256: Don't you feel ashamed?
In terms of taking care of people, Ji Nian still trusts Chi Jianchen.
And she didn't sleep all night yesterday, and she was indeed tired.
Chi Jianchen was like this, and Ji Nian simply handed over the affairs of the ward to him.
"That'...... You should also take care of your rest tonight. "I'll come over tomorrow morning to bring you breakfast." β
"Yes. Chi Jianchen nodded and agreed.
"You all go back, it's not like I can't take care of myself, I don't need to. Qin Tang was very unhappy with this feeling.
He has always disliked being taken care of, especially the conversation between Ji Nian and Chi Jianchen just now, which made him feel that he was a person who had lost his ability to take care of himself.
"Can you take care of yourself now?" Chi Jianchen was not angry, but just glanced at Qin Tang lightly, "You stand up now and try, I believe that you can take care of yourself in life." β
Chi Jianchen was originally older than Qin Tang, and in his opinion, Qin Tang's gambling behavior was very naΓ―ve.
"Are you arguing?" Softness watched them confront each other with a scared look on her face.
After hearing the soft voice, Qin Tang's attitude obviously improved a lot.
He smiled softly, "No, we're just talking about things. β
"Okay, soft, we'll come back tomorrow to see my uncle. β
Ji Nian knew that as soon as he opened his mouth, Qin Tang would definitely have to compromise.
So, she took this opportunity and left with softness.
Although he was reluctant to Qin Tang, he heard that he could come over early the next morning, so he wanted to open it.
At night, Chi Jianchen was afraid that it would not be safe, so he personally sent their mother and daughter back to the hotel, and then returned to the ward.
Fortunately, the hotel is not far from the hospital, and it only takes 20 minutes to go back and forth.
Chi Jianchen returned to the ward, closed the door, and looked at Qin Tang.
Ji Nian had already been with him in Qin Tang's situation before, in fact, in a physical condition like his, what he was most afraid of should be self-defeating.
Rehabilitation is a thing, as long as the mentality is well adjusted and enough to cooperate, the probability of a miracle is still relatively large.
But look at Qin Tang like this...... Seems to have given up before it started?
"How do you feel?" Chi Jianchen asked Qin Tang.
Qin Tang: "What do you think?"
He always felt that Chi Jianchen was laughing at him by asking this.
Qin Tang sneered, "You should feel pretty cool now, I separated you from Ji Nian back then, and now retribution is coming." β
"I didn't think so. Chi Jianchen paused, "However, you finally admit that you did something wrong back then." β
Qin Tang vaguely felt that he seemed to be trapped, and he continued to sneer: "I never regret doing things. β
"We're not talking about regret or not. Chi Jianchen, "I'm just discussing whether what you did was right or not." β
"Since you have uttered the word 'retribution' yourself, you know that it is wrong. β
Qin Tang: "...... You don't play word games with me. β
Chi Jianchen smiled: "No." β
"Also, I don't think so, whether it's me or Ji Nian, I hope you can recover soon. β
Qin Tang let out a "heh" and didn't say anything more.
The more Chi Jianchen is like this, the more narrow-minded he becomes.
Qin Tang didn't want to have a conversation with him at all.
Two men who don't have a good relationship spend the night together in the hospital room, and it feels amazing to think about it.
Chi Jianchen didn't talk to Qin Tang anymore later, and the two of them were so quiet.
β¦β¦
In the second half of the night, Chi Jianchen leaned on the sofa and squinted, and dimly heard Qin Tang on the bed let out a painful muffled snort.
After hearing this voice, Chi Jianchen immediately woke up, opened his eyes and got up and walked to the bedside.
He turned on the light and saw Qin Tang's hideous expression.
Chi Jianchen didn't say a word, and immediately found a doctor.
After the examination and identification of the doctor on duty, Qin Tang will have this situation, which is also the sequelae left by the car accident.
Although there were no external wounds on his head, there were internal wounds.
The doctor has done it before, and this kind of hidden injury can only be observed slowly in the process of subsequent hospitalization.
Seeing Qin Tang's situation, the doctor prescribed him painkillers, and he did feel much better after taking it.
The doctor gave a few precautions and left.
Chi Jianchen stood in front of the hospital bed and looked at Qin Tang and said to him: "If you are uncomfortable, remember to call me, and I will help you call the doctor." β
Qin Tang didn't say anything, and slowly closed his eyes.
People are very tired after experiencing major surgery, and Qin Tang fell asleep not long after taking painkillers.
β¦β¦
During the night, he had a dream.
He dreamed of the dead child.
In the dream, he was sitting alone in an empty office with only a desk and office chair left, and the entire ground was collapsing.
He called for someone, but there was no response, only to hear from himself.
The ground fell for more than ten seconds and then stopped, and he saw Feng Ziqi.
She was holding a boy covered in blood in her hands, and her face was pale.
Qin Tang recognized at a glance that that child was the one they had lost......
The child was covered in blood, but he was still excited.
It's as if something important has been regained.
He got up and walked towards their mother and son, and after getting closer, the scene suddenly changed to the scene of Feng Ziqi holding Ah Jin and Gu Ning standing together.
In the dream, he froze in place, and asked her with difficulty, "Why is this happening?"
She glanced at him contemptuously, "You should never compare yourself with Gu Ning, the person I love now is him." β
This dream is too real, and too cruel.
For the rest of the time, he had been watching the interaction between their family of three, watching her laugh in Gu Ning's arms, and watching the two of them talk to each other.
It's cruel.
When he opened his eyes, the corners of his eyes and face were cold.
In the summer, the day dawns early in Haicheng.
At six o'clock, the sun had fully risen, and the room was brightly illuminated.
Chi Jianchen lay on the sofa in the second half of the night and squinted.
I wake up habitually after dawn.
That's how he always works.
After waking up, Chi Jianchen walked to the hospital bed to see Qin Tang.
When I looked closer, I noticed that his face was wet.
Also, the liquid seemed to be coming down from the corner of the eye.
So...... Qin Tang is crying?
Chi Jianchen really didn't expect that someone like Qin Tang would cry.
Could it be that it's just because I can't stand such a blow?
His psychological quality should not be so bad.
"What's wrong with you?" Chi Jianchen couldn't hold back his curiosity, and finally couldn't help but ask this question.
Qin Tang glanced at Chi Jianchen coldly: "Are you annoyed?"
Chi Jianchen didn't change his wording because of his attitude: "Are you crying?"
Qin Tang: "It's you who are blind." β
Chi Jianchen: "If it's because of your physical condition, there's no need to cry." Didn't I do it before, if you cooperate with the treatment and rehabilitation, there is a great possibility of a miracle happening. β
"I don't need you to tell me. "Qin Tang's attitude is still very bad.
Chi Jianchen was amused by him, "I just saw you crying and wanted to comfort you." β
"Who the told you I was crying for this?" Qin Tang is such a good-faced person, how can he stand others doing this.
Maybe it's because of the injuries on my body, and my brain reacts several beats slower than usual.
Chi Jianchen raised his eyebrows: "So you admit that you cried?"
Qin Tang: "Get out." β
It was only at this point that he felt that he had fallen for it.
Chi Jianchen: "So it's convenient for you to tell me why?"
At this point, Chi Jianchen paused and said to Qin Tang: "Don't worry, I won't be so boring as to laugh at you." β
Qin Tang seemed to be moved by Chi Jianchen.
He was silent for a few minutes, and then asked Chi Jianchen: "If you are like me now, will you be separated from Ji Nian?" β
Chi Jianchen didn't quite understand the meaning of Qin Tang's question: "Why do you want to separate?"
"...... like this," Qin Tang glanced down at his body, "Don't you feel ashamed?"
"Do you want to find face in love?" Chi Jianchen smiled, "Don't hide it from you, I used to think about the same as you." β
"I always thought I didn't need to put down the shelf to coax her, I always felt that I should keep my image. But in fact, real feelings are not like this. β
Speaking of this, Chi Jianchen's words suddenly increased, "There's nothing to be ashamed of, I know she won't leave me because of this." β
Hearing this, Qin Tang laughed self-deprecatingly again.
Well, this question is that he asked it redundantly.
The situation between him and Feng Ziqi is completely different from the situation before Chi Jianchen and Ji Nian.
Ji Nian loves Chi Jianchen, but Feng Ziqi doesn't have much affection for him anymore.
Qin Tang thought of the scene in the dream again, and his heart ached.
"If the other person doesn't like you at all. Qin Tang gave such an assumption, "She will leave because of this, right?" β
"Wait a minute. Chi Jianchen reacted suddenly, "Are you consulting me about relationship issues?"
Qin Tang: "......"
Chi Jianchen: "Do you have a girlfriend? She doesn't know you're injured now?"
Qin Tang: "......"
He didn't answer, but in Chi Jianchen's opinion, this attitude was basically equivalent to acquiescence.
"Don't you want to know her attitude towards you?" Chi Jianchen analyzed for Qin Tang, "If she leaves you because of this matter, it is clear that she really has no feelings for you, you can put down the past and look forward." β
"I don't want to. After chatting for a while, Qin Tang finally told the truth, "I don't want to let her go." β
Chi Jianchen: "......"
He's really persistent.
"So, you haven't told her the news?"
"Yes. "Qin Tang," she should be happy to know that she can finally get rid of me. β
β¦β¦
As soon as Qin Tang finished this sentence, Ji Nian came over with softness.
She bought breakfast before she came, lots of portions. Ji Nian put breakfast on the table, took out the porridge and walked to the bedside.
"Is there a problem with drinking porridge in the morning?" Ji Nian asked Qin Tang.
Qin Tang: "I don't want to eat it." β
Ji Nian: "If you don't want to eat, you have to eat." β
She opened the bowl of porridge and picked up the spoon to feed him.
Next to him, after Chi Jianchen saw this scene, he felt a little uncomfortable.
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