Zhuang Yan was still looking at me very gently, and after listening to my question, his brows furrowed quickly, but his face was always very calm: "Didn't you just see Lele a few days ago? ”

To be honest, he usually hides his emotions very well, so I can't tell if he's scolding me or not.

I clenched my fists tightly, and my palms were so tense that they were covered in cold sweat.

If Jiang Yang hadn't said anything in the hot pot restaurant that day, I wouldn't have suspected that my daughter might be sick.

Zhuang Yan raised his hand and pressed the corner of my mouth, releasing his lower lip from my teeth. His brow twitched slightly, and he lifted my chin and kissed it.

I didn't have the heart to make out with him at all, so I couldn't help but start pushing him. But he was very tough, and soon held me tightly in his arms. I didn't know what was wrong at the time, and suddenly I felt very angry, he just wanted to vague this question now, right? Lele was born to me, so I can't know her health?

So I bit his lower lip in anger, but I didn't want to use it hard after all, so he could bear even if it was painful. He just wouldn't let go, so I simply gritted my teeth and followed him.

This was the first time we had ever been in a situation like this, and if he hadn't kissed me, I might have thought I was wrong. But the moment he kissed him, I was almost immediately sure that my suspicion was right.

His lower lip is a little swollen and mine is even more swollen.

With my hips resting on the desk, I couldn't break free from his embrace, and he sighed and sat down in his chair, pulling me in front of him and hugging my waist tightly. My breathing was messy, and he buried his head in my arms and sighed, "Hee-hee, I'm stressed. ”

His tone was tired, and I suddenly shuddered, and my nose was a little sour: "Do you regret it? I can't help you now." ”

"I don't regret it, no matter when I divorce Yaru, I will end up leaving the house. In the past, it was about to get by, and that kind of life was sometimes really worse than death. I'm not talking about the pressure on money, Xixi, tell me, why do you feel that Lele is not in good health?"

If Jiang Yang confesses, it may affect the relationship between them, so I only concealed this point: "Before Grandma took Lele away, she suddenly cried when she was playing well, there must be something uncomfortable." You kissed me just now because of your weak heart. ”

Zhuang Yan suddenly looked up at me, and his eyes were a little dark.

I also looked at him firmly, and this time I didn't look away from him without confidence: "You tell me, there's no point in hiding it." ”

He nodded, saying he would tell me when he got home.

The process of waiting for him to make an offer was particularly painful, and I counted the time second by second, but I didn't dare to continue to disturb him.

When I went out to the bathroom halfway, I asked Jiang Yang if Zhuang Yan had been unhappy lately. He didn't say anything to me this time, only said that the company's business had just improved recently, and he had robbed customers again.

Although their company's orders are small and they don't make much money, the competing companies are willing to use lower prices to grab customer resources: "The other party has many products, they can put similar products in the same batch of processing, have you ever learned the economy? Do you know the marginal cost? After dropping to a minimum limit, the general company will not be stupid enough to add material to production, but I have inquired with Zhuangzi, that company would rather exceed that limit, even if it increases some marginal costs, it will snatch away our customers." ”

I heard it in a fog: "Is it malicious competition?"

"No, the average company will shop around and choose a supplier, but we can't make such a low offer, and the company doesn't know how long it can last. ”

What he said was not like talking and playing, I stared at him in shock for a while, Jiang Yang has been investing money in the company, but he has not seen the return and hope for a long time, Zhuang Yan will definitely be under great psychological pressure. Jiang Yang is also a businessman after all, how can he keep advancing money for friendship?

Even if he was willing, Zhuang Yan didn't have the face to let him keep doing loss-making business.

On the way back, Zhuang Yan has been very calm, and I haven't been in a hurry to ask about Lele. It was already nine o'clock after dinner, and he patted the place next to him while sitting on the sofa: "Come here." ”

"Xixi, I don't know how you noticed that Lele's body was wrong, it's normal for children to cry suddenly, you should have doubts before that. I didn't expect you to be so sensitive in this matter, but I'm going to be honest with you, you have to promise me not to panic, can you do it?"

His face was so solemn that I panicked immediately, but I forced myself to nod my head.

"Lele may have some problems with his heart, but it is just possible, and it has not been diagnosed yet. ”

"How could it be?" When I was pregnant with her, I had a regular check-up, and the doctor said that she was very healthy, didn't she also have her heart checked at that time?" I was still panicking, and my voice was shaking.

He turned around and grabbed my shoulder and shook my body gently: "I didn't say that there must be a problem, and you may also get heart disease after birth, not necessarily congenital." Lele would suddenly cry at home some time ago, and pointed to the location of his heart to say that it hurt, but he has not found a specific problem after several checks. ”

"Your business trip some time ago was fake, and it's real to go back and take Lele for a physical examination. ”

Zhuang Yan laughed self-deprecatingly and pulled me into his arms: "Yes." If you do, I'll tell you that it's not diagnosed yet, and I don't want you to worry about it. We have already contacted the experts in this area, and I will go back tomorrow to take Lele abroad for a check-up. ”

"Xixi, if there is really a problem, it has nothing to do with you, do you know how my mother died?"

I shuddered: "Heart disease, can it be inherited?"

He shook his head: "My mother's heart disease is not innate, it should not be inherited." My dad and I are more sensitive to heart disease, so if we suspect that Lele has this problem, we must find out and treat it as soon as possible. ”

After he finished speaking, he breathed a big sigh of relief: "That's all, are you worried when you know it?"

Not to mention worrying, I am very panicked now.

"I don't tell you because I don't want you to worry about it needlessly, and I'll tell you one more thing, this doctor abroad was made an appointment by Xiao Jin. Xiao Jin had an intersection with that expert when she was studying abroad, and during this time, in order to make an appointment with that expert, I had private contact with Xiao Jin several times, all by phone, and I never met her alone, and every time I just talked about making an appointment. ”

The text message I had accidentally read had a reasonable explanation, when Zhou Jin asked Zhuang Yan: Didn't you tell her? So she was referring to me.

He poured me a glass of water, and I drank most of it in one gulp before begging him, "Don't hide it from me in the future? I'm not as fragile as I used to be, and no matter what problems you find this time, you have to tell me the real result, okay?"

"Good. ”

After that night, I did start to panic as he was worried, but I was able to control my emotions.

After he left, I didn't think about quitting my job from the agency and switching to another internship, I thought I should try to be comfortable with the embarrassment.

However, the counselor may have really let go and didn't run to the advertising agency often, so I felt that I couldn't let go of my own cautious eyes. I heard Boss Xiao say that he was preparing for the civil service exam because his parents still felt that there was a future for him as a civil servant.

I waited for Zhuang Yan to tell me the results every day, but the situation abroad seems to be different from that in China, they didn't check immediately after taking Lele out, and it was said that they needed to line up first.

I was extremely anxious at first, but after four or five days I was able to try to calm my panic. During this time, I was busy worrying about Lele, so I never called my grandmother, so Aunt Tian Hua took the initiative to call me on the weekend.

She asked me when I could go back: "I may not be able to help you take care of my mother in the future, you can have more snacks for yourself in the future, your uncle and I are going to move out of the village." ”

Her tone was not quite right, I asked a few times, and she choked up and complained to me: "Your uncle-in-law is too bad, I can't stay in the village with your uncle, I am pointed at everywhere I go, and I haven't sent it this day." Your uncle has quarreled with me several times, and if you don't leave, my family will be scattered. ”

"Auntie, what's going on? What's wrong with my uncle?" Bao Yuanyuan said before that my uncle-in-law came to me at school, and he was still scolding me for being unfilial under the girls' dormitory. I haven't talked to it yet, but I didn't expect something to happen in my hometown.

Aunt Tian Hua told me what happened, in order to find a suitable surrogate, Sister Liu just contacted her some time ago, and once went to the village.

At that time, my uncle and aunt had already started to make their own money, and every time they went back to the village, they could pay off a little debt, so they were no longer as sneaky as before. But they still cry poor in front of their grandmother in private, but I now put the money with Aunt Tian Hua, so my grandmother can't help them if she wants to.

As a result, once when my grandmother asked Aunt Tian Hua for money, she was overheard by my aunt. She couldn't keep her mouth shut, and turned around and told her uncle. The uncle-in-law became angry all of a sudden, and began to ask Aunt Tian Hua for money day and night, and all kinds of malicious speculations were nonsense. What Aunt Tian Hua can't stand the most is that her uncle-in-law said that she embezzled my money, who knows if she deducted a little bit every time.

Forget it, the time Sister Liu went to her house was also hit by her uncle.

I don't know how the uncle's husband and the men spread Sister Liu's profession wildly, anyway, Aunt Tian Hua quickly got involved with the improper profession of selling her body, and no matter who walked in the village, she would point fingers at her, and every unpleasant word behind her back had genitals.

Although the uncle knew that those were rumors, he would inevitably be upset when he heard too much, and when he quarreled, he couldn't help but blame her for giving surrogacy back then, but things were bad here.