Chapter 225: The Someone He Loves Has Never Been You



People in the world often say that you should be honest and honest and less lying, especially with your relatives and friends, because every time you tell a lie, even if it is a white lie, you have to cover it up with countless lies, and in the process of covering up, you will suffer a lot of pain and suffering that ordinary people can't imagine.

Lin Ou is like this, in order to hide the secret that she has liked Jin Feng for many years, she has been acting every day all these years, like a spy every day, her nerves are highly tense, and she is afraid that if she is not careful, she will leak the little secret in her heart.

For example, today, if she didn't pay attention, she let An Xiaoxian see through her.

That's fine.

In the future, I will no longer have to act so hard every day.

Thinking like this, Lin Ou breathed a sigh of relief, and then met An Xiaoxian's gaze with a calm face, and suddenly it was as if she had suddenly changed as if she had suddenly changed a person, the queen's aura skyrocketed, the corners of her lips hooked, and she smiled at An Xiaoxian.

"Fair competition? It's really nice, almost everyone who knows Jin Feng knows that he only has you in his heart, and you asked me to confess to him, doesn't this make me kill myself, let Jin Feng draw a line with me, and never get close to me again?"

Lin Ou's words undoubtedly positively admitted the fact that she liked Jin Feng.

Jin Rong, who was standing outside the door of the hall and eavesdropping, felt like he had fallen into a cold ice hell from which he could never recover, frozen into ice by the bone-eroding cold gas, and he was sad and had no heartbeat.

An Xiaoxian stared at Lin Ou with a slightly surprised expression, his expression was slightly stunned for a few seconds, and then he suddenly raised his head and laughed silently, looking back at Lin Ou with a smile: "You finally admit it." ”

"Yes, I admit it, I like Jin Feng. Lin Ou stared at An Xiaoxian's eyes without fear, and told her word by word, "I have liked him for seventeen years, longer than all the time you have known him combined." ”

"17 years!" An Xiaoxian lowered his head and roughly calculated in his heart, "You are the same age as me, and you are both 24 years old this year, which means that you have liked him since you were 7 years old." ”

"Yes. ”

Lin Ou told An Xiaoxian frankly.

"I met him when I was 7 years old, and it didn't take long for us to become close friends, and at the end of the same year, he and I were kidnapped by kidnappers, and he gave me the only chance to escape, and I returned to save him when he was about to be killed by his kidnappers. ”

"I stabbed the kidnapper to death with a knife and fainted, it was Jin Feng who carried me on his back for several miles on the mountain road to stop the car back to the city, when he carried me out of the mountain, he had no shoes to wear, he was barefoot, after waking up, I went to see him, the soles of my feet were full of shocking blood blisters. ”

"And then you like him?" An Xiaoxian suddenly interjected and asked.

"Yes. Lin Ou admitted loudly, "Because of his indefatigable and sacrificial life, I fell in love with him, and on that day, I wrote in my diary, Jin Feng, I like you, and from now on, the rest of my life will be all about you." ”

Lin Ou paused as he spoke, and the smile on his lips deepened.

"Oh, by the way, you have also read that diary, that is, the day you and Jin Feng came back from City B to tell me that you were pregnant, I burned the diary, and then you picked up a piece of shredded paper, on which only the rest of my life was full of you words, do you remember, you said this sentence was beautiful at the time, and asked me if it was written to Xie Yifan. ”

The more An Xiaoxian looked, the more she felt that the smile on Lin Ou's face was dazzling, and her pupils shrank slightly.

"Since you've liked Jin Feng since you were 7 years old, why don't you tell him?"

"Why didn't you tell him?"

It's okay that An Xiaoxian didn't ask about this, but Lin Ou got angry when he thought of it.

"I originally planned to wait until I was 18 years old, and when he and I were both adults, I mustered up the courage to confess to him, and after he accepted me, we got engaged, and then in a few years we got married naturally, everything went very smoothly, Uncle Jin and Aunt Jin also expressed that they liked me very much, especially Aunt Jin, who had expressed in private more than once that she hoped that I could be her daughter-in-law. ”

"Later, it was all because of you!"

Because of his anger, Lin Ou's emotions became a little excited.

"When I was 14 years old, Jin Feng met you, and then within two years, he told me that he liked you, and asked me and Jin Rong to help him pursue your idea, Jin Rong proposed to write a love letter, but he was too cheesy to write it, so Jin Rong asked me to write it, so the love letter that Jin Rong handed you that night, the first love letter you received from Jin Feng, was actually not written by Jin Feng, but written by me. ”

The past is unbearable, and the more I think about it, the more sad I feel.

Lin Ou sniffed hard, and then looked at An Xiaoxian with fixed eyes.

"An Xiaoxian, do you know what kind of mood I wrote that love letter at that time?"

Lin Ou asked An Xiaoxian, and without waiting for An Xiaoxian to answer, he asked and answered himself.

"It's better to live than to die!"

Lin Ou's eyes were red.

"I really wanted to die, I asked myself over and over again, what the hell am I doing, helping my sweetheart who I have loved for many, many years to pursue other girls, am I sick?

The more Lin Ou spoke, the more sad he became, and tears flowed down his eyes.

An Xiaoxian looked at Lin Ou like this, and suddenly felt that she was very pitiful.

"It's still that question, since you like Jin Feng so much, when you were in that love letter with tears in your eyes, why didn't you confess to Jin Feng directly, the relationship between you is so good, he is very likely to accept you." ”

"That's because I let you!" Lin Ou squinted at An Xiaoxian, "When I met you, you died Mom, your dad is still pretending to be a gambler, and your stepmother often abuses you, you are so pitiful, as your only best friend, if I snatch your man away again, then how miserable and pitiful you are." ”

"Huh...... You let me?" An Xiaoxian couldn't help laughing, "Lin Ou, have you always felt that because you knew Jin Feng earlier than me, as long as I don't show up, his current wife will definitely be you?"

"Yes!" Lin Ou replied confidently, "I have a noble background than you, a better family background than you, better academic performance than you, better business skills than you, and Jin Feng had a lifelong friendship, and his parents like me very much, if I confess to him before you appear, I am now respectfully called the second young man of the Jin family by everyone, 999% of them are me!"

"Why 999% instead of 100%?" An Xiaoxian asked coldly, "What about 001%, where did it go?"

Lin Ou pursed her lips, suddenly she didn't know how to answer, her expression was slightly confused, and she didn't know why she said 999% just now, not 100%.

A few seconds later, An Xiaoxian told her the answer.

"Because you're not confident. ”

An Xiaoxian stared at Lin Ou with sharp eyes, and her sharp words hit the nail on the head.

"Because you don't know Jin Feng's intentions, because you know that no matter how good you are, how good your family background is, and how much Jin Feng's parents like you, as long as Jin Feng rejects your pursuit and tells you that he never loved you, you will go crazy, and you can't bear that kind of blow. ”

An Xiaoxian's eyes were cold, and she approached Lin Ou step by step, saying as she walked.

"Don't look at you usually look strong, you always put on a stand as a queen who is the only one in the world, in fact, in your bones, you are not as strong as you appear, especially in the matter of liking Jin Feng, you are timid, cowardly, and afraid of failure. ”

"No, it's not. Lin Ou shook his head and stepped back, trying his best to deny, "I'm not cowardly, I'm not cowardly, I just don't want to fight with you, I don't want to hurt you......"

"Lin Ou, look, this is you, you don't even have the courage to face up to your cowardice and cowardice, you are so cowardly, where is there still the slightest demeanor of the queen of the national general attack?"

An Xiaoxian suddenly became angry.

Such a forest gull made her very disappointed, and her voice suddenly increased by dozens of decibels.

"You are not even as good as Shen Xinyi and Bai Bingbing in my eyes now! Although they are very hateful, they dare to love and hate, dare to fight with me, and rob me! And you? You only dare to love Jin Feng secretly, for your self-righteous kindness, you can't bear to hurt me, you pursue Xie Yifan like crazy, use him as a cover, and ......treat us as monkeys."

Lin Ou defended himself.

"I used Xie Yifan as a pretense, because I didn't want you and Jin Feng Jinrong to know that I liked Jin Feng, and ruined the relationship between the four of us, I don't want to hurt the three of you!"

"Heh......" An Xiaoxian laughed silently, "Lin Ou, don't you think it's funny when you say this, you keep saying that you don't want to hurt the three of us, but now, the person who hurt the three of us the most is you!"

This is a fact, and Lin Ou is powerless to refute it.

An Xiaoxian looked at Lin Ou's speechless appearance by her words, hooked the corners of her lips slightly, and then smiled and put her face in front of Lin Ou's face, looking at her, the distance between the two pairs of eyes was less than three centimeters.

She locked Lin Ou's eyes, stared straight at Lin Ou's eyeballs, and then hooked her lips and smiled.

"One thing, I always forgot to tell you, you said that you met Jin Feng when you were 7 years old, and you liked him for 17 years, but when I met him, he was only 5 years old, two years before you. ”

Lin Ou's eyes unexpectedly showed a touch of shock.

An Xiaoxian curled the corners of her mouth, the smile deepened in her eyes, and she continued to release the Critical Damage Bonus Skill.

"You must all think that Jin Feng and I saw each other when I was 14 years old, right? Actually, no, he was when I was only five years old, and I saw each other, I was bullied by a group of children that day, he fell from the sky, like a hero, and rescued me from the hands of that group of little devils, but the two of us deserved a deep impression of each other. ”

"So later, when I was 14 years old, the day my mother died in the hospital, he would follow me to KTV all the time, pick up the bad guy who drove my mother to death for me, take me back to his home to take care of me, and then donate me to your school to make me your classmate. ”

Hearing this, the expression on Lin Ou's face could no longer be described with the words despair and collapse, over the years, she had always felt that her biggest advantage was that she knew Jin Feng before An Xiaoxian and established a friendship with Jin Feng first.

In her subconscious, she always felt that An Xiaoxian had robbed her of her first love, and An Xiaoxian owed her.

An Xiaoxian looked at Lin Ou's dead expression and was very satisfied.

"Lin Ou, do you know why you have known Jin Feng for so many years, why you have never been able to get his love?"

Without waiting for Lin Ou to answer, An Xiaoxian told her word by word with a smile.

"Because from the beginning, the person he liked was me, so even if I separated from him for five years, you couldn't get his love, because the person he loved was never you. ”

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