124 I will not spare you
I took a deep breath, turned my head to look at Li Yi, and wanted to laugh but couldn't, "Li Yi, do you know what you look like now? It's like a child who has fallen in love with a toy, and the family disagrees, and you lie on the ground and beg." [≤ eight [≤ eight [≤ read [≤ book, .▽.o√ Li Yi, in your eyes, I am the toy you want but can't, in fact, you don't like it so much, it's just that you are spoiled, others don't give it to you, you want it, and after a while, you will forget it. ”
My cultural level is not high, and I can't say anything too cultured, so I can only use a very simple example to explain Li Yi's perverted psychology.
"What does it matter to you if Lao Tzu treats you as a toy? Anyway, if Lao Tzu doesn't let you go, you can't go. Li Yi still did not change his stubborn nature, saying domineering words.
Me and he are not on the same channel at all, it's just a chicken and a duck, it doesn't make sense at all. I'm not a good-tempered person, I pushed Li Yi hard, and yelled at him, "Li Yi, are you fucking deaf, or your brain is in water, I said it, I want to get rid of the relationship with you, I don't want to be a fucking lady anymore, and I don't want to be a shit mistress, do you like to be cheap? Do you have to pester me? I'm just a little slut, whoever gets wet, everyone is looked down upon, you get out of here, get out of me right away." ”
Not long ago, I was scolded by Li Nian for being a little slut, I accompanied her brother to play with her father, and I was ridiculed by Anan's mother just now, I am also a human being, even if I am cheap, I am trampled under my feet, and I will fucking hurt.
I'm angry, I'm really angry, everyone doesn't look at me as a person, I am a lady, but I didn't steal or rob, I did my duty, what did I do wrong, everyone came to point fingers.
I didn't know where the strength came from, so I pushed Li Yi hard and reprimanded, "You get out, you will get rid of my wife soon......"
Li Yi was so tolerant that people told him to get out, and he allowed others to yell at him, his whole face was cold, green tendons appeared on his forehead, and he grabbed my neck with one palm and roared, "Lu Shuangshuang, believe it or not, Lao Tzu killed you." ”
His hands kept tightening, tightening, my face turned from white, little by little to purple, I expected him to pinch his neck, but I forgot that Li Yi was a psychopath, he had schizophrenia.
I thought about death, but when death was approaching, I was afraid, I didn't want to die, I raised my hand to break his hand and shouted "Li Yi, you let go of me, help......"
The more I struggled, the harder he grabbed my throat, the air in my lungs couldn't reach my throat at all, the traces of life could leave me at any time, my eyes involuntarily rolled up, my focus was fixed on the ceiling, I felt that I had lived a miserable life, I had been displaced since I was a child, and all I pursued all my life was just a home, but in the end I died, or died at the hands of my first man.
I gave up struggling, I gave up struggling with fate, and every time I saw hope, fate would always slap me in the face.
Suddenly, the air returned and choked into my nostrils, and he let go of me, and I fell to the ground with a heavy gulp.
"Lu Shuangshuang, are you really going to die? I won't let you get your wish. He was so angry that he shook me off, picked up the wine bottle on the coffee table and smashed it down, and the wine bottle fell to pieces, like an angry lion, and began to smash things to vent.
I sat calmly on the couch and watched him turn the house upside down, but in fact he was holding back a fire in his heart, and it was fine when he was done.
Li Yi smashed everything that could be smashed in the room, panting and looking down at me with his hands on his hips, as if he was about to pounce in the next second, I looked at each other unconvinced, "It's happy...... cough...... "My voice was hoarse, and I couldn't stop coughing, and my voice rustled like sandpaper, "When you vent, get out of me...... Cough...... , Li Yi, I just want to live a peaceful life, can you just be kind to yourself and let me live a peaceful life?"
The only hope is that he vented his anger and happily withdrew from my life circle, returning peace to me, and I lived a peaceful life.
"Leak?" his eyes were cold and angry, "Okay! When I'm done, I'll get out of your sight!"
He lunged at me and tore it hard, and he pulled me away from Anan's casual coat.
His posture was so similar to those men that the memories that had faded so hard came back, and I screamed in fear, "You madman, you bastard, you brute." "I held my shirt with one hand, which was already difficult to shelter, and kicked him desperately with my feet, and waved him desperately with my fists.
I remembered the picture of the man's hand touching his "chiluo" body indiscriminately, men are all the same, they don't care about women at all, Li Yi is the same, in their eyes, we all have no thoughts, no feelings, just inflatable dolls, you can fiddle with them at will, it won't hurt, and you won't feel it.
Li Yi is really crazy, and he has no worries about anything else. Tearing my clothes mercilessly with both hands, the strength of a woman, at this time against a man, is simply an egg against a stone. I concentrated all my strength on my knees and tried to give him a fatal blow, but I didn't expect him to easily hold my legs down with one foot and make me unable to move.
I swung him desperately, and now he only held me down with one hand, like a rat and a cat at war. Cats like rats to have a bit of war power.
My shirt was all lifted off, my underwear could no longer shelter the fullness of my chest, one of his big hands, even attached to my chest, kneading hard, my sweatpants had been thrown away by him, and the buds in the thin panties were clearly terrified and trembling through the fabric, because of the incomprehensible burning heat that had burned there.
When the panties were ripped off my body, there was only the sound of a man's gasp in the air, and my empty, powerless struggle like a ragdoll hanging thread. I saw Li Yi's strong body, my throat churned with a sour taste, and my stomach was churning violently.
The man is really disgusting, really disgusting, Li Yi pressed my head down, saw his body clearly, he leaned close to my ear and whispered, "Don't you want me to get out of the way?" ”
I shook my head frantically, pushed his body with both hands and howled, "Li Yi, I beg you, please, don't touch me, dirty, dirty!"
"Dirty, haven't you always thought I'm dirty? He lifted my legs and barged in, and I couldn't hold myself back anymore, and I opened my mouth to vomit, the sour vomit sticking to Li Yi's chest.
His whole body froze, as if he had been greatly humiliated, and he stared at me with disbelief in his eyes.
I took advantage of his daze, dodged back, shrunk myself in a corner, my whole body was shaking, my legs buried in my arms, and I repeatedly muttered "Don't touch me, don't touch me, dirty, dirty, get out of the way, get out of the way." ”
At such a moment, I actually vomited, Li Yi angrily pulled me up, with a raging rage, as if to destroy me, I closed my eyes, no longer listened to the man's roar, no longer paid attention, my body was roughly grabbed, rough shaking.
The room was full of Li Yi's rage, and he scolded over and over again, "You dislike me for being dirty, what about you? Look at yourself, it's all the marks left by men, do you think I'm not disgusting? Since I'm embarrassed to say I'm dirty?"
My stomach was shaking, and I tumbled several times, and I tried to hold it, but I couldn't hold it back, and I vomited again, and the vomiting was not pleasant.
Li Yi threw me down, I collapsed weakly in the sofa, he stared at me from above, clenched his hands angrily, I knew that he was restraining the urge not to beat himself, in fact, Li Yi has really changed a lot now, at least he won't beat me easily, and he will restrain his temper, but so what?
I picked up the cardboard box that I didn't throw on the ground and wiped my mouth, looked up at Li Yi with difficulty, and said with a bitter smile, "Li Yi, you will feel funny, you will think I am contrived, I never thought of climbing on you, and I have never played a game of wanting to catch and indulge, yes, I came out to sell it for money, but I never thought about making a lot of money, and returning home with millions of clothes, I just want to help Brother Ming pay off his debts." ”
My vocal cords were still hoarse, maybe he had hurt my throat just now, and I couldn't help but cough a few more times and then said, "You know what? I have also been innocent, I have longed for love like all girls, I have even naively fantasized about falling in love with someone at first sight, marrying him, and giving him a clean body." But the reality is cruel. I don't want to defend myself, the reason why I'm telling you this is just hoping that you can leave me a little bit of self-esteem and raise your noble hand to let me go. ”
Li Yi's angry expression eased, he snatched the cardboard box and took out a tissue to wipe his chest, and then sat on the side of the sofa, I nervously stepped back, but there was no way back.
Li Yi glanced at it coldly, "Don't worry, I won't touch you again." ”
He rummaged through his suit, took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it, took a deep breath before saying nonchalantly, "Don't talk so pitifully, don't think that if you talk about yourself badly, I'll let you go." What I believe is something that cannot be easily changed. ”