[205] I want her to know that I am standing still
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"Ha," Mo Sichen really laughed this time, "Dark pass song, do you know this is a derogatory term?"
Mo Siyan proudly said: "I don't know, I just know that it suits you very well." ”
Thinking of those past days, the word "dark song" is really appropriate, Mo Sichen turned his head to look at the street scene flying by outside the window, and a rare smile appeared on his face.
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In the courtyard of No. 9 Washuiwan, Xitang Town, several rows of shelves were erected with old wooden planks that had been discarded at the base of the wall, and many old bowls with missing corners were displayed on the shelves, of different sizes and in a patchwork, and the bowls were fertile flower mud.
These are all made by Luo Shen, she has lived until Zhong Shu left home for two weeks, and has established a harmonious relationship with Zhong's mother and the little boy Zhong Yue.
Zhong Yue saw a lot of Luo Shen's manual work, and asked on the side every day, and actually had some experience in planting flowers, "This one needs to be watered more, and the ones over there can't be watered more, Xiao Yue knows." ”
Luo Shen looked at the boy with a smile, if it weren't for the mud on his hands, he really wanted to hug him and kiss him twice.
There was a thick tenderness in her heart, a secret she had only discovered in the last few days.
The smell of Zhong's mother's cooking dinner wafted from the kitchen window, her face turned pale, her heart was slightly sour, and now, she was also enduring a sweet torture.
At the door of the kitchen, Mother Zhong looked at the two people in the yard who were playing with various flower pots, one big and one small, the corners of her eyebrows frowned slightly, and she couldn't help but call her daughter, but the phone was hung up as soon as it was dialed, and the car horn sounded at the gate, and someone said loudly: "I'm at the door, don't call." ”
Zhong Yue jumped up in surprise and went to open the door, but he was still too young to reach the door lock, and turned his head to look at Luo Shen for help: "Mother Luo, help my aunt open the door." ”
Zhong Shuli, who was outside the door, heard it and shouted helplessly: "Oh my God, now my aunt is called right, but why is there another Mother Luo, how much do you want to be a mother!"
Luo Shen opened the door, looked at the child hugging his aunt's leg, and said with a smile: "I'm very happy, but he has to change the problem of calling his mother when he catches everyone." ”
"Fortunately, grandma never missed it," Zhong Shuli squatted down to wipe the child's dirty face, and said happily: "Otherwise, this life is really worrying." ”
After dinner, Luo Shen took Zhong Yue out for a walk.
Zhong Shuli was about to follow, but was stopped by her mother, and she knew that her mother had something to say.
"Ah Li, your friend......" Mother stopped talking, "It seems that there is something wrong......
Zhong Shu rolled his eyes a few times, suspicious in his heart, but he didn't dare to ask, for fear of exposing the secret that Luo Shen could have hidden.
The mother lowered her voice a little more, and finally said, "She seems to be ...... Pregnant with a baby?"
Zhong Shuli was secretly shocked, knowing that his mother was not a person who made something out of nothing, and she must have found some signs to ask like this, but after all, she didn't dare to answer because she didn't confirm with Luo Shen.
On the field road, Luo Shen was looking at Zhong Yue who was running in front, and kept shouting: "Run slower, don't fall." ”
Zhong Yue penetrated into the grass, bent down and quietly didn't know what he was doing, Luo Shen approached curiously, he suddenly jumped up and raised his small palm: "Look, caterpillar!"
Luo Shen saw a small green worm in her little palm squirming at first glance, and her heart suddenly turned over, and a strong revolt forced her to tears to flow out, and she retched for a while while holding the tree.
Zhong Yue was so frightened that he was stunned, and when he saw Luo Shen stop for a long time, he suddenly shouted: "Auntie, auntie, come quickly, Mother Luo is sick!"
Luo Shen knew that Zhong Shu was leaving, she raised her pale face to look at the visitor, and said with a wry smile: "Children have also learned to exaggerate, where am I sick, it's just a little uncomfortable, I think I ate too much for dinner." ”
Zhong Shuli looked at Luo Shen for a long time and nodded slowly, "Well, I know." Your problem is quite serious. ”
Luo Shen stroked his heart, leaned against the tree, and said a little weakly: "It seems that you guessed it." ”
Zhong Shuli nodded again, "Hmm." Take care of it, I think you're choking for a while. When will your prince come and marry you on the clouds of all colors?"
Luo Shen laughed, "I don't have dreams, you can help me do it." ”
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When Mo Sichen returned home, it was already dark, he sat in the car for a long time and did not come out, for some reason, tiredness came like a mountain at this time, the nerves that were still tense during the day suddenly relaxed at this moment, and the will began to withdraw from his body.
When I was about to fall asleep with my eyes closed and completely relaxed, the car window was knocked twice.
He thought that it would be Si Yan who was making such a trick, so he pressed the car window without opening his eyes, and said lazily: "Let me rest for a while, don't trouble me." ”
"Are you tired?" a voice asked.
Mo Sichen opened his eyes suddenly, "Grandpa!"
It was Mo Zhennan who stood outside the car and bent over to look at him, and asked gently, "You came back early today, did you eat?"
Can't stay in the car anymore, he turned off the engine and got out of the car, helped his grandfather to enter the house, "I've eaten." ”
Mo Zhennan walked towards the courtyard, stepped on the lawn, and bypassed the row of privet trees, "I'll take a walk, you take a walk." ”
The grandfather and grandson walked silently around the yard a few times, each thinking about their own thoughts, and finally returned to the leisure chair.
"Grandpa is tired of walking, you can sit for a while. The grandson straightened the chair and said, "It's not cool now, the air is just right here." ”
After Mo Zhennan sat down, he looked up at his tall grandson, "Are you tired?" You must know that it is difficult to do both things in the world, but things are man-made, and what you want to protect, whether it is career or love, you must work hard." Just like when I was young, I guarded Chendong with firm faith, although there have been several twists and turns, didn't I also come over?"
Mo Sichen turned around and looked at the rockery and fish pond in the distance, unable to respond for a while.
"Grandpa believes that you can regain the trust of shareholders, and I also hope that you can handle your feelings correctly," Mo Zhennan sighed in his heart, "Luo Shen, this child, I long expected that she would leave you one day, but I didn't expect that she didn't keep this year's covenant after all, maybe grandpa mistook your ......"
Mo Sichen's heart shook, listening to these words, his grandfather had already seen Luo Shen's deep affection, and only he himself had not been able to see through it.
Suddenly, a wave of sadness came up, Mo Sichen's nose was unbearable, and he finally turned around and threw himself on Mo Zhennan's lap, and the long-suppressed emotions suddenly burst out.
Mo Zhennan stroked his grandson's black-haired head, and let out a long sigh, this child has always been strong and forbearing, but at this time he cried as if he had returned to his childhood, crying without scruples.
"Do you have anything to say to grandpa?" Mo Zhennan patted his grandson on the back, "After being suppressed for a long time, you always need an outlet." ”
After venting for a while, but his heart was not comfortable, Mo Sichen's words came from his grandfather's arms with a thick nasal voice, "I've been looking for her for six years, she's the woman I've been looking for for six years, and she's always loved me more than ever...... But, grandpa, she has always been by my side, and I didn't recognize her, I can recognize her......"
Mo Zhennan was a little confused when he heard it, but at this time, he could only comfort him and didn't dare to ask, "Heh, Si Chen is blaming himself." But, if you think about it this way, even if you recognize her, you still can't be reunited with her before the doom you have to go is complete. If you love each other, you will pity each other, and she will not bear to leave you for too long. ”
"I'm worried about her," Mo Sichen sniffed, and in his grandfather's arms, he seemed to go back to the time when she could be spoiled, "Her background is already so pitiful, I can't let her wander around to hide from me." ”
Mo Zhennan suddenly came to his senses, forcibly lifted his grandson's face, and looked at his man's teary eyes, "So...... You're trying so hard to keep you from looking for her, are you afraid that she's hiding farther away from you?"
Mo Sichen nodded, "Although I can't see her now, she has been communicating with Si Yan, and I feel that she is right next to me, so I don't dare to act rashly at all, I'm afraid that she will run away, I can't take risks, I want her to know that I'm standing right where I am." ”
"Alas!" Mo Zhennan sighed again, he had sighed countless times this night, "I seem to understand more and more, and it seems that I don't understand more and more." ”
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was forced by Zhong Shuli to go back to the city to live in her bachelor apartment, Luo Shen was helpless.
"I haven't finished planting my flower seeds yet," Luo Shen protested, "The weather is just right these days, can't you let me finish it and come back?"
Zhong Shuli laughed and urged: "It's been two days since you came back, and you're still nagging about your flower seeds, what kind of precious flowers are they?" No matter what, you must go to the hospital today, I have already made an appointment with the best obstetrician." ”
Luo Shen was a little shy, this was the first time he had talked about this topic so bluntly, "Why do you have to bother so much? I'll just go and hang an ordinary number to take a look." ”
When he arrived at the hospital, Luo Shen knew that the distance between the ordinary number and the expert special number was the distance from the registration desk to the hospital gate.
It is indeed no exaggeration, looking at the long dragon, Luo Shen had palpitations, and said flatteringly: "Fortunately, you have made an appointment with the expert number, otherwise with my strength, I will definitely be at the end." ”
Zhong Shuli proudly pulled Luo Shen into the expert clinic.
The examination went smoothly, the blood was drawn to check all kinds of routines, and after sitting and waiting for the results of various indicators, Zhong Shuli left uncomfortably after receiving an emergency call.
Luo Shen sat in the waiting area and looked at the bulletin board, waiting for her name to appear there.
A person passing under the bulletin board suddenly sucked all her attention, Luo Shen unconsciously stood up and followed behind the person, but there was always a distance of more than ten meters, and it was not easy for the pot-bellied mothers-to-be to chase everywhere, so she was getting farther and farther away from that person.
Luo Shen was a little anxious, quickened his pace, and kept saying to the person next to him: "I'm sorry, please let me go, I'm sorry......"
The man's steps were unintentional but very fast, and Luo Shen followed him straight to the door of a room, and there was a sign on the door that read "Head Nurse's Room".
She never knew that the head nurse could have a separate office, but the person she was following was definitely not the head nurse.
The door closed. Luo Shen came to the door, pressed his ear to the door, and heard a voice from inside.
"Well done, I'm about to report to you to set a better grade, why do you want to resign?" said a female voice lamentingly, "You know, there is no private hospital more suitable for you than here." ”