Chapter 230: You Are ......

I was looking at Yao Lan at this time: "Do you know Qin Shoucheng?"

Her eyes lit up a little, and she nodded hesitantly: "Yes, he is an old friend I used to know." ”

I recalled Zhuang Yan's tone just now, it was very calm, as if there was no danger. However, Qin Shoucheng brought several people this time, and that kind of posture made me panic.

Although Yao Lan said that she could help with the situation, I shook my head and did not accept her help. Stealing chickens doesn't make rice, I don't want to do Zhuang Yan a favor now, let's wait and talk about it.

My attitude towards Yao Lan is very cold, the strangeness of so many years is there, and the cruel reality is also there, so as Zhuang Yan said, I should not have anything to do with her in the future. No matter how hard she was, it was cruel to throw a newborn child in the cold and snowy garbage heap after all, and she didn't even leave me a way to live at that time, so she could find a welfare home and throw it at the door.

But I don't know why I didn't drive her away when she was so awkward.

After the children woke up, when I helped Lele groom and dress up, Yao Lan took the initiative to help me change Kangkang's diapers and make milk powder. Her movements are already very skillful and professional, and it can be seen that after she has been a moon lady for half a day, she has practiced it again when she goes home.

My heart was sour, and I didn't know how to face her.

"Mom, who is she?"

Yao Lan happened to pass by with a baby bottle in her hand, and after stopping, she looked at me expectantly.

I looked at her with my spare eyes, and after a long pause, I didn't say the word "grandma".

Yao Lan looked very lost, and walked into the room heavily to help me hold Kang Kang and coax me for a while. When I took the baby from her arms, I couldn't help but ask her what she didn't want me at the time: "Because I'm not a boy?"

She buried her head in her chest and didn't raise it to look at me for a long time: "I had you before I got married, and I was born...... It's not a boy, so you can't ask for it. It's Mom who is sorry for you, and you can make up for it as much as you want. The son-in-law said that there were two garbage heaps in the alley behind the hospital, and the old lady happened to find the garbage heap with you, so she might have taken you back by mistake. I went to look for you later, but I couldn't find you, I always thought you were ...... It's gone. ”

Her voice trembled as she said this, and I couldn't hear her emotions, but my heart was a little cold.

She wants a peace of mind, but she will never be able to make up for the missing feelings in my heart.

Before lunch, I chased her away. Kang Kang kept crying while cooking, and I was busy in the bedroom and kitchen, and finally the food was burnt and I couldn't put my mouth at all.

When I took my two children and prepared to go downstairs to eat, I found Yao Lan actually standing outside with takeaway: "Many shops are not open on the sixth day of the new year, so I bought this porridge, two big bowls, enough for you to eat." You let me in, I'll help you fry two dishes, how can you get it alone, I'll help you fry it and leave. ”

Lele licked the corners of his mouth and shook my hand: "Mom, I'm hungry." ”

I didn't stop being stubborn and let Yao Lan in: "Thank you." ”

She lowered her head and touched the corners of her eyes, and smiled wryly: "Be polite or something, don't be polite to me." ”

Zhuang Yan didn't come home until late that day, and Yao Lan didn't take the initiative to leave until he came back. It was the first time I was taken care of by my blood relatives like this, and the feeling was very subtle, and I couldn't hate it no matter how much I wanted to hate, but I didn't know how to forgive it.

Zhuang Yan looked at the food left for him on the table and asked me if Yao Lan made it, I nodded: "Don't let her come over again in the future, I don't know how to get along with her." She has her home, and I have my own home, and like you said, there's no need to go back and forth. ”

Anyway, she has been dead to me for so many years, so why bother to make up for it now? I asked her about Zhuang Yan looking for them in the afternoon, it turned out that Zhuang Yan had really found her a long time ago, but Zhuang Yan did not reveal his identity at first.

In fact, if it weren't for the accident later, he would really have been able to hide it from me all the time.

"Okay, I'll tell her. He heated the meal himself, and seeing that I had been staring at him, he took the initiative to tell me what Qin Shoucheng had talked to him about during the meal.

Qin Boyu is Qin Shoucheng's brother, Qin Ye is his son, no matter who it is, he doesn't want to get involved in those intrigues. Qin Shoucheng is a very old-fashioned soldier, honest and wise, there are not many people like him who don't form gangs, but because he is in a special position like a soldier and relies on military merits to rise steadily, his background is really strong.

"Don't you know why Qin Ye has been at the grassroots level?" Zhuang Yan sighed with emotion, staring at the dish in front of him for a while.

A flash of light flashed in my heart: "Uncle Qin has said hello to someone?"

In this era, rich and powerful fathers will pave the way for their son's future, and none of us thought that Qin Shoucheng would stumble on his own son. However, Zhuang Yan really nodded, indicating that Qin Shoucheng really didn't want his son to enter politics.

"I admire Elder Qin very much, he is a respectable old man. It was the first time that Zhuang Yan had sighed so bluntly in front of me, and that tone was like that of a devout believer facing their faith.

It can be seen from this that after experiencing the changes in the faces of a series of elders such as Zhao Dehai and Uncle Jiang, how turbulent he is in his heart.

"Uncle Qin already knew that his son was involved in those things, right?" Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, now that I have a child, I can feel the anxiety in Qin Shoucheng's heart. Suddenly envious of Qin Ye, no matter how much he was a jerk, his father also covered him.

Zhuang Yan replied lightly, he said that Qin Shoucheng wanted to know where Qin Ye and Qin Boyu had been involved. Why do you want to ask Zhuang Yan about it? Because Zhuang Yan is now a marginal figure, but he has the most information at hand. Moreover, Zhuang Yan is Qin Boyu's enemy in a way, and it is definitely more comprehensive to find out the situation from the enemy.

Yao Lan said...... She knew Uncle Qin. "I'm wondering if I want to ask Yao Lan how familiar she is with Uncle Qin, if the relationship is not ordinary, can I ask Yao Lan to help protect Zhuang Yan?

Zhuang Yan held my hand very calmly: "Don't worry about this. ”

"Have you negotiated any conditions with Uncle Qin? Wouldn't the way you said before to get rid of that kind of intrigue be to ask Uncle Qin for help?" "Qin Shoucheng won't easily get involved in these things, I feel that looking for him to protect him is comparable to ascending to the sky, and if Zhuang Yan is his son, it will be about the same."

Zhuang Yan talked about my head: "I just told you not to worry about it, why are you still bothered about these things? Aunt Fang will have to come over in two days, I have already asked for leave for you, and I will go to work after the fifteenth day of the first lunar month. ”

I was supposed to go to work tomorrow, but I took a break for so long, and I didn't know if I would be criticized if I went to work again.

Lele has been playing with Kang Kang in the room, and the little girl is so well-behaved that we are reluctant to say a word to her.

Zhuang Yan had to go to work the next day, and he was still thinking about finishing the company's affairs as soon as possible and coming back to help me take care of the children, but Tian Tian and Zhuang Xiaoting rushed back before Zhuang Yan went to work, so he was relieved.

The two of them helped me take care of the children while discussing how to recruit more students for the training class, and Yao Lan came again.

Tian Tian did not have a photo of Yao Lan in the information she gave me, but she obviously knew Yao Lan, and when she opened the door, she said the same thing as Zhuang Yan said before: "Why are you here?"

Yao Lan didn't seem to know her, and smiled wryly: "I'm here to find Xixi." ”

I just wanted to ask about the relationship between Yao Lan and Qin Shoucheng, so I didn't rush her. Yao Lan was polite when she came to the kitchen to help me get vegetables, and she kept observing my expression absentmindedly, and almost cut her fingers when chopping vegetables.

I couldn't stand it, so I took the knife away from her hand: "If you have time, help me choose vegetables." ”

"Oh, okay, okay. ”

"You said yesterday that you knew Uncle Qin, what is your relationship? Are you very familiar?" I took the initiative to find a topic to talk to her, and in her eyes, I obviously wanted to be close to her to say these words, so she was very enthusiastic.

She said that Qin Shoucheng and my father are old friends, but Qin Shoucheng's position is getting higher and higher, so she hasn't moved around Qin Shoucheng for a long time, but Qin Shoucheng will ask people to bring something to them from time to time as a greeting.

This point makes me quite unpredictable, looking at Yao Lan's words and deeds, it doesn't seem like there is any background, why does a person of Qin Shoucheng's status always take the initiative to have a good relationship with them?

Maybe Qin Shoucheng is a nostalgic person who cherishes friendship.

I didn't say everything clearly at once, after all, I didn't know anything about Yao Lan, and it was not appropriate to let her get in touch with Qin Shoucheng when I opened my mouth.

"What kind of person is your husband?" I can't call my father or my mother, but the past two days of getting along have made me feel a little kind of affection for Yao Lan. Out of pure curiosity, I wondered why someone who seemed so honest would be so cruel to me in the first place.

I never contacted my aunt, and she still didn't know that I wasn't her daughter at all. Thinking about her, she is also pitiful, and I don't plan to interact with my aunt anymore, so I think it's better not to talk to her about it anymore.

Yao Lan paused fiercely for a while, not knowing what she was thinking about, and after a long time, she sighed: "Your father, he is a very good person, he is an honest man." It's good to me, and it's good to your sister. He doesn't know that I'm coming to you, do you want to see him? ”

She was not in a good state when she said this, and I had a trace of doubt in my mind, but I didn't ask any more questions.

But it was a coincidence, as soon as the dishes were brought to the table, Qin Shoucheng actually came again. This time he came alone, carrying two bottles of wine in his hand.

I opened the door for him, and I specially asked Lele to call him grandpa.

Qin Shoucheng nodded at Lele as if his face was paralyzed, and it could be seen that he also liked children: "Zhuang Yan is not at home, I want to have a drink with him." ”

"Uncle, come in and sit, he's going to work, I can get him back early. ”

Qin Shoucheng didn't refuse, and after entering the door, he saw Yao Lan who was setting up a rice bowl: "Why are you here?"

He looked at Yao Lan in surprise, and then at me, repeating this several times, and finally muttered: "No wonder I think this little girl looks familiar, you are ......"