, "The lunch I just ate is blocked here." ”
Jiang Cheng said distressedly: "I'll go back directly for a while, I won't pick up Qingge, and she won't tell you okay." ”
Yiran didn't want to speak anymore, and his head was tilted to the side.
When she arrived at the designated place, Jiang Cheng didn't let her get out of the car, she took the information and came over, Bai Jichuan was so tall and eye-catching everywhere, he could find it at once. In Bai Jichuan's eyes, Jiang Cheng is personable, and he can see it at a glance. He frowned slightly, why didn't Yiran come?
His eyes unconsciously looked outside, as if he saw Jiang Cheng's car, and he seemed to be in the co-pilot, looking here.
"Mr. Bai. Jiang Cheng was very polite and handed over the information.
"I'm sorry for the trouble you guys. Bai Jichuan was more polite.
But the two men's eyes only glanced at each other hurriedly, as if neither wanted to put the other in their eyes.
She said she didn't wear makeup, and when she remembered it, she refused to come over. Jiang Cheng changed his reason and smiled at Bai Jichuan, "I'm sorry." ”
This is really not a joke that should be made to the boss, Bai Jichuan doesn't think that Lu Yiran can't see people without makeup, when they met at breakfast in a hotel in Shenzhen, Lu Yiran just tied her hair into a ball and put it on her head, she didn't feel embarrassed at all, and talked and laughed with the colleagues she met.
Of course, she is so beautiful and cute, is it because her husband is here today?
Bai Jichuan quickly imagined all kinds of possibilities in his mind, and Jiang Cheng had already nodded slightly: "Let's go first." ”
He turned around and left, Bai Jichuan was able to look at the car more generously, God knows how his eyesight suddenly became so good, and he always felt that the co-pilot was in good spirits, exactly the same as yesterday on the plane.
"Is she motion sick?" Bai Jichuan turned around, he stared at it again, how good was it to be discovered by Jiang Cheng, although Lu Yiran didn't have any weirdness or vigilance about him since he put on the wedding ring, but Jiang Cheng gave him an uncomfortable reaction. But it was his fault, he had a crush on his wife.
Bai Jichuan doesn't remember that Yiran had a state of motion sickness when she sat in his car, and she also drove herself, but she was airsick yesterday and got motion sickness today...... A spirit flashed, and it was already in the hall, and it was impossible to see the people outside suddenly stopped, turned to look at the automatic doors that opened and closed in the building.
Is she pregnant?
However, at this time, Jiang Cheng returned to the car, and Ran Ran's condition was much better, she insisted on picking up Qingge, saying that she would be fine if she slowed down.
Jiang Cheng originally disagreed, and said that it was a matter of the way, and she left after seeing them, but on the way back, she was indeed refreshed, and after that period of nausea, she was refreshed.
Familiar with the way to the early education center, Yiran also bought juice by the way and wanted to drink it for Qingge, but she stood in front of the door with the juice, but saw Qingge take the child from a man, and by the way handed him the tissue in his hand to wipe his sweat, the two talked and laughed very happily.
It was still Huan Huan who found her aunt first, and waved at her with a small hand, Qingge turned around, and clearly saw the change in her face, Xu Jin put on her shoes and stood up and saw them, but smiled very calmly.
Jiang Cheng was also very fresh, and asked Yiran: "Who is that person?"
introduced each other, Qingge said that he wanted to take Huanhuan home to take a bath, and it happened that they could send her off when they came, although the atmosphere was a little awkward, he still forcibly said goodbye to Xu Jin.
Qingge sat in Jiang Cheng's car and didn't say anything, the couple sent her downstairs, Yiran exchanged glances with her husband, Jiang Cheng nodded slightly, and Yiran followed Qingge home.
Huanhuan, who took a bath, was sleepy after eating the bottle, Qingge said with a smile: "Little things are crawling all over the floor in the classroom, playing crazy." ”
Yiran asked, "Why is he there?"
Qingge replied very blandly: "The teacher asked to bring my father this week, so I will look for him." ”
"You took the initiative to find him?"
"No, you can't. ”
The conversation between the two couldn't go on, and she felt that they might have to quarrel if she said it again, she didn't want to manage Qingge like a housekeeper, or interfere with Qingge's dealings with others, she just knew Xu Jin's identity and knew their relationship in the three years of high school, so she felt that Xu Jin was not good.
"I'm sorry, Qingge, I didn't mean that. Yiran took the initiative to apologize.
Qingge smiled helplessly: "I know you are for my good, if I really step into it, it will be too late for anything." ”
Yiran looked at her in amazement.
Qingge said very frankly: "Am I a fool, I don't understand what Xu Jin means?"
Yiran said: "Then you...... And corresponded with him. ”
Qingge put Huanhuan in the small bed, went to the kitchen to pour water to drink, and after pouring a large glass of water, he took a breath and looked at Yiran: "You have been married for more than two years, and I have been almost two years old, but the people upstairs and downstairs think that I am a dead man." I don't understand more and more what I got married for, I don't blame Gu Xiaotian, I blame myself. ”
"Qingge ......" suddenly became stupid, and she didn't know what to say at all, Qingge was getting more and more impatient with her current life, which couldn't be blamed on her, if she was herself, she might not be able to hold on for half a year.
Qingge said very calmly: "Don't worry, I didn't suffer from depression, and I didn't say this because I was sad, and I didn't blame Xiaotian." He is not wrong, this path is chosen by me and him, and I will not put all the blame on him because I can't bear it anymore. ”
Yiran asked in a low voice, "What about you...... Do you want to be with Xu Jin?"
Qingge smiled bitterly: "He is not good, I know very well in my heart, but Yiran, aside from these, when you talk and joke with male colleagues in the company, do you feel that you have betrayed Jiang Cheng?"
Yiran shook his head: "How can this be counted." ”
Qingge said: "Right, under normal circumstances, who would think about this problem? When it comes to starting to think about whether it is betrayal, when you start to measure this marriage by loyalty, what do you think is the state?"
Yiran seemed to be able to answer, but she didn't want to say anything.
Anyway, Qingge was in a bad mood, it was not the right time for her to go today, if she didn't show up, Qingge would spend a relaxed and happy half a day with Xu Jin, but when she appeared, Qingge would be embarrassed. Because Qingge himself knows best that doing this is not necessarily wrong, but it is never the right thing.
They are friends who have nothing to say, and after they have calmed down with each other, Qingge said: "From time to time, I will regret my original decision, maybe I will beat the child, we will remain lovers, and even if we encounter setbacks and hardships in the next two years, we can freely change our attitude to continue or end." But when I think about it like this, I feel sorry for Huanhuan, Huanhuan didn't have to choose to come to this world, and I really love her so much. I couldn't find an outlet in such repeated emotions, and recently I suddenly realized that I didn't need Xiaotian to give birth to a child and raise it, and he was also someone else's husband and father for two years in a blank, and he had to bear the guilt of not being able to take care of him. ”
Yiran said softly: "If Xiaotian comes back......"
Qingge shook his head: "At the beginning, he just said that he would go to study abroad and return to China after graduation, but maybe now he doesn't want to come back, but it is not fair to him that he has to come back for the sake of me and my children." She looked at Yiran very seriously, "If I choose to take the child with him, his mother will be very happy, and probably in the eyes of everyone, including my colleagues, this is the result of everyone's happiness." But...... What kind of life do I want?"
Yiran said softly: "Sometimes, there is always someone who gives in. ”
Qingge burst into tears: "Yes, but why does it have to be me? Since everyone doesn't want to give in, isn't it time for it to end? Is it really bad for two adults to choose a better life to live?"
Yiran felt that she couldn't keep up with the thinking of a school bully, and she couldn't say anything to make Qingge feel at ease, so she could only listen.
When she returned home in the evening, she was in a very low mood, Jiang Cheng came out of the study and saw her sitting on the sofa in a daze.
"Are you still dizzy?" the husband spoke, of course, caring for himself first, and smiled at Yiran, "It's been fine for a long time." ”
"How's Qingge, that person ......"
"Husband, what do you think?"
Jiang Cheng sat down and hugged Yiran in his arms: "Qingge is alone, it's too hard." ”
Yiran relayed Qingge's words to Jiang Cheng, Jiang Cheng sighed softly: "This kind of thing is like people drinking water, we are not qualified to judge right and wrong." ”
"If I talk and laugh with a male colleague, will you feel unhappy?" asked Ilran.
"Fool, do you think I will?" Having said that, Jiang Cheng still hesitated in his heart, he was already completely wary of Bai Jichuan.
"Husband, is Qingge going to divorce Xiaotian?" Yiran was worried, "If she divorces, her living status will not change, but she doesn't know mentally." ”
Jiang Cheng comforted her: "We care more about her, Gu Xiaotian will come back sooner, and it may be fine." He looked at the time and asked, "Have you eaten, are you hungry?"
Yiran shook his head, got up and walked to the kitchen: "I'll see what to do in the refrigerator, make you something to eat, I don't have an appetite." ”
Jiang Cheng said: "Don't do it, I'll make noodles and eat it myself." ”
Yiran raised her hand to get instant noodles from the cupboard, but she suddenly felt dizzy while padding her feet, she propped her hands on the cooking table, Jiang Cheng came over and saw it, she was so worried that she couldn't help her, and helped her sit down at the table: "Ranran, what's wrong?"
"I don't know......" Yiran's heart trembled, looking at Jiang Cheng, "Will you win the lottery?"
Jiang Cheng's heart jumped violently: "Do you want to buy a pregnancy test?"
Yiran was energetic: "There are still ones at home, I'll look for them." ”
Update at 16:00