Qingge said that Bai Yue has been making Huanhuan angry today, but he actually wants Huanhuan to play with him, because he likes Huanhuan. Yiran smiled, "If she gave me the stairs, then forget it, if it's true, could it be that Huanhuan is usually too lonely?"

"You accompany him almost all day, I accompany him after work, go shopping and buy him any toys you point to, what is there for him to be lonely?" Bai Jichuan was determined, hugged Yiran and said, "Maybe I am too self-righteous to say this, those men who think that women should give them children are not worthy of leaving their genes on the earth at all." Do you know how cruel it is to have children in nature, and mothers often pay their lives directly for the sake of reproducing the next generation? Human beings can protect you because of medicine, but there is still a mortality rate, isn't it? It wasn't until you were safely transferred to the confinement center that I breathed a sigh of relief, I didn't have the delusion of being killed before, and it was good to let birth, old age, sickness and death take its course, but when you were born, what should I do if my mind was full of hemorrhage, what should I do if there was an amniotic fluid embolism, even if the odds were there, even if you would definitely not be so unlucky, but until the last moment, my hands were cold. It is enough to experience such fear once, and it is enough for us to have Bai Yue. ”

"Are you really so scared?" Yiran is the first time to hear what her husband said so seriously.

"I'm scared, you haven't watched it, the day you were born, the video I took, you always asked me if I cut it, I always perfunctory you, and you forgot it after a long time. Bai Jichuan said, "Do you want to take a look tonight?"

"Cut?"

"It's already been cut. Bai Jichuan said, "I haven't shown it to you, because the picture is shaking too much, and my hands are shaking all the time." ”

Afraid that the cake cake woke up and turned out the small bed, Bai Jichuan played the video directly on the TV in the bedroom, the TV in this room, the number of times they turned on after they were together, Bai Jichuan had to fiddle for a long time.

One remembered that she came here the first night, so she ran to Bai Jichuan's room, saying that the TV here was broken and couldn't be turned on, and then used this as an excuse to rely on him again and again, just like that, she turned herself into Mrs. Bai and gave birth to Bai Gongzi.

She also thought about how the two of them would develop after living together and living in their own lives, whether Bai Jichuan couldn't help but be hungry and pounced, or finally broke up because they were too "awkward" for each other?

Any little thing, any thought, can change your life, what you want at the moment, do it, don't hesitate.

"Alright. Bai Jichuan was sweating profusely, and said angrily, "Replace all these TVs, how can there be such a complicated TV now." ”

"If you're in a hurry, you're so cute. Yiran wiped the sweat from Bai Jichuan's forehead and said gently, "Fool, what are you angry with the TV." ”

Bai Jichuan was very nervous because he had to watch the day of Yiran's birth again.

At the beginning of the video, she was still glad of the camera, but then with the pain of contractions again and again, she never looked at the camera again while waiting for her fingers to open. The cape was pale, the back of the hand holding the handrail was full of veins and bones, and the fingernails were eager to be inserted into the steel pipe.

Bai Jichuan let her bite herself and grab herself, and pushed him away again and again, that's it, she couldn't bear it.

"Why did you make me so ugly. Yiran seemed to have nothing to say, so she naturally nestled into her husband's arms.

In the camera, there is also a mother and mother-in-law, and the mother-in-law rushed over, holding ice cream and said to her, "Yiran, is this okay?"

And my mother, seeing that she was in pain to death, she hid aside to cry, wiped away her tears after crying, and came back, and continued to encourage herself to work hard.

Seriously, I've almost forgotten how much it hurts.

There are considerate husbands, parents and in-laws who love them, and when they nurse their children in the middle of the night, or when they suck milk with a breast pump, they will use their mobile phones to browse forums to see other mothers' parenting experiences to pass the time, and they are often helpless by some mothers crying after giving birth.

So thinking about how lucky she was, giving birth to a child and raising a child, in addition to physical fatigue, there was no psychological burden and depression, and she even felt that she had everything so lucky, maybe she should pay something for the reproduction of human beings.

And she likes babies so much, Bai Jichuan also likes children so much, having a son, and having a daughter, what a beautiful thing.

After entering the delivery room, he cried and said that he would never give birth again, and he smirked and buried Lian in Bai Jichuan's arms, Bai Jichuan said: "Look, I promise you, we will never give birth again." ”

"Hmm. As soon as I responded, there were tears in the corners of my eyes, not because I recalled how painful childbirth was, but because I felt that I was loved by so many people.

When she opened her eyes after the first miscarriage and saw Wang Mei's face, Lu Yiran felt that her life might be like this for a lifetime, and later facts proved that she couldn't settle for it.

"Husband, don't show this video to Bai Yue, I don't want him to feel any guilt about his birth. Yiran said, "Besides, what if our own daughter-in-law is more miserable than me, and he thinks that others are pretending, or what if the daughter-in-law is going well, and she thinks I am pretending, don't show him this video, or delete it now." ”

Bai Jichuan couldn't cry or laugh: "You think too much, Bai Yue will have his own life in the future, when he graduates from college, whether he is going to graduate school for a doctorate or working directly, we just have to go to college, let him toss by himself in the future, and the two of us will return to the world of two." ”

Yiran climbed to the side of the bed to look at his son in the small bed, and said distressedly: "Cake, mom still won't give you a sister, otherwise when you grow up, your father won't care about you, but my sister has been pampered by my father all her life, and you must doubt your life." ”

Bai Jichuan smiled and wanted to get up to turn off the TV, just as the picture was played to Yiran being pushed out of the delivery room, her face was like a vegetable, her lips were white, and the baby in her arms was alive, but the whole portrait of the mother was covered with a layer of gray and became dull.

It was the first time she had seen herself like this, and then she fell asleep. The camera was put aside, and the picture stayed there, with her husband by the bedside, and her parents coming and going to see if she was awake.

"Closed?" Bai Jichuan asked.

"Hmm. Yiran sat on the bed, watching him toss, the TV switched back to the normal channel, I don't know what to press, the voice suddenly became loud, and Yiran was startled, she hurried to see her son, the little guy tossed a few times in the dream, she gently patted and coaxed, and fell asleep again.

"You're not awake, are you?" Bai Jichuan said.

"I didn't wake up, it scared me, this little thing is not small. Yiran smiled and said, "Like you." ”

"Go to bed early, if you wake up tonight, I'll coax you, don't get up." Bai Jichuan said, "It was you last night, and we agreed to take turns, but you are always disobedient." ”

"How tired you have to go to work. Yiran said, "I can't bear it, I definitely won't be strong, let's not be so careful." ”

Snuggling up to each other and lying down, Bai Jichuan caressed his wife and said thoughtfully: "After the question, we will go out to play, and when we graduate, we will go out and have fun again." ”

Yiran rubbed it in his arms, put his hand into Bai Jichuan's pants-waist, and said coquettishly: "Husband, I want it." ”

Bai Jichuan deliberately asked, "What do you want?"

The two of them were tired of crookedly, holding the scale that would not wake up their son, and they fell asleep sweetly, and when they woke up again, it was not dawn outside the window, Bai Jichuan was snoring gently, and his son was already turning over and over in the small bed, making a whining sound.

Yiran hurriedly got up and picked up his son, afraid of waking Bai Jichuan, and quietly went to the living room.

Changing diapers and breastfeeding, Cake was completely awake, and she was still a little sleepy, she opened the curtains in the living room, just as the first rays of sunlight shone in.

When Bai Jichuan came out of the bedroom, he saw his wife and son sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, one big and one small, with two backs, so peaceful and beautiful.

Yiran was "talking" with her son, Bai Yue was perfunctory without a match, and she heard Yiran say: "Cake, if you think in the future, your mother loves your father more than you more, don't be happy, okay? ”

Bai Jichuan came over and sat next to his son, and the figures of the three people were even more perfect.

"Are you awake?" Ichiran was a little embarrassed.

"It's hard to be our son. Bai Jichuan touched his son's head, "Bai Yue, do you regret coming to our house?"

Cake understands where he understands, waving the empty bottle in his hand, wanting another bottle.

During the day, Bai Jichuan went to visit some important customers, gave New Year's gifts, and took Yiran to the shopping mall where he took his son's first birthday photo when he went out, and said that he would pick up the mother and son after he was over.

Yiran took the photo, found a relatively empty coffee shop and sat down, ordered a cup of coffee, took a photo while looking at the photo, and sent it to his parents, in-laws, and Qingge to see.

Bai Yue is really beautiful, with snow-white skin, big double eyelids, long eyelashes, and a look that is completely in line with modern aesthetics.

"Yiran?" Suddenly hearing Jiang Cheng's voice, Yiran raised his head in surprise, and sure enough, it was Jiang Cheng, standing at the table with his wallet.

"You...... Socializing?" Ichiran asked.

"It's already a holiday, accompany Fu Yao and her mother to buy clothes for the New Year, they are thirsty, I came down to buy some drinks. Jiang Cheng said, "Can I sit down?"

Yiran glanced at him: "Blind and serious, sit down." ”

Jiang Cheng teased the cake, the cake was faint, and continued to put his enthusiasm in the album.

"Are you alone?" Jiang Cheng asked.

"Bai Jichuan will come to pick me up and pick up the photos today. Yiran said, asking, "Do you want to see it?"

Tomorrow at 10:30 a.m., see you there

Until the end of the past few days, I will maintain the speed of two more, and I need time to do some other things, so I'm very sorry. If time permits, I'll update more, but it's over soon, and it won't go anywhere. During the Dragon Boat Festival, I will post some external WeChat platforms, I hope you like it.

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