Chapter 339: I'm Not a Negative Man
"I'm not a negative person. ”
"I was separated from your mother because of irreversible suffering. ”
"I was calculated by my clansmen and fell into the sea with my car and people, and if I hadn't been rescued by Saipan'an, I might have been buried at the bottom of the sea. ”
Li Yan finished three sentences in a row, his speech speed and breathing rate were very stable, and his deep eyes kept reflecting Xiao Xian's face, and he saw that from the time he opened his mouth to say the first sentence, Xiao Xian's eyes were enlarged to the extreme at the speed of light.
She looked up at him in disbelief, shock, joy, excitement and other emotions spread out from the depths of her eyes little by little, and finally condensed into tears, moist, shining with crystal clear light.
"Since you are really my biological father, why didn't you recognize me when we first met at the Royal Casino a few months ago?" An Xiaoxian didn't understand why Li Yan didn't recognize her for a long time, she cried and asked, "It's because I'm too ugly and I don't have any ability, are you afraid that after recognizing me, you will lose your face?"
"Silly girl, if you are ugly, there will be no good-looking people in the world. Li Yan said softly in a hoarse voice, "That meeting, the reason why Dad didn't recognize you was to protect you, the Li family is in civil strife, the current situation is turbulent, Li Jian has been looking for people and things that can be used to contain me in recent years, if you are my biological daughter, if the news leaks and reaches Li Jian's ears, you will always have an extra life danger." ”
"Then you come to recognize me now, aren't you afraid that I will be in danger?" An Xiaoxian asked, and his strength slapped him in the face.
"I'm afraid, of course I'm afraid, but Li Zeyang drew your blood before he died, and Li Jian has now determined that you are my biological daughter, so what's the point if I don't recognize you anymore?" Li Yan's original intention of not recognizing Xiaoxian before was to protect her, but now, it makes no difference whether he recognizes it or not.
"Dad......"
An Xiaoxian bit her lip and looked at Li Yan's slightly reddened eyes, opened her mouth to call Dad, and took the initiative to throw herself into Li Yan's arms and hugged him tightly.
Before this, she had always felt that her father, who had abandoned her mother for more than 20 years, was a scumbag, but after listening to Li Yan's words, she realized how wrong she was, her father was not a scumbag, but a person who had deep affection for her mother.
Over the years, Li Yan has been alone and has never married, and he also has a deep love for her, afraid that he will bring danger to her and not protect her enough.
An Xiaoxian thought that Li Yan loved her mother so much, loved her daughter so much, when he first met her at the Royal Casino, he couldn't bear not to recognize her, and his heart must have been very painful.
Li Yan's greatest wish in his life is to be able to find him and Xinni's child in his lifetime, listen to her call his father, and recognize the scene of the little fairy's father and daughter, he has fantasized thousands of times in his mind.
He thought he would behave very calmly, but when An Xiaoxian's dad sounded in his ears, he still couldn't hold back his tears, Xinni, did you hear it, our daughter called me dad.
I didn't hear it, so I'll let her scream again.
"Xiaoxian, what did you call Dad just now? Dad didn't hear clearly, can you shout again?" Li Yan asked with red eyes, his uncontrollable appearance became shameless when he fell into Jin Feng's eyes.
"Shameless!" Jin Feng stared at him coldly, his face full of unhappiness.
An Xiaoxian was amused by Li Yan's rare childishness, and looked up at him with a hazy smile in her eyes: "Dad...... Daddy, Daddy!"
"Eh, eh!" Li Yan replied again and again, his voice was very loud, this day, he had waited too long, he responded happily, raised his head, and looked in the direction of An Chengcai's tombstone.
Xiao An, thank you for taking such good care of Xiao Xian.
The sun was setting, the sun was shining, and on the side of the tomb, the figures of two people suddenly flashed, like an illusion, Li Yan looked at them intently, one was An Chengcai, the other was An Xiaoqian, An Xiaoqian held An Chengcai, pursed her lips and smiled at him.
And An Chengcai stared at An Xiaoxian with confidence, and after a while, he retracted his gaze and looked at Li Yan, his eyes seemed to say, Lao Li, the responsibility of caring for Xiaoxian will be handed over to you in the future, you must be a competent father, don't let me and Xinni disappoint these souls.
Li Yan nodded his head and made a small hum, An Xiaoxian saw him looking into the distance like a nerd, and felt a little strange in his heart, so he raised his hand and shook it in front of his eyes.
"Dad, what are you looking at?"
"I didn't see anything, I just thought the sunset was beautiful today. Li Yan retracted his gaze, then raised his feet and walked to An Chengcai's tomb, performed a prayer, finished the ceremony, offered incense, toasted, and then left with An Xiaoxian Jin Feng and others.
On the way, Jin Feng asked Li Yan when he would take Xiaoxian back to Li's house to recognize his ancestors and return to his ancestors, and Li Yan said that the date had been chosen, just when she gave birth to a child and was full moon.
It is not a trivial matter for Li Yan to let An Xiaoxian recognize her ancestors and return to her ancestors, first of all, she must hold a very grand ancestor recognition ceremony in the Li family, and then take her to attend various major occasions, and share all the connections that their Li family has accumulated for many years with An Xiaoxian, so that she can meet more high-ranking people.
The people in their circle, in addition to their own strength, the connections in the circle of friends are also a powerful performance.
Jin Feng has no objection to Li Yan's arrangement, An Xiaoxian is now pregnant with Liujia, it is not appropriate to travel long distances to be too tired, and the matter of returning to the Li family will be carried out after the child is born, and the arrangement is very reasonable.
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In the hospital, Lin Hao sat in front of the bed and fed Lin Ou soup, Lin Ou's appetite was not very good, so after a few sips, he waved his hand to signal Lin Hao not to feed it anymore, and then asked: "Brother, have you ever gone to see your mother today? How is she now, is she okay?"
"I've seen it, and I'm still asleep. After Lin Hao answered, the nurse pushed the cart and walked in, "Mr. Lin, Miss Lin, it's time to change the dressing." ”
Lin Ou had to take off his clothes to change the dressing, and Lin Hao was inconvenient to watch from the sidelines, so he stood up from his position: "Xiaoou, you change the dressing first, and I will come to see you later." ”
After taking two steps, he found that the bowl that fed Lin Ou and drank the soup was still in his hand, and he paused slightly when he walked, and wanted to put the bowl on the table and wait for the nurse to clean it up in a while, but when he lowered his eyelids and saw the soup spoon in the bowl, he immediately changed his mind and strode out.
Then, as soon as he came out of Lin Ou's ward, he used the soup spoon to spoon the rest of the soup in the bowl, spoonful after spoonful, scooped and drank it cleanly, and finally laughed at himself with satisfaction and self-deprecation.
What is satisfying is that he and Lin Ou share a spoon to drink soup, and indirectly kiss for the second time, self-deprecating is that he has loved Lin Ou for so many years, but he doesn't even have the power qualification and surge to kiss her, so he can only use this kind of disgraceful behavior to satisfy his heart's desire.
"Lin Hao?"
As soon as Lin Hao walked into the elevator, he ran into An Xiaoxian, who was followed by Liu Chengjun and Xing Yanbin, and they came to the hospital to see Ah Jiu.
Because of Lin Ou and An Xiaoxian's opposites, Lin Hao's attitude towards An Xiaoxian was not very enthusiastic, he just nodded perfunctorily, and turned his gaze away indifferently.
Everyone has their own position, Lin Hao treats himself with this attitude, An Xiaoxian doesn't blame him, it's just that Lin Hao once saved her life, and she always felt a little indebted to Lin Hao in her heart.
I wanted to find an opportunity to repay him, but now, I'm afraid that Lin Hao won't give her this opportunity.
The two fought side by side, but they were silent all the way, the friends who lived and died together in the past became what they are today, An Xiaoxian felt desolate and embarrassed in her heart.
Bite.
The elevator door opened, Lin Hao raised his feet and walked out, An Xiaoxian called him again: "Lin Hao, wait a minute." ”
Lin Hao paused and turned his back to her.
"Your brother's urn is still with me, when are you going to take him back for burial?"
When Lin Hao heard this, he immediately pulled out a cold smile from his lips.
"Why, so quickly, I think my brother's urn is unlucky, I think it's a hot potato, and you want to return it to me?" Lin Hao turned his head and smiled at Xiaoxian, but the words he said were like knives, piercing people's hearts.
"Anyway, I am also a benefactor who once sacrificed my life to save you, I don't ask you to repay the favor, I just asked you to help me take care of my brother's urn for a few days, but I didn't expect that you didn't want to help me with this kind of trivial matter, An Xiaoxian, I haven't seen you for a few days, why have you become so cold-blooded and ruthless?"
Hearing Lin Hao's accusation of being ruthless, An Xiaoxian squinted her eyes, and her heart suddenly felt as uncomfortable as blocking a boulder, she really couldn't swallow the breath in her heart, and met Lin Hao's knife-like gaze aggrievedly.
"Lin Hao, I know that you are talking to me in this tone because of Lin Ou, yes, that's right, Lin Ou and I are indeed enemies now, but you can't hurt me by saying these words, did I cause the breakdown of my relationship with her?"
Lin Hao didn't speak, An Xiaoxian simply asked and answered himself.
"No! I didn't do it!"
"From the time I knew Lin Ou to now, I have hardly done anything to be sorry for Lin Ou, but Lin Ou, has deceived me again and again, betrayed me, hurt me and the people around me, how can you tell me not to hate her?"
"Your father's death, Xiao Ou didn't mean it. Lin Hao couldn't help but explain to Lin Ou.
"What if you didn't mean it?" An Xiaoxian asked rhetorically, "If the person who killed your brother was none other than Aunt Li Wanru, and then she said to you, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, will your brother come back to life?"
Lin Hao retorted wordlessly, he would not forgive Li Wanru, not only would he not, but he would also kill Li Wanru with his own hands to avenge that kind and innocent young man.
An Xiaoxian saw that Lin Hao had nothing to say, so he got back to business.
"I asked you when you will bring your brother's urn back, not because I feel bad luck and don't want to keep it for you, but as the saying goes, the dead are the greatest, and the earth is safe, your brother had such a rough and unfortunate life before his death, and after his death, he didn't even have a place to live, if you don't bury him well, aren't you afraid that he will become a lonely ghost and wash his face with tears every day in the underworld?"
Lin Hao's chest was suffocated, a pain was blocked in his throat, he couldn't spit it out, he couldn't swallow, and after a moment of silence, he said out loud: "Tomorrow, at the latest tomorrow, I will personally go to your urn to bring it back." ”
Before that, he had one more thing to do, something imminent.
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